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Vent thread Anonymous 132763
Again we need to vent
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>>>/feels/129800Anonymous 132782
>>132777
Imagine having less sense than someone whose mother smoked crack while she was pregnant.
Anonymous 132805
This american guy is so retarded, not suprising but it's still annoying. He has zero understanding of anything, I hate the fact that I wasted my time with a homunculus like this
Anonymous 132806
>>132796
He has down syndrome
Anonymous 132808
>>132807
I already know that I'm just venting about it
Anonymous 132837
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I found out almost a year into my relationship that my boyfriend has been watching porn the entire time and i just can’t get over it. He’s such a performative bitch, he would talk about how he thought it was exploitative, was against it, read Andrea Dworkin (LOL). Can’t believe i feel for that im so stupid. He is “stopping” now but why does he even want to watch it in the first place? He can’t even stop like a normal person he has to put on website restrictions which is just pathetic. I just want a moid who doesnt want to lust over other girls and lie about everything? Also found out he used to be socwhore and would orbit and betabuxx for various egirls like a loser
Also he has no reason to watch porn i have sex with him whenever he wants. Everything he says just feels like a joke and i resent him so much if i knew he was like this earlier in our relationship i wouldnt have had any trouble leaving
Anonymous 132841
>>132840
Maybe he was merely supporting her fellow crystal cafe posters who have an onlyfans
Anonymous 132842
>>132839
how are we supposed to just live with the fact that most men are looking at other women for sexual gratification?
Anonymous 132843
>>132842Not everyone is monogamous according to some posters
Anonymous 132845
>>132839
i dont know if youre retarded or something but we aren't married, we are dating so why should I hold myself to the same standards a married couple? so i am going to call him a pathetic loser because he engages in pathetic loser activities.
>>132840
feminine is when never having a bad thought about a lustful man! stay brainwashed by ur moid religion.
Anonymous 132846
>>132844
>because women should keep their hymen sacred
what the fuck?
what kind of incel shit is this
Anonymous 132847
I gave it way for free lol
Anonymous 132850
>>132849
so do u just marry someone immediately after meeting them
Anonymous 132853
>>132852
so are you married
Anonymous 132854
>>132851
You get rage baited so easily
Anonymous 132856
>>132848
Virginity is bullshit. Just another way for scrotes to try to control women and girls going back thousands of years. Also trying to equate virginity to the mind poison that is pornography is fucking stupid. And its not a buzzward if its true you porn addicted gooner incel loser that wont do shit with his sad pathetic life let alone get within 5 feet of a real woman
Anonymous 132857
>>132855
You really never learn, do you? Well you can't say I didn't warn you
Anonymous 132860
All the homos baiting each other gets tiresome
Anonymous 132864
>>132859
To be fair the egirls were before we got together i just brang that up because i was upset and kind of schizoing out , it’s only the porn stuff that happened while we were together
Anonymous 132866
>>132841fucking lol i spit my drink out
Anonymous 132868
>>132867
Well then it's just something you're looking for, isn't it?
Anonymous 132871
>>132870
You talk to the ones who act a certain way and they act that way because they were molested
Anonymous 132873
>>132872
Well if you're searching online you're bound to run into these people. Most people online are fucking insane and traumatized. It's pretty sad actually
Anonymous 132889
My boss sent me a text to do something for him on saturday morning, and I messed up. He sent me a long, sort of unhinged text about how we must talk on tuesday in office to "work more efficiently together". It literally ruined my weekend. I went out for my birthday picnic and I felt like shit. I am 30 years old and I cried an hour ago because I do not want to go to work tomorrow. I have 2k in savings and the job market is garbage. I simply cannot keep living like this. I am plotting my exit and looking for a new job.
Anonymous 132890
>>132763I have been murdered by life at least twice a year since I was born
Anonymous 132928
>>132927
There's a snake in my boot!
Anonymous 132932
I'm fucking sick in the head, borderline obssessed and that makes me feel fucking tired and overwhelmed. And I hate when I get close to anybody because the feelings that comes with it are almost unbeareable. I feel like ripping my heart out of my chest to stop feeling.
Anonymous 132940
i got called out by my boss for using ai for work tasks. everyone around is using it. doesnt matter. I look like a lazy piece of shit. having ADHD and chronic depression is hard enough that AI makes tedious things so much easier to get started and much better quality. i get to have a fun meeting about it tomorrow. fml
Anonymous 132949
Scrolling through faces on Tinder while quietly falling apart a little. I found someone I liked, and I thought maybe I had been found too. I got in my own way and ruined it.
Anonymous 132950
>>132940you don't have chronic depression and ADHD if you have an actual job, and because YOU use AI, you also ruin the job market for those who do have those, get lost, stacy, I hope your boss just fires you on the spot
Anonymous 132951
>>132837is your bf my bf? they sound like the same person
Anonymous 132952
>>132950Thanks im cured. I’ll stop taking my pills and going to my therapist.
Anonymous 132953
Also didnt get fired, they use it too. just a warning to focus on details during review and make sure the AI isnt filling in bad data.
Anonymous 132954
The mental health support group I've been going to for years got a random burst of popularity and now it's flooded with normies. I hate this.
Anonymous 132963
my stalker finally gave up lol
Anonymous 132964
>>132963Why was your stalker stalking you? Besides the obvious.
Anonymous 132965
Nothing to vent but I'm so happy I don't have a disgusting moid making me feel bad for taking care of myself anymore
Anonymous 132966
>>132964narcissist who used extreme self-victimization as some sort of relationship strategy and i guess i was the rare person that fell for it for a while
Anonymous 132967
I hope I can one day be at peace with myself because I can't take the constant wars inside of my mind anymore.
Anonymous 132974
>>132963I don't think mine has
I want to castrate that fucking bitch
Anonymous 132976
i wasted so much time today on cc. hell
Anonymous 132977
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I'm going bald. Ugh I hate being fagorexic
Anonymous 132982
Depression wave so bad I cant even walk. Head keeps spinning, cannot see straight. Keep bumping into thing. Can't wait to die so I get to reroll
Anonymous 132987
I can't believe women/girls still bully, ostracize, make you feel bad just because you're different. People really don't grow up.
Anonymous 132988
>>132987growing up is a myth, sadly, people are separated (mentally) by if theyre a normgroid or not
Anonymous 132990
Do any other women find existence hollow to the extent they don't see the point? In dating? In friendships? In anything? I've never met a person that did not kind of remind me of either porn addiction, normie brainrot, mombie life, or wageslaving. Then when i DO make friends something bad happens to them, and I mean something TERRIBLE.. Like they overdose, they get stabbed or they get addicted to fentanyl or they get cancer. All the best people just seem to die or degenerate so fast and all the shitty people go on being insufferable and breathing all the oxygen.
I don't see the point in dating or getting close to people. It feels like reaching out to rub up against a potential cactus. Friend groups you have when you're young are so parasitic, or toxic, they're never actually mutually beneficial. Is it not normal to think this way?
I can't see "happy interactions" as real a lot of the time, so often they seem performative and empty to me no matter how much the people are smiling, because you never see any depth bringing those people together, just inane bullshit for miles so you know they are the most fragile minded people in existence.
Anonymous 132991
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Why does pregnancy have to be so dangerous still. We can fly people to the moon but we still can get our anus and vagina combined into one hole by a baby.
Anonymous 132993
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>>132991The solution is easy dont have a baby they suck anyway.
Anonymous 132995
>>132991Its called cesarian section
And anyway its nature's way of preventing overpopulation.
Anonymous 132996
>>132994And the life out of everyone around them
Anonymous 132997
>>132995>Its called cesarian sectionI hate it
Anonymous 133008
>>132990why you bitching about other people who aer you to talk down to anyone
Anonymous 133009
>>133008Most people are really effing lousy she's not wrong
Anonymous 133010
I’m definitely getting spied on, how to remember it sisters?
Anonymous 133016
why does venting not feel good. i vent about venting. done
Anonymous 133023
>>133016Well if the underlying problem doesn't get addressed, venting won't help much.
Anonymous 133024
Im griefing about my life having been shit full of abuse from all sides and my future of 45 and homeless but no one seem to get
Anonymous 133035
I don’t think my boyfriend actually likes me. He tells me often that he does stuff because he’s afraid I’ll get upset ever since I had a meltdown where I cried about having to shoulder a ton of stuff. Just today found out his response to picking up family at an inconvenient time is careful consideration, but picking me up from the hospital is instantly met with a no without even giving details about when. He’s also forgotten to get me an anniversary gift even though I gave an early gift and said it was for our anniversary before, which I was willing to chalk up to ADHD but not so much anymore. I’m sad that I stress him out, and I’m sad that he’s probably only around because he thinks he can’t do better. I feel like an asshole, but I also feel like I’m just being used.
Anonymous 133040
>>133035Talk to him about it. Tell him to be legitimately honest with you and what he wants from the relationship and what he wants from you. If you don't want to continue the relationship with him break up. If you do make sure he's working on being more communicative with you.
Anonymous 133043
>>133040If you want an attentive lover, don't pick someone with ADHD, they can never meet emotional expectations, no matter how much they love.
He knows he isn't meeting your expectations, senses your disappointment as the abyss grows wider and wider, feels shame, self-hatred due to being unable to stop it. He knew that you are going to dump him way before you did.
This is just a guess though.
Anonymous 133044
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Why do you care more about how you look because of how I look than my own happiness?
Why don't you understand that I won't be able to do the things you ask me to because I wasted a lot of time!?
Why won't you let me do the things I could be doing now and then let me think about the future?
Why don't you trust me?
Why do you make me want to hate you?
Anonymous 133045
Ever since this person in my friend group came out all they've ever done is manipulate and guilt trip everyone. It's so obvious too. They outright leave group chats or threaten to whenever they don't get their way and everyone plays along. I'm tired of being targeted by them for not playing along
Anonymous 133048
I know it’s kinda stupid but I missed my only chance to experience affection from a man because I didn’t have enough money to go see him across the country. He kinda ghosted me too. Not completely, it was more like the texting just slowly faded out until it got awkward to keep messaging after he hadn’t replied for like a week and a half. I just feel really sad about it because I keep thinking about what it might’ve felt like and knowing I’ll probably never know is fucking depressing. I hate my chud life.
Anonymous 133050
>>133048From what little you said, it seems that there was no solid chance to begin with, if he wasn't interested enough to go to you instead. A man should have money to do at least that.
What does "chud" mean by the way? Anonymous 133051
>>133048What's so special about this one guy? I'm sure you'll find another one. There's plenty of them, you'll just have to sort through the trash.
Anonymous 133054
I have way too many existential thoughts and nihilistic feelings to ever fully thrive or enjoy life, but I’m too retarded to rope because I have this strange hope that if I keep existing, some small thing will happen, Like, I go outside, and I actually get approached by somebody. And then that grows into something bigger, and then I find happiness. It’s irrational, none of the normies around me even have any interest in having a token autist friend. Fucking sucks. And I’m annoyed because I want physical affection but I’m so deeply disgusted by 90% of males, am I really supposed to believe there are some that can see me as a human? I’m a khhv and I wish I could actually have an understanding relationship with someone else, I don’t even know if I could try dating a girl, even then I don’t know if I could feel understood. I don’t have high standards to be “understood” either. It’s just, nobody acknowledges me in life. I think I’d be a good friend. I can be obedient too, I’m not saying I’d let myself be a complete pushover but I’d even settle for some superficial normie small talk at this point. Maybe it’s a good thing no one pays attention to me, because at least it keeps me safe.
Anonymous 133055
>>132990Yeah If you can't get exactly your ideal life what's the point?
Anonymous 133058
>>132763I have 80.000 words detailing the conspiracy against me but therapists don't let me read it to them
Anonymous 133061
>>133058I would like to hear this Nona
Anonymous 133066
why are moids like this? i tried explaining to him that i'm just awkward and autistic but he's convinced that i'm uninterested. is he manipulating me or just that retarded?
Anonymous 133067
>>133066Moids are generally not as smart and probably don’t believe your diagnosis, especially since autism is basically a meme at this point
Anonymous 133068
>>133066Stop trying to date moids. Date women and you won't ever have these issues.
Anonymous 133069
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>>133048why didn’t he go see you? it should always be the moid who gets off his ass. honestly he sounds like a fucking loser. you being broke is probably god blessing you in fucking disguise
Anonymous 133070
>>133066what a bitch. what does he expect you to do, a fucking backflip when he texts you? “waah waah you aren’t complimenting enough” is what the ladies say. you should become genuinely uninterested in this bitch, he sounds like he has a micropenis anyway
Anonymous 133071
>>133066>>133070this is normal moid behavior.
>you should smile more>you should laugh more>you should show more excitementthey need to fuck off with this dumb fuck behavior
Anonymous 133072
Jeez what happened while I was sleeping. The front page is filled with shitposts and everyone is angry. I guess we got raided or something.
Anonymous 133073
>>133066>>133070he is, if he's already making you to put in the legwork and perform adoration rituals while he sits on his ass, he is 100% a narcissist scum and should be preemptively dumped, you didn't lose anything
Anonymous 133074
I wish there were more safe spaces online. Had this discussion in discord where people were talking about sexual assault happening at conventions…
And of course two moids came forward to defend it.
Anonymous 133075
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>>133050Originally "chud" was a term used on leftypol to refer to young, alt-right men / incels. Picrel (a traced drawing of Patrick Crusius, an alt-right mass shooter), originally known as "polface", also started getting used in conjunction with the term to satirize alt right internet incels.
Eventually the "chuds" started to ironically use the term to refer to themselves as well, and they sort of "claimed" the meme for themselves. Chuds on right wing twitter would post things like "Fuck my stupid chud life". Normies on twitter would see these posts, unaware of the origin of the term "chud", and start adopting the phrase as well, as a form of self deprecating humor.
Basically it used to be used as a disparaging term for right wing incels, now it's used self deprecatingly by normies and is pretty much just used the same way "autist" or "loser" is used. It lost most of it's meaning.
Anonymous 133076
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>>133075Oh and leftypol started calling them "chud" because of a movie called "C.H.U.D.". The acronym stands for "Cannibalistic Humanoid Underground Dwellers". It was supposed to satirize the anti/a-social, reclusive lifestyle of terminally online alt right incels.
Anonymous 133077
>>132763i was starting to trust another person for the first time in months and i was reminded why i shouldnt do that. i feel so disgusted to have a human heart
Anonymous 133088
I knew I was probably gonna get ghosted, but ngl, it still sucks when it actually happens. Like I just wish people would tell you what you did instead of disappearing. I genuinely thought we were good friends. We’d talk about gaming, send each other pics of food, just chill stuff. And then suddenly nothing. Idk, it just feels shitty.
Anonymous 133089
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>>133054Yeah you need to be extremely careful out there nona, stay safe. You are exactly what psychos and truckstop murderers go looking for, no offense. Learn to be ruthless in secret and spoil yourself, your ego a bit, it would not hurt. Focus on yourself through work, bury yourself in some kind of work until you are not focused on any of that shit anymore. None of that shit matters. Just get yourself the hell out of there and into a new place.