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Unsent Letter Thread Anonymous 115657

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Anonymous 115658

do not interact with me anymore. if i identify you i will not respond. you've repeatedly crossed the line and i no longer find our interactions amusing anymore.
i am not interested in you in any way. i am not interested in providing a reaction anymore. do not interact with me.

Anonymous 115659

>>115658
Context nona?

Anonymous 115699

>>115657
I'm so sick of you. I wish I hadn't wasted my first kiss on your unwashed unkempt porn addled self. I will lie and say it was taken nonconsensually, which isnt really far from the truth considering you basically groomed me. You pretend to care about my interests so I will stay by your side and be your emotional support bitch but I won't be anymore. Yoy disgust me. I hope your underage gf dumps you and you slit your throat.

Anonymous 115712

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I love you. Please come back. We both did the right thing but what does it matter if we both hurt this much. Only we can fix each other’s problems and make things right. I’ll stay pure and loyal for you. I’ll wait as long as it takes. I’ll never forget what you gave me.

Anonymous 115759

>>115657
this is. a really weird thing to troll with. thank you for getting my anxiety up you weirdos.
im going through weird personal and financial shit irl and the least you could do is just stop with the dumb jokes. i genuinely just dont get it. stop
you are distracting me from irl shit

Anonymous 115793

>>115657
Why didn't you ever stand up for me? why weren't you there for me when I needed it? I practically grew up afraid and abandoned. You never knew how to give me love and care for me. What made you believe that I deserved to be a victim of your traumas? you looked me in the eyes and told me that no one would love me. For a long time I wanted to die. You never taught me how to do things or pushed me to stand up for myself, you simply demanded and criticized. To this day, your priorities are in the wrong order. I don't know if I will ever be able to forgive you. You never let me know what a home is, everywhere I went it seemed like there was no place for me.

I'm going to show them, I'm going to make a better family.

Anonymous 115944

>>115657
Your 'girl'friend is a real joke. Attacking an innocent person after she shows vulnerability, how dainty and feminine. No male brain showing there no sir! You're the rude autistic girl to 'her' rude autistic moid and you know it. He doesn't even try to act like a girl with his irrepressible chan lingo and unfiltered assholeness. He will never be a woman , and you will never be a man, no matter how much you try to act like a cunt.

Anonymous 115957

i rlly hope i never see u again evil ass hoe

Anonymous 115958

lmao

Anonymous 115959

>>115957
>>115958
Very relatable

Anonymous 115980

I harbor so much regret for not letting you help me during college all those years ago. I watch your life unfold in pixels; the new city you're in, your career, your house, your children soon to be, and I'm so happy for you. I wish I had the courage to say yes when you asked me to play live with you that Fall, we could have made music that changed the lives of others, and filled this hole in my heart. I was so obsessed with coming across as jaded; that I was brave from experience and not this coward wrapped in courage, but I was hurting so much inside. Admitting this now won't save me, but the truth is I was just fearful and needed the love and encouragements of others to truly unlock my potential. I'm still so fucked up. It's not this world, it's me. This world is so beautiful, like you said. I want to heal so badly and I'm unsure that will ever happen. Please never change. I'm so forever proud of you and thankful for what you tried to see in me.

Anonymous 115986

I'm going to get you back. I know you think you're done with me, that I was some awful mistake, but I know you still think about me every day. You're still in love with me and being apart makes you sick, even years later. Briefly seeing me, holding me, accidentally kissing me, all drove you crazy. I know you still dream about me. I know you still think about the taste of me, the smell of my hair, the feel of me under your fingertips. You're miserable, directionless, lovesick and lonely, but I can change that. I can give you love, purpose, children, and together we can build a home; a family. You know all this and eventually you'll come to me. I'll be waiting.

Anonymous 116004

>>115986
Won't you come and get me? After all, you know how helpless I am.

Anonymous 116082

>>115712
fwiw, i think you should send this letter.

Anonymous 116085

Dear K

I still find myself wondering what our future would've looked like, if we had been a good match and whether we had made it work… It feels like everything slipped through my fingers, I should have been more honest with my feelings. I know it's been many years, I hope you're doing well, have you been eating properly? How is your family, have they learned to accept the way you are?

Anonymous 116091

I do not love you anymore. I slowly stopped loving you when you continued touching me. Any other feeling I had for you is replaced by the horrible look in your eyes when you choked me. When my tears meant nothing, I finally stopped crying, screaming, and breaking down. Now I know for certain you weren't sorry. You are trying to 'fix' me still. You cheat on me. Is it any wonder I don't want to kiss you? It is so hard everyday, to have to choose to be with you. You are all I know, and now I am isolated from anyone other. You gave me children and religion, but you have taken everything that made me a person. My will is destroyed, my spirituality is fleeting, and no one wants to raise another man's kids. So you can have them still my dear…

Anonymous 116106

>>116085
She has a bf and she's made irl friends. She got proper treatment, from what I remember. She's forgotten about her past friends but probably not you. Just send her a letter, just don't be a homewrecker

Anonymous 116109

dear ronald
mom said it was my turn on the xbox
the amount of emotional distress and trauma and cry cry wah wah waah you have bestowed upon me in my life has been so gradual that i am considering buying my own xbox
let me play xbox you ungrateful selfish asshole fuck you i hate you but i still love you xoxoxo

Anonymous 116126

I'm sorry I look at you that way, I'm sorry if my eyes linger for too long, I'm sorry I get so awkward. You don't deserve me acting this way, hoping you may look at me that way too. I'm not a good woman, but I'd never hurt you.
Have you noticed yet? I highly doubt it, you're always with her. I don't mind, I couldn’t possibly mind. I need to get away from you and I will.

Anonymous 116228

S,
i worked so hard to find you and now youre gone again. im back to feeling dead inside; it was nice to feel something again, for a few weeks at least. i hope youre ok.i hope you dont have an eating disorder. i just want you to be happy and healthy.
love,
A

Anonymous 116272

Like any delusional narcissist, all you can do is project. You are the one who’s miserable, directionless, lovesick and lonely. You’re the one over there talking like a fucking anime villain. A life with you would be a short-lived nightmare and you know it.
P.S. No one wants your autistic children.

Anonymous 116326

>>115793
That hits hard. Good luck, nona

Anonymous 116328

>>115986
I wish, my person wrote this but I‘m 90% sure they didn’t. I‘m very sick though. Feeling the sickest in a long while. I don’t know what to do. If they‘d kidnap me, I wouldn’t mind. I don’t know what to do. Only thing I can do rn is waiting to see how things unfold and trying to survive.

Anonymous 116449

The wheat and grain are yet to reap
Clouds billow like white sheets
in the blue sky, the sun still stands,
hounds course through reeds and sand.

Rivers sparkle as they pleat
through narrow streams which
lap at feet, laughter echoes
through the trees:
Whose days are these?

Anonymous 116529

i just hope that soon, all your friends will see you for who you are.

Anonymous 116532

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Joke’s on you bitch, my friends are all just like me.

Anonymous 116537

>>116449
Not moids, we're going to waste all of them. Their days are numbered.

Anonymous 116655

Dear M

After all this time I still love you. What you've done to me is unforgivable and just outright wrong. Day for day my subconscious makes me think of you no matter what I am doing. I still have the things you sent me, letters and screenshots of our conversations about love, even your voice is something I still remember.

Sincerely, P

Anonymous 117201

We met as two awkward virgins.
Yet our love was never consummated,
you tossed me aside.

Why does it still hurt?

You chose to cry to me
when you lost it, to someone else,
and how you hated every second.

I wanted to throw up.

I hate you. Why I try again?
I felt sorry, and thought you had grown
but you cast me aside twice.

I'm such a goddamn moron.

We played at the park and kissed,
but that was 5 years ago
and you never messaged back.

I hate you, you stupid cunt.

Anonymous 117274

>>115657
I always knew you were in a cult! I just couldn't see the signs at the time, i was too young to understand. Now it all adds up. But in the end im just so shocked. You don't betray those kinds of insane beliefs at all. I hope some day you can escape from your hell.

Anonymous 117275

>>117274
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE COVERSATION OVER

Anonymous 117276

>>117275
here have the last fucking word
all of you were fucking cunts. they knew, and they didnt say shit. there is literally no good feelings i have for you annoying ass people.
have the last fucking word i do not want to fucking hear or recognize their voice fucking ever.

Anonymous 117277

>>117275
What the hell??

Anonymous 117278

>>117276
I think you're confused.

Anonymous 117289

Take it to discord please. Yes, you 2.

Anonymous 117658

Dear K,

I remember trying so hard to make you want me as a friend. But I can see how you just wanted to copy my work. People told me this but I didn’t want to believe it then. You used to bait me to say things about others so you could repeat it and get attention, joined in saying the same mean things to my face, make lame excuses not to see me hang out, ditched me at times, gave me cheap gifts, and showed little interest in me when I tried to reconnect years later.

I only ever wanted to be your best friend. I even begged to your face. Maybe I tried too hard? I know all of you made fun of me for that, yet I seem to remember you fawning over others too. Sometimes you even copied more than just my work.

I see now that hid my real self so much that there was little personality left. I played down my intelligence, played the fool. Now you seem pretty boring and simple yourself.

From what I can see online, it seems like you have been through some difficult times and it has affected you a lot. I bet you could have done with a friend then who would do anything for you. The people you fawned over don’t seem to be close to you anymore. You picked wrong.

I realise now that I’m so glad things worked out this way. I am a stronger person now because of it. I will never let someone treat me that way again. I now know the value in being myself and not bending over backwards for others. I will never prioritise possible friendship with someone else over myself. I am comfortable walking away and being alone. I have so much more self worth as I know I would never treat a person how you treated me, or let others have the same dynamic in front of me.

I want to say that I hope things work out for you, but to honest, I don’t really. Not out of ill will, but a general lack of feeling towards you. I don’t wish anything bad towards you. You’ve just become a forgettable nothing to me, like I always was to you.

Anonymous 117690

I'm sorry for making you so uncomfortable all the time, I'm sorry for not knowing when to shut up, I'm sorry that I made you cut contact with me. I'm so sorry. Please come back. I love you, I miss you so much. I still remember your username but I can't bring myself to reach out. Hell, I don't know if I even should…

I promise I'll do better this time.

Anonymous 117720

Dear V,

I can’t believe I let you and your family treat me so badly. Where was my self worth to stay and be nitpicked and made to feel stupid and be ignored and that I could do nothing right be people who barely knew me.

I might not have been the most helpful houseguest (out of not knowing better) and I struggled to speak your language, but that’s no excuse for grown adults bullying a barely 20 year old to tears. I’m so glad I refused to fawn back when you all tried to backtrack.

I think your family also forget that them using my work without permission is what finally got their business started. When I found out, I only asked you to credit me, then gave more free labour daily without complaint.

I would have loved to see the look on your mother’s face when she found out her perfect son had knocked up a woman he hadn’t been dating for long, especially when you didn’t want children before, leading to a rushed pandemic wedding. I bet I don’t seem so bad now.

From the last email I got from you, I think you realise how terribly you treated me and you seem to have put distance between you and your family yourself too. I hadn’t fully processed what had happened then and felt ashamed afterwards for still trying to treat you like a friend when your reply was late and cold.

Now I think it’s you that feels ashamed. I wonder if you ever worry about all the colleagues finding out about this as it’s the complete opposite of your professional image.

I’m so glad now that things didn’t work out. You don’t seem to have grown as a person. I found you childish then and you seem worse now. You’re one of the least mentally qualified people I can think of to be giving advice. You even used to quote what I said because you couldn’t come up with something better yourself.

I wonder if you would even recognise me now as I have grown so much. I’m also no longer someone to pretend to be physically attracted to someone I’m not just because I’m touch starved. I think you knew that was the situation then and took advantage of it.

You seem to still be regularly using a gift I gave you. I don’t think I have anything of you left. It’s not that I angrily discarded things. There was just nothing of value in the first place.

Anonymous 117724

Dear V,

I can’t believe I let you and your family treat me so badly. Where was my self worth to stay and be nitpicked and made to feel stupid and be ignored and that I could do nothing right be people who barely knew me.

I might not have been the most helpful houseguest (out of not knowing better) and I struggled to speak your language, but that’s no excuse for grown adults bullying a barely 20 year old to tears. I’m so glad I refused to fawn back when you all tried to backtrack.

I think your family also forget that them using my work without permission is what finally got their business started. When I found out, I only asked you to credit me, then gave more free labour daily without complaint.

I would have loved to see the look on your mother’s face when she found out her perfect son had knocked up a woman he hadn’t been dating for long, especially when you didn’t want children before, leading to a rushed pandemic wedding. I bet I don’t seem so bad now.

From the last email I got from you, I think you realise how terribly you treated me and you seem to have put distance between you and your family yourself too. I hadn’t fully processed what had happened then and felt ashamed afterwards for still trying to treat you like a friend when your reply was late and cold.

Now I think it’s you that feels ashamed. I wonder if you ever worry about all the colleagues finding out about this as it’s the complete opposite of your professional image.

I’m so glad now that things didn’t work out. You don’t seem to have grown as a person. I found you childish then and you seem worse now. You’re one of the least mentally qualified people I can think of to be giving advice. You even used to quote what I said because you couldn’t come up with something better yourself.

I wonder if you would even recognise me now as I have grown so much. I’m also no longer someone to pretend to be physically attracted to someone I’m not just because I’m touch starved. I think you knew that was the situation then and took advantage of it.

You seem to still be regularly using a gift I gave you. I don’t think I have anything of you left. It’s not that I angrily discarded things. There was just nothing of value in the first place.

Anonymous 117726

>>115657
Dear vile depraved choad(s)
You're surpised the person you stalked for years suddenly wanted to rip out your throat?? Treated you like trash? Well maybe you are bottom feeder trash! Someday someone will rip out your eyeballs and cut out your tongue for being as sleazy, lying and backwards as you are. Putting bugs and hidden cameras in someones home tends to get you hard enemies. Someday you'll never be able to open you're lying conniving backwards retard mouth ever again. I know you didn't just stalk me, you stalked tons of people online and offline. You don't get to have opinions on anything and everything you say sounds like sludge bubbling out of a sewer now matter how you word it.

Anonymous 117734

>>115657
I’m sorry for hurting you the same way you’re hurting me right now. I have been scrolling through the chat and I once was telling you exactly what you’re telling me now. But I was colder and cruelest. I wasn’t considerate of your feelings at all, just speaking my truth. This is my punishment. We are still together but you’re glowing and I’m getting sicker by the day. I want to see the light and I want to be a successful woman walking besides you. It hurts. You refused to leave and end it all, you still believe in me. But I want all of you attention again. I want all your heart poured into me. What a contradiction. I was the one stabbing you and you did never react like I do. You were always so patient, you still are. Guilty. I’m guilty. Let me be by your side.

Anonymous 117736

>>117734
He sounds like a delusional conartist nona.

Anonymous 117811

I'm sorry. The truth is I was jealous when you got a boyfriend, not because I wanted one, but because it felt like you were moving on and didn't need me anymore. I don't deal with my emotions in the right way. I'm sorry for hurting you. The view I created of things in my head was different from the reality. I have regrets about how that played out. I'm in a better place now than I was. I don't feel like the person I was when we were friends, and I don't remember myself. But I remember you. You were a kind person. I was the problem. I'm sorry. Goodbye.

Anonymous 117812

Someday I'll find you again. I'll make it up to you. I promise.

Anonymous 117850

What hurts the most is how quickly you flip from love to cool indifference. I'd much rather you tell me you hate me, that you criticise me, than ignore me outright. What did I do? What did I not do? Just tell me for fuck's sake…

Anonymous 118033

nik -
i’ll always be the mother of your first child. you can’t get that back either.

Anonymous 118065

>>115657
i hate you for what you did to me. im never going to be the same and its all your fault. i hope hell is real so that you can suffer forever like you made me suffer for my entire life on earth. you ruined everything. i wish the worst for you and i hope every day of your life is the worst day youve ever lived. i fucking hate you. youre a piece of shit and you dont deserve to be happy. i hate you so fucking much.

Anonymous 118139

That was really mean of me- I was a bad friend. Karma recently caught up to me years after hurting you. Someone betrayed me the same way as I did to you.

Now I am alone with no one to talk to. I'm sorry I left you alone, you are allowed to hate me.

Anonymous 118317

I'm just not mad anymore. I don't care anymore, I was more sensitive when I was younger so I felt scared of you but now I've moved on and no longer feel anything towards you other than the occasional chuckle at how dumb your behavior was back then, and also self reflect on my mistakes. Oh well, we were just online friends

Anonymous 118318

L,

Sorry you felt like you had to use other people to get me back. The only thing I was happy about leaving behind was your daily critique of me. I never meant you any harm

J

Anonymous 118331

Spoiler

It's been a while since we've written. Years.

I miss you. I always have. I'll never forget the times growing up you used to visit, always around the same time of the year. I'd wait up late at night just to see you and my parents would tell me you were on your way (but I never caught you!)

As I got older we drifted apart and I regret it. I regret it now because I can feel my heart sinking at the fact that I know certain things about you. You aren't the person Hannah told me you were, you were never around when I needed you and I know now that you never read a single fucking word of the letters I used to write to you.

I want to cry and tell you I don't need you but that simply isn't true. I want to hate you, because I must. I was given no choice growing up and I never believed in you as a person. And I know words don't meant anything at this point but I'm sorry.

You always used to keep the score. You always knew what I'd been up to and how my life was going, and I'm crying typing this to you because I need that in my life once again.

Do you remember the very first present you got me? It was a doll's house. I remember running downstairs that Christmas morning to unwrap it, but guess what?

You were gone.

Please, I need you. I can't afford my rent my bills are due my life is falling apart and my mother is on fucking life support and the insurance won't fucking cover her.

Just one more Christmas, Nick. Please come back.

I won't ask anything from you this time. Not even a L'Oréal makeup and lipstick voucher bag complete with blush kit and accessories, nor a Gucci designer bag.

Just give me what your poor elves can handle. I haven't been good this year Nick, but hey what does that matter.

I believe in you.



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