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>>9092
goated manga

I enjoyed the Jinrou Game series. It reminded me of playing mafia as a child.

I quite liked the Vegetarian by han kang

The horror aspect only develops later on fully, its a very slow buildup - but I found the buildup to be the best part -the mundane mixed with disturbing and surreal scenes

Jinmen is an okay one, but like all good japanese media I think it becomes too wild to the point it stops being scary and just becomes any other generic manga

>>8864
Best horror you're ever gonna read is Lovecraft's collected stories, preferably the Annotated HP Lovecraft.

>>9111
Have you tried asking him to stop, maybe he will.

>>9111
nonette consider installing a carbon monoxide detector if you don’t have one already

Can someone analyse this one for me please? Whatever is on that website is retarded and contradicts itself, in some places it says I'm a very nice and nurturing person (which I'm really not) and in others it says I'm an insane BPD-chan.

>>9185
Yeah I took a look at your chart and tl;dr you come off as moody, agressive, criticize and try to micromanage people, think you know better than everyone, have a massive ego, cutthroat, talkative but also shallow as in it's hard to get close to people.

>>9206
Makes a lot of sense except the talkative part, I won't talk unless something interests me a lot. Is there any hope for me or should I just slit my wrists already?

Do me next! Does it have to be color coded? I got it from Costar kek.

>>9154
why must it be so hard we don’t deserve this

Nothing at all :(
Are you supposed to listen to it loud or quiet? Does it matter?

So, what is this ?
Can someone explain ?

I can't believe people still believe in this stupidity

>>9156
There's more to compatibility than birth sign. You would have to look at both of your birth charts. I know a lot of Cancer mars men (mars rules anger/sex) and they're way too emotional and passive-aggressive for me. Very catty men. And I have a scorpio sun & venus.
>>9157
LOL!

>>9162
With all that cancer, he probably has a mommy kink. His Leo mars shows passion, his praise kink and his huge eog. All that air creates a know-it-all.

>>9156
there's already an astrology thread, learn2read and ask in there

>>9162
Sun square moon: tense, emotionally turbulent, sensitive, likes conflict, tension at home/between the parents

>>8918
how do you develop better intuition? I can usually tell that something horrible is going to happen on days when horrible things do happen but that's not really useful

>>8919
Nta but you could try to be more observant. Pay attention to your surroundings, notice patterns, signs etc. also you can learn from past situations and their patterns too.

>>8918
yes, extremely accurate. I usually get an intuitive sense about people and are very sensitive to their energies, as well as the energy of places. Here is one instance that I find particularly eerie:
>go to the beach with my family.
>didn't want to go into the water
>sensed that there was something uncanny about this place
>sister and her friend went swimming in the water
>sisters friend kept complaining about how she felt that something was dragging her down
>a week or so later, we find out that someone had died in those waters before they had gone swimming in there..

there are some spiritualities (Indigenous matriarchal ones for example) that believe women possess intuition like a 6th sense that men aren't able to tap into. And that it can be honed with practice.

I have pretty powerful intuition, always have since I was a kid. I started doing tarot readings when I was little for fun, and they ended up really scarily accurate. It's all intuition based, the way I read them. I freaked out several family members- aunts uncles, mom, grandma with my readings to the point where they were made uncomfortable. I've predicted severe illness, infidelity, and minor issues too with my card readings. I get told a lot that my tarot readings aren't any fun because I don't sugarcoat bad things. In fact I think I have more of an ability to predict bad things than good.

I am also really good at reading people, which I usually pass off as being a perk of being a wallflower, but I can even guess people's first names when I've never seen them before sometimes. Sometimes I even get such a powerful feeling that a person or animal's name is 'wrong' somehow to the point where I have a hard time using the name they give me. Like, one time I was riding a trail horse with a name like Red or something, but I could not stop calling her Daisy- in my mind, when I was petting her or riding her. It was really weird. Probably sounds retarded but I wonder if it's some kind of weird intuition or something.

At this point I always listen to my intuition. If I get a bad feeling about something. My husband believes I have very strong intuition as well, and always listens to me if I decide to cancel a plan or leave something early because it's never steered us wrong. I think it's the closest thing to a religious belief I practice- if I get a gut feeling about something I don't do it, or if someone gives me bad vibes I gtfo.

typing this out makes me feel like a knob tooting my own horn

Did the curses start when you moved to a new home? Maybe your home is cursed.

>>8911
this could very much be a plausible explanation. Recently my family moved to a new house c. 2021. My mum believes in spiritual cleansing and saged the entire property before we moved in to get rid of 'bad energies'. in spite of this, moving into this property heightened a lot of the tension between each of us and corresponded with a string of major difficulties in each of our lives, including my dad having a heart attack.
>>8909
Have you ever tried getting a birth chart reading, or gone to a clairvoyant of sorts to seek conformation about this? Perhaps you could try to figure out if there is any astrological or other adjacent phenomena which is related to these incidents and events?

What kind of things are fucking your family over?

Are we talking about 'act of god' events? The type of shit that is absolutely unavoidable? (eg: getting struck by lightning)

Are we talking about things that are totally within your control to prevent? (eg: you can't pay rent because you made a dumb purchase and went overboard with the spending).

Or are we talking about things that are technically mitigatable, but it's easy to take an "it could never happen to me" stance, so you don't really put in the effort to keep yourself safe? (eg: leaving your house unlocked, not having an alarm system, and then calling it 'bad luck' when someone robs you).

Asking because I always considered myself a lucky person.
Then I had a string of really awful, truly unlucky things happen to me.
Then I fell in a rut of blaming everything on bad luck, when something went wrong, and it stopped me from taking accountability for my own actions (eg: staying with a boyfriend who raped me and then acting surprised when he continued to be abusive, because I am an insecure clown).

Not saying you're to blame for your family's shit lol. Not saying your family is 'deserving' of your bad luck at all. I'm really sorry to hear that you guys are dealing with a lot of crap.
The reason I bring up accountability is because in my experience, when things are going bad, it is far more empowering to do what you CAN to mitigate future issues and protect yourself, than to worry about curses and shit. You feel me?
And if you can pinpoint the exact type of bad events in your life to 'acts of god', 'mitigable', and 'within your control', it might help you to gain a sense of power over your situation.
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>>8956

Most recently a car accident that left my mom unable to walk. It happened right after my sister got out of the hospital after being in and out of a coma for 6+ months. My brother had dental surgery at the same time of the accident so now I'm stuck nursing both of them. And this is all just in this month.

For some more realistic ideas, since you mentioned moving into a new house, it could be lead poisoning, carbon monoxide poisoning, or any other kind of chemical that fucks up your health (including your natural immunity) and concentration (hence the accident, bad mood etc.)

>>8843
Okay. My obsession is kind of lessening anyway. It's no longer obsession, more fascination. What do I do with the letter?

>>8849
Burn it, hide it away somewhere. I wrote a moids name on a paper once, folded it and stuffed it between stuffed animals and forgot about it. Not exactly a perfect method, but its kind of like a "set it and forget it" kind of thing. When you dont obsess over things they always come in much easier.

>>8873
Thanks, I already hid it away a week ago

>>8750
>>8750

seconding this

i want to make a moid obsessed with me. i’m already practicing manifestation/LoA but I want something stronger like a spell. i am completely aware of the consequences, i just want someone who is more familiar with witchcraft to guide me as i am having no success so far with finding a spell or ritual that can provide me what i want right now. nonas of /x/ please help me.

>>8971
I think it’s because there is a dream journal thread already at >>3081

>>8883
had to what?

>>7995
wow, i didn't expect to actually recognize the url. but my only relation to her was reading her already years-old callout found while stalking my mutuals' blogs.

>>8884
had to make my Instagram private and change my usernames on all my social medias because I was afraid he would find my real name and continue to stalk me

>>2191
Orsted

>>2178
Woman around my age who was very into reincarnation (partly typical New Age simplified mix, party her own “experiences”). We met through some shared interest (not esoteric-related). She began to reveal more about her past lives and how she was some famous people or involved with others like that. She also claimed I’m her lost sister from some other dimension and we have some time powers and shit. She wanted to know who I was in my past life. Sometimes she would share videos on her socials how she or her foreign friend contact spirits (aka doing silly faces and talking with weirdly changed voice).