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Vent Thread Anonymous 129800
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>>>/feels/125413Anonymous 129804
I'm having a 24/7 existential crisis please make it stop someone I'm gonna kill myself if it doesn't
Anonymous 129805
Really hate how hard it is to find a submissive moid not into penis, racism, cucking or just gross gay shit in general.. I just want a straight subby bf
Anonymous 129806
It's been 10 years since I've been in a relationship, I feel like I'll never be able to have a normal relationship again lol not that any of my prior relationships were normal. I do kinda feel like havi g someone to touch again, one of my classmates is a touchy person and it reminded me that i knda miss it, maybe I should get a pet, i thibk I might be scared of serious relationships lol
Anonymous 129808
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My parents are pathologically frugal. I bought a shirt that needs to be washed separately in the washing machine, got into a huge argument because they won't allow me to wash it by itself (it's like 10 cents). I miss my train because I got stuck in a traffic jam for almost 2 hours and they get mad at me over the money I wasted (it is a few euro). As a child everything I wore was too small or too big cause they would only buy from very cheap second-hands or clearence isle. They somewhat disapprove of my relationship because we are semi-long distance and I need to take a bus to see him. I could list a bunch more.
And they both make way above-average and have enough in disposable income to buy a house. I am literally counting down days until I graduate so I will finally be self-sustainable and won't have to argue and beg over every single expense.
Anonymous 129809
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Why would an ex unblock you all of a sudden only to just… do nothing? Just complete silence. I've been messing things up at work and making stupid mistakes while driving and losing sleep. All I can think about is this. My brain constantly ruminates on it. We broke up on good terms, mostly, because of college. It's just that I'm halfway convinced it's some sort of trap, or a superiority thing like it's a game of who's emotionally vulnerable enough to crack under the pressure and shoot a text first.
Anonymous 129810
>>129809Maybe your ex was checking your socials but forgot to block you after checking your profile.
I have a habit of unblocking people when I'm desperate and lonely and so do many others.
There's a small chance of it being malicious but unless something else happens I doubt it.
Base it off of their most recent behavior if you can, is there anything in particular that you're worried about?
From the sounds of it the biggest risk is them wanting to get back with you.
Anonymous 129815
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I've been going through so much death anxiety lately and I deeply want to be religious. I just can't push myself to believe we're more than our brains but because of this I keep having these panic attacks where I imagine dying and there just being nothing forever and ever. I can't handle that even if it's likely, I try not to think about it or to look into stories of people with supernatural experiences so I can feel better but nothing really works sadly and I hate it
Anonymous 129822
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>>129808Samesame nona…
Me and my siblings have all gone to private school (but not next year since my dad is a lazy fuck who has not been working for a few years).
However we are "saving" on electricity/water which means he bangs on the bathroom door to make us take shorter showers. He also keeps Amazon boxes and brings home random junk that people are leaving for free on the street (we have a couple of paintings bought at a garage sale for £5 almost 10 years ago - they have never been on the wall). He also refund-scammed a pair of boots after buying them new and going on a two night trip with them.
Anonymous 129823
>>129822Haha did I mention that instead of a floor rag he cleans the floor with an old pair of underwear fuuuuuuaaaark
Anonymous 129825
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>>129800trying to find love as a lesbian is so hard… i come from a small ass town with basically no gay people, let alone lesbians. And all the dating apps are filled with troons or normies. Not to mention the straight couples looking for a unicorn. I just want an irl gf who is good with conversation and will talk about her interests to me
Anonymous 129862
>>129825You can do that with any women if you skip the sexual part.
Anonymous 129863
>>129862no. i want to hold hands and sometimes have makeout sessions
Anonymous 129865
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I havent posted on here in a while but i’m really depressed right now and i’m just angry at myself.
Recently i met this moid and i sort of actually like him. I’m usually so angry at moids and i could never understand why anyone would like one but i’ve met one that seems nice and i feel so stupid for liking him. And it makes me feel even worse knowing i literally have NO shot with him because I look disgusting when i speak and i’m like 10 lbs overweight and i’m super awkward and i know he probably just thinks i’m like. Fucking weird and retarded and ugly.
I don’t know guys. I’m trying to just get over it so I can avoid disappointment but I never let myself have romantic interest in anyone and i just wish i wasn’t me so maybe i could have a chance at a relationship like a normal person. But i’m just going to let it go i guess. It honestly makes it worse that he’s nice to me but I know i’m just taking any kind attention from him and running with it because i’m not used to it haha.
It’s truly over for me nonas
Anonymous 129905
>>129865Edit: I just found out he has a girlfriend anyway. Of course it’s the one moid ive ever actually liked . it was too good to be true i guess not that i woildve had a chance if he was single anyway.
I guess I’m just gonna go back to being antisocial and not looking for a relationship
Anonymous 129907
I keep getting wasted and saying dumb shit.
I'm a baby faced woman in love with a lolicon 8 years older than me. Kept indirectly trying to tell my friends that he 'shouldn't see my cosplay pictures or else' since all I cosplay is cute youthful anime girls and shit. They told me that it's a bad idea to even view him in any romantic manner regardless of the age gap as he's… dubious anyhow. Now panicking about whether they MIGHT have told him although they likely won't. Drunkposting so apologies for odd wording.
Anonymous 129908
>>129907I just wanted to tell you that you're really pathetic and you need to get it the fuck together.
Anonymous 129909
My boyfriend of nine months "broke up with me" after a bipolar episode I had. He said it was too much & he needs to think, then insinuated he doesn't need to think because he's made up his mind. He still has my house keys & items, it's been radio silence. I know we are done but this type of behavior makes me harbor some hope & I think it's very selfish.
Anonymous 129911
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I think he's unsure/wants to avoid the hard conversation, but I know 90% that if I reach out he will end it & the odds of him being able to talk to me again are very slim so I am in limbo until he makes up his mind. very frustrating.
Anonymous 129912
>>129911You have learnt that you can not bipolar too hard in front of people you don't want to loose.
Try to connect again when you are okay, neither up nor down and be honest, say you are sorry and that you need him.
Anonymous 129913
>>129907Why are you in love with a pedo?
Anonymous 129920
>>129911If you know he’s going to dump you, you have to dump him first. Paradoxically that’s the only chance you have of getting back together with him, provided you’re able to mentally let him go.
Right now, he associates you with the negative experience he just had plus the burden of having an uncomfortable conversation. Every time he remembers you he feels this pressure, and since he’s a coward that can’t just say what he thinks, he will try to avoid thinking about you to stop stressing.
If you break up with him calmly but firmly, you take away the burdens, and then if he starts thinking about you again he’s more likely to start remembering the good things.
Just make sure to not leave more negative feelings in the breakup convo. Idk what happened during your episode, if you have to apologize for something then do that, but do not have a long heart to heart with someone who’s decided to leave you, even temporarily. Don’t blame him for the break up but don’t blame yourself excessively either, and ideally tell him that you’d like to remain friends and on good terms, and then never actually contact him, or meet him if he wants to hang out. He might want to just check up on you because he’s like, omg I have totally broken her heart (because I’m so awesome) let me see if she has survived - well fuck that. He might be also just reaching out because of residual guilt, fuck that too, once gets over that he will actually be thinking about you with no baggage attached, start remembering all the good times and missing you. So if he eventually starts trying to talk to you casually, always ignore or blow him off, otherwise he will satisfy his curiosity/guilt/whatever and move on. Only give any response if he actually wants to talk seriously or get back together (which there’s a reasonably high chance of if you do all this, but it depends on your previous relationship).
Just remember: it is always better to break it off in this type of situation, because even if he stays with you he already feels like he’s settling/resenting you and you will not be happy, in fact the relationship is guaranteed to get worse. And if you just wait for his decision, you will feel worse and worse every day, because you’re basically giving away control of your life to someone who doesn’t even love you enough, and you’re not respecting yourself. If you break up and he never wants to get back together, it was never going to work out either way, but you actually did something brave, out of respect for yourself. So I encourage you to do it. Whatever you decide, good luck!
Anonymous 129921
I'm having such a bad religious crisis lately and I have no idea what to believe in honestly
Anonymous 129922
>>129921It'll feel right deep down inside you when it's the right thing to do
Anonymous 129931
>>129922I have had beliefs but they basically crumbled. I'm just really worried about what happens to us after we die and even what may have happened before we born. I pace around because of it and I've seen some horrifying theories
Anonymous 129941
>>129931The consciousness is located in the soul. There's actually many proven after death experiences, because it's very easy to prove when someone's brain is dead and yet they claim to have been floating around with 360 degree perfect vision. But this isn't important because you can prove that all day long, you can have video of someone raising from the dead and it won't change people's beliefs, you can see a ghost, see a miracle. It won't change anything, because everything can be explained away based on what people want to believe.
You can watch annoying college-brained kids talk about it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnTVPCwPjhIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mG2W5ziwo7cBut, if you're interested in eternal life. There's one claim of eternal life that is above all others, you'll hear about it all your life, Jesus. He not only says he was going to raise from the dead, and his disciples say he rose from the dead and many throughout history say they've experience the risen Jesus, physically by the power of the holy Spirit entering them and visions and whatever else.
But also Jesus largely talked about eternal life. Jesus is the number one person in the whole world. The Bible is the number one packet of information in the world. This is #1, the first thing to look into, and investigate Jesus' words for yourself by reading the Gospels. Four Gospels, you can listen to audiobooks on youtube in modern english.
I would CERTAINLY, not be spending time on female 4chan to find out about the answer to the universe, I'd start with bigger smarter longer lasting things. I mean, you're going to get advice from some random girl who's lived a few decades maybe on this planet? That's where you wanna get anything from? Don't listen to me or anyone, I'd look into the Bible and Jesus if you haven't. And from there things get quite interesting.
Anonymous 129942
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It’s so easy for me to spiral into negative thoughts about my past, and just feel anxious and scared for hours from a single trigger. I hate when I come across someone I once knew from years ago, and I’m sent back into the state of mind I was back then and spiral from there. When it happens at work like it did today, I just pretend I don’t recognize them. Which it isn’t unusual for me to forget people since my memory is very poor and spacey, so I don’t feel too guilty about it. I wish I could really start over again if I could afford it, without having to return to this filthy pothole. I don't want to see any of them ever again. I just want to live in a lonely shack in the swamp.
Anonymous 129943
>>129941I know about NDEs, they help me cope a little but I have such doubts. I know people have the same experiences on certain drugs. Many NDEs also point to the idea of reincarnation which is scary to me but so is the idea of heaven forever
>I would CERTAINLY, not be spending time on female 4chan to find out about the answer to the universeAfter you preach about Jesus, christcucks are so unserious
Anonymous 129972
>>129943Genuinely not sure what you mean. But like I said, go to Jesus for answers, not idiots on the internet. You're not going to get any answers here. But if you don't want to explore the ONE path to eternal life being put forward, then don't. No time now to think of religion, but eventually you'll find time to die.
"Well waht about… uhhh Hinduism or like stuff." Yeah you can waste your time with polytheism culture religion. Ultimately it's Jesus who has overcome death and is offering others eternal life, and with that we have evidence physical and by experience you will see it's true.
Anonymous 129984
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I don't know why they feel the need to check on me after 13 years. Multiple times this week they checked my tiktok.
It wouldn't be a problem if I just let go and get over them, but something in my brain keeps the dopamine channel alive. I know I'm going to meltdown if I reach out, and I'm sure they know I will too.
I miss talking to them, I miss sharing things with them, I miss fucking them. I'm 28 God damn years old and I still can't get over them. Maybe if I got over my executive dysfunction I could work it out, but I feel like I've been in a trench for so long my brain has rotted from the inside out. Decaying in my bed doesn't help the impulse to stalk their socials, reading will always lead me back, gaming is unsatisfying anymore.
Anonymous 129989
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I thought I had got over him but randomly after four month Ive started to keep going over ways that I could break no contact.
I know that since hes the one who left it would just be pathetic of me to reach out but I want someway to make him know that I would be ok with starting over but I'm the one who pushed for no contact and have been avoiding him so he probably thinks I want nothing to do with him.
I have to see him in two days at a party for a mutual friend and Im tweaking. Part of me doesnt want to talk to him and I know I have no self respect basically wanting to be his second choice. I literally ran away when I saw him walking down the same sidewalk as me yesterday. I know that even if we started talking again i would be spiralling the whole time so why tf would i want to put myself in that position
Anonymous 129994
I am so confused on how to continue my life. I made a lot of big changes 6 to 7 months ago. Quit smoking weed and drinking everyday, quit microdosing, and am tapering off my meds still. The anxiety I went through was mind shattering. I thought nothing was real and thought about killing myself constantly. I still have issues with reality and suicidal thoughts but they're not as bad anymore.
I've always been "successful" - really good grades, polite, and a great worker, but at the cost of being anxiety ridden and feeling like I never belong. Always listening to what other people say and going along with it while regretting it inside, hating them for it. Wishing I could be me fully, but everyone around me always seems to shut it down. I think I'm intelligent but I hate it and I know how conceited that sounds. The drugs made me forgetful and happy and I lost myself for four years. I've had "me" back awhile and I don't know if I like it. My memory is great, my intelligence is back, and I'm more productive in certain areas and social. But it's back at the cost of hating myself and everyone. Feeling like an outsider, like a manipulator. I love everyone and hate them just as much.
I don't know if the drugs made me more "me" or not. My head is so fucked from my thoughts spinning and reality falling apart a few months ago. I don't know if there's a way for me to moderate. I want to try again but I don't in fear of something. I'm so all over the place now and I hate it.
Anonymous 129995
There was this moid I met online (alongside some others) and we all became a sort of friend group. I became drawn to him because we had similar tastes in music and in our views, and he was just so interesting. We never really grew that close or anything though. Almost every time we did dm it was him reaching out to me about something, but our conversations would never go any deeper beyond whatever it was that he was going to show me or that I was going to show him. I started to develop this big crush on him. He was very smart and working on a PhD but I liked how we both had the same terminally online humor and that he allowed himself to be silly which I found to be pretty cool as he had to do all of these projects and even teach classes. He did eventually show his face when we all did at some point and was pretty hot which just added to it.
This might sound delusional, but I did feel like feelings were mutual. He once said I was attractive to someone but then afterwards said something dumb so it was possible he was just not being serious, but he’d also bring up wanting to move to my state for work a lot. We jokingly got married as that was a feature on this site and he would always say he “loved me as his wife” but I just saw it as being silly and didn’t read into it. I wasn’t the only one who sensed that there was possibly something between us. He did tell me a bit about something bad happening to a family member of his which is pretty personal and I guess he trusted me with that which I appreciated. I haven’t seen him active on the site in months but we did have each other on discord and we’re a part of a discord server consisting of a small group. I noticed he left the server a few weeks ago very suddenly and I haven’t spoken to him in forever so decided to just reach out the other day and ask how he’s doing. I didn’t want to immediately say anything because I didn’t want to put any pressure on him or seem like I was keeping track. I genuinely wondered why he left as he was somewhat active in this chat and we are all pretty chill. He didn’t respond and I did happen to see he was active the other day which meant he ignored me. I’ve been trying to not spiral about this because it’s not like we’ve ever even met each other, and I know he probably is going through his own problems. I just wonder if I did something wrong or if I weirded him out because I am pretty sure he has spoken to the others but just not me. It didn’t help that there was a time he thought I was giving out personal info about him and everyone else to someone who used to be friends with some of us but ended up having a meltdown and turned out to be a weirdo. But that did end up being resolved when everyone realized there was a big misunderstanding. Idk I feel like I’m too caught up in details and things that don’t matter. I mostly just feel pathetic and embarrassed that this is even happening to me. I feel like a creep especially since this is probably one sided, and this is all over the internet, not even irl. I don’t know if I genuinely thought that I had some kind of chance, but things wouldn’t have been possible anyway just because of the distance and cultural differences. I still miss talking to him even as just a friend though and wonder what he’s up to. Idk if it’s insane I even feel this way but it’s like mourning a loss of a friendship or something.
Anonymous 130001
>>129905Did u get over him? Why was he talking to you when he had a girlfriend?
Anonymous 130002
My bf is suffocation me. We have to do everything together. I watch a tv show by myself. He wants to watch it with me. Even if it’s something he doesn’t want to watch. I play a game, he has to watch me play. I just want to do my own things and him to do his own things but it’s like he wants to consume me. He likes me too much. Like I’m a kitten he’s about to squeeze to death. I’m not trying to be a bitch but god forbid I wanna do things without him interjecting that he wants to do them with me. I literally stopped playing baulders gate because if I tried to just play it without streaming it. He’d throw a fit and bother me about it. So I just felt bad for wanting to play it without an audience. I just quit playing all together
Anonymous 130005
People jump into a conversation that’s obviously heading into one direction, but when it gets to it they all get angry it got there.lmao Sure dodge it, keep going in circles with excuses and half assed explanations. That will surely help you in the long run.
Anonymous 130013
>>129800I'm sick of being the emotionally stable friend that everyone relies on. My friends need to grow up and start handling their shit because I'm not gonna be their mommy.
Anonymous 130014
anyone else noticing the rise in male manipulators?
was waiting for class to start today and overheard a pair of men talking about how they intentionally make their partners angry for entertainment
my dad was acting really weird and provoking my mom constantly at one point last year. i know (dont ask me how) that they were having gross hate sex. theyre not like that anymore but i wanted to shoot my dad in his sleep. i have no idea where he learned this behavior from
i wish male manipulators were constantly ragebaited. i hope their children are beat within an inch of their life and i can laugh about how they were not intelligent enough to avoid it
Anonymous 130019
I phoned Samaritans yesterday and not only did many of my assumptions go unchallenged, my jokes barely got a laugh. I miss my therapist.
Also can I have a job? You, reading this, can you give me money for a job and do so over an extended period of time?
Anonymous 130020
>>130013dont let em stress u out and just hit them with the dam thas crazy idk what u gonna do bout that if they hit u with smt weird lol
Anonymous 130025
>say something mildly controversial on an imageboard
>profiling tactics ensue
Anonymous 130054
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>>130013Help only those that want to legitimately get better and are making the effort. Let go of the people who only want to vent and use you as an emotional sponge. Sometimes people grow when they are forced to handle their problems on their own
Anonymous 130063
Being in late thirties, i just don't understand, how are old people in nursing homes not killing themselves en masse, what could they possibly be still hoping for?
Anonymous 130065
>>130063Not everyone is miserable in their everyday life you know. You should probably stop and question why it is you're miserable and how you can address that
Anonymous 130068
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What a goofy thing to say. Sure everyone just give up modern medicine, modern luxuries like indoor heating, and the easy consumer lifestyle of just being able to buy shit like spoons without having to craft them yourself. Sure just give all that up to…let's see…die in the wilderness. Genius
Anonymous 130070
>>130068Obviously as a female you can't follow the advice. You need society to survive, but for men they can easily leave society and be much better off.
Society is a waste, it won't give you anything but a hole in the ground. Who the heck cares about medicine? You're gonna die anyway. Stay away from things killing your soul and rising up bitterness in your heart.
Anonymous 130073
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>>130065wait… you're not ?
>um akshually if you're unhappy, you should consider stoppeeeengoh my god it said the thing !
nonas, get a load of this SICK NORMALFAG FUCK
Anonymous 130093
>>130073If you want attention you can just post that
Anonymous 130125
I keep thinking about the fact that I'm gonna die and so are my family members and I'm genuinely feeling like I'm gonna have a meltdown over it. I have no clue how to cope with it honestly, grief is just so hard to deal with for me, my dad's side of the family is getting older especially so I know I'll have to deal with their deaths sooner or later
Anonymous 130167
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My mom has like 10 times the average wage in debt. The debt goes as far back as 2015 (!)
She also refuses to tell about it to dad and is asking me for money. Which is fine, I'm just gonna return her the money she gave me on my birthday.
But a few months back she didn't just want to buy me a gift, she wanted to take a loan out to buy me a Nintendo Switch. Which I do not need. But she was insistent. In hindsight, I do not understand what she was thinking. Is this just motherly instinct? Or is my mom just extremelly Kaijipilled and actually based?
Anonymous 130168
Oh, and another thing, she spent a quarter amount of her debt on buying her brother equipment for the military. Who is now dead and the reparations for that are going to his family we never talked to. So. Yeah. I'm glad I learned from my dad's gigajewish attitude towards money and never became like this.
Anonymous 130169
>>130168Now you made it political and i'm no longer able to care, because i don't know to which faction your family belongs.
Anonymous 130170
>>130169Okay? Your thoughts and prayers will be sorely missed I guess.
It's not like I support this. This was a horrible idea.
Anonymous 130235
I'm just a clown to my normie friends. I should give up on trying to pretend to be someone that I'm not.
Anonymous 130241
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I have more stuff to do than humanly possible and I keep coming up with even more plans
Anonymous 130244
mental diseases are really exactly like a curse that a sadist would invent. but it's just an accident of nature, and so i have nobody in particular to direct all my rage about it at. just have to deal with it.
Anonymous 130248
had a falling out with a moid i saw as a little brother
thought he was an ok one but damn its really all moids isnt it
Anonymous 130251
i’m never gonna feel like a real person
Anonymous 130260
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holy cow the Ai spoke my thoghts !!!
i feel retarded talking to ai but its literally my only cope at this point
Anonymous 130261
>>130260i'm sure you already know this, but it's literally just summarizing what you already gave to it, all insight comes entirely from you. what is the "holy cow" part, why a surprise?
Anonymous 130262
>>130261I think it can introduce new ideas you didn’t mention, this is best seen with asking technical questions for instance, though that’s rarer with mock therapy
Anonymous 130269
its exam period and it's getting too much for me. The past week I have been studying math for 5 hours every day. Taking one past exam which is three hours, correcting it which takes an hour, and doing weak topics or reviewing formulas for the last hour. The problem is I still fucking suck. Tomorrow is my exam. My average is at 52% and I'm really scared I won't pass. All that time spent for nothing. The past exams I did ranged from 51-79%,, but these last days have been horrible. Yesterday I did an exam and got 37% and today I made another one but didn't finish it because it was actually hurting my soul. I don't know what to do. I can't do more. I have another subject tomorrow too in the morning so I am scared my concentration will already be dwindling. Sometimes I get stuff wrong because I don't have the insight and it's so frustrating because then I watch a video explaining and it's so simple I could literally do it. But I have been making LOTS of mistakes on literally just, forgetting to put a minus here or ssometimes misreading my own previous work. It's so frustrating. I need to be extremely precise tomorrow but I am just scared. My heart hurts. I can't do more. My parents know I have been studying hard and think that my efforts will pay off but I doubt it. It will be mediocre at best… if I fail I might genuinely have to kill myself. Want to kill myself right now already. I don't feel like I am getting better. In the beginning I could see improvement between my first few exams and now I've plateaued. I think it's because I understand the material but I keep making fucking stupid careless errors. And my approach may be systematic and flawless but then I see I made a mistake with subtracting two functions from eachother which fucks up the rest and it makes me crash out. I pray tomorrow I will have the clarity to not make such mistakes- but I have been trying every day as if it were a real exam to no avail. Just sucks. My heart breaks. I don't know how to get my grade up and frankly I can't be too bothered anymore. I want it but I just, can't. But I do care actually. Kill me.
I also have another subject in the morning which is very learn heavy. The last few weeks every day I have been revising and revising and revising the material. I know pretty much every detail by heart. I think a 100% is easily in reach for me I just need to work on formulating my answers. I know I should practice by taking past exams but I just can't seem to do anything right now. Even reading the exam and the answer key side by side is getting to me. Even asking chatgpt to ask me to help formulating questions feels like too much. I have only studied 5 hours today, 3 hours math and 2 hours the other subject. It's now 6pm. I just want it to be over with. Just kill me. I have too much fear I think. I am too distracted. In the exam room I am always looking at other people. I just want it to be over with.
And there is a moid I like who is my best friend. we would be perfect for eachother. But we are such soulmates that there is no romantic connection which makes it feel so confusing. I want him and I think he has thought about this too so how do I get out of the friendzone. Last time I saw him when I was walking home after seeing him I immediately started missing him. That's some fucked up shit that only happens when you're in a relationship with someone. I don't want to feel so strongly about one of my friends. I think if he asked me to drop it all for him I would. Not in a way that I am desperate or obsessed with him but having the opportunity to explore if there was any potential in our relationship would be worth more than anything I have right now. Though I know it would also hurt my soul. I have a problem that I can't ignore the inevitable ending of it all. Every relationship comes to an end. I can accept that. But I don't think I could accept it if our connection deepend in that way. Whatever. First my exams and then I can see him again.
Anonymous 130302
I'm bullied by coworkers. I love the job, and I need it to survive, but these people make me want to die.They know it bothers me too and wont stop.
Apparently in America no one cares if someone is harassing you at work if it doesn't involve race, gender, age, religion
Anonymous 130304
It's so obvious he's losing interest in me, he only tells me he misses me at night and he is way more less affectionate than before and I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I've dropped all my studies and hobbies just to focus on doing things that will impress him or to engage and look into his interests, if he doesn't start loving me more I don't know what I'll do
Anonymous 130305
>>130304i'm sorry you are going through that. it sounds very painful. sending love your way internet stranger
Anonymous 130371
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I'm literally too busy being sad to properly be transphobic today. I saw this and just thought "omg a light purple ipod"
Anonymous 130382
>>130304Similar thing happened with me. Here’s what I eventually realized. It’s pointless to waste effort and brainpower on a man who won’t do the same for you. You won’t be happy if you put his wants above your own.
Anonymous 130425
A few years ago I was casually seeing this guy. So one day we’re hanging out and he decides to put on the movie Donnie Darko. Half way through the movie he looks at me and tells me that I’m literally fucking Donnie fucking Darko. He called me a fucking incel. Anyways good movie <3
Anonymous 130428
>>130302If it's possible, try to stand up for yourself, I know it's hard and I don't know your situation, but trying is at least something. Maybe talk to your boss and find someone in the same field that can help
Anonymous 130516
I support the use of insults when someone is angry but I absolutely despise it when casual, it feels completely unnecessary.
That's not what insults are for and it just shows you have a poor emotional intelligence
Anonymous 130523
>>130428I'm just so scared of getting fired. I really need this job and I'm already not the greatest worker on the team (ADHD & executive dysfunction).
I had the realization that this is likely going to happen every job, though, so I need a strategy. Like when is a good time to stand up and say don't talk to me like that, when do you talk to management, when do you talk to HR. HR is a bit of a joke at my work though. I don't think they care unless there is like a threat of violence or a lawsuit.
Anonymous 130525
Probably going to get a significant pay cut, fuck everything.
Anonymous 130559
Since nonas are venting about jobs I'm going too
This is the second time I'm doing the job I like and 6 days in and they already want me replaced. Apparently I'm not talkative and bubbly enough.
I quit working at a store for that job because i though it would be slightly better but now I regret it. I wish I stayed working at that store, at least my coworkers didn't suck and i didn't have to be bubbly and shit. I might ask if I can work there again
Anonymous 130569
>>130167>My mom has like 10 times the average wage in debt.>Is this just motherly instinct? Or is my mom just extremelly Kaijipilled and actually based?She has a problem obviously and you guys really need to do something about it before it wrecks your family. Especially when your father doesnt know about this. Its only a matter of time before he will know about this, and then shit is about to go down.
Anonymous 130579
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i will not break no contact
i will not break no contact
i will not break no contact
i have dignity and respect for myself
hes viewed my ig story instantly each time for the past week he wants me back
i have some of his stuff so i have a perfect excuse to reach out
i will not break no contact
i will not break no contact
Anonymous 130582
Every time I browse this board I wonder if it's an open secret now that this has become a tranny site and nobody's told me, or if I'm just being really mean and possibly ableist
And then I think about how I learned to internet-write and internet-read in extremely female corners of the internet, and virtually none of what's posted here is female-coded as I've come to recognize it, and I'm like yup you're all trannies
But then I remember that this is a forum mostly for down-and-outs and mentally ill people etc. and I feel bad for pegging nonas as trannies
And then I think again about tumblr when it was mainly for lonely sadposting girls who didn't have any friends, and how I was there as it turned into a tranny website, and the thing is that the people on /feels/ sound exactly like tumblr trannies with their over-the-top attention-seeking dramaposts and creepy tranny-coded hornyposts and totally tone-deaf advice and judgment, and nothing like any actual girl I've talked to online, and I'm like no, I was right, you're all trannies
But then I think again about how many people on here probably don't get very much offline social interaction and might be NEETs and shut-ins and think maybe I just can't relate to you all and I'm being unfair
But the thing is that I'm a complete mess who's been friendless for years at a time, I'm socially hopeless, I had an unhappy childhood and I've never had a real boyfriend and I've nearly NEETed/hiki'ed myself into personal bankruptcy because I was so anxious and depressed and miserable, and I'm terminally online, and I still can't detect anything in any way relateably female in most people on here
Buuut it could be that most nonas sound like males because of autism or schizo and I can't relate to that
Yet I was there through tumblr's hellsite era and I know what unhinged autistic women on the internet sound like, and it's not this, it's not very boring (and angry) people having very boring discussions about very boring mostly male things, and by far the simplest explanation for that is most people on here being trannies
And then finally I ask myself who out there would waste time pretending to be a girl on an anonymous imageboard? And at first I say to myself that obviously nobody would do that
But then I remember tumblr trannies and that there are guys out there who put all their points into solitary and not very interesting things to talk about in public like programming and can't be girls offline because they're male and too lazy to even try to pass IRL, and being be a BPD girl on an imageboard is better than just being an extremely unlikeable guy in tranny flag knee-high socks
Is there -any- website for sad/lonely women out there that isn't poisoned by trannies now? I really miss the old tumblr. I feel sad. Also I don't like trannies
Anonymous 130584
>>130582Bots, trannies, CIA/Mossad agents. What difference does it make at this point? If you're just looking for somebody to read your long rambling posts then you're in luck because I just read that whole boring ass thing. Please post something interesting for me to read
Anonymous 130585
>>130584The thread is literally titled "vent thread"
Anonymous 130589
>>130588bet you would know everything about AI voices, resident tranny expert
Anonymous 130590
>>130589I was making a cheeky joke but the fact you responded with "TRANNIES!!!" makes me think it is AI
Anonymous 130591
>>130590there's a whole wall of text on trannies right there
Anonymous 130593
>>130591trannies killed my grandfather
Anonymous 130595
my vent is that my pelvic floor is too tense and i cant sleep because of it
Anonymous 130600
>>130586>>130583I need you to post a recording of you saying this:
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I'll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I've been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I'm the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You're fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that's just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little "clever" comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn't, you didn't, and now you're paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You're fucking dead, kiddo.
Anonymous 130606
>>130589Why did you delete the post where you complained about women "bitching into a void," tranny?
Anonymous 130607
>>130606it wasn't me, obviously the post had been deleted by the janny. you can't delete posts past the 30 min mark
Anonymous 130608
>>130606Why are you obsessed with trannies?
Anonymous 130644
>>130643Who specifically are you addressing with this post?
Anonymous 130646
>>130645What makes this person a coward?
Anonymous 130647
The people who tell me "umm why do you care about proving anything to anyone" or "why do you care about others' opinions" are usually mega pathetic and boring themselves or just hypocrites and I hate it.
Anonymous 130651
hooking up with this guy i used to fuck today because my boyfriend left me. i don’t even like this guy in fact i actually can’t stand him. not sure why i do shit like this. i must hate myself
Anonymous 130654
Sometimes I cut myself and use the blood as blush and lip stain. And I look pretty cute. It’s so pathetic and retarded of me.
Anonymous 130655
>>130654Reading the mental illness on this site daily is genuinely exhausting. If I were your bf I'd seriously just tie you to the bed and tickle you until you peed yourself and cried for shit like this. Then I'd reprimand you as you sit there in your own piss. There's no other way to reform somebody like you
Anonymous 130663
I don't know why that cunt cow normalfag that dislikes me for no reason and that fake Stacy that likes men's attention and gets pissed if other girls get more attention from other guys. On top of that shes a nepotist and is friends with those cow cunts
Anonymous 130716
I wish I could have a fervour for life again. Trying to force myself to do new things never brings out the enjoyment that people say it will.
I feel so fucking lonely in every room, yet interacting with other people feels exhausting, if not completely disingenuous. I wish I could have friends, but human interactions feel so alien I can't even describe it. People stare at me like they don't know what to do with me. I'm at a point where I'm wondering if reading about/watching characters interact in the media I consume would suffice for human interaction.
It goes either one of two ways. Either I meet someone who has no interest in me whatsoever, or someone who treats me like a wall they talk at. The only people who talk to me are people who love those who they can talk their ear off at, those who are always available because they don't have anything better to do. Cucks who crave attention from someone else and come to me instead because they're not getting it from someone else.
Worse thing is, that in some way or another, it's my fault for being so insecure in the first place.
Anonymous 130742
>>130716Damn you're the version of me, i think I have stopped caring about that now. As you start observing the way people behave, it shows you why it's better not to have friends
Anonymous 130853
She checked my linkedin again
Anonymous 130859
Im addicted to reading vents as a quick fix to my need for human connection because of ptsd or something. I complained one time and a couple people showed they were with me and that was great tho. I told myself I would stop reading vents and hate but here i am, but I have not read the latest posts yet.
Anonymous 130860
>>130655one of the few megastacies remaining here
Anonymous 130866
It pisses me off how weak the human mind is, well, at least mine. You can't study or take in information constantly, there's only so much it can think at a time, then it has to rest. And I have no patience for this.
Anonymous 130867
>>130865I really feel like these kind of posts are by women but idk really
Anonymous 130869
>>130867Nope, that was obviously a dood, he wasn't even hiding it.
Anonymous 130928
never beg a man to show you he loves and cares for you. never beg a man to chase you. especially not an avoidant one. the minute you have to do these things you should just assume he doesn’t give a fuck. i’ve tried for more than a year now to get him to care and he doesn’t. i beg for him to love me like i’m some pathetic idiot. i’ve lost all my dignity. i have nothing and he knows it. i want to die everyday. it all hurts so much. my only comfort is that it will all be over soon.
Anonymous 130950
>>130928Well, duh. You can't just ask someone to have certain feelings about you, it doesn't work that way. Perhaps tolerating your mental behavior is proof of affection in on itself. Why ask to be loved if you don't know what love is.
Anonymous 130956
Got swindled out of €32 at market just now, money must be coming too easy to me, why couldn't i pay attention, fuck. Must be karma.
Anonymous 130958
>>130950Someone says they're heartbroken and your immediate assumption is that they're such a burden that mere tolerance should count as affection. Why? What in the post made you conclude that besides your own contempt for people who are emotionally struggling? Man I really hate image boards. So much obnoxious toxic behavior.
Anonymous 130959
>>130928Nona, this post reads like someone who’s been hurting for a very long time. The stuff about him is sad, but the way you talk about yourself is what worries me. Please don’t sit alone with these thoughts.
Anonymous 130985
I barely ate anything yesterday and today, and I just can't get myself to. I am FAILING to THRIVE.
Anonymous 131037
finally worked up the courage to go to a con in cosplay for the first time in like three years and got sexually harassed twice by two different guys. i wish i would've reacted to it better than i did when it happened. i completely regret going and i'll probably never do it again. i just feel so gross and it won't go away. i don't know how to make myself feel even a little bit better.
Anonymous 131045
>>131037Can't you just talk to event supervisors and get them kicked out?
Anonymous 131046
>>131045Um you’re missing the point. She’s clearly just venting about how awful and gross she feels about being harassed. And when women keep running into this behavior in spaces that are supposed to be fun and welcoming, it gets exhausting. “Why not report them?” Doesn’t really address any of that. Reading comprehension is dead.
Anonymous 131047
>>131046Well I'm sure female only cons exist don't they?
Anonymous 131048
>>131046>Reading comprehension is dead.So true.
Anonymous 131050
>>131049To be clear I'm not victim blaming and I'm sorry this unfortunate situation has occured. I was only thinking forward so as to address possible future incidents. Anyway I probably shouldn't have responded at all
Anonymous 131080
I'm having massive existential dread lately I'm lowkey tempted to kill my self just so the anxiety stops one way or another
Anonymous 131082
>>131080Okay do you want to talk more about that?
Anonymous 131096
>>131045ayrt: so funny thing is, he WAS kicked out but just came back in a different costume a couple hours later. i did send the con an email about what happened since i was able to identify him and get his actual name afterwards but all they did was send me a generic ai generated 'thanks for reporting this we take this stuff seriously but we can't tell you if we'll decide to ban him!' response. i already have super bad paranoia so i just don't know if i can ever feel safe there again, but such is life.
Anonymous 131166
I gave birth some months ago and some of my friends are very sweet to me but I sometimes feel about certain topics, I don't even talk about my baby often but I just look at life differently now, even imageboards of course feel different now, and i am waay more uncomfortable with reading some stuff that I was before
Anonymous 131167
>>131166Aww, good luck with your baby nona.
Anonymous 131171
>>131169
think birth is funny? irreverent bitch
Anonymous 131183
>>131172idk… are things going okay in your life? do you think things are about to fall apart?
Anonymous 131216
>>131183Everything feels pointless and I wanna die because I want to just get life over with since I find no joy in living anymore
Anonymous 131225
I got put into the silly girl DBT course. I am thinking of starting shit with the therapist running it. I already do everything they recommend, and it doesn't really work. I genuinely think this shit is harmful.
Anonymous 131228
>>131217I'm going through an episode of apeirophobia and existential OCD. Nobody bitch at me to go to therapy, I've been in therapy for OCD their shitty fucking meds don't work and I've swapped meds multiple times after the old ones went ineffective, don't tell me to find God either, whatever that thing has proven it's likely evil or at least apathetic (so basically evil but less honest about it). I fucking hate most spiritual circles, bunch of retards who don't consider the horror of their beliefs. I'm basically atheist at this point but I struggle to cope with it, not that God being real is any better
Anonymous 131229
>>131228I won't ask you to do any of that. Do you want to talk about your feelings a bit more? It's okay if you want to
Anonymous 131230
>>131229Basically just dealing with the fact that when you die you die forever. Whether you don't exist anymore, exist in an infinite loop of lifetimes or exist in some extra dimensional woo woo world you die forever and whatever is currently happening is just an infinitesimal speck compared to the rest of it all
Anonymous 131231
>>131230We got the metaverse don’t worry about that.
Anonymous 131232
>>131230Your life matters to you doesn't it? Why can't that be enough?
Anonymous 131233
>>131232It doesn't really matter to me since I learned this and I know god is gonna eternally torture us all when we die one way or another
>>131231 Transhumanism is a lie that gives people false hope
Anonymous 131234
>>131233Don't you have dreams you'd like to see accomplished?
Anonymous 131235
>>131234It's hard for me to because of what I realized. This is gonna sound schizo but my fear of death is specifically the realization that we will all be tortured for eternity after we die. I don't say this as a Christian by the way, it's going to happen to all of us. Regardless of faith, gender, orientation, race, age, etc. we will all be endlessly tormented. For the next 10^10^100 years and beyond, it will not end, ever, we will all be tormented by that evil fucker named God. Don't try to convince me of elsewise I am basically 99.9999999% sure eternal universal torture is the fate of us all
I don't know how to cope, it's so cruel and evil and unfair. I've wanted to believe it would be benevolent for us all when we die, that there would be peace but I don't think that anymore, it was proven false to me long ago. I am horrified, I can't feel genuine joy in my life anymore or spend time with people anymore without the dread hitting me, I can't believe we're all doomed, I'm so scared for us all since I realized this. Maybe this would be better for /x/ I don't know
Anonymous 131236
>>131233You are assuming God will torture you endlessly, which says more about you than it does God. You are assuming God will torture all of us endlessly, which also says more about how you view humanity than the actual state of things.
Did you do your best? If so forgive yourself. I don’t know what causes you guilt but I forgive you. With that in the past now, focus on living in peace and avoiding the triggers that draw you to negativity (which only produces more of it)
Anonymous 131237
>>131235How is being tortured endlessly by God any different from dying? If you can't avoid it either way, wouldn't it be better to just live your life?
Anonymous 131238
>>131236No it's not really a matter of what you did right or wrong. It's basic logic. An infinite existence = an infinite amount of outcomes. So if we assume a thing like reincarnation to be true (which is there much evidence of it being true) that means you will through all possibilities an infinite number of times. You will eventually live through being skinned alive as a human, squirrel, dog, cat, fox, 8 eyed 4 limbed creature named a Hghlefigle an infinite amount of times. You will live through each of these possibilities 2838298 times in a row throughout some point in eternity then you will live through it again 9017371082718171 times in a row at another point in eternity and it will repeat an infinite amount of times going forward. That's just one thing you are fated to go through, any other horrific thing you can imagine is just as infinitely guaranteed. Additionally god has given us the illusion that our lives are significant to it, it made the universe a cycle so the world will end one day and so will the universe, all societal advancement will be for nothing and forced to happen again and again as a cruel yo-yo making people think they finally solved some issue only to continuously torment them with the same problems. There's no nirvana or escaping the cycle, that was copium humans made
Anonymous 131239
>>131238>No it's not really a matter of what you did right or wrong. It's basic logic. An infinite existence = an infinite amount of outcomes. So if we assume a thing like reincarnation to be true (which is there much evidence of it being true) that means you will through all possibilities an infinite number of times. You will eventually live through being skinned alive as a human, squirrel, dog, cat, fox, 8 eyed 4 limbed creature named a Hghlefigle an infinite amount of times. You will live through each of these possibilities 2838298 times in a row throughout some point in eternity then you will live through it again Which would mean that it’s already happened, yet here you are, worried about something that already came to pass. The skinned alive squirrel version of you from 1 trillion years ago would be quite pissed off to see you wasting this rare cosmic break you know.
Anonymous 131240
>>131239Ok so if someone were to threaten you with a gun you wouldn't care because "oh well I'm not
shot yet I'll worry when the bullet is actually in my body making me bleed out" additionally you haven't actually refuted the point that God is evil doing this to us
Anonymous 131241
>>131240That’s not the analogy you proposed though, it’s that you’ve already been shot an infinite amount of times yet you have no memory of it. In other words, this life is all you know, you are trapped in it, until you move into another you who may not even have this worldview to begin with (especially if you’re a squirrel). There is no point fearing something you will effectively never experience.
Anonymous 131242
>>131241Ok fine if somebody said "I'm gonna nuke your hometown in a week" would you not care because it's not technically happening right now? Would you just wait around for it to happen?
Anonymous 131243
>>131242I would most definitely care about that but once again it’s not what you’re proposing.
Anonymous 131244
>>131243If you're that ok with eternal torture then become a Christian and blasphemize the Holy Spirit, some of us don't wanna be amnesia'd and forced to live through all possible horrific lives in a gnostic egg theory
Anonymous 131245
>>131240Exactly, I wouldn't care but that's mostly because I'm just built different
Anonymous 131246
>>131244I’m not ok with eternal torture either, I am very afraid of it. But still what you’re proposing is not that. You’re essentially saying a being that has both a different body and mind than you is a version of you that will suffer. Maybe you’re just practicing a radical form of empathy I can’t understand. Or maybe you’re just against the very concept of suffering period. But all that would mean is, the worst has already come to pass. It cannot get any “worse”, therefore there is no reason to hold a deathly sense of anticipation since it’s happening this very moment. Rather focus on what you can do for yourself instead.
Anonymous 131247
>>131246>eternal torture = dying and being tormented endlessly>reincarnation = dying and being tormented endlessly but with amnesia Anonymous 131248
>>131247It’s not just amnesia. Amnesia is when you forget your past. But this involves you having a completely different architecture to begin with. Does a squirrel forget its memories as a gorilla? It’s an irrelevant question, the squirrel cannot even begin to comprehend what being a gorilla is like, much less its memories of it.
Anonymous 131249
>>131247I'm pretty sure you're allowed to break the cycle of reincarnation if you live a good life. Then you get to go to nirvana
Anonymous 131250
>The Buddhist concept of nirvana is the abandonment of the 10 fetters, marking the end of rebirth by stilling the "fires" that keep the process of rebirth going.
Yeah see it says it right there on the back of the cereal box. Sometimes you just have to read the small print
Anonymous 131252
>>131251
> but I rarely see a mention of nirvana even when people report being visited by spirits they don't mention nirvana
NTA but uhh…you do realize a person who has experienced nirvana is gone for good, right? A person remembering nirvana is oxymoronic
Anonymous 131254
>>131253
>>131251
Once you get to nirvana, you don't come back so obviously nobody would have experiences with it. It's the endgame
Anonymous 131255
>>131250>>131249There's no reason to believe there's a nirvana, there's a bunch of cases of kids remembering past lives, Nde Stories (which not all include reincarnation but some do), past life regression etc. but I rarely see a mention of nirvana even when people report being visited by spirits they don't mention nirvana. Additionally I saw a medium and an astral projector say reincarnation is not a choice and is forced and another astral projector confirmed none of this matters because we've had societal advancement and collapse happen as an infinite loop already and it will continue to be that loop forever, I saw a shaman claim that our lives are not unique of significant at all as well
>>131252I fucked up by deleting and reposting my shit anyways I don't see nirvana as that appealing anyways. It's either eternal torture or eternal non existence, both of which sound torturous
Anonymous 131256
>>131255>I don't see nirvana as that appealing anywaysDo you at least like video games? Damn.
Anonymous 131257
>>131255yeah but what if it's like eternal peace instead? so that feeling you get when you're at peace but like forever. like a cozy nap forever
Anonymous 131258
>>131256But jokes aside this is the actual point of Buddhism. Nobody really wants to go to Nirvana, the hippies misunderstand it. It’s more about getting yourself to a place where you can actually accept and admit that it is the proper outcome, and
then reaching Nirvana.
A Buddhist would say that your remaining attachments are the source of your current suffering. And given everything you just said, it seems rather true.
Anonymous 131259
>>131257Living an incomprehensible amount of lifetimes of torment only to basically not exist anymore anyways after a while sounds like a cruel joke. Can you really blame people for hating spirituality with all that shit?
Anonymous 131260
>>131259I don't know. I really like cozy naps
Anonymous 131261
>>131259So what is it you actually want then? I’m starting to have trouble thinking of any ideal outcome for you.
Anonymous 131262
>>131261I don't think there's any ideal outcome, all possibilities sound awful which is why I believe god is evil and would've not created anything if it were good
Anonymous 131263
>>131262What if you're wrong though? What if you die and you get to the other side and everybody is just happy and partying all the time? Everybody is hugging each other and there's plenty of snacks and all of your favorite stuff. What about that?
Anonymous 131264
>>131262You can feel free to think that way. But what about all the other “versions of you” out there who feel differently? If you can relate to their pain, why can’t you honor their happiness as well, and take that as your own too? Not just the currently alive people, but the crazy extradimensional eternally orgasming 90 limbed creatures too. Their feelings and worldviews should be just as valid under your everything and anything is a version of me theory.
Or do you simply prefer to focus on one half of the equation.
Anonymous 131266
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Now why’d you have to leave at the most crucial part.
I think people with tragically doomed mindsets like yours unfortunately can’t just think themselves out of their problems, since at one point the output bakes into the circuitry itself. But your worldview is weirdly empathetic in its own way. So perhaps by connecting with others, you can twist your own arm.
So don’t dismiss the thoughts of others, any more than you hate being dismissed. Just make sure you’re around people who aren’t themselves, of doomed mindsets. All this is assuming you actually want to change your mind though. If not don’t worry about it. It’s all a bunch of arbitrary nonsense we had no consent in anyways. That much I can agree with you on.
Have a goodnight.
Anonymous 131408
I'm being ghosted by my friend and it feels really bad. I want to believe she's just too burdened to reply due to her ocd among other problems she's facing but i can't shake off the feeling that she just genuinely doesn't want to meet me.
Anonymous 131440
>>131408I mean, I don't know either of you, but it's always a possibility that she just doesn't like you enough. It's happened to me, it happens to everyone. I recommend learning not to care much about the outcome one way or another.
Anonymous 131443
I ghosted someone I spoke to after they "playfully" insulted me for saying I don't like the mantits pics they send me.
Anonymous 131444
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im feeling torn and indecisive about where to go to college
i was a neet on and off for several years after high school, after experiencing some awful events and a relationship that led me to becoming anorexic. so, im mid-20s now.
now, mostly recovered, but still struggling with the effects of trauma, im trying to decide where to go out of the colleges i applied to.
ever since i was in elementary school, i loved art. i was the art kid, i spent all my time in the art room. i had a very meaningful bond with my middle school art teacher. many teachers noticed and encouraged my talent. i drew constantly. by high school, this was my firm identity, but i totally got off track due to previously mentioned events. i stopped being able to draw. i barely graduated high school due to my attendance being so poor. nowadays, im trying to tentatively recover my ability to draw. i've posted some comics on tumblr and gotten 60 notes or so per comic. it's extremely fulfilling to me mentally. it makes me happier than anything else, making comics.
recently, i accepted my admission offer to a top 30 university, to study literature with an emphasis on creative writing. there's certainly things i could achieve with this- stories i want to publish, good internships. prestige. it's a ticket to being seen as smart. it's something to rub in the face of my enemies lol. at the same time, it would be a lot of work. i would have to read 300+ pages a week, write countless essays. i don't know if i have that in me. it's also expensive. i could afford it, but i wouldn't have as much money left over for other future expenses like a down payment on a house.
i can't stop thinking about the art school i was also recently accepted to. it's not as prestigious overall, but is still one of the best art schools in the country. i was accepted for creative writing, and the writing chair reached out to me and helped me increase my scholarship when i initially couldn't afford it. i could pursue projects ive been thinking of forever, like making ceramic/resin dolls, and be around other artistic types. for a long time, ive woken up at night feeling cataclysmically depressed that im not pursuing art. and i keep having dreams of the art room at my old high school. last night i had one. i was there, but suddenly i didn't fit in, and i was so sad. i also had one where i was visiting all my old friends who were also artists. these dreams feel very bittersweet and very real. they carry this feeling that art is where im meant to be. when i think about the upperclassmen i knew from art, i really miss them. it was one of the only times i felt part of something, maybe?
if anyone has anything to say, id love to hear it.
Anonymous 131446
>>131444I'm way out of my depth here, but houses are pretty damn hard to buy these days, and I hear the people who took out loans for these art schools aren't always able to pay back.
Of course it is an amazing environment for making connections, networking, improving your skills. But if you managed to get a scholarship there, I wonder if there's other avenues you could use to achieve similar goals. Just a few of my ignorant thoughts.
Anonymous 131448
>>131446i can afford the art school without loans, it would end up being cheaper for me than the university! they ended up giving me a lot of aid.
Anonymous 131467
I've been having a horrific bout of OCD caused by seasonal affective disorder that started in February and hasn't left me alone since. It went away for a little bit because I was distracted by stuff like the fact that I was moving but it's all come back and I can't fucking get rid of it. I'm literally pacing around sobbing every day now and I don't know how to feel better
Anonymous 131474
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she mentions 15 seconds into the video that she has a boyfriend btw. literally living on easy mode.
Anonymous 131486
>>130869He’s right tho, all the people here are unfunny and like the nona he was replying to, she is literally like a female mtf tranny. the fact his post is still there with all the 15 yo male threads means this site is dead.
Anonymous 131492
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I wish I was rich god damn it. I can only imagine the beautiful universe in which I have fantastic piles of money.
Anonymous 131499
My brother that's in an abusive relationship (again) messaged me after 5 months of no contact just to tell me he was going no contact because I'm the only one in our family willing to be open about the fact I won't tolerate what's going on with him. I know social isolation is a big thing with abuse. But it really is hard on my end to be sympathetic after all the resentment built up, too. This motherfucker kicked me out of our house 2 months after he started dating his partner. He never speaks to me unless to ask for money or some favor. He never used to do that. I know that's shitty of him, and maybe just him. But he barely talks to anyone else in the family and we all have the same thoughts about this situation. He let her call me incestuous because I was worried about this relationship for him, when he had just gotten out of another abusive relationship. He didn't defend me. I heard every word of that argument. I haven't forgiven him. She tracks his location, he has to lie to even visit our mother. I know a shit relationship when I see it. I say I don't care, and literally nothing changes, because he didn't talk to me anyways. But I still tear up about it. We used to be super close.
Anonymous 131514
>>131499Moids will value pussy over blood. They will kill family and lovers over new strange. Never forget this. Few to none of them actually care about women. Him throwing you out on the street should tell you everything you need to know about how he actually sees you.
Remember this betrayal.
Anonymous 131520
I want to not look like a monster to people but then I scare them when my power level comes out. I don’t want to chance my appearance but I guess I should
Anonymous 131531
I hope my bitch ass pussy ex bf is miserable. Along with his dumb abusive mother and drug addict father.
I get so angry when I think about him and I let him be a bum. Useless moid. Genuinely he deserves to be alone for the rest of his life
Anonymous 131532
>>131531I wanna break no contact just to yell at him and see him suffer
Anonymous 131533
>>131532do it and block him after. he can have five seconds of enjoying you caring but when you make it clear he doesn’t get a rebuttal and your words are cutting enough, you’ll be living in his mind longer rent free. let us know some bad things about him if you need help with extra insults and beating that dead horse. he’s a man and he probably needs to hear it.
Anonymous 131537
Omegle is gone and one of my sources for socializing and processing things is gone.
I used to use omegle all the time for basic decision making by asking strangers online, then I would eventually make statistics and decide on my own based on that data like a machine.
Now I have to think about how I feel about stuff. And process things, and when I do exercise I have to do it on my own for my own.
Not because I have to keep an image for others or compete with others.
Most of what used to keep me up was basic competence to compete with others and keep up with others, it sounds very moidy yet it's the truth.
Now I'm alone in my early 20s, just two friends (my boyfriend and one girl friend) and my boyfriend is still a man.
Even if men are friends they eventually end up liking me, so I cannot really keep them as friends only for so long.
I don't know what to do.
I don't want to be a schizoid or be as psychotic as before as I used to, I would think I talk with dead people and that they communicate through my dreams with me.
Now I write and I don't even want to deal with weird stuff anymore, I used to read at least three books per day and I'm bored of books now.
I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing.
Anonymous 131540
>>131537That’s fucking crazy if you’re not joking
There are other Omegle like services I’m pretty sure tho (I know of one but it’s not in English)
Anonymous 131541
Your post also kinda feels like something I’d write. Crazy.
Anonymous 131543
>>131540Yes nona I found one now and got banned because i rejceted a moid and he reported me saying I shared my social media :(
And I am so bored of books I used to read 3 to 5, in book chats I used to not be able to fit in because they were talking about stuff and I was too autistic to fit in and say "yeah uh pride and prejudice is very interesting" even with feminists.
I just cannot seem to find friendship with women easily as they do because I am too autistic to keep friendships with other women in general T-T
should i just make a book list? Should I text my old friends? I just am tired of trying to fit in and if I don't fit in it's hard because I don't know where to find other women into stuff I'm interested
Like I found another woman around my age into tanks? But she's russian. I remember I spoke to a girl here but she found me too weird.
Then I met another woman around my age, she toldm e something I said something and she said I was too cold and insensitive.
I don't really know how to socialize and this is starting to show off just now.
At my early ages in school it was not very evident, yet as I grow up it shows off that it's evident that I cannot socialize like other women do and I don't know what to do about it
Anonymous 131544
>>131543Are you young?
I think you’re probably not hanging out with the right people for you. You sound like you need someone to relate to right now instead of just trying to force friendship with random folk. I may be wrong of course but that was true for me personally. I wish you good luck nona.
Anonymous 131560
I am so SICK of intersectionality lumping black MEN into the same spaces as me, when they are objectively more misogynistic than men of any other race.
black men
>cat call me
>grab me
>approach me in groups and pressure me
>use misogynistic language CONSTANTALY
>"this bitch dont know, I told that bitch, this bitch said"
>even when they try to clean it up, they just say "females" then continue to spew misogyny.
I am not saying men of any other race are much better, but I am allowed to critique them and they aren't literally allowed into women's spaces because of shared oppression enforced by white patriarchy.
Anonymous 131563
>>131560they are objectively more misogynistic than men of any other race
For as much as I hate moids I think we're just ignoring all the horrific shit white moids have done over the years
Anonymous 131564
>>131560>>131563Yeah black males are the worst idk why they're shilled so much these days, feels like a grooming psyop
Anonymous 131565
You can never trust a moid, moids suck and should all kill themselves
Anonymous 131567
>>131566
I'm talking about a white guy
Anonymous 131575
>>131544But where can I find those nonas? It has been so hard for me to even talk with other women, I joined an association in my faculty and despite that I still cannot fully relate to them on a personal level as I have done with men.
Not even with my closest friends as girls, it is as if I wasn't socialized properly with other women. Sounds very bad and sad, yet I never experienced those friendships some girls had as "sisters", all girls I met were into me in some romantic way. Just as my male friends, who were gay, despite that still into me.
I think it's very cool you managed to make girl friends, because it has been so hard for me
Anonymous 131576
>>131560It's because they are black so "black men are like this" and that mindset, so if one guy says "you are a bit rude with women" if he is white or black, he will be called off as less black or stuff like hierarchy and social games. The only way for this to stop would be for black women to socially outcast black men who do not behave as how they should, which will make most of them gay and some of them change to fit in with female standards.
Which is something that happens often, most gay men who are not gay because of abuse or awful relationships with their parents, are gay because they cannot stand the idea of pleasing a woman because women are not worth their time for them.
Anonymous 131579
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>>131575> I think it's very cool you managed to make girl friends, because it has been so hard for meI honestly never did. I don’t think even now I have genuine female friends besides one woman I have known for 16 years, even then I think we’re cordial at best.
It sucks being a person that desperately wants connection yet is unable to do so with most people. Without my SO I’d be so fucking dead. I was so lucky to meet someone who’s literally me but male.
I’m sorry I just ended up talking about myself in the end. I guess I just wanted to share something.
Anonymous 131580
And I guess to answer your question, unfortunately meeting the right people comes down to luck and not being afraid to be vulnerable sometimes. All that’s left is to keep trying.
Anonymous 131592
Bf made me watch him play a game that I 100%d and it made me so exhausted like I was full time babysitting someone
Next time I’ll say if you want to do something together let’s just do literally anything else
Anonymous 131593
>>131579I think it's nice that you share stuff too, at least, it's hard for me to open up to people in general to the face.
Being nonas with nonas, completely anon is not as scary as staring at others who know where you live and what you do and stuff.
I managed to meet very nice women, young, nearby my age at the college association I joined. The issue is, although I'm the "nerdy" one there, even if they are nice I still do not fit into them like they do naturally.
I have seen women multiple times. Multiple, studied them. Even dated them.
Despite all of that effort, women often get along you better when you are more calm and often do not even try to hang or impress them. The less you try to impress them and more you try to be one with yourself is how you become friends with women.
And the wanting to impress them would be after you accept your individuality and self first, and second you accept theirs.
Perhaps that is what I need to put into test myself, accept that even if they are all different than me and I might never meet another woman in my country, speaking my mother tongue, who likes the same I do.
I think it's very cool you met a male best friend you can also like romantically.
I socialized with men most of my teenage years and now that most men end up liking me romantically it's hard to keep friendships with them. I would socialize with men with girlfirends, yet, they would end up having issues with me eventually.
Anonymous 131600
I didn't buy SpaceX stock.
Anonymous 131602
>>131600If you have a 401K or any investment fund you did. The boomers will take away everything from you.
Anonymous 131607
>>131602>investment fundThat's when you give some sleazebag your money to pick stocks for you like in The Wolf of Wall Street, right? No thank you.
I just wish i had bought some SpaceX stocks yesterday, because there was no way they wouldn't go up dramatically, i was just too lazy to figure out how to purchase stocks. 21% in a single day, crazy.
Anonymous 131689
Im so alone everyone keeps betraying me im a dirt
Anonymous 131721
You know, I was pretty horrible at school. Now I see my youngest sibling struggling with it, literally freezing in response to questions like I once did. Not that I didn't figure shit out later, but I am worried the same will continue for my children. I wish I could raise them to be really smart.
Anonymous 131724
>>131721Just teach them how to read and think critically early on. Everything else will fall into place
Anonymous 131725
>>131724It's kind of funny because I keep seeing just exactly this, that gen alpha can barely read. Is this really just because of Ipads and youtube? When I was a kid the Internet was the reason I could use near perfect grammar as a middle school kid and mogged others at language comptetitions too.
Anonymous 131727
>>131725Algorithms prioritize what keeps you glued to the screen which means they prioritize content that you engage with easily without much hesitation. This means violent content, sexual content, and content you don't need to think too hard about. The algorithm doesn't need to be complex either because a simple like system or thread bumping system will accomplish the same thing given enough time. If kids are frying their dopamine receptors nonstop at home with this content, why the actual hell would they give a single shit about schoolwork? Oh teacher wants me to do trig? She can shove it lol I'm going to watch bongo beat dongo over the head with a brick and then watch stacy fuck tracy. You just need to monitor what your kids are engaging with and limit their internet time. That's really it
Anonymous 131728
>>131727>If kids are frying their dopamine receptors nonstop at home with this content, why the actual hell would they give a single shit about schoolwork? Oh teacher wants me to do trig? She can shove it lol I'm going to watch bongo beat dongo over the head with a brick and then watch stacy fuck tracy.I mean that was my life
Maybe my parents instilled some sense of elitism in me so I prioritized knowing stuff better than others
Anonymous 131729
>>131728>I mean that was my lifeDidn't you say you struggled in school? Lol this would probably be the reason for that. It's not just the higher interest in salacious short form content, it's also training the brain to have less patience for anything other than short form content. Look I mean you can raise your kids to be twitchy tiktok addicted discord gooners or you can be a real parent
Anonymous 131730
>>131729I had a slightly different point there
Anonymous 131731
It surprises me how the Internet is all about reading and alphoomers are bad at reading, I mean, unless all these people do is watch Tiktoks? But I refuse to believe that. You still have to read in a lot of tiktoks surely
Anonymous 131732
>>131730I mean sure. Instilled elitism is an effective tool in theory for making your kids motivated at the cost of compassion, kindness, and other social skills. There's no guarantee your kids will buy into it though. They might just wholely reject the idea they need to compete for anything and could explicitly adopt the "lying flat" mentality many youth of today have.
Anonymous 131733
>>131732I had a slightly different point there
Anonymous 131734
>>131733Am I talking to a bot? Again? How many bots are on this damn site
Anonymous 131738
>>131731You're stuck in a bygone era. TTS exists and most text in tiktoks is just reiterating what's being said verbally for clarification. There's not a lot of reading going on and even if you read every single thing presented, not many of those would be new words with nuanced meanings being used in ways you haven't seen before. It's largely just conversational vernacular often without proper punctuation.
Anonymous 131739
>>131738Fair enough. I guess the Internet just gives a more diverse pool of choice for content now. So if you don't want to read you don't ever have to.
Anonymous 131740
>>131739Like I mentioned before it's not just about diversity. Many algorithms even simple ones will filter out long-winded content because people don't engage with it as easily. I mean this kind of thing is literally a meme on 4chan where somebody will post a picture of a naked women with an irrelevant time wasting question and they'll get 300 replies whereas the much more thoughtful carefully constructed posts will get 2 replies and then archive. It's these algorithms effectively weaponizing human nature to optimize for max time spent on the site. Some algorithms are just more aggressive with their weaponization
Anonymous 131741
>>131731my nephew and niece are little Ipad kids. THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER WRITING THEIR SEARCHES!!!! all day while I watch them I hear them deadpan into their ipads "Ballerina Cappuccina", "Aiden Ross being jewish", "Sabrina carpenter dead rose emoji pointing emoji"
Anonymous 131748
>>129800I just want to kill myself. Every morning I wake up and stare at the ceiling or my curtains repeating that in my head. I just want to kill myself and it makes me so sad I don't have access to a peaceful method. I am thinking about applying for euthanasia, but that could take years… the sooner the better i guess. I don't see how anyone is content with living in this endless hell. I for one want to kill myself. Just want to die. Every day is the same it repeats the same endless hell. I just want to die. want to die. want to die. I don't think about much else. Distractions don't help either. In the train I listen to music, happy, sad, it's all the same. I just want to die.
Anonymous 131750
>>131748Nah I don't like that idea. Don't do it that sounds lame and gay
Anonymous 131751
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>>131748i don't know what you're going through… finals, work, family, whatever. things just suck, and it's delusional to expect the best to happen anyway, but at the same time the way we get anxious about things in our heads are much worse than what they end up being. regardless of what's happening there is eventually a way out of it - a slow and somewhat ugly one, but it's still a light in a tunnel. this too shall pass.
stay strong, nona.
Anonymous 131752
>>131600what a fucking idiot you must be to listen to retards like this. made 20k so far, +20% every day so far. options trading opened but im not going in yet. safe to say, if you didnt pre-order, you dont diserve free will.
Anonymous 131754
This is the poster who said their brain was deprived of oxygen btw
Anonymous 131755
I started a new job a month ago and I keep making stupid mistakes. My boss thinks I am dumb as hell. I have been unemployed for a year, and I enjoyed my little routine. I drained my savings so I had to go back to work but I hate it. I have intense anxiety, and I get up at 6 am and come home at 6pm. This job market is a mess so I am grateful to even have a job but I am miserable. I was thinking of a career change because being an executive assistant is stressful and posts from other people online felt cathartic to read. Does anyone have suggestions of other career options?
Anonymous 131756
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>>131755Fuck what the boss thinks. You've only been there a month. Most new hires are trash at their jobs for like 6 months to a year, and that's even if you really care about doing a good job. I know this from experience.You will get better at it.
At least consider staying a year or so to get experience, network, and if you really hate it, make an exit strategy.
Anonymous 131758
>>131752>vent over failing to buy stock in vent thread>get accused to be against buying said stockSadly all the money in the world can't get you reading comprehension.
Anonymous 131759
>>131755what about project management? or social related jobs like human resources? I saw a reddit post with the same issue
Other idea is that you apply for something completely different (cooking, baking, cleaning bathrooms) and experiment with jobs
Since we are all nonas and there are no trannys here (I assume) I recommend you to be careufl about men if you will go to jobs related to cleaning, cooking for example there are some people who cook for you for a week. It costs a lot, they earn an awful bunch from just cooking for people who can afford it and pay a good bunch. I recommend you to see what you can explore right now, what are your abilities, a foda can be good.
Else, then you could stuck with your job and have a hobby to relax that is different. I recommend you to act fast since the earlier you act upon those desires the easier it will be to act upon them. If you wait you might wait for too long and you might just get used to it or be too tired.
Anonymous 131760
my family just compared me to an ugly girl and it's making me genuinely want to kms. i know this is an ugly feeling and beauty is subjective etc etc i truly wouldn't care if someone told me "this girl is prettier than you" but if i woke up and saw her in my mirror i'd want to tear my skin off i can't help it. i wonder if really look like this and i'm just delusional. she looked so fat too, why tf am i starving all day if i'm going to be told i look like a chubby girl. they specifically pointed out her arms as similar to mine. oh? her huge fat arms spilling out to the side???
genuinely kill me
Anonymous 131761
>>131760No I think it's better if you keep living. Yeah that sounds good to me let's do that
Anonymous 131812
I've faced the possibility that men are on large just hurt and twisted by the world and that's why they're horrible, and I made myself sad because I really don't think there's any way to make them better without destroying humanity and starting over or something. I'm sad because I can imagine a world in which I could befriend and trust a man, but that I can't live in that world.
Anonymous 131813
>>131812I think people are shit because they choose to be shit, blaming shit behaviour on past trauma sounds cute but you're just excusing shit behaviour when you do that
Anonymous 131816
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i miss being single so damn bad
it stresses me out too much to feel like a half of a whole. everything my bf does slightly non-optimally irritates me and i am mean because of it
he never argues or gets upset with me for it either and does everything i ask
on paper i have the perfect boyfriend
but when a friend does something that bothers me, you know, i can calm down easily? i do not feel like they are part of me, even if i may talk to them even more than my boyfriend some days..
being a girlfriend feels like too much a tether to the outside world. i want to sink into my solitude. i love living in my head.
i love living alone and not having anyone in my space outside of the time i allow them in
i'm not sure i'm meant for romantic love
Anonymous 131818
>>131816>i want to sink into my solitude. i love living in my head. i love living alone and not having anyone in my space outside of the time i allow them in. i'm not sure i'm meant for romantic loveI didn't expect this post to actually hit home so hard. What you're missing is that you rely on other people more than you know. Did you build your own home? Do you grow or hunt your own food? Did you make your own clothing? What about the roads near your home? Did you clear those? Do you maintain them? You exist in a larger social structure and have come to rely on it just as it may rely on you to consume what it produces or pay taxes, etc. Unless you plan on learning many survival skills and living alone in the forest, I suggest you simply learn to coexist with others. An impossible feat you'd say but you don't realize the mountain exists only in your mind. With one thought, it would cease to exist. You control your reality
Anonymous 131827
I miss winter like you wouldn't believe.
>>131816Break up with him, you'll feel like this until it's unbearable.
Anonymous 131838
>>131818oh yes, i do rely on many people. especially my parents - they are the only reason i am here - i'm a sick person mentally and physically
however, i also only feel emotionally attached to them, and no one else. i feel thankful for my friends and my boyfriend and everyone else in my life for sure.
i'm an extrovert, actually - or at least i play one in public? i'm talkative and charismatic, but i prefer to only exist to people like this. i maintain a distance where i am only a bright spot in some people's lives that keeps popping up. if you try to reach me when i'm not there, you'll fail, and so most don't try outside of inviting me out. i think they can sense i do not want to me known? maybe?
to an extent, i also don't even let my dad in, and he is the closest person ever to me. my parents are the only ones i can feel in my space without feeling like they're trespassing into something i don't even want them to know exists?
i can rely on them without letting them in, you know?
>>131827it is hard but i likely will have to. i never want to live with him, or anyone, no matter how perfect. he says he doesn't want that with anyone except me, but, i think he may just be too in love with me to realize i'm not the only special girl. there are girls with more open hearts, more empathy
Anonymous 131840
>>131838You're fearful and guarded but I can't say I don't understand how you feel. Just remember you CAN change and things don't have to be this way. It is possible I promise you
Anonymous 131851
>>131816either your boyfriend is boring asf (i know that feeling) or you simply can't experience romance. it's okay to only fuck dudes and not want a serious relationship, you'll probably be happier that way in the long run too. even if you loved him, you would fall out of love eventually.
Anonymous 131859
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>>131600>>131607Don't feel too bad.
SPCX closed today at $154.60. I wonder how many people dumped their retirements into it. But a sucker is born every minute, as they say.
Anonymous 131882
A guy at work asked for my Instagram. He honestly looked like he stepped right out of a fanfiction, so I was a bit surprised. But then he never ended up messaging me. :/
Anonymous 131884
>>131882you will find the fanfiction moid of your dreams soon ✿
Anonymous 131906
>>131905Grim. They have your mind down bad
Anonymous 131921
my laptop's hinge got absolutely btfod please fucking kill me i don't have the time to learn /diy/
Anonymous 131924
>>131921Maybe don't sit on your laptop next time???
Anonymous 131925
>>131924Who the fuck are you kek, you know anon personally? Point to the part of the post where it even implies that.
Anonymous 131926
>>131925I’m guessing they’re speaking from their own experience
Anonymous 131927
Had another dream about my boyfriend cheating on me. I'm so pissed at him, even though I know it's not his fault. Don't know what to do about it, though.
Anonymous 131954
>>131927red flag. you should dump him.
Anonymous 131962
I’d like to think my life to an outside observer is more like a lolcow documentary
Anonymous 131963
Are you the same poster who told me about how sight is the most deceitful of all senses
I still remember it
Anonymous 131965
>>131955
>cherry-picks the thread
>imagines that being dumped is the equivalent to ruining a man's life
>ignores that love is a temporary pleasure just as sex is. no man's life is ruined by temporary pleasure either, as many engage in casual sex or pump n dumps due to their alien sex drive
>people's attitude towards their partner changes, and loving people is not a magical spell that pushes aside all other issues. you wouldn't know because you're a partnerless slob
no-one here is claiming to be virtuous. when you generalise the sexes, yes, women are less likely to rape and abuse others, particularly in relationships. this truth fuels a lot of our spite toward men and their sexual 'romantic' behaviour. and don't act precious about posts in this thread, as if there aren't equal or worst ones from scrotes on other ibs. hell, you don't know how many of these are from maleposters posing as women
>>131958
it's not a compliment to be loved by something that's desperate to get its dick wet at any cost, aka, someone who'd take anything; too busy conjuring up alternative versions of what women actually are through vrs, anime & porn. which to be clear, i don't take an issue with xys fantasising about fictional versions of women, it's simply pathetic that you still think you truly love women
>>131961
look at what you've typed. "you're all having sex right now." how pathetic are you? to tell yourself that's happening, to sincerely build up these almost cuckold-fetish thoughts? and you wonder why your sex is stereotyped as vile
Anonymous 131967
Ahem I requested deletion
>>131965You may be right but my feelings don’t care about your facts
>>131963Yes
Anonymous 131968
>>131967your posts are overwhelmingly dnr'd or ignored so what do you expect
Anonymous 131971
I saw that. Thank you.
Anonymous 131972
>>131969i did, i find them worth replying to. i sometimes report & sometimes don't. if you want them deleted, i did report these ones since they come across as unpolished & ugly. i am curious about all the anime girls in the picrel of >>131959 though. do you know their names?
Anonymous 131973
>>131971sorry, i replied to the wrong post so redid it
Anonymous 131974
>>131972Top left - Bernkastel, Umineko
Top middle - Sumika, Muv Luv
Top right - Hikaru, Muramasa
Middle left - Alice, Black Souls
Middle - Junko, Danganronpa
Middle right - Mephistopheles, Crystar (highly recommend it is very feminist)
Bottom left - Saya, Saya no Uta
Bottom middle - Yuuka, Touhou
Bottom right - Yuka, Gore Screaming Show
Anonymous 132060
>>132059
I think that’s a bit reductive
Anonymous 132062
>>132059
Buddhism is like the one thing that isn’t retarded. Nirvana isn’t something you’re required to pursue, it’s just a logical conclusion to the question of “how do you end suffering.” Buddhism understands most people will not reach Nirvana because they don’t even want to reach it, which is fine because it’s not really about socially shaming people into things.
The key insight is that ours pains and our pleasures are fundamentally related and you can’t lose one without the other.
Anonymous 132075
>>132073
Your soul is immortal and eternally reincarnating, getting caught up in the details of being male or female is in itself an attachment. It’s pretty well-established that women can reach Nirvana too so I don’t know where you’re getting this from. Criticizing any religion because specific adherents and interpretations were flawed is very unproductive.
Anonymous 132078
>>132075And Buddhism is not as simple as “reach Nirvana or suffer”, there are earthly pleasures and heavenly realms that it acknowledges, the irony is that these good things keep you “coming back for more” so to speak and are in themselves a cause of suffering accordingly, even if you personally deem it “worth it”.
Like the gambling addict who can’t stop playing the slots because he won once.
Compare this to western religion, where suffering is seen as something redemptive and virtues, and the reward is an eternal heaven of pleasure. Buddhism doesn’t conflate a good suffering with a bad suffering, nor a righteous pleasure with a shameful pleasure, to Buddhism it’s all the same.
Anonymous 132080
>>132078Another wonderful thing about Buddhism is that you don’t even need to believe in it to appreciate the benefits, it teaches very measurable ways to regulate yourself and avoid spiraling. You could rebrand this all under modern psychology instead of 2000 year old asian terminology and it would sort of come out to the same thing. The question is more so how far do you want to take it, and for someone like yourself who is quite literally living in hell it is worth considering.
Anonymous 132086
I hate being turkish. Turks are the most digusting race on earth. Yes even compared to pakistanis and arabs. I think if you're not turkish you should be grateful because you will never know what it's like. I wish I was dead, I don't care if it sounds immature or deranged
Anonymous 132087
>>132086They combine the violence of the balkans with the horniness of the middle east
Anonymous 132089
>>132088I am to me (and that’s what counts)
Anonymous 132090
Most turks aren't balkans, they're anatolians with middle eastern influence, so they're their own weird mutt race
Anonymous 132091
>>132089Fuck off from vent thread then? Attention starved faggot
Anonymous 132094
>>132086At least give an example of Turkish people being "disgusting"
Anonymous 132096
>>132095
That just sounds like most cultures
Anonymous 132097
>>132095
I just want to point out that you literally act like this stuff you're calling out
Anonymous 132103
>>132080>>132078>>132075No one cares about your cucked MRA religion, I'd sooner become a Muslim than subscribe to this fake deep bullshit that can't keep itself consistent for 5 seconds
Anonymous 132116
Religion is inherently a tool of oppression, it is used to justify slavery, murder and rape and other forms of violence. If you are religious or spiritual you support a system that has been used against women. You cannot be feminist and religious so if you are religious get out and stop being a handmaiden or stay and then be forced out because if you're not a feminist you also don't get the right to speak your mind because all religion states men are above women
Anonymous 132132
Why is it never a vaporwave summer, why does it always have to be a shut-in, no sea, no fancy drinks, no shrimp salad nor chill smokes summer…
Anonymous 132135
>>132116You don’t have to rigidly adhere to dogma. All of science, philosophy, and even religion is about using things as a basis and expanding from it. You can create your own hyper feminist version of Buddhism if you need to. The mormons did far sillier modifications to Christianity and somehow they’re taken seriously. The Jews would say the same of Christianity or Islam. At any rate just please try to help yourself. When you’re tortured by your own perspective and want the pain to stop the only thing you can do is look outside.
Anonymous 132151
>>132149
Don’t talk about yourself like that
Anonymous 132155
I have to meet my normie friend in one hour, I really don't enjoy this.
Anonymous 132156
I have to meet my weird cc-browsing friend soon. Ugh what a pain.
Anonymous 132165
>>132164>kidI'm probably older than you anon
Anonymous 132171
>>131882So we ended up going out. Nothing really happened—we mostly just hung out and talked. Honestly, I did like 90% of the talking because I was nervous. Then I found out he doesn't actually live around here, which kind of sucks. I work at a grocery store so I didn’t expect him to be from out of town.
We've still been texting, but last night it felt like he was trying to end the conversation without actually saying it. I just reacted to his last few messages instead of replying. So… I guess that's the end of that. I'm kind of bummed, not gonna lie.
Anonymous 132172
>>132171>I just reacted to his last few messages instead of replying. So… I guess that's the end of that.So basically the conversation got a little awkward because you were nervous and that's enough to just never attempt to talk to this person ever again. Are we serious right now?
Anonymous 132173
>>132172It wasn’t awkward and I wasn’t nervous while I was texting him.
Anonymous 132174
>>132173You fumbled the bag, Samantha.
Anonymous 132175
>>132174Yeah because he decided he wasn’t interested.
Anonymous 132176
>>132175Did he say that or did you just make that up in your head?
Anonymous 132179
>>132176I don’t understand why you’re being rude… but it’s called reading the room. Have you experienced modern dating? People don’t say whether they wanna talk to you or not. They either ghost you or talk to you less than less until you finally stop talking to them
Anonymous 132180
>>132179I'm not trying to be rude so I'm sorry if I came off that way. I guess I haven't experienced modern dating. I've been out of the dating scene for like 6 years.
Anonymous 132186
Had a bad day yesterday and tried to jerk off and when I did a huge fucking spider crawled onto my leg and up my thigh and I was up for hours trying to find it. I found it at 2:30AM and slept around 3AM. I’m tired fuck my life I can’t even touch myself without a spider bothering me
Anonymous 132187
>>132186>Surely if I send an incredibly obvious omen, nona will change her shameful ways…>Never mind… Anonymous 132188
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getting falsely accused of being shit you're not and then walking away instead of becoming argumentative because you're fucking sick of arguing
Anonymous 132204
If I don't live chained to my desk for the next 2 months I am not getting this shit done. I had all the time in the world to do this shit and of course this is how things end up. I brought this upon myself. FUCK
Anonymous 132209
>>132204really feel you nona. hang in there, get your work finished.
Anonymous 132221
I hate scrotelets so much and the doormat boymoms that enable them.
>>132209Thanks, your encouragement is much appreciated.
Anonymous 132237
Why are brown moids so obsessed with watching other brown moids kick a ball?
Anonymous 132242
>>132237Why are you so cranky about football? It's the world's largest sport so obviously people will care. They'd act this way about literally any sport if it were as big. It just so happens for football you don't need expensive equipment like most other sports. You just need a ball and an open field so of course it spread as much as it did.
Anonymous 132263
>>132237>brownit’s a sport of english origin & football hooliganism in the uk is a big thing. it’s funny you think of brown, because all i imagine is black and white
Anonymous 132265
>>132237Why am I immediately banned for “racebait” and this isn’t
Anonymous 132277
[FFF] Love Live! -…
I sold something and the buyer asked me to post it as soon as possible because it's a birthday present but now the fucker has been letting it sit at their local post office for two days without collecting it. I hate Vinted so much but Ebay is dead here.
Anonymous 132289
STOP CRYING TO ME ABOUT YOUR JOB ISSUES HOLY SHIT
Anonymous 132296
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I live in a subhuman embarrassment of a country. I have no clue how our demented president is not assassinated yet.
Anonymous 132297
>>132293The moids of the orient seem immune
Anonymous 132325
>>132324i wish you didn't. I wish you could see how worthy of love you truly are.
Anonymous 132328
>>129800Felt good for most of a day and now I'm back to that trembling depression and stress and anxiety. Realizing how small my victory was, how flat it falls without you. I don't know what's going on, what will happen, I'm petrified. Please tell me you've a plan to free yourself, and if I can be of aid…need you, always…
Anonymous 132330
It's bad, isn't it. All fucking blowing up even more? Fuck. Why (: I'm going to vomit again I can't do this
Anonymous 132333
>>132332Is it a medical emergency? Can you call an ambulance?
Anonymous 132337
Wishing everybody here a happy weekend and some form of hope for the future to hold onto. You are all beautiful and know that for what it's worth I care about you even when it seems like nobody does.
Anonymous 132338
>>132337Wishing you an even happier weekend for wishing me a happy weekend on an anonymous imageboard.
Anonymous 132346
Can’t rely on my husband to take me home from a medical procedure. Immediately tries to come up with ways and reasons to not do it instead of trying to find a way to make it work even if it means scheduling a while out. I think it finally hit me this man does not actually give a fuck about me.
Anonymous 132347
>>132346Well what exactly is the medical procedure? Personally I'd probably help out regardless but I could see somebody not wanting to reschedule a bunch if it's something really minor
Anonymous 132355
>>132350
Wow, you’re just like me, except I suck at abstract domains too.
Do you hate me then?
Anonymous 132356
>>132355No not really. I guess I just hate feeling like a burden.
Anonymous 132358
>>132356I don’t you hate either. I feel pretty bad for you, actually.
It’s a shame we can’t swap hatreds.
Anonymous 132359
>>132350
So just stop being useless then. If you can cook, you can clean. If you can clean consistently, you can do anything.
Anonymous 132395
>>132347It requires me to go under full anesthesia and I’m not allowed to drive home. He didn’t (and doesn’t now that I scheduled it after I got a friend to help even though he’ll literally be home the entire time) need to reschedule shit, I was trying to schedule things after consulting him and the first thing he does is suggest paying for a ride before date and time can even escape my lips.
Anonymous 132400
It's scary how having a son changes most women into a worse person. They suddenly defend men more and side with them only.
Anonymous 132423
I hate being lonely, ugly, friendless, poor, and fat
Anonymous 132435
I don't know if anyone will ever give advice here but I'm posting for my own sanity.
There's a guy which I'm not sure if he's gay or not and am not sure if he likes me or not.
>organizer of a volunteer thing I'm in
>pretty cute
>likes reading books and sitting in cafés
>studied math and literature
>has a high-ish voice - not the gay vibe exactly, but not manly too
>tried to get me more involved in the volunteering
>sends voice messages and said he was impressed after some even we did together
>has nice hair
>said "yeah we've got to choose SOME gay guys" when discussing who to vote for but we're also leftists so maybe it was in an egalitarian way??
>has a female ex
I'm so confused… He's surely gay, right? I don't know if I even like him or am just depressed and stalker-ish these days. And guys who read are so rare. And he's just nice because he wants me to volunteer more. But it works :(
How can I know for sure? Or make him like me? Or get out of my head and stop caring about it?
Anonymous 132439
Feeling anxious, desctructive, and lonely, what is new. I am tired of my friends, both the ones who bother contacting me and the ones who don't. Call me a bad friend. But I am just so tired. I wanted to drink myself to sudoku yesterday.
Anonymous 132441
I want to make friends so bad but I'm autistic and people always manage to find something they don't like about how I interact. Either that, or they find an interest I have that they dislike. I have a boyfriend and some friends from high school that I don't hang out with very frequently, but I want to have more friends. Everyone is way too busy now, and my boyfriend is trying to get a job. I want someone to approach me with understanding and kindness, like I try to do, but it's as if I accidentally do something wrong and they no longer like me. Ugh.
Anonymous 132445
>>132435Flirt with him, idiot, and test the waters. He's probably straight and just a softboi.
Anonymous 132446
>>132441For autism and how to learn a step by step method of social interaction, read "What To Say Next" by Sarah Nannery. She systematically explains (in granular detail) how to conceptualize this from a female autistic point of view. Very good imo.
Anonymous 132447
i always attract people who use me for ideas and never give me credit. like stealing my jokes to post on their social media accounts. why do they never feel any guilt about this and dont even like me or treat me with any respect?
Anonymous 132448
i waana slash my fkn wrists so bad
Anonymous 132449
>>132446Thank you, I'll definitely read this soon. I appreciate the help
Anonymous 132459
I wouldn't raise my voice if you didn't deliberately avoid listening to me, like I had to deal with my mother straight up screaming at me and you can't even handle a slight upbeat tone after you ignore me, because you willingly choose to tune me out?
I will ignore you when you speak too then
Anonymous 132460
>>132400>having a son makes women empathize with men>wowowww how dare mothers not hate their baby boysrethink what a worse person is maybe
Anonymous 132461
>>132460you are, naturally
you're not supposed to "empathize" with males
Anonymous 132468
>>132466
>>132467
the loli dumpsterfire is running his lying degenerate mouth again
Anonymous 132472
>>132471
I've never really cared enough either way for the abortion discussion. I certainly don't believe legally mandating what people can do with their bodies is out of the realm of what's common today. After all a man can't simply walk around naked but I also certainly sympathize with the notion of bodily autonomy. After all if you've taken the time to feed and protect yourself for 2+ decades, you should have the right the determine how your body is used especially with regards to something as life altering as pregnancy. Ideally the fetus could be removed and developed outside of the mother's womb but I'd imagine a whole host of issues regarding legal guardianship of the child as well as funding would arise. I certainly wouldn't trust any modern government to be able to handle all of those unwanted children. And so ultimately abortion seems like the lesser of multiple evils. Maybe this is an issue that'll fix itself given the younger generations aren't having sex
Anonymous 132474
Utterly disgusting "unwanted babies", You don't get to decide who is unwanted retard, utter disgusting "person". Your life was not your idea, it wasn't your parents idea, it was God's idea. Your life isn't valuable based on anyone else.
I'm done posting anywhere near the feminist retard side of the internet.
Anonymous 132475
>>132473
And what pray tell is your reasoning for children being inherently more valuable than women? It's an arbitrary assignment of value
Anonymous 132477
>>132476
Living with hate in your heart won't make your life any better
Anonymous 132482
>>132473
You should've been aborted
Anonymous 132483
>>132473
Female body already aborts the weak ones aka. miscarriage
Anonymous 132484
>>132474It's not hard to tell you were an unwanted baby, would your mother even bother to spread her legs if she knew this homunculus was going to be the end goal
Anonymous 132485
This is why downies and autists should be aborted
Anonymous 132486
>>132474Nah you wouldn't be here if your dad used condom it's not a spiritual thing nor you do have any value more than a lifeless eggplant
Anonymous 132487
Sounds like abortionposting has some potential as a seethe harvesting method.
Anonymous 132488
>>132474You will be coming back since your mental disability prevents you from gaining self awareness, you're technically less human, just like an animal following it's own insticts, that's all you'll do until the cold hard truth hits. Then you will babble some non sense about god and bible before ending it. Do a flip before breaking your neck, it will be fun to watch a white trash killing themselves in misery. A very ugly very stupid very shameful person and abortion is bad? Phew
Anonymous 132491
every anti-abortionist should be forced into on demand program of organ donation, where they will provide organs for pro-choicers at first call
Anonymous 132494
>>132493>erm child murder is completely horrible except for these children I decided are satanic Anonymous 132497
>>132493of course if a pro-choicer wishes to take away a pro-lifer's child, the child should be given away immediately, no questions asked, because that's just what God willed and pro-lifers already relinquished their right of making a choice in the matter
Anonymous 132498
>>132491I'm not anti abortion I actually think anyone demented enough to even for a moment consider killing a child should not be allowed to breed, so it's a problem that solves itself and it self culling should become a thing
Anonymous 132501
I actually think anyone demented enough to even for a moment consider killing a woman should not be allowed to breed
Anonymous 132502
Didn't know orangutans could speak human language, life is full of mysteries
Anonymous 132503
I'm frustrated that I don't know what to eat
Anonymous 132511
my ex bf killed himself because of me
Anonymous 132513
>>132512i wanted to leave him and he couldn't live with it. in his letter he wrote he had thoughts of killing me instead
he was my best friend and i miss him everyday regardless. the feeling of regret only gets bigger each day
Anonymous 132514
>>132513you literally dodged the bullet, celebrate your second birthday and never blame yourself for the violent actions of some retard ever again
Anonymous 132541
>>132460have fun raising an incel, you friendless loser.
Anonymous 132545
>>132544Why? She's right, handmaidens like
>>132460 raise incels who then go and shoot up schools
Anonymous 132548
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I am wrong about everything ever. I am inferior. I deserve nothing. I should have no authority. I am completely unreliable. I am worthless.
Anonymous 132549
I’m actually tired of people constantly telling me they’re suicidal or something while I push my own negativity down further because I don’t want to add to it
Anonymous 132550
Remembering that time I got beaten up by a man who approached me in a park after kicking my dog. Also remembering a couple of scrotes in high school who would throw tiny paper balls with saliva through an empty pen to my hair during one week and how I was supposed to meet them at class with their tutor to discuss it and I didn't go because I thought they'd forgotten about that meeting but they actually showed up and I didn't get a face to face apology, only the teacher telling me afterwards very insincerely that they were sorry and they wouldn't do it any more. Remembering how my ex best friend acted like I was an imbecile until I got the memo and cut the friendship. Remembering how my 35 year old cousin tried repeatedly to groom 17 year old me but I was too fucking depressed to notice. Just casually remembering some of my failures, my cringe moments and other situations where I acted like a pathetic subhuman being. I planted a tree on my birthday and it's dying.
Anonymous 132551
>>132550Well damn I'm sorry all of that happened to you. I hope things are better in some way for you now. The world doesn't guarantee kindness but if you search for it, it will appear. I hope your tree survives I'd love to see it. Don't lose hope
Anonymous 132552
>>132551I won't, thank you, I hope you're alright as well. If my tree survives I will post a picture.
Anonymous 132553
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I want to die.. I wish the internet wasn't forever. I made a terrible mistake a while ago and theres hardly any actual sympathetic people in the world anymore. Why is everyone so awful. I don't understand what i did to deserve to be stalked and harassed for my entire life
Anonymous 132554
>>132553Well you're a pedophilie and racist so…
Anonymous 132555
>>132553Well if you didn't make your identity known online and post pictures of where you are and what you're doing, people probably wouldn't stalk you
Anonymous 132556
>>132541i have more friends than your twitter mutuals i bet kek
Anonymous 132557
>>132545aktually, most of the latest school shoters have been troons with moms that got them on hormones, but also if you think hating a baby for having a dick is not going to make him a serial killer i think you have it inverse
Anonymous 132561
>>132556online friends aren't real, retard.
Anonymous 132562
>>132561exactly hence why i implied your twt clout is not real, pls stop projecting on me
Anonymous 132569
>>132562I don't use /pol/ adjacent websites like you. Go back stupid handmaiden.
Anonymous 132573
>>132550im so fucking sorry my god, this is exactly why im a misanthrope, humans are so fucking disgusting and it's even worse in a patriarchal world ran by evil, sadisticly perverse wicked m*n. i really hope things get better 4 u
Anonymous 132591
>>132573Thanks, life does really suck in this scrote realm. I hope you're safe too anon.
Anonymous 132636
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men ruined my life. I’ve been constantly sexualized, violated, and treated like shit by moids since age 10-11. I tried to reclaim my worth by becoming a pure traditional Christian girl in my teens, it made them act even more sickening. they always treat me like this wether I’m 11 and wear clothes from justice, 15 and a frail anorexic, 17 and not looking for sex, 19 and telling them “no”. being a pure marriage oriented girl made me learn that I can never identify out of male degeneracy. I’ve killed that part of me because they’re truly all gross whores, even the ones who are religious or claim to want purity themselves. I I do OF-adjacent sex work now, none of it really shocks nor affects me due to the fact that I’ve felt like an object since childhood. I truly don’t care anymore.
I’d rather be treated like a whore with thousands of dollars, than treated like a whore and told “you’re such a sweet girl” and “you’re so funny and kind” and left crying as if any of that matters to them. I truly have no hope, the world is a horrible place for women.
Anonymous 132637
>>132636I hope you find some semblance of peace in your life some day
Anonymous 132638
>>132636I hate being sexualized so much I do it for a living too
Anonymous 132639
>>132638Hope it gets better for you both <3
Anonymous 132640
>>132636>>132638How's the business these days? Aren't you worried about STDs?
Anonymous 132641
>>132636Are you getting replaced by AI?
Anonymous 132642
>>132636>Men are auch sex crazed evil people… that's why I am now a whore promoting the thing I claim to hateWhat's crazt is this post is probably real, even though it sounds like a parody. Somehow blamming others for your evil satanic actions. Complaining about manwhores while literally being a whore. It just sounds like a joke. But females are really like this.
Anonymous 132643
>>132642So true she should've kept being a righteous trad Christian waifu for her future pedo husband, her pedo uncles and pedo priests at the church
Anonymous 132645
>>132643You are presenting it like women have to choose either to be sluts who don't get paid or be prostitutes who do, but that's extremely retarded. You need to stop thinking with your vagina.
Anonymous 132646
>>132636I get it, but the solution to getting raped isn't going to get raped again and again. You don't need to accept being treated like a whore. You don't need to entertain them at all.
Anonymous 132647
>>132645Did you even read OP’s post or are you here just to sperg out
Anonymous 132649
moids mad at women being allowed to choose, nothing new, when in fact any tradwife is more of a slut than an OF girl
Anonymous 132650
>>132643Are you from a mormon village, how do you have internet
Anonymous 132651
>>132643Right… well that's a great excuse to be a whore… I guess. Sure. And when you die you can let God know that. "Well yes I was a whore promoting sexual degeneracy… but what about other people! Let me tell you all about these other people!"
Also, just stupid. "LICHERALLY EVER MAN IS EEEEEVVVIL!" Like, you're an idiot, what do you want me to say, you know how many perfectly fine successfully marriages I know of? More than a few. So… what's the issue?
I'm not a whore and I don't get involved with people who aren't serious about marriage, and if I don't meet anyone who is serious about marriage then I will never marry, and so I probably won't marry or have sex… I don't have to become an psycho hateful whore.
Anonymous 132652
>>132649No one is mad at you ruining your life and soul. And no, a woman who waits until marriage to have sex is by definition not a bigger slut than an actual e-slut.
You hurt yourself with your choices, and then blame everyone but yourself, seeking some excuse for it. Well you'll have no excuse, because you're a modern woman and therefore you are responsible for yourself now, so maybe women need to start learning male traits like self-responsibility.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyTAfX7cniI Anonymous 132653
>>132651Yes yes social internet and society are sooo evil that’s why you’re on here all day, on the thing you hate so much
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> you know how many perfectly fine successfully marriages I know of? More than a few.
Such as picrelated
Anonymous 132656
>>132654>>132655Utterly delusional, and desperate to do evil and to abandon your gender. "p-p-p-pedophiles! I'll be abused! I'll be abandoned once I'm past age 20!" You're only lying and deceiving yourself.
Like going around saying "I can't go outside I'll be hit by a car! Look at this article where someone was hit by a car!"
"I can't marry a WMAN! Don't you know wives kill their husbands! Just look at this article I found!"
And it's so crazy that you genuinely believe the fantasy world you've created in your head. It's like when black people get arrested by the police and just assume the police will beat and murder them so they attack first. Because they've been brainwashed that the police are out to get them. "Men are out to get me! I'll be muuuuurdered!"
All the people (and there's many) in successful happy marriages don't waste their time with this garbage, they just get on with it. They live in reality. You're living in fantasy land.
Anonymous 132657
>>132656Seems to me you’re very invested in this subject.
I mean, it’s funny. On the surface this did seem like a fairly successful marriage, seeing how it lasted for 10 years. For someone who views marriage like you do it certainly would. I’m mocking your certainty of “knowing” things like this.
Anonymous 132658
>>132656Stop posting slop garbage. Downie men are so annoying. No different than a poorly developed artifical intelligent bot, it's sad that words have no meaning anymore, people are just saying stuff without thinking about it
Anonymous 132661
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>>132658>>132657Here's my suggestion for you girls. Put on a dress, obey a man and enjoy life eating and playing on the computer cooking and doing laundry.
Or go work at Mcdonalds if you want I guess.
Anonymous 132663
>>132657How is it a successful marriage if someone's lending out their wife to other people? That's disgusting to even allow other men to touch your wife. That's not what marriage is.
Anonymous 132666
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>>132662
>>132664
I suggest gothic lolita, then you'll want to work on your femininity, modern society has raised you up to be a man, but you'll have to reprogram yourself as a woman. Dressing properly is the first step. Then once you've learned humility, simply plead to a man with a home to take you in and then the marriage can begin. Very simple, and the man should obviously be a virgin and that's all.
Anonymous 132669
>>132661As if those are the only options
Anonymous 132670
>>132666how's your brain tapeworm mr pakistan? american women send their regards
Anonymous 132671
>>132669he's from the third world he doesn't know what options are
Anonymous 132672
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>>132652how's a woman regarded as a literal item for trading that also has to provide sex on demand (according to trad views) not a slut?
of course I am not playing that game when I am free to choose, it's long overdue for moids to learn what responsibility and consequences mean; and finally learn their place of being paypiggies, the only thing they're good for (barely)
Anonymous 132673
>>132671>>132670Saying I'm from Pakistan only proves my point, instead of facing reality you guys invent a fantasy to live in and you just continue to live and operate in it, like from reality's perspective what you're saying right now is insane and makes you look very stupid, because you're very stupid.
And proving the point that you should not be in charge of yourself, because women aren't suppose to be in charge of their own lives, because you guys do this.
Anonymous 132674
>>132660What's wrong with heurism? Humans aren't monogamous by nature that's a biological fact. Marriage is invented by men to provide women for ugly men like you who can't attract them naturally. There's no reason for marriage to exist in the first place, it's just a contact you sign to say you dedicate your life to that person in law which rarely works because men always lust after other women or cheat. You don't have to marry to have sex and romance is just temporarily attraction exists to sustain sex. Nature's mechanisms are too real for human idealization indeed
Anonymous 132675
>>132669It's not about options. That's what you're not getting, it's not about options it's about CORRECT, TRUTH, what you do. That's it. IT's again a trait modern females are gonna have to learn, there's a CORRECT path in everything, there's certain things that have to be a certain way.
NEVER is the transvestite crap gonna be good, it's an option, but it's not truth it's not correct. Being a whore is an option, but it's not truth itt's not correct. That's how it is, there's subjective reality. I know that's very offensive to the tiny fuid brain that wants everything to be true and no one's feelings get hurt, but that's how it is.
Anonymous 132676
>>132672Does anyone even have money to throw at mid e-postitutes now or are you larping, maybe if you live in turkey or india where the currency is basically becoming worthless and you're earning dollars or euros it might work
Anonymous 132677
>>132673>Pakistan Disgusting please leave forever lmao
Anonymous 132678
>>132672Well let's look at what "slut" means
https://webstersdictionary1828.com/Dictionary/slutNope, doesn't sound like a "trad wife" to me.
And I do think men are bad at being men too. I think society has brainwashed everyone to get into this dating culture nonense. But it would be nice if people at least accepted that normal marriage is actually a good thing, because that's pretty basic. Yes, it is good for the wife to be a wife and the husband to be a husband. It's very simple.
Anonymous 132679
>>132675I suppose my post is too much for your braindead ass
>>132674 why didn't you reply to it? Because you're stupid to make your own argument or think logically? I like how the evidences are one twitter screenshoot and a microsoft paint slide kek
Anonymous 132681
>>132678why should I bother or care what dictionaries written by moids say
Anonymous 132682
>>132676>>132670>>132671I also don't know why this russian prostitute keeps insulting others for being from a poor country when she lives in a shithole herself. You know russian women are the most preferred whores for both western and eastern men right? Maybe get back to business instead yapping here all day
Anonymous 132683
>>132680
So you don't have an argument. Nothing to see here
Anonymous 132684
How do you reach to this subhuman levels of retardation? Average person may be stupid and delusional but being this obssesive yet extremely retarded is something only autistic have. It would be sad if it wasn't annoying
Anonymous 132685
>>132683Argument against what? You trying to claim you want to have multiple partners because "ermmm nature and biology." Biologically there's no reason to allow women to have rights when we can just enslave and use them all day. So is that correct too? But the idea that polygamy is natural to humans is ridiculous anyways, there's no polygyny gene. Throughout all history marriage has been between one man and one woman or one man with multiple wives.
You can follow nature, which is death, I'll follow God who is eternal and Jesus who overthrew death. And Jesus says a man is not to leave his wife, and a biblical wife obeys her husband and that is marriage. Be upset about it if you want, no one is forcing you to live correctly, ruin yourself all you want.
Anonymous 132686
>>132680
>I didn't read your post because you're replying to someone who isn't me.
You bet?
Anonymous 132687
>>132686I don't post stupid twitter caption images.
Anonymous 132688
>>132670>>132671Lol did I miss something? This is like the third time I've seen people talk about pakistan here. Oh is it because of the crystal cafe google meme? Lol that's funny
Anonymous 132689
>>132685Humans aren't a monogamous species, nothing to do with what I desire or don't. Monogamy means you mate once for a life time, which isn't what humans are. Nor you particularly. I am aware you're just a person with below average intelligence coming here to have fun in his own imagination by posting slop baits but it's not fun or even triggering it's like reading flat world theorists on facebook. It's boring
Anonymous 132691
>>132689My parents are still married after like 40 years so I'd say they are monogamous, depends on how you were raised, humans aren't like one species or a single animal, even among similar races there are differences between people
Certain primitive african tribes are definitely not monogamous, one village chief keeps wives like he keeps his cattle, but even among them it's not the same always
Anonymous 132692
>>132691Them being married for 80 years doesn't change anything. Serial monogamy is what it is. I'm talking about human sexual attraction model not how your parents had sex or how many people they fucked with
Anonymous 132693
>>132691Yeah that probably just means they felt obligated by culture to never divorce
Anonymous 132694
>>132690
are you crying because they wont touch you and see you as worthless moid
Anonymous 132695
>>132691Human sexuality is universal, differences aren't. Human sexual attraction model is the same regardless of the culture and time. Again you're too retarded to grasp it so you're keep getting confused about it. There isn't a single human who has only lusted after 1 person, it's just doesn't work, especially for men.
Anonymous 132696
>>132692Nah it's monogamy at that point, 40 years is a lifetime, you seem overly autistic about this point xister
Anonymous 132697
>>132696>xisterI know you're a tranny or rikkafag but it isn't something that is relative like that determined by length of the relationship or other factors. It is how human sexuality works, people romantizing their sexual relationships doesn't change that. I'm not autistic also if I was I would be like rikka.
Anonymous 132698
>>132697It's good that you're embracing your autism xister, I wish you luck
Anonymous 132699
I'm not part of this argument and find it pointless but I'd be remiss if I didn't point out the very obvious flaw in this "appeal to nature" argument. Humans by their very capacity to be conscious of themselves as thinking beings responsible for their actions in a behavioral context have long been at odds with what one may consider their own natural behavior. We would and did naturally slaughter each other for a very long time over many things and yet this behavior is now generally considered reprehensible and strictly frowned upon by most humans. Our behavior shifted to defy our natural inclination to smash someone over the head with a rock when they enraged us. So appealing to nature to justify modern human behavior won't hold up to much scrutiny. In fact, as is increasingly the case these days, modern people often find the behavior of humans from just a few decades ago deplorable. This will continue to be the case as behavioral expectations shift over time
Anonymous 132700
>>132698Now you're pretending to be a woman, embarrassing. Relativist fallacy
Anonymous 132701
>>132699Kek I'm dying when you retards come up with that free will fallacy everytime someone points out the biological truth. I'm not even going to bother with this anti-bioessentialist non-sense that has been disproven by different methodological evidences many times
Anonymous 132702
>>132701What exactly are you disproving here? Humanity's capacity to behave in a way that is contradictory to their instincts?
Anonymous 132703
>>132700Dont forget about the fallacy fallacy xister
Anonymous 132704
>>132702Yes. Your examples are crass. Slavery still exists in africa and many other parts of the world. Human behaviour changes when the conditions changes for the
BETTER. We didn't transformed into these superhumans over less than a decade just found a way to repress and redirect them that's all. It's so funny because liberals are always the biggest grifters while spewing this humanitarian slogans out of their mouths
Anonymous 132705
>>132703I was responding to your previous post so no it's not a fallacy of fallacy
Anonymous 132706
>>132705Classic fallacy fallacy of fallacy
Anonymous 132707
>>132704I'd argue your example only proves my point. The very fact slavery as it exists today is notable is due entirely to the fact slavery has largely been abolished where most humans live. It's only natural these shifts in human behavior wouldn't be uniform across the world just as technological progress hasn't been uniform across the world. Part of my point was that it's an ongoing process and people will naturally expect different behavior as ideas change
Anonymous 132708
>>132706Your reasoning was wrong but so was your argument so it isn't a fallacy of fallacy
Anonymous 132711
>>132707You're getting pedantic and waste my time with meaningless details. I hate arguing with american transvestites online. Elites has their own entire child sex rings for example, they're the most resourceful demographic yet still act hedonistic and primal. I'm not gonna reply further, it's getting annoying
Anonymous 132713
>>132708Another example of fallacy fallacy of fallacy
Anonymous 132714
>>132711Okay I realized the word resourceful is antonym to the word wealthy I have to fix that
Anonymous 132716
>>132711I think you're misunderstanding my argument. I don't believe there is one singular direction for changes in human behavior. I think we could just as easily go back to a world in which slavery is commonplace. My point was simply that as humans who primarily exist within societies, our behavior is detached from our primal instincts and is regulated by what is accepted by others around us. Thus I was only pointing out you'd want to justify your promiscuous behavior by another means such as bodily autonomy or something.
Anonymous 132718
>>132713You said technology and education makes people better human beings yet cannot explain why wealthy people still act vile despite having access to technology. You also say ideas change people as if people are indocrinated to act that way in the first place. Which proves my point: humans are inherently bad they have to be tamed and met certain conditions to not to act evil (Non-guaranteed).
Anonymous 132721
>>132716>our behavior is detached from our primal instinctsThis part isn't even true to begin with
>and is regulated by what is accepted by others around usWhich is? Who decides what is acceptable being right? People will follow the herd of course, doesn't matter if it's right or wrong
Anonymous 132722
>>132718No idea what youre talking about fallacy
Anonymous 132725
>>132724You're the same american guy I knew it. You're always posting the same reddit AI bot quality posts. Very shallow takes etc.
Anonymous 132726
>>132725You shouldnt take your self too seriously, stop huffing your fumes for a moment xister
Anonymous 132727
>>132721At this point I think you're confusing arguments I've made with arguments others have made. If you truly believe our behavior isn't detached from our primal instincts, I can only imagine you believe we evolved to pay taxes and obey laws
Anonymous 132728
>>132726If you don't take yourself seriously then why should I?
Anonymous 132729
>>132725lol are you sure that isn't rikka?
Anonymous 132731
>>132727>le taxes>le lawsYou can't be serious. Just because we invented social constructs doesn't mean they're defying our nature. You pay taxes which is considered slavery by libertarians. Not following laws usually comes with negative consequences (punishment). Which still doesn't stop people from acting heinous would you mind. Rich people doesn't follow laws, because they're powerful enough to have a say over the system, it is about power
Anonymous 132732
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>>132729Why do you think everyone is me, I don't care about what you fat ugly holes are talking about right now, I'm looking for a photo. Also I just posted undercover on lolcow for the first time, sigh… it was necessary though. Though I hate the idea of posting and not making sure everyone knows I am a man and they are all beneath me.
I need to go to Wendy's and Tim Hortin's soon. And then to sleep oh yes.
Anonymous 132733
Actually, I'd like to announce to all femmies, that from now on I'll be posting in secret among you, I'll be joining the gay retards, thank you for your time I look forward to becoming just a regular user of the female side of the internet.
Anonymous 132734
>>132733Oh god I know where you're from lol
Anonymous 132735
Rikkafag is on her period, be nice to her. She's still tries her best to live her life as a trans woman
Anonymous 132736
>>132731Is the mechanism by which shifts in behavior are facilitated relevant?
Anonymous 132737
>>132736If the change in behaviour is performative then yes
Anonymous 132738
>>132732>>132733Are you the sperg in the britbong thread? Stop racebaiting and go have a life ffs
Anonymous 132739
>>132737And what pray tell would be the difference between someone who pays their taxes because they believe it's their duty as a citizen and someone who pays taxes only because they'll be imprisoned otherwise? They're both still paying taxes
Anonymous 132740
>>132735It's true, and I appreciate people understand that femboy traps like me still get boy periods from our boy bussies and boy uterus. And I wish I had the now deleted video of that asian guy trying to read this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgSHMAmtgL0Oh and then there's that image I made which was a collection of all the traps in anime "all I need is 20 good men" which I can never find that image anymore.
Anonymous 132742
>>132739Not sure why are you still trying to prove your point by "le humans pay taxes see!!!" It is part of the social order. The duty here becomes a responsibility for the system which is rather material, not a moral thing
Anonymous 132750
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>>132638>>132640i take gravure photos, I don’t show my tits/pussy or fuck for money. I don’t “hate” being sexualized anymore, I just don’t care. the first time I was raped was at 11, nothing really affects me much unless I think about it too long and break down. I didn’t even have sex til I was 18 and fell in love with a manipulative older guy who wanted to “marry” me kek
I obviously don’t think I’m making the problem “better”, but I feel better that there’s nothing left to take from me I guess
Anonymous 132759
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Good job improving the PPH you fat retards.
Also to make my post on topic, it's Saturday and I have to go somewhere instead of just lying around like a fat fuck. Oh no.
Anonymous 132760
>>132756
Seeing how they are it is no surprise
Anonymous 132761
>>132636Gain weight and go on a killing spree for funsies
Anonymous 132790
>>132742It was one example. Why don't women walk around topless despite it being legal in some places?
Anonymous 132803
>>132790Are you still on this. You don't have any strong argument just accept that and move on retardo
