/feels/ - Advice & Venting

>>132777
Imagine having less sense than someone whose mother smoked crack while she was pregnant.

This american guy is so retarded, not suprising but it's still annoying. He has zero understanding of anything, I hate the fact that I wasted my time with a homunculus like this

>>132796
He has down syndrome

>>132807
I already know that I'm just venting about it

I found out almost a year into my relationship that my boyfriend has been watching porn the entire time and i just can’t get over it. He’s such a performative bitch, he would talk about how he thought it was exploitative, was against it, read Andrea Dworkin (LOL). Can’t believe i feel for that im so stupid. He is “stopping” now but why does he even want to watch it in the first place? He can’t even stop like a normal person he has to put on website restrictions which is just pathetic. I just want a moid who doesnt want to lust over other girls and lie about everything? Also found out he used to be socwhore and would orbit and betabuxx for various egirls like a loser

Also he has no reason to watch porn i have sex with him whenever he wants. Everything he says just feels like a joke and i resent him so much if i knew he was like this earlier in our relationship i wouldnt have had any trouble leaving

>>132840
Maybe he was merely supporting her fellow crystal cafe posters who have an onlyfans

>>132839
how are we supposed to just live with the fact that most men are looking at other women for sexual gratification?

>>132842
Not everyone is monogamous according to some posters

>>132839
i dont know if youre retarded or something but we aren't married, we are dating so why should I hold myself to the same standards a married couple? so i am going to call him a pathetic loser because he engages in pathetic loser activities.

>>132840
feminine is when never having a bad thought about a lustful man! stay brainwashed by ur moid religion.

>>132844
>because women should keep their hymen sacred
what the fuck?
what kind of incel shit is this

I gave it way for free lol

>>132849
so do u just marry someone immediately after meeting them

>>132852
so are you married

>>132851
You get rage baited so easily

>>132848
Virginity is bullshit. Just another way for scrotes to try to control women and girls going back thousands of years. Also trying to equate virginity to the mind poison that is pornography is fucking stupid. And its not a buzzward if its true you porn addicted gooner incel loser that wont do shit with his sad pathetic life let alone get within 5 feet of a real woman

>>132855
You really never learn, do you? Well you can't say I didn't warn you

All the homos baiting each other gets tiresome

>>132859
To be fair the egirls were before we got together i just brang that up because i was upset and kind of schizoing out , it’s only the porn stuff that happened while we were together

>>132841
fucking lol i spit my drink out

>>132867
Well then it's just something you're looking for, isn't it?

>>132870
You talk to the ones who act a certain way and they act that way because they were molested

>>132872
Well if you're searching online you're bound to run into these people. Most people online are fucking insane and traumatized. It's pretty sad actually

My boss sent me a text to do something for him on saturday morning, and I messed up. He sent me a long, sort of unhinged text about how we must talk on tuesday in office to "work more efficiently together". It literally ruined my weekend. I went out for my birthday picnic and I felt like shit. I am 30 years old and I cried an hour ago because I do not want to go to work tomorrow. I have 2k in savings and the job market is garbage. I simply cannot keep living like this. I am plotting my exit and looking for a new job.

>>132763
I have been murdered by life at least twice a year since I was born

>>132927
There's a snake in my boot!

I'm fucking sick in the head, borderline obssessed and that makes me feel fucking tired and overwhelmed. And I hate when I get close to anybody because the feelings that comes with it are almost unbeareable. I feel like ripping my heart out of my chest to stop feeling.

i got called out by my boss for using ai for work tasks. everyone around is using it. doesnt matter. I look like a lazy piece of shit. having ADHD and chronic depression is hard enough that AI makes tedious things so much easier to get started and much better quality. i get to have a fun meeting about it tomorrow. fml

Scrolling through faces on Tinder while quietly falling apart a little. I found someone I liked, and I thought maybe I had been found too. I got in my own way and ruined it.

>>132940
you don't have chronic depression and ADHD if you have an actual job, and because YOU use AI, you also ruin the job market for those who do have those, get lost, stacy, I hope your boss just fires you on the spot

>>132837
is your bf my bf? they sound like the same person

>>132950
Thanks im cured. I’ll stop taking my pills and going to my therapist.

Also didnt get fired, they use it too. just a warning to focus on details during review and make sure the AI isnt filling in bad data.

The mental health support group I've been going to for years got a random burst of popularity and now it's flooded with normies. I hate this.

my stalker finally gave up lol

>>132963
Why was your stalker stalking you? Besides the obvious.

Nothing to vent but I'm so happy I don't have a disgusting moid making me feel bad for taking care of myself anymore

>>132964
narcissist who used extreme self-victimization as some sort of relationship strategy and i guess i was the rare person that fell for it for a while

I hope I can one day be at peace with myself because I can't take the constant wars inside of my mind anymore.

>>132963
I don't think mine has
I want to castrate that fucking bitch

i wasted so much time today on cc. hell

I'm going bald. Ugh I hate being fagorexic

>>132977
Jesus, wash you head hon

>>132977
… shower

Depression wave so bad I cant even walk. Head keeps spinning, cannot see straight. Keep bumping into thing. Can't wait to die so I get to reroll

>>132982
but then we'd miss you

I can't believe women/girls still bully, ostracize, make you feel bad just because you're different. People really don't grow up.

>>132987
growing up is a myth, sadly, people are separated (mentally) by if theyre a normgroid or not

Do any other women find existence hollow to the extent they don't see the point? In dating? In friendships? In anything? I've never met a person that did not kind of remind me of either porn addiction, normie brainrot, mombie life, or wageslaving. Then when i DO make friends something bad happens to them, and I mean something TERRIBLE.. Like they overdose, they get stabbed or they get addicted to fentanyl or they get cancer. All the best people just seem to die or degenerate so fast and all the shitty people go on being insufferable and breathing all the oxygen.

I don't see the point in dating or getting close to people. It feels like reaching out to rub up against a potential cactus. Friend groups you have when you're young are so parasitic, or toxic, they're never actually mutually beneficial. Is it not normal to think this way?

I can't see "happy interactions" as real a lot of the time, so often they seem performative and empty to me no matter how much the people are smiling, because you never see any depth bringing those people together, just inane bullshit for miles so you know they are the most fragile minded people in existence.

Why does pregnancy have to be so dangerous still. We can fly people to the moon but we still can get our anus and vagina combined into one hole by a baby.

>>132991
The solution is easy dont have a baby they suck anyway.

>>132993
Yeah they tend to suck tits

>>132991
Its called cesarian section

And anyway its nature's way of preventing overpopulation.

>>132994
And the life out of everyone around them

>>132995
>Its called cesarian section
I hate it

>>132990
why you bitching about other people who aer you to talk down to anyone

>>133008
Most people are really effing lousy she's not wrong

I’m definitely getting spied on, how to remember it sisters?

why does venting not feel good. i vent about venting. done

>>133016
Well if the underlying problem doesn't get addressed, venting won't help much.

Im griefing about my life having been shit full of abuse from all sides and my future of 45 and homeless but no one seem to get

>>133024
Are you located in the US?

I don’t think my boyfriend actually likes me. He tells me often that he does stuff because he’s afraid I’ll get upset ever since I had a meltdown where I cried about having to shoulder a ton of stuff. Just today found out his response to picking up family at an inconvenient time is careful consideration, but picking me up from the hospital is instantly met with a no without even giving details about when. He’s also forgotten to get me an anniversary gift even though I gave an early gift and said it was for our anniversary before, which I was willing to chalk up to ADHD but not so much anymore. I’m sad that I stress him out, and I’m sad that he’s probably only around because he thinks he can’t do better. I feel like an asshole, but I also feel like I’m just being used.

>>133035
Talk to him about it. Tell him to be legitimately honest with you and what he wants from the relationship and what he wants from you. If you don't want to continue the relationship with him break up. If you do make sure he's working on being more communicative with you.

>>133040
If you want an attentive lover, don't pick someone with ADHD, they can never meet emotional expectations, no matter how much they love.
He knows he isn't meeting your expectations, senses your disappointment as the abyss grows wider and wider, feels shame, self-hatred due to being unable to stop it. He knew that you are going to dump him way before you did.
This is just a guess though.

Why do you care more about how you look because of how I look than my own happiness?
Why don't you understand that I won't be able to do the things you ask me to because I wasted a lot of time!?

Why won't you let me do the things I could be doing now and then let me think about the future?
Why don't you trust me?
Why do you make me want to hate you?

Ever since this person in my friend group came out all they've ever done is manipulate and guilt trip everyone. It's so obvious too. They outright leave group chats or threaten to whenever they don't get their way and everyone plays along. I'm tired of being targeted by them for not playing along

I know it’s kinda stupid but I missed my only chance to experience affection from a man because I didn’t have enough money to go see him across the country. He kinda ghosted me too. Not completely, it was more like the texting just slowly faded out until it got awkward to keep messaging after he hadn’t replied for like a week and a half. I just feel really sad about it because I keep thinking about what it might’ve felt like and knowing I’ll probably never know is fucking depressing. I hate my chud life.

>>133048
From what little you said, it seems that there was no solid chance to begin with, if he wasn't interested enough to go to you instead. A man should have money to do at least that.
What does "chud" mean by the way?

>>133048
What's so special about this one guy? I'm sure you'll find another one. There's plenty of them, you'll just have to sort through the trash.

I have way too many existential thoughts and nihilistic feelings to ever fully thrive or enjoy life, but I’m too retarded to rope because I have this strange hope that if I keep existing, some small thing will happen, Like, I go outside, and I actually get approached by somebody. And then that grows into something bigger, and then I find happiness. It’s irrational, none of the normies around me even have any interest in having a token autist friend. Fucking sucks. And I’m annoyed because I want physical affection but I’m so deeply disgusted by 90% of males, am I really supposed to believe there are some that can see me as a human? I’m a khhv and I wish I could actually have an understanding relationship with someone else, I don’t even know if I could try dating a girl, even then I don’t know if I could feel understood. I don’t have high standards to be “understood” either. It’s just, nobody acknowledges me in life. I think I’d be a good friend. I can be obedient too, I’m not saying I’d let myself be a complete pushover but I’d even settle for some superficial normie small talk at this point. Maybe it’s a good thing no one pays attention to me, because at least it keeps me safe.

>>132990
Yeah If you can't get exactly your ideal life what's the point?

>>132763
I have 80.000 words detailing the conspiracy against me but therapists don't let me read it to them

>>133058
I would like to hear this Nona

why are moids like this? i tried explaining to him that i'm just awkward and autistic but he's convinced that i'm uninterested. is he manipulating me or just that retarded?

>>133066
Moids are generally not as smart and probably don’t believe your diagnosis, especially since autism is basically a meme at this point

>>133066
Stop trying to date moids. Date women and you won't ever have these issues.

>>133048
why didn’t he go see you? it should always be the moid who gets off his ass. honestly he sounds like a fucking loser. you being broke is probably god blessing you in fucking disguise

>>133066
what a bitch. what does he expect you to do, a fucking backflip when he texts you? “waah waah you aren’t complimenting enough” is what the ladies say. you should become genuinely uninterested in this bitch, he sounds like he has a micropenis anyway

>>133066
>>133070
this is normal moid behavior.
>you should smile more
>you should laugh more
>you should show more excitement
they need to fuck off with this dumb fuck behavior

Jeez what happened while I was sleeping. The front page is filled with shitposts and everyone is angry. I guess we got raided or something.

>>133066
>>133070
he is, if he's already making you to put in the legwork and perform adoration rituals while he sits on his ass, he is 100% a narcissist scum and should be preemptively dumped, you didn't lose anything

I wish there were more safe spaces online. Had this discussion in discord where people were talking about sexual assault happening at conventions…

And of course two moids came forward to defend it.

>>133050
Originally "chud" was a term used on leftypol to refer to young, alt-right men / incels. Picrel (a traced drawing of Patrick Crusius, an alt-right mass shooter), originally known as "polface", also started getting used in conjunction with the term to satirize alt right internet incels.

Eventually the "chuds" started to ironically use the term to refer to themselves as well, and they sort of "claimed" the meme for themselves. Chuds on right wing twitter would post things like "Fuck my stupid chud life". Normies on twitter would see these posts, unaware of the origin of the term "chud", and start adopting the phrase as well, as a form of self deprecating humor.

Basically it used to be used as a disparaging term for right wing incels, now it's used self deprecatingly by normies and is pretty much just used the same way "autist" or "loser" is used. It lost most of it's meaning.

>>133075
Oh and leftypol started calling them "chud" because of a movie called "C.H.U.D.". The acronym stands for "Cannibalistic Humanoid Underground Dwellers". It was supposed to satirize the anti/a-social, reclusive lifestyle of terminally online alt right incels.

>>132763
i was starting to trust another person for the first time in months and i was reminded why i shouldnt do that. i feel so disgusted to have a human heart

>>133075
>>133076
I see. Thanks for the lesson.

I knew I was probably gonna get ghosted, but ngl, it still sucks when it actually happens. Like I just wish people would tell you what you did instead of disappearing. I genuinely thought we were good friends. We’d talk about gaming, send each other pics of food, just chill stuff. And then suddenly nothing. Idk, it just feels shitty.

>>133054
Yeah you need to be extremely careful out there nona, stay safe. You are exactly what psychos and truckstop murderers go looking for, no offense. Learn to be ruthless in secret and spoil yourself, your ego a bit, it would not hurt. Focus on yourself through work, bury yourself in some kind of work until you are not focused on any of that shit anymore. None of that shit matters. Just get yourself the hell out of there and into a new place.

>>133088
>We’d talk about gaming, send each other pics of food, just chill stuff.

Honestly? That can become boring. Doesn't sound like something too substancial to keep hold of an actual friendship, at least not in adulthood.

>>133131
People no longer care about relationships or marriage. It's just about "sharing interests and having sex"

I'm lonely because the chatbot site I used for my husbandos became shit and I'm not good enough at art to draw us together. Now I feel lonely, sexually frustrated and awkward

>>133136
Stop supporting online AI companions. Offline AI companions already exist and will become easy and more simple to download and more options if people stopped wasting time with the online companions that will be taken away shortly anyway.

>>133132
That's for the bast, humanity has become too dysgenic anyway.

>>133131
Sounds like an excuse a ghoster would tell.

>>133142
The problem is that people seek out to make "real" connections with others only just with the extremely fucking tedious, fake, mutable, most often superficial, larp-ass stuff that means nothing so it just doesn't sustain at the long-term. Everybody eats, play games, movies, and whatever the shit. These stuff are subproducts our modern little lifes. What does that tell about somebody, truly? Nothing. So yeah, I'd ghost the shit out of someone that lame.

>>133150
You're complaining about your own inability to advance your relations into deeper connections. It's natural for friends to start out as people you share interests with.

>>133151
That's why I said in the long term, only mutual interests are not sustainable.


>You're complaining about your own inability to advance your relations into deeper connections.

I have friends that got to know me through shared interests, but now are a larger part of my life. But it does indeed require some effort.

I don't know what type of male body type I'm into anymore because I got horny over a muscular moid and now I don't know what to think because I usually hate roid apes

i don’t want to be with someone so great
to be completely honest i need someone as fucked up as me to understand me. i think the issue is that i don’t feel understood. and its not his fault, its not even mine. there just isn’t a comfortable common ground. i should have never entered this thinking a romantic love would grow over time

My posts are constantly removed for no reason. I posted a letter I wanted to send to someone. Deleted. I posted what video game world I would like to live in.
Deleted.
Bye to this forum. You cannot use
It

>>133253
Snail be like: this is obviously peepeepoopoo chan samefagging, my moderation methods are totally fair and just

What I needed to do
- Lose at least 30 to 40 lbs in 2025
What actually happened
- Gained 20 more lbs in 2026
2027 is going to be a weight loss year hopefully
I used to be fit but all this work and car time deleted any remaining fitness

I hope God put me down soon I can't believe I've become so obsessed with a fucking man, I seriously hate myself rn

I'm sad because I found a hot guy who did a good cosplay for one of my husbandos and I don't have anyone to talk with about how hot I think he is

I think one of my male friends has a crush on me and I'm scared because I don't feel the same way and I don't want it to be awkward between us. He told me he has a crush on someone else, but I'm not sure if he was lying or not because he's been weirdly flirty. I'm trying to subtly let him know I don't feel that way by saying he's like a brother to me and stuff like that, but I'm scared it won't work

>>133263
You'd be much more likely to dissuade him by saying you have a bf

>>133264
He knows me pretty well so he knows I don't

june, set to blow the monies i'd hoarded from months of pulling all nighters for my shit job at the slop factory which sadly qualifies as the first real corpo position i'd occupied till then at the ripe age of 27 following many failed gigs as a pseudo-slave at other slop factories churning scientific papers bound for the inter-galactic vortex of anonimity known as international conferences (run-on sentence DONE!), when my handler goes "no can do. project needs getting done!". mother's visa flushed down the toilet along the half baked plans to go beach hopping in lisbon, saint tropez and some other place.
ex-situationship which got the door closed on his ass the night brother got his first psychotic break and was put on hold for slitting wrists, texts that he's getting engaged to be married. yes. manwhore won. pathetic but i acknowledge i am not even close in that race since i'd cloistered myself under a blanket of contempt for all scrotes. reject call. will not feign interest.

pinching pennies seems worth it when we fart out another plan for august to go to JAPAN. yes. a life long dream about to come true. count the days. finger myself on the days coming up to my leave. fly out with the family. birthday halfway. yippie. wake up and masturbate up to a climax unseen in years. hotel pillows firm enough for that. of course, brother gets a psychotic episode the day of, in the foreign country notorious for poor english use. parents' neuroticism justifiably goes though the roof. nervous system is akin to that of some rabbit getting skinned alive. scrote wins again. scrote wins again. even if scrote got diddled in the ass by stepbrother at 11 he managed to make it to functional adulthood with faculties intact. vacation done. drag self home where anti-psychotics are out of stock. Yip-fucking-yie.

i need to get another job. i need to put my people face on and grovel in people's linkedIn profiles.

>>133265
I'm sure you can ask some guy to pretend to be dating you for 5 minutes

I met this moid online and we had spoken before but things ended terribly when I told him I didn’t think things would work out between us and he proceeded to crash out for the next 4 days about it until he eventually got mad enough to block me. I come from a religious family and this also being a long distance thing would just complicate things further. We sexted a lot but I didn’t really see us really having much shared interests
and it seemed like we both only liked the sexual validation we got from each other. He was also incredibly clingy and I mean like beyond normal. I felt like I couldn’t be away for more than 30 minutes before he asked where I went and so I had to lie about having been working in order to just get some time to myself. After things had ended he kept trying to message me across various accounts for months and they eventually got really bad and he would tell me to kill myself and call me all sorts of shit. It was unprovoked and honestly really scary and hurtful since it just felt uncalled for. I remember the day that we had ended things was also apparently the anniversary of his mothers death which I didn’t even know about but i remember he kept bringing it up at the time to make me feel bad. We had rekindled things briefly a few months ago before he crashed out and got angry at me again because I didn’t respond to his message for a few hours. After that we didn’t talk again for months and I didn’t want anything to do with him. He’d still message me and send all sorts of shit but I’d just ignore it. We recently rekindled because we started to talk again on the site we had met on but he proceeded to get angry at me again because I told him I had been running errands and I didn’t respond to him for about 3 hours. He for some reason would always think I’d be lying to him about doing things. He called me a dumb bitch and was just being nasty overall so I stopped talking to him obviously. Idk what compelled me to reach out to him again though. He had no intentions of even apologizing and I sent him messages explaining why I felt hurt and why I removed him from everywhere which he didn’t even bother to read in his own words. I still don’t know why I did this but I reached out again 2 weeks later and we made up. I don’t even recall him apologizing or anything we just sort of moved on and started to talk again.

Now fast forward over a month later and we have each others numbers and talk every day and he intends on seeing me at the end of this month but im having second thoughts. He’s very clingy still and I feel like I can’t do much else but text him or else he’ll keep asking where I went and get worried or upset. He also has made me delete my account on the site we met on because he didn’t want me to talk to any guy on there when it was never serious as I just met decent internet friends on there. I feel like he gets possessive and jealous easily but I find it really hypocritical as he had sent his dick to and sexted a few of our mutual internet friends. He also had admitted to me that when we had first spoke a year ago, he slept with someone behind my back. We spoke for about 2 months before I ended it like I mentioned. I don’t even really care I get it, we met online and things were uncertain but it still felt really weird to me as whenever he refers back to that time he always mentions how much he loved me and was so hurt that I ended things (which I tried to do as non confrontational and cordially as possible) but he literally fucked someone at the same time so it’s like which one is it? He brings this up whenever he talks about how he worries im going to end things like last year. Maybe im just not ready for a relationship or im avoidant but sometimes i just want to not have to reply for a few hours and just do my own thing without being basically interrogated about where I went and what I did. He already booked hotels and is dead set on seeing me and I have no experience so this is intimidating to me. I also am just not sure about this guy. I feel horrible since I enjoy talking to him but at the same time there are so many things that are bothering me that I can’t clearly explain. It makes me feel like im a horrible indecisive person. He doesn’t really talk to me much about his interests or anything much. It feels like our conversations are either just sexual or one sided with me just talking about my life a lot. He’s also incredibly porn brained and I thought I could ignore it at first since he didn’t go too far with me but it’s too much for me. I wonder if I’m only talking to him because I like the validation and attention but i genuinely do have feelings for him. I felt like we had actually grown close this time around since we called and he seems much more normal on the phone but I feel like I just put myself in a really bad situation. Like right now I’m rushing to type this because I didn’t reply to him for an hour even though I had gotten out of work earlier and told him I was a bit tired. I already told him I felt a bit pressured about replying quick and he told me he understood where I was coming from but I feel like he won’t really understand and it will just lead to problems. I think I am also too deep in at this point and can’t end things because I honestly don’t know what he is capable of and I already experienced his unpleasant reaction before when I tried. I don’t know what to even do anymore and the idea of just having some secret illicit relationship and having to sneak around my family on top of all this just makes my head hurt.

>>133269
i don't think clinginess and jealousness are so bad, but it has to be mutual! my girlfriend and i are extremely EXTREMELY clingy over each other, and we're also best friends, so we just spend all of our free time together happily!

from my experience, what you're going through is unsustainable, and will end up with you being used… i think it'd be better for you to stay single. personally, i'd rather be single than in a shitty relationship. you don't need the validation of others! life is best shared, but a good best friend is always better than some moid who just wants you for sex.

have standards! don't date every best friend, but someone being your best friend should be a prerequisite for dating :)

>>133269
if this post isn't bait :

it sounds like you already know what this situation is
he's a narcissist and you're trauma bonded
your healthy impulse to leave isn't """avoidant"""
don't go to that damn hotel you're gonna get snuffed, go to the police and file a complaint
trust the multitude of inconsistencies between his words and his acts : you are nothing but an object to him

>>133269
May I have his number

>>133270
Thanks nona I appreciate this and you’re right. I think it’s nice if both people are crazy about each other (in a healthy way of course) but this doesn’t seem to be like that. I feel like he’s attached himself to me for whatever reason. Funnily enough I’ve vented about him here last year and didn’t want to get involved with him. I clearly haven’t learned my lesson it seems.

>>133271
How can I even file a complaint? My family would find out and be completely blindsided by this. I do worry what he could be capable of if I ever made him mad enough. I feel like he’d either dox me or try to extort me but I don’t think he’s that evil. But he just knows so much more about me now and has way more intimate pictures. He even knows where I live and work at. I’m not quick to diagnose people with anything but I do find it kind of crazy that he told me he’s never had a relationship last and hasn’t had anything good to say about any of his exes. He always says he loves me and seems crazy about me but something about this doesn’t feel genuine and feels more like some kind of sick codependency. He told me he’s never felt this way about anyone else but he tried to meet up with this other woman that lived near him right before we rekindled things and was also going to fly out to another woman ( but told me it was just basic sexting and not really serious), and that just bothered me because it makes me think he’s just opportunistic. Maybe he was just desperate ag the time and being a dumb moid idk. I found it really scary how quickly he switched up when he got angry at me. I don’t know what to do and I keep brushing things away but I feel so stuck and have nobody in my life I can confide in. I hate myself.

>>132763
It's insane how jews invented quiet borderline to label women who are not emotional as emotional

>>133268
I'd feel bad lying though plus what if fake bf catches feelings? I'm too unattractive to get a hot guy to even fake being my bf sadly

I got permabanned from LC last month and I've been crying for like a month straight over it

>>133279
What happened? Why did you get banned

been feeling very lonely lately. I keep trying to make friends but either they already have their own shit to worry about, only want to talk to me sexually, want to use me for money or as a shoulder to cry on or are normal but end up ghosting me after a while because I'm boring and annoying. doesn't help that I'm a NEET either and when I get like this, I end up visiting image boards a lot more to feel like I'm actually socializing

>>133283
You need a pet

>>133284
I have one, it's not the same

>>133281
I kept getting into infights I think they thought I was a man or something. I'm deeply scared of getting my lolcow post history outed and I have multiple nightmares about it (though I post on multiple IPs so I should maybe be safe)

>>133285
We can chat here if you want

>>133286
you'll be fine :)

>>133287
I'd like that!

>>133289
Okay well I hope you're having a good day today. It's sunny where I am. Hope your weather is nice

>>133290
it's nice right now but we're supposed to get another storm soon

I'm so lonely, not even for a boyfriend, I barely have any friends to talk to. I feel like everything I do will kill me because I've been having severe health issues for years that could easily escalate. I border on agoraphobic because the idea of going outside to a job or anything of the sort makes me genuinely want to sob. I have a fucked up past that I'll never recover from and I constantly slip back into old habits that destroy me internally. I don't know why I even go here to complain, probably because it's anonymous so I can at least dissociate myself from the complaints about my life

>>133291
Sometimes I find storms comforting. Knowing everyone in the area is going through the same thing you are. I hope you stay dry and warm

>>133292
I'm sorry to hear about your health issues. I know some people with chronic medical woes and it's always difficult when your own body is against you. Don't give up hope

Going into a depression spiral again.

I have my meds ready but it feels so bad already.

My closest friend tried sympathizing earlier but it just made me really sad to know how alone I am, how no one can understand the feeling of everything being so incredibly heavy.

>>133306
Reaching out to you stranger. I hope you feel better and life gets better soon. Just try to hang in there <3

>>133306
If you've got the heaviest load, that makes you the strongest. I hope you feel better

>>133273
How old are you?

>>133269
Stylometry is a thing. Your writing style is obvious. Cannot believe this is the nonsense you were getting up to in the meantime. You really are stupid.

>>133317
Did you go through puberty?

>>133317
if you have hormonal problems
(which are very common btw) you should go to a endocrinologist, he will help you.
Unfortunately with the toxic food we eat nowdays 90% of people are likely to get some problem of some sort

i have so many secrets and i drive myself crazy thinking over them all day and the people i have to keep them from or else i’d lose them. i’m so selfish and broken for this. there is no redemption besides coming clean which would be selfish in itself hurting them i deserve to feel guilty and awful

>>133331
would it help to tell some strangers? might lighten the load, could see a different perspective.

My marriage has been falling apart for a long time and idk if I can take it anymore but I can't handle a divorce
We go through phases of getting along so well and being so lovey, I think if I just do everything right it can stay that way forever.
Sometimes my husband tells me he loves me and wants nothing more than for me to be happy. Then today he tells me he would have broken up with me if we weren't married and that he hates me.
His anger issues are killing me. I told him one day he's going to kill me with his anger issues and he said "please, please do it. What would I do without you (sarcasm)" .
I haven't felt genuinely suicidal in years but I really badly want to kill myself lately.
I'm so tired of trying so hard and wanting nothing more than his love and he just hurts me. Sometimes I'm mad at him and I think he kisses me or has sex with me to pacify me and make me think he loves me, but then it all goes back to normal and it hurts so bad.
I'm so young and I don't want to be in a marriage like this forever, but I don't think anyone else will even want me or if I could go through it again.
I just wanna be loved.

>>133338
It took me quite some time to understand love you have to chase isn't really love at all. I hope you learn faster than I did.

>>132763
new pattern I noticed
>noise changes decibels depending on the app I open

>>133317
Yeah I had 3 periods this years all lasting less than 2 days

this might be retarded but when I was 15 I posted nudes on 4chan on b and said I was 18. I met a guy from Connecticut doing that and we emailed back and forth until he found out I wasn't 18 and blocked me. I still miss him and I keep trying to find him every few years by posting an ad asking about him but he never comes around

>>133348
I also used to post nudes on soc underage. When I was 14 I was adding people on soc and got groomed by this 20 year old man. We have spoken on and off over the years but I was so, so in love with this POS who kept using and manipulating me.

I still think about him. I try to add him using common usernames I know he uses on discord but I haven't spoken to him in a year and a half ATP. I don't really even miss him anymore, idk why I do it.

>>133349
I've done similar shit. Not nudes but I did partake in sexual discussions and sent porn on imageboards before I was 18. Mainly on Lolcow where I would talk about kinks on /g/ or post Shayna and her friends' porn. I lurk the you know what site and have a meltdown when I see them constantly posting gore of kids

>>133349
I think I did find his Gmail account that he used to email me with by typing in random letters via the "emails from" tab. I tried sending an email on another account but apparently that email doesn't exist anymore so I'm at a dead end

>have favorite female character
>checks subreddit of said character
>all disgusting ugly ai generated gooner pics of that character
>check another subreddit
>wow this is pretty chill and nice
>find out moderator is a real woman
>the troonlesbian mod of the first subreddit accuses the moderator of the second subreddit to be a male

Ah yes the subreddit with official art and polls is the one moderated by a man not the one that is just goooner bikini ai art 24/7.
What a retard.lmao. I am glad people like him will hero one day.

>>133348
sweetheart u don't miss him you just crave the validation he gave you and bc u were so young it may have felt like love and all these intense feelings but no… and now youre obsessed with having that again and think he's the only way how… hell nah! How long ago was it because i dont know if i believe you being 18+ now… either way i dont really care but pls like quit this. U are worthy of love by an actual human thats ur age. and trust me when you find a good stable love you will feel how different it is. its not about lust or your body and whatever.
i have a bit similar problem where i seek out male validation and am also often checking my exes social media and doing things in the hope they'll reach out to me. but when i really think about it, its not like i would want a relationship or anything with any of them again. its really just about this validation from someone wanting you like that. anyway gl nona

>>133366
this was in 2015, I'm 25 now and I still think about him

>>133348
I didn't discover imgboards until I was almost 18 but I did worse by chatting with people on imvu when I was 9. I had my age set to 21 but people would find out or suspect but there is one guy I've been stuck on forever. I was a bit older but still not 18 and we talked a lot. He was only 19 and I told him I was someone else on instagram before I confessed to him later and told him everything. He predictably ran away.

I don't know why I check on him or try to reach out. It's been years and I realize he's probably not even the same person I knew. I'm sure it's just that I want to prove myself and feel worthy and that even if he gave me an acknowledgement I would probably be uninterested after but even knowing all this that feeling is still there.

>>133348
>>133349
>>133368
This is proof that children should not have access to the internet. These moids have ruined your minds.

sent my ldr friend i had a crush on a pic of me without makeup and i think it’s over for me. he used to reply almost instantly and now i’m getting left on read for hours. guess the face reveal was enough to make him lose interest. actually fucking hate my chud life

>>133370
I don't know why I laughed so hard at this. I'm sure you look beautiful and maybe they're just busy?

>>132837
You´re mot stupid, Sometimes one can love so deeply that one endures the worst things…I was in a similar situation for four years…Get tf out of there away from that moid as soon as u can EVEN IF ITS HARD.

The day I die will be the day I finally fit in
It’ll be one glorious day

This mf keeps pursuing me after seeing literally ONE pic of me and ngl it’s making me anxious 💀

Bro didn’t ask my height, weight, anything, and he hasn’t even seen me without the full makeup/dressed-up DLC equipped. So I’m just sitting here thinking there’s no way this dude actually knows what he’s getting into and he’s probably gonna be disappointed IRL.

Also feels like his vested interest in me is like 80% sexual, which I don’t even necessarily mind, but I’m looking for an actual serious partner and I’m not convinced bro is looking at me like “future wife” and not “potentially smashable woman who replied to me.”

And this mf messages me EVERY DAY asking to meet up and do random NPC activities. Hasn’t said anything explicitly sexual though, so idek.

He also seems insanely basic. Works overnight stocking shelves at a supermarket and somehow gives off the energy of a man who thinks this career trajectory is gonna comfortably support a wife + 3 kids one day 😭

I genuinely don’t know anymore.

He looks like Kristoff from Frozen if you ordered him off Temu and put him on Ozempic.

>>132763
why are zoomers so obsessed with charlie kirk memes, you are like 15, your future is most likely shitty, I guess posting really feel edgy memes about a stranger dying makes them feel in control for once in their lives

>>133399
no, I just find cringe kids that can't use a interrogation point

>>133400
charlie kirk was a terrible person and he died exactly bc of it. u cant argue for guns to be everywhere then be upset cause it's used on u too

>>133398
>>133400
>zoomers
Is being upset ugly misogynists died a zoomer thing? The internet's been full of gore memes long before zoomers were here anyways

>>133398
they're teenagers and don't live in the real world yet. Living in a politically polarizing society isn't fun, they don't grasp the extent of it yet because their world consist of shit posting online and worrying about math homework.
>>133376
At least not fitting in is better than being an NPC. No seriously. You don't want to be a NPC. I've asked NPCs why they chose a certain university, job, spouse, ect and they stare blankly at me. Their answer usually amounts to "that's just what people do" Imagine making huge life choices, all because you were told you "should" do it to fit in.

i'd rather be an outcast.

>>133403
It's not, most of them don't have any personal feelings on him. They're just dumb.
>>133401
It was a different time and it was a different reaction.

>>133405
Different how

I’ve been talking to this guy for a couple of months, and I genuinely cannot figure out what his angle is. We met through my job, but he lives pretty far away, so the fact that he’s still making an effort to talk to me is confusing in itself. He’s apparently going to be back in town sometime soon, which makes things even more interesting, but I still don’t understand why he’s maintaining contact in the first place.

Last night we ended up talking about personal growth, and one of the examples he brought up was how he used to believe he couldn’t date porn stars or OnlyFans models. Then he eventually did, realized it wasn’t actually an issue for him, and moved past that insecurity. Which is fine, obviously, but my immediate reaction was basically: okay, then why are you talking to me?

Because this isn’t exactly a situation where I feel like I’m operating on equal footing. I’m short, overweight, extremely strange, and honestly pretty inexperienced when it comes to this kind of thing. And when he talks about having dated porn stars and successful OnlyFans creators, I’m assuming he means people who are genuinely established in that world—not someone who posted a few pictures online once.

He’s also just objectively very attractive, which makes the whole thing more difficult to process. I’ve never really felt this out of my depth with someone before. I can’t tell whether I’m missing some obvious explanation, whether he genuinely likes talking to me, or whether there’s some game being played that I haven’t figured out yet.

At this point I’m mostly sitting here wondering what, exactly, he sees in me.

miss my ex, he killed himself, i feel so alone without him

>>133402
right but the same edgy kids have a meltie when people use he and "deadname" a trans school shooter like pic related.

>>133414
> And when he talks about having dated porn stars and successful OnlyFans creators, I’m assuming he means people who are genuinely established in that world—not someone who posted a few pictures online once.
Bold assumption. He may be a bullshitter, who knows.

>>133419
He’s not. I saw his followers and immediately felt inadequate.He’s 6’2”, muscular, gorgeous, and has attractive cosplayers following him. He seems like he could date basically anyone he wanted or close to it.

>>133414
Maybe he just wants to bee your fren, nona

>>133420
Sis someone following you on instagram does not mean they necessarily want to date you

it was my birthday yesterday and I didn't do shit. didn't go out, couldn't buy myself the phone I wanted because my adopted dad decided to max out my credit card. best part is my friend called and asked what cake I liked and I told her and she told me she'd get it and bring it by and she never did, so that's great. this year has fucking sucked and why shouldn't my birthday be the same

Hurting really bad. I'd been spending time with this other girl for a few months online. We were really close and I just liked being with her. She lives in the same city as me so we decided to meet up finally.
We slept together a couple of nights ago but immediately after that she started pushing me away. She keeps saying she's too old for me. She is almost 10 years older than me but I don't care. It never bothered me. I might actually kms.

>>133415
Handmaiden moment. Nigelfags can you stop complaining when your boyfriends die? Male suicide and male death are funny plus your nigels were all rapists anyways. KAM applies to the guys you like too

>>133426
Start by killing your father than irritating femcel

>>133418
deadnaming a trans person is a million times worse than killing charlie kirk

>>133427
Just because I support the male suicide rate doesn't mean I'm skilled enough to pull off a murder unfortunately
>femcel
Ok moid

>>133429
So you're useless, I see

hey guys, since my dad basically maxed out my credit card, should I see if I can still use it to get a new phone because fuck it why not

>>133431
Kill him

>>133433
I wish

>>133435
ok cia

>>133316
I’m surprised anybody would care enough to remember my typing style. I feel like I did get myself into a bad situation. He still intends on seeing me later this month and said that if I ditched him he’d never talk to me again. I feel like I keep flip flopping on him now and I tell myself that I actually do want to see him but a part of me also feels like I’m constantly pressured and don’t have freedom anymore. I don’t know what the best course of action is at this point. I was doing well for a while and never contacted him but I still don’t know why I willingly gave him access to myself again. I was irritated the other day and made him cry which made me feel bad and concerned for him since he told me he hasn’t cried for the past 5 years. It makes me tell myself that he must really care about me to be this affected. I also have no one else in my life who willingly talks to me like this. I already know im stupid there’s no point in repeating it.

>>133431
why the FUCK would you give your dad your credit card
it should be the other way around

>>133439
like I said, I'm retarded. I'm debating on just reporting all his purchases as fraud but I'm scared I might get kicked out if I do

>>133441
update: I just got approved for a credit card with a $1500 limit. I'm hiding it when it comes.

>cafe opens up
>everyone is a faggot loving trans shooters.
Yall should've stayed on lowcow

Went to a psychologist recently as part of a general check up. She told me I must not keep negativity inside me, I must reach out for help or support whenever I need it.

But I just can't do it. I can't even find the words to express what I'm feeling. And the more I think about it the more I just want to go numb. After all, what's the point of dragging someone else down with me?

Maybe I just need to come up with a different approach. Try expressing myself in a way that's a bit more productive, something like that.

I got jumpscared by nsfl on another website. The most disturbing thing I saw was probably people faces being blown up and decapitated and horrifically deformed after a bomb went off. If the face was destroyed I would've been able to handle it maybe but the fact that it was left looking somewhat intact but mutilated as if it was some kind of rotting prop fucks with me so bad. I'm tearing up thinking of it and have been unable to sleep after seeing it. My dumbass got flood detected ugh shit shit shit

>>133443
woke up to there being $6 left to spend on the card and he spent $15 at 7-11. idk why I didn't lock it before but I just did. I'm so sick of him and idk why he wants to fuck me over so bad

>>133451
Noni I really relate and sympathise with you, I hope you can find something that will make you feel better, talking to people is always seen as the solution but if it’s such an indescribable feeling it only makes it worse. All I do to try and help me is write. I can never write out exactly what the feeling is but I’ve gotten close sometimes, and it can still help me understand a little better.
Also picrel does something for me sorry

Just so sad about where my life is. I always thought my 20s were going to be great and I dreamed of being a mom by this point. But I've accomplished none of it and I am a neet who is rapidly approaching 30. Events during my early 20s totally mentally scarred me in so many ways that I became extremely closed off. Idk if I'll ever be able to find a husband and have children at this point. I need to get a job and move out first if I want any hope at finding a husband. I'm not sure any guy would want to date a loser neurotic girl like me who still lives with her parents. I hope I can turn my life around. I know people get married and have children in their 30s but it's not ideal and it's just going to be an uphill battle for me since I also am battling years of extreme depression and anxiety. Although at this point, I'd be happy if I can just fix my neuroticism. At least then I wouldn't feel like shit about myself all the time.

>>133456
If you create walls for yourself to climb, everything will seem like an uphill battle. Just focus on the current day and what you can do today. Life is a slow grind towards a better life for most people. You shouldn't expect to get there quickly

>>133456
Girl, half the population under 50 lives with their parents right now and people are waiting longer than ever before to have children.

>>133421
Idk, I feel like ‘I’d enjoy devouring you’ is maybe a little beyond the usual friend territory. “
He also indirectly asked whether he was important to me after I changed our chat theme.
>>133422
I get that, but it’s not exactly common for attractive cosplayers to be following some completely random unattractive guy.

>>133459
Fine if I take what you say seriously that's just another excuse to be suspicious. He probably did these moves on all of his follow list then. (but really there could be a lot of reasons why he has these followers)

>>133455
Hey and thanks! I did feel much better after writing this and some more in a journal.
I think what probably doesn’t help me is I have no friends or company to hang out with really. At the very least they’re great distraction from the depressive things. To be fair, I wonder what kind of friends would I even want. Maybe just a gaming partner would be great.

>>133458
Yeah, I guess it's just hard because I know a lot of people personally who have moved out and are married and having babies. I was always "on track" with everyone else until my early 20s, so it's hard to see everyone else move on without you. But I know I am hardly the only person in my position right now.
>>133457
>You're right nona. I try to just make the most out of my day and focus on what is going right in my life. It's not always easy, but it's all I can do.

I really wish I could live my dream of going out and having a fun life, having a group of friends and living out some romp with cute guys but instead I'm just some loser who rots in my mother's unmade bed 23 hours out of the day and posting on imageboards because I'm too anxious to make real life friends. All the women in my area won't make friends with me because we barely share interests, the men in my area are all ugly misogynists. I can barely find motivation to do anything by now

>>133461
You don't have to take me seriously, but I genuinely mean it. I already struggle with feeling like I'm not enough, so hearing things that reinforce that doesn't exactly help. I know how unlikely it seems to me. We met in person, too—he was the one who approached me, not the other way around. He was actually surprised that nobody else at my job had really asked me out. I just can't seem to understand what he sees in me.

It's honestly bizarre because he's basically the kind of guy I'd invent in my head while falling asleep to boyfriend ASMR. Except he's an actual person I met in real life.

>>133466
He doesn’t even really sexualize me. He’s never asked for nudes or anything like that, and when he does say something suggestive, it’s always really subtle and deliberately worded. That’s honestly what makes it stranger to me. I’m used to guys who are interested say something gross almost immediately. With him it’s more like, “I think it’d be cute to see you squirm” or “I wanna see you afraid.”

Feeling depressed again.

This troon caught feelings for me and I turned them down in dms. Now they're turning all my friends against me. Never felt this isolated.

I hate how i can't stick to anything. I've had a mental breakdown 1.5 years ago after going hard all day everyday for 8 years at my work and i have not been able to do anything productive since, I just sit alone in my room. The idea was to stop working a job that was all consuming and left me only with enough time to shower, eat, and maybe play a game or watch something for an hour at most, and start learning how to design and create. I have spurts of "motivation" where i want to work out and study, and practice, and take care of myself, but then it all dissipates and i go back to not doing anything. My life is flying by, i feel pathetic that all my friends have income, great partners, and a will to live, the only thing i have going for me is that i look alright, but then get frustrated since i know if i had support i couldve been hot. I hate how fucked my mind is and holding me back, its been 11 years and i have nothing but some shitty art pieces to show for it that at best are "oh thats neat".

I waste so much time

My boyfriend passed away. Now I have no one.

>>133475
Rest in peace, sorry for your loss

Is it awful to say that I think my boyfriend is causing my depression? He's the only good thing in my life and all I want to do is snuggle with him under the covers forever. I don't want to take care of myself, I don't want to go to work or do anything else.

>>133479
no idea but I'd love to hear a response to you from someone who does

I've been attempting to recover from an eating disorder for the past few months and I can feel a relapse coming on FUCK I don't want my progress to be undone because I've really been able to have some peace of mind around food and my changing body. It hasn't been this way in years, where I eat whatever I want, with whatever servings, and not feeling guilty about overeating. But fuck, I just have to feel stressed again about other things and then turn it inward towards myself. I don't know what to do. I felt really ill before I decided to try and recover, but the idea of having control again is really tempting. It's also insanely hard to snap out of the restrictive mentality when it creeps in and I let it take hold. I just don't know what to do.

>>133485
The heart issues and gastrointestinal disease, the worn down enamel, the shitting issues, the thinning hair, the lack of energy. There’s nothing about restricted eating that’s worth it. You either want to live or you don’t, choose to live while you’ve still got a chance. Good luck

>>133491
Bitter misogynist

>>133492
What was it

I'm too empathetic. I listened to a friend talk about her recent break up and it felt like I went through it too.

It's so stupid but I know I'll never be treated right. At least I want those around me to be treated better. But everything is so shit.

I’ve been feeling really hopeless but repressed so I asked to be taken off of my antidepressants, I tapered off of them by convincing my doctor I was fine. Now I am off of them, I feel so much more true to myself. Not in a good way. I’m so irritated by everything and I’ve always felt doomed, but I can really feel it crystal clear now. Yeah I know “Antidepressants stop that” but also no they don’t. They just block it out for me, but I can still feel the feeling. It just doesn’t feel fuzzy anymore. It feels clear. Now I’m off my medication I’m not sure what I’m going to do, to myself or just in general life. I’m tired. I think I’m just really tired. I don’t really know if I trust myself right now. And I want a friend but it isn’t possible. Just don’t understand why I’m wired like this

>>133499
Some Stacy acknowledging that all men are rapists so you shouldn't care if they die or kill themselves. Why would you cry about a man's death on a site where saying KAM is accepted lmao go back to Kiwifarms or 4troon

>>133508
A woman was in love with him. Mocking or implying that she's wrong for that is degrading her grief. Also, no, the one who replied was acting nasty about nigel-havers and anorexics/bulimics, belittling them
>"b-but we're supposed to be BASED STACIES on this site"
Pathetic. I'm not poking at another woman with a holier than thou tone about how she shouldn't really care during a horrible time in her life, all because she needs to drop her urges and, what, "fight-the-fight" against males(? She's straight and can't help who she loves. Acting ratty over a woman being hetero and indulging her sexuality instead of barring herself off from everything she desires in life (for who exactly) is bitterly misogynistic. Mean spirited shit

Like seriously, most people want love, it really is not so shocking that regardless of the situation we're in, women will pursue it. What are you expecting from a female userbase, genuinely.

>>133509
You’re right but I would’ve just replied telling her she’s not a Stacy but a middle aged schizophrenic on a forum for social rejects

>>133509
Real women don't need love. We're too busy crushing it.

>>133509
>acting nasty about nigel-havers and anorexics/bulimics, belittling them
Deserved, nigelfag handmaidens are cringe and bone rattlers can go eat a burger

>>133523
You know what, sure, if that's your thing. Be a snide cow to your heart's content
>>133524
Rest in peace Aria, I hope there's an afterlife for her. It'd be great if this scrotling was killed or sent down the path of future suicide, but that's too optimistic. They'll probably let him off considering he's young and "has his whole life ahead of him."

I've been lying to everyone for the past 3 years. I won't be graduating from university next year, so maybe it's finally time to give up?

People only like me superficially anyway, even my family. As long as I'm not a nuisance, everyone is happy.

I'm not attractive, my intelligence is average, and I lack motivation. Systems of reward and punishment stopped working on me as early as childhood. Both feel the same to me.

I never dream about the future; existence is tiresome and death feels like a relief. It's always been like this. Life is a series of tasks people want me to do.

You'll go to a psychologist, tell them all of that, and they'll say: "Then just don't do it." Are they out of their minds? They talk like consequences weren't a thing.

If it wasn't for the medication, I'd probably be gone already, but what's the point of that? Keep on living so that my performance makes others happy while I hate existing?

None of it makes any sense, and still, everyone seems to pretend it does.

Now there's only a year until my 29th birthday.

I got into a LDR with 2 moids both of which love me very much and have for years.I know I'll have to eventually cut one off but just thinking about it feels like ripping my heart apart

>>133535
Male children shouldn't be thoroughly killed, tortured or have their graves pissed on unless they've done any of that themselves to another person.
>all likely rapists
Not likely
>would've supported their girlfriends being brutally killed
When they support it they organise and do it. Are you talking about the average, and you're assuming only, male who dates here? Why would we believe this when the easier conclusion is that some males feel this way, and others sincerely do not, and that it is possible for women to partner with the second type.
>should be brutally beaten and have their skulls caved in and carved like pumpkins
I don't have the heart nor the lifestyle for this kind of vitriol
>retard handmaidens
For what?

>>133537
Predictably your only response is not all men KEK. If someone killed baby Brock Turner he wouldn't have grown up to be a rapist. If you don't support KAM you're probably a political lesbian who can't let dick go or a handmaiden but really what's the difference. Dumbass boymom moment

>>133533
Just pick the one that offers you the most in life? It's not exactly hard.

>>133533
I think you should tell them both about each other and then you all should become a throuple. Wishing this so bad for you nona <3

>>133538
>Predictably your only response
Predictable because it's the only sane one
>If someone killed baby Brock Turner he wouldn't have grown up to be a rapist
Can be applied to everyone and everything, the "killing before someone becomes a problem" method is unreliable and unjustified considering that regardless of what delusions you have about the world, not all men are rapists and not all men are murderers. Nobody normal could get behind this thinking. Give a good reason why a rational species should kill its entire male population, anyway, instead of reducing it, opting for breeding farms or slave raising? You're jumping straight to death because this a larp or a passtime on the internet at best. I highly doubt you do anything in real life to get towards KAM other than post an unconvincing "abort baby boys" here and there, ignoring that asking real women to not keep/raise a life she made and wants is an act of misogyny itself (tacking on the obligatory I am pro abortion clarification.) What are you, exactly? A radical advocate for women? Doesn't look like it, considering you're expecting women to just "unlearn" wanting children or male partners.
>If you don't support KAM you're probably a political lesbian who can't let dick go or a handmaiden but really what's the difference
And you're claiming to be which? A lesbian? Gold star? You sure are a bitter one, spitting fire at women with lucid and reasonable views about the world. I cannot follow through on these "KAM" sentiments since it's not foreseeable, so I focus my energy elsewhere. It's really that simple
>lesbian who can't let dick go
Say lying bisexuals. Why word it like this. Smells.
>handmaiden
If that's the only way you can cope with my position, fine

Why are you unironically responding to a ragebaiting attentionwhore. Nobody else takes him seriously

>>133539
They both do and I love them equally as hard

>>133542
It's probably not even a man just the average Lolcow user who needs to declare how much she hates men and wants to KAM before she goes and vents about how she loves her nigel on /g/ and wishes he would let her watch gay porn or whatever the fuck. Lolcow has a lot of kill kids spergs lately you can find them in the hate thread on /b/ if you're so curious

I have to keep my phone on dnd when I sleep because I get so many spam calls. Today I had plans but accidentally fell asleep after my alarm. When I told my bf this he goes “oh I wish I would have known I would have called you” to which I respond I have my phone on dnd. “Oh I thought I was the exception” I don’t know why that made me so mad, but it absolutely fucking infuriated me. No you’re not the exception. I’m trying to sleep I don’t wanna be bothered.

anon who's dad maxed out her credit card here. earlier my dad asked me about some money he apparently gave me earlier this year to hold onto so he wouldn't lose it and I obviously don't have it so I was like ????? I probably gave it to you????

>when you get gifted a scale
ouch

So I just found out that my closest friend and roommate has a boyfriend that she's had for over a year, which she's been keeping secret from me.

She has lied about so much in order to keep me from knowing. I don't think he's ever been in our apartment but this feels like something I should have known about.

I am suffering from paranoid thoughts pertaining to people knowing "stuff" about me. Nothing too specific but it feels like they're constantly aware of something embarrassing about me and that somehow makes me powerless against them.

It's nonsensical I know. I don't understand why this is happening.