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confessions thread 2 Anonymous 63992

>>51270 previous bread

I never brush my teeth for the full 2 minutes

Anonymous 64000

>>63992
You're supposed to brush for two minutes?

Anonymous 64001

>>64000
Wait is this not the rule? You brush your teeth for 2 minutes?

Anonymous 64186

I long for the day I don't have to see my brother again

Anonymous 64191

I had a dream about my imaginary husband and when I woke up, I cried because he will never be real.

2D/3D scrotes will never live up to him.

Anonymous 64195

Years of headphone use has damaged my hearing, I'm struggling to sleep now because of Tinnitus.

Should post this in the vent thread, but because this is a young a new thread I am posting this as a warning that anyone reads this should be very careful. Reduce the volume on your headphones if possible and wear earplugs at loud events. Don't sabotage yourself like I did ;___;

Anonymous 64204

I so badly wanna post myself on /soc/ and fish for compliments

Anonymous 64225

>>64195
Sorry about your tinnitus anon, I have it in one ear and it sucks. I sleep with a white noise machine in my room now and it helps a ton.

Adding to this, overear headphones are much better for ear health than earbuds!

Anonymous 64248

I've had the same husbando for a while now, but there's this other 2D guy who I have become somewhat attracted to. I feel like garbage. Aren't I supposed to love my husband unconditionally?

Anonymous 64257

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I have bad grooming practices because i've been neglected as a child and i'm trying to properly learn how to take care of myself now that i'm an adult. I've also just now started to shave regularly but I still struggle with the "down there" part but i'll always be too ashamed to ask for advice because i'm way too old to not know this kind of stuff. I also have lots of hairs coming out from around my nipples and i wonder if i might have hormonal problems too. God i hate my life

Anonymous 64258

>>64257
When I had depression back in highschool, I had trouble grooming myself as well. Don't be ashamed anon, there's nothing to worry about.

You don't have to necessarily shave down there unless you want to of course. What I do is just trim it with scissors, and if I ever go swimming, I'll use a bikini razor for the edges. Be careful down there too since razor bumps in that area are killer. If you want it completely off, (Or most of it), you're gonna have to get a waxing by professionals.

Can't exactly help you with the nipple part but /hb/ is there for a reason.

Anonymous 64297

>>64248
It's totally ok if they exist in separate universes.

Anonymous 64407

Every time I hang out with my dad, I feel guilty and every time I hang out with my mom, it makes me want to smoke

Anonymous 64421

>>64257
It's completely normal to have thicker hair around your nipples. You can pluck them into want, but it doesn't make a difference cleanliness-wise.

Anonymous 64423

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>Be 20 years old
>Been talking to a guy online
>Start crushing on him a bit
>Find out he is over 30 years old
>Crush on him even harder

Fuck… I didn't know I had this fetish. I want this boomer to clap my zoomer ass. Why is agegap so hot anons?

Anonymous 64440

>>64423
It’s hot because you’re a dumbass. He can’t talk to women his own age because they all know he’s a worthless creep and you think that’s cool.

Anyway good luck with the inevitable abuse.

Anonymous 64442

>>64440
Who hurt you

Anonymous 64446

>>64423
>boomer
>30
anon, that's a millennial

Anonymous 64447

>>64446
Can't tell if autistically pendantic or head-in-ground ignorant.

Anonymous 64451

>>64447
nta but 30 y/os are millennials fam, it's not pedantic to point this out. educate yourself

Anonymous 64452

>>64451
"30 year old boomer" is a meme from a couple of years back.

Anonymous 64453

>>64195
same… but I just want to tell you it kinda gets better. I have my tinnitus for 12 years now after I was at a concert at 15 and I got used to the noise. It's just weird that it'll never again be silent.

Anonymous 64463

i used to use a fake lilypichu voice

Anonymous 64467

>>63992
i pretended to be trans on tumblr when i was a teenager. like i legit pretended i had a dick.

i dont know why i did it…

Anonymous 64482

I like sending compliments or nice questions anonymously to random girls I don't know. I just like making women happy! sometimes I do it to girlcows from lolcow.

Anonymous 64545

My newest hobby whenever I'm bored is looking at world maps and finding the most isolated and quiet city/town I can find and then reading up on them. I then fantasise about living there. Currently I am in love with Utqiagvik, Alaska.

Anonymous 64546

>>64545
Man you should find another place because Alaska sucks. Can you imagine 6 months of night?

Anonymous 64547

>>64546
I heard the stories about how bad it is in Greenland. Apparently Greenland has the highest suicide rates in the world, by a long shot. I would miss the sun, but the lil communities are cosy. It's just interesting what it would be like to live on the very very edge of the entire United States of America.

Anonymous 64548

>>64546
You're thinking of Antarctica anon. The most northern cities in Alaska have 2 months' darkness at most

Anonymous 64551

>>64545
My husband went there two years ago, he got stuck there for an extra day and said it was really interesting but also sucked ass to actually be there. There's a Subway there for some reason and he brought me back a t-shirt from there as a souvenir (among other things ofc)

Anonymous 64561

a 12 year old boy got close to me and picked me up and i kinda liked it god im so touchstarved

Anonymous 64811

I am 22 and I still sleep with my parents.

>>63992
I haven't washed my mouth in months.

Anonymous 64818

>>64811
When you say “sleep with my parents…”?

Anonymous 64820

>>64818
Sleep in bed. I do not like sleeping alone, I like resting while touching or holding someone else.

Anonymous 64942

i find ted kaczynski attractive

Anonymous 64958

I don't shower every day.

>>63992
Same I don't brush for the full two minutes.

>>64195
Same thing happened to me.

Anonymous 64959

>>64811
Is sleeping with your parents acceptable in your country? When did you first realize that it weird to do?

Anonymous 64964

>>64561
Why did he pick you up?

>>64811
Do your parents just not have sex anymore? What do you do when they ask you to leave them alone for night? Sleep in the bathroom?

Anonymous 64975

>>64959
>Is sleeping with your parents acceptable in your country?
No.
>When did you first realize that it weird to do?
I knew it since I was a kid, but strangers do not watch us sleep, so I do not care.

>>64964
I am sure they still have sex, just not while I am home or in the bedroom, I have my own room, and I sleep there too sometimes, specially when I am feeling sick, or when I'm having period pain.

Anonymous 64983

>>64942
Understandable
>>64958
>I don't shower every day.
That’s not weird/shameful at all. I only bathe every other day usually.

Anonymous 65028

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>>63992
I never brush my teeth

Anonymous 65882

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Anonymous 65884

EoE_-_Asuka_pissed…

My dad is a pretty cool guy. He won the custody battle for me which is an amazing feat in this country. But I overheard him say one tiny thing that ruined my perception of him forever.

I was about 13 or 14. My dad was bathing my little brother (a toddler at the time) in the tub. At this time I was a nerdy, unpopular KHV that was horrified of human touch considering my mom beat me. And I hear this fucking worthless scrote explain to my toddler brother that I'm a whore. Where did that come from?

I knew I wasn't hearing things, because as kids do, my brother yells "ANONETTE ISN'T A WHORE!" clear as day, and starts giggling.

Am I overreacting? Is this a good enough reason to hate your dad forever? It hurts more down the line knowing my parents couldn't protect me from the later sexual abuse I encountered.

Anonymous 65885

>>65884
Pt. 2 to this confession? Or a different confession altogether.

I look for fathers in other older men, and sometimes I fuck up and start developing crushes on those men. The particular teacher crush I have right now is the worst (best?) I've had. I love this guy, and part of me wishes I could open up to him and tell him everything. Hell, I wish I was married to him. But I wonder, if I were to tell all this to an older man with daughters, what he would think of my dad? Would he laugh and say "fathers are just like that"? Would he be disgusted on my behalf? Would he comfort me? I'm so pathetic.

Anonymous 65888

>>65885
Not saying anything won't resolve anything in any case, maybe try revealing some part of it and see how it goes?

Anonymous 65892

>>65884
Sounds like a giant misunderstanding that you let fester. I'm willing to bet every dollar I ever make that there's a reasonable explanation to this. You won't get that because if you bring it up with your dad he'll say "wtf are you talking about" because he legitimately has no idea what you're talking about because the context and what was actually said was forgotten. Raising kids is hard, he clearly loves you if he was willing to raise you by himself.

Anonymous 65893

>>65884
Have you ever talked to your Dad about it?

Anonymous 65895

>>65893
No. Both my parents would call me a whore. Mostly my mom. I don't wanna fucking know what they think anymore.

Anonymous 65896

>>65895
Would call you? Why?

Anonymous 65897

>>65896
fuck if I know. The thing with my dad was the first instance but it seems like both my parents were talking about me being a whore behind my back. which isn't fucking true because I'm a virgin. It pisses me off more than anything else.

Anonymous 65900

i can't name a single U2 song. i've never knowingly listened to one.

Anonymous 65904

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>>63992
I am not good at art, I am not good as I should be at my age and I hate it so much. I feel frusterated, that i feel stuck compared to everyone else, and that I am struggling to push myself to new heights. And I hate it even more because I love it too much to give it up. I hate having this need to draw everyday, I hate how I have to neglect my drawings in order to pass a class, I hate how I cant stop thinking about it 24/7 because I just love it so much. It is my driving force in life, and right now it is giving me pain, but I will never give up on it. I know I am bad but I wont use that as an excuse to never get better. You will see.

Anonymous 65905

>>65904
>I am not good as I should be at my age
Have you actually specified what it is you should be capable of, or are you just looking at other artists polished works and beating yourself over the head for not being able to do so? The first is useful, the second is retarded.

Anonymous 65906

>>65897
Annoying asshole parents are annoying asshole parents, but even the most deranged lunatic abusive ones have internal logic. If you're literally a virgin (and posting here I am going to assume you didn't date either), then I really doubt even the most horrid of parents would call you a whore out of nowhere. Not saying it's justified, not saying it would be okay if it was justified, I am simply perplexed as to why your Father who fought so hard to take care of you would say such a thing.

Anonymous 65910

>>65905
what I should be more capable of. Especially when it comes to anatomy, its harder for me to manipulate the form. I have been getting better, but still nowhere near as skilled as my peers.

Anonymous 65913

>>65910
And you actually specified what it was and what to do about it?

Anonymous 65915

>>65913
yes, i have been studying and doing practices with and without references, and making fun projects that consists of what I am learning. I have noticed a small boost in my skill, but I still have a way to go.

Anonymous 65916

>>65915
Then why worry? No one else is you, no one else has had the exact same circumstances as you. If you ever feel like a huge pile of shit remember Van Gogh didn't start training until 27 and nobody can shut the fuck up about him. What matters is if your product is good eventually, any timeline analysis is just wankers trying to justify why things happened the way they did.

Anonymous 65922

>>65906
me too. that's why it bothers me so damn much. it disgusts me so much I don't like looking at them when I remember how many times they've called me a whore.

Anonymous 65923

>>65922
Man that sounds awful, he's done this multiple times or just once?

Anonymous 65924

>>65884
>>65885
>>65895
>>65897
>>65922
Wait, so your father called you a whore multiple times? Or are you assuming he does because of what you heard when you were 13-14? Because honestly I'm on the same boat as >>65892 and think it's a big misunderstanding, and through the years you've thought too much about it. Like what's the logic behind him calling you a whore to your toddler sibling? My headcanon is your toddler brother heard the word and asked your dad what it was and he joked that you were one? Idk, sounds wacky that your father both loves you and fought to raise you despite your abusive mother and would do something like this, unless it was a dumb joke on his part.

Anonymous 65925

>>65923
>>65924
Dad called me a whore once, mom has called me a whore repeatedly since then, and it really seems like they sometimes get together and gossip about my supposed whore-dom and it just pisses me off.
Sorry for the vagueness. It most certainly wasn't my little brother asking what a whore was because I KNOW I heard my dad pathetically venting to my brother all those years ago.

Anonymous 65927

>>65916
Thank you… I really needed to hear this

Anonymous 65941

>>65925
Maybe they think that you are fucking guys on the side because you have not proposed a single potential boyfriend to them, and they maybe think you are too pretty to be still single virgin. Or maybe they just don’t like the stuff you are wearing? Plenty of moids call girls with revealing clothes that they do not find fashionable whores

Anonymous 65949

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>>64942
>i find ted kaczynski attractive
well, yeah

Anonymous 65968

>>63992
I munch on sheets of konbu.

Anonymous 65969

>>65968
Seaweed snacks fuel me, this isn't a confession, you're just demonstrating great taste

Anonymous 65970

>>65969
Is it a snack if it's just a plain sheet of konbu?

Anonymous 65990

I think retards/ downs syndrome people are funny, and not because they're ""cute"" but because they're retarded.

Anonymous 65993

There's this girl in one of my Zoom classes who always gets on cam. She tries so hard to look like a boy, but she's just some chubby, average girl with "they/them" pronouns by her name.
I know it's not a big deal, but I feel like I need to vent about it. It's cringe. What anime and self-loathing does to a mf. It's kind of entertaining to see her every class, though. Like a sideshow distraction. Her face makes things a little less boring, I'll miss it when this class is over. I guess she's cute or whatever, I don't know.

Anonymous 65996

>>65993
>I guess she's cute or whatever
Tsundere moment. Perhaps you, too, were affected by anime.

Anonymous 66046

Is it weird that I really despise yuri, as a lesbian?
Because when I look at the yuri character who has balloon tits/butt, or is underage, or jokingly gropes the other woman, or does the cunnilingus the wrong way, or looks at the viewer, and plenty of other small stuff…
it gives me a feeling that the drawer doesn’t see the yuri characters as human. Doesn’t see lesbians as human. Idk, a chilling ”awakening” that I cannot un-realize once I notice it.
Can’t shake the feeling that I’m looking at the same stuff all the deranged misogynists and delusional troons are feeding themselves from.
That all the evil that seeks to harm people like me is sourced from this stuff, and that I should feel bad for enjoying it. Even the cutesy innocent stuff gives me the feeling that it’s only drawn so that the innocence could be tarnished or idealized.
>inbf they’re just pics
I know I’m overthinking it, and I wish to know how to stop.

Anonymous 66059

>>66046
The vast majority of yuri/GL really is like that becuase it is indeed made by moids. I liked the little GL I managed to find that was actually made by women. It's yaoi/BL that I personally don't get the appeal of at all. I get that it makes moids seethe, but I'm still not interested in watching men fucking each other. I know that many interpret yaoi boys as butch women but I'm neither butch nor really into butches myself so it still doesn't attract me. I wish more women made more quality GL.

Anonymous 66070

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Vent thread is full so I'm posting it here.
>Me and my only and I guess best friend are looking for a job, we are neeting for almost 3 years now and are tired of it
>Decide it's best for us to apply for the same job so we can work together, assuming we'll be able to find a job with two applications available
>Fast forward to september, I notice she barely messaged me >Message her asking if she can go with me to the vet because I need certain assistance
>She says she's busy and sick
>Message her few days later telling I found a suitable job for us >She says why did I send her this, I should be the one calling
>I ask her why This is where I get a feeling she's frustrated for some reason
>She says she has been working for almost a month now
>I ask her why didn't she tell me earlier
>She says I didn't agree working on other jobs she offered
I fail to see that as a valid reason to not notify me when she started working, besides the fact that she might be just annoyed with me. And it kind of annoys me too because I also offered plenty of jobs and she never agreed to any of them.
I just feel… alienated? I mean, she's too busy working right now so we can't even go on a walk together or anything. I don't have anyone else to message either. And the primary thing that upsets me still I that she didn't notify me. I feel like a burden now that doesn't do shit. I'm still going to get a job by the end of this year I'm pretty sure, but I feel like we'll just grow apart because she I think never bothered to message me about anything for almost the entirety of september.
I don't want this to happen, since we've been friends for almost 8 years now and I have no one else to share my life with and vent to and neither does she. I'm still worried about getting a job because I have to care for my cat, but I'll hope I'll be able to find one that has a decent schedule. Though most jobs that have my desired requirements (which are: i don't have to interact with customers and it's not 1 hour+ away from my home) are 10+ hours.

Anonymous 66084

I was in a discord LDR and I "fatfished" the person. I still cringe so much thinking about it years later, I hope they forgot about me and never found out my real weight back then.

Anonymous 66087

>>66046
Yuri is not supposed to be a representation of real lesbians, but rather the opposite. Just like anime in general is not supposed to be a representation of real life or real human interactions. You're just expecting it to be something it's not.

Anonymous 66125

>>66046
Huge yurifag dyke here. Sounds like you just don't like animu or Jap writting style in general, maybe try Korean shit? Anyway, contrary to popular belief, most yuri is actually made by women, including the lots of the moe subtext ones you find in the Kirara/Cune magazines. Porn yuri is the one mostly done by males but you can clock them because of their artstyle, like you said balloon tits and some other gross shit. But once you know which artists are female and dedicated creators you won't have to touch moid yuri ever again. That said I do like Kurogane Ken/Kishi/Takashi Ikeda because they are not incels and it shows, even if they are moids they can pull off very good yuri romance and eroticism, but only those 3. All other moid artists suck.

>>66059
I also advice you to try the Korean shit instead. All the lesbians I see complaining about Jap yuri end up loving the Korean/Chinese manwha. If you need recs for female-made Jap yuri I can help though.

>>66087
Also this. Yuri ruined me because I got heavy into it before real relationships and now real shit is not appealing to me anymore. Reality and yuri are not compatible.

Anonymous 66127

>>66125
What are your recommendations? Japanese, Korean or Chinese

Anonymous 66128

Most school shootings are self defense. People who demonize these kids have no idea what it is like to be backed into a corner and feel a sense of desperation going to school every day knowing they will be subjected to torture, either physical or mental.

Anonymous 66131

>>66128
Which ones you consider to be self defense?

Anonymous 66136

>>66131
I will give some links that come immediately to mind, they summarize it better than I could
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Santa_Fe_High_School_shooting#Suspect
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Santana_High_School_shooting#Perpetrator
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eric_Harris_and_Dylan_Klebold#Bullying
And others I can't think of. Academic studies usually list bullying as a motivator in 75-80+% of cases

Anonymous 66142

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>>66127
Alright. Assume all artists are female unless stated otherwise btw.

>chinese

In my opinion these are the worst, but some people really like them. They mostly do schoolgirl shit that barely goes beyond subtext, maybe because of harsh anti-homo laws.
>Their Story
Really slow updates, I think author is already in a gov watchlist because she also does yaoi and got told to stop once.
>Green tea bitch
Haven't read it but a lot of people are loving it. Artist sex unknown to me.

>korean

Like 90% of these are erotic telenovelas done by female artists. Almost no schoolgirl shit. In my opinion they are either so bad it's good or actually decent stuff.
>Her Shim Cheong
Historical, not erotic, probably my favorite manwha. Explicitly discusses misogyny in the era its set in. Not sure about the sex of the authors (they are a pair), I think they also do yaoi so probably female but have male avatars thus the confusion.
>Moonlight Garden
Historical, erotic, weird female for female prostitution setting but it's cute. Good read if you're horny I guess.
>White Angels Have No Wings
Modern era, schoolgirl shit, slightly erotic. People into BDSM and bullies love this shit because it touches those themes. Personally I didn't like it very much.
>White Angels Have No Rest
Continuation of above but they are no longer schoolgirls, it became almost 100% porn. Didn't read past the first chapters because I hate the MCs.
>WDTFS
I think this one was the very first one that started it all. It's a fucking telenovela through and through. Very erotic. I think it's ok but it still got a gorillion fans who absolutely love this series. Recently it got a drama CD.
>Relationship Guidelines
Slow schoolgirl shit but I like it, characters don't look like kids. Not lewd. Just check it out.
>Lilith
BDSM heavy shit, I don't like it but a lot of people do.
>Pulse
Actually not Korean, artist is thai or some shit. Anyway, it's a good porny series.

>Japanese

I'm probably biased towards JP shit because I'm a weeb so this will be a long list. JP stuff is usually schoolgirl shit but as of recently more and more series about adults are coming out.
>Girl Friends
The yuri classic by Morinaga Milk (do check out her other stuff). It's sweet schoolgirl shit, very slow to develop at the beginning but it gets better. Lots of stupid drama as well.
>Octave
You either love it or hate it. Adult setting, slightly erotic. Setsuko is a saint.
>Citrus
You've probably heard of this. It sucks. It's a telenovela but with retarded schoolgirls. I hate it. If you like Citrus consider suicide. Still putting it here because millions of people worldwide love the shit out of it so maybe it could also be your thing.
>Yagate Kimi ni Naru
Also probably have heard of it, insanely popular in the past few years. It was ok, definitely felt different from other schoolgirl shit but I don't think it's too special. Sayaka is best girl and if you like her please do read her novels after completing the manga. Actually her novels are what I would recommend the shit out of this series.
>Kase-san
Tomboy yuri great. Fluffy and cute.
>Handsome Girl and Sheltered Girl
5/5 bretty gud I even bought it in Japanese. College setting. It's silly but also has good romance. Short 2 volume manga definitely a recommended read. Artist is most likely female, authors (Mochi) are a het pair I think.
>Koushin Koinu Ni Koibumi Wo
One of my personal favorites because I'm a militaryfag. Historical, probably set in the Meiji era since there are references to the Russo-Japanese war. It's actually schoolgirl shit but set in a military academy for girls. It's just a cute love story, nothing more to it but art is very good and Tamasaki Tama definitely knows her military shit of the time, so the setting feels very authentic.
>Asumi-chan Is Interested in Lesbian Brothels!
One of my favorite ongoing manga. It's lewd as the title suggests but bretty gud. It actually sparked a current trend of lesbian prostitution series for some reason. Author is female, if you have doubts about it.
>The two of them are pretty much like this
Adult setting. Short chapters. Cute series with an already established couple. Author is Ikeda Takashi, also did Sasameki Koto which in my opinion is not that good but this is. Moid btw.
>The Ends of a Dream
Almost completely translated, 2 volumes. Incredibly depressing story of two women who lived through WWII and the eras after it. It's recounted in reverse chronological order from when they are old ladies to when they are girls. Cannot recommend it enough.
>Aoi Hana
Another yuri classic, author does all sort of LGBT stories. For most of the story it's schoolgirl shit but still good, introspective kinda stuff. It also got a very nice looking anime by JC Staff back then in 2009.
>Still Sick
About a yurifag who doesn't let herself love real women. Adult setting. I think it's cute, funny and good. Some drama here and there too.
>Tsurezure Biyori
Diabeetus-inducing schoolgirl shit. It's short, like 2 or 3 volumes total. Nothing special but again, very sweet and innocent. Author might be a moid but who knows.
>Hana ni Arashi
It's like a contemporary Girl Friends but done right. Also sweet, cute and fluffy.
>Hello, Melancholic!
MC is like a non-furry female Legoshi. I like the side couple way more but overall still enjoyable.
>So, Do You Want To Go Out, Or?
Long running series getting officially translated I think. College setting but non-conventional love story, if you can even call it that. Basically the plot is that the two MCs only go out with each other because they are the only lesbians they know, not because they actually love each other, thus shit eventually goes down.
>Hayate X Blade
So this one is actually a battle shounen but gay as fuck. It's very old now and finished so no one really talks about it anymore but when I was a baby weeb there were threads about it in /u/. The first series had like 18 volumes and the second one another bunch. Still getting translated but I'm sure YP will be done within 10 years, hopefully. Very funny btw.

And finally I recommend the following authors in general, who have done several good series/doujins so you might as well check out all their stuff.
>Morishima Akiko
>Amano Shuninta
>Takemija Jin
>Morinaga Milk
>Yuni
>Ooshima Tomo/Ooshima Towa
>Negom
>Nekomura
>Hiiragi Yutaka
>Kuwabara
>Itou Hachi (oneloli warning)
>Momono Moto
>Neji
>Yukiko
>Sato
>Oosawa Yayoi
>Mikanuji
>Tamamusi
>Kishi Torajirou (moid)
>Kurogane Ken (moid)
>Nagori Yu
>Codeyamada
>Iruma Hitoma (moid)
>Nishi Uko
>Hayashiya Shizuru
And I cannot think of more at the moment. If you're also willing to play VNs I really recommend the FLOWERS series, they are kinda like Marimite but gayer and the subject of homosexuality is actually touched. Writer is female. Great OST. They are for sale on Steam and the translation for the last game of the series will probably be finished by next year. Also recommend A Summer's End, it's set in the 80's in Hong Kong, devs are Asian-Americans or some shit, artist is Lilaccu who is a JP les living in Canada I think. Anyway, this is actually a lesbian VN.

Anonymous 66161

>>66128
lots of people get bullied without resorting to shooting innocent people that happened to go to school with them. school shooters are common now because already violent people men know they can garner at least a bit of sympathy if they bring up muh bullying as an excuse to murder people, and you fell for it

Anonymous 66162

>>66161
Those people aren't innocent, they are accomplices. They witness abuse and do nothing to stop it/get entertainment from it.

Anonymous 66163

>>66136
how much were you paid to post this shit?
seems like even there isn't free of you bitches. you know what i'm talking about. enjoy selling yourself to the government then

Anonymous 66164

>>66162
And I'm sure you were the perfect white knight who stood up to all the bullys to protect those kinds of kids when you were in school huh?

Anonymous 66167

i might be ready to be put down.

Anonymous 66172

I am about to purchase a PO box and a gun, when I'm ready to end my life I'll have the option easily in reach. I already wrote my suicide note

Anonymous 66173

>>66164
No, I was one of those kids. I hated all those people. They were all equally guilty. It would have been so easy for one person to act and help me, a student, a teacher, anyone could have stopped it, but they were all part of it. If they put a person in a situation where it is 1 against 100 I completely understand looking for a gun as an equalizer.

Anonymous 66180


Anonymous 66183

>>66172
Don’t do this. Don’t be a slave to head chemicals and passing depression.
Now answer the first question, why?

Anonymous 66184

>>66142
Not that anon, but as a fellow yuri enjoyer I thank you for this goldmine.

Anonymous 66188

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>>66184
No problem. Hope you find something you like.

Anonymous 66199

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Been chatting with this guy from reddit. He's hot and charming and a good bit older than me which has always been a kink I was too worried to try out irl. He's also married.

Now I knew that going in and asked him as soon as things got sexual if his wife knows about his reddit and that he flirts with girls. He said yes but she doesn't want to know specifics. Alright cool, I like to take people by their word until proven otherwise. But then I recently went through his reddit comment history and he said, months and months back, that online stuff doesn't "feel like cheating". So I am worried he is doing this behind his wives back.

Idk how to confront him about that. A selfish part of me doesn't want to at all since I am riding the high of the early relationship hard and I don't wanna lose that. I really really like him. But the thought of being the other woman and helping a guy cheat on his wife grosses me out, even if it's just sexting.

>>64001
Pretty sure the rule is 3 minutes.

Anonymous 66228

>>66142
>>Iruma Hitoma (moid)
my confession may as well be that adashima is my favorite yuri story despite being written by a moid. i crave the slow-burning melancholic introspection that the novels have. great recommendations though, some stuff in here i haven't read. thank you.

Anonymous 66230

>>65900
This isn't a bragging thread

Anonymous 66271

>>66180
>>66183
I believe it is the ultimate act of self empowerment and a final rebuke of materialism. I feel cursed with too much knowledge and through my rational being concluded that humanities fate is hopeless and I can't do anything to change it. Im better now though, I'll just settle for lucid dreaming as a healthier form of escapism/self control.

Anonymous 66279

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>>66228
I think Iruma is alright, not bad but not amazing either. I don't like Adashima that much because it's slow as shit, but I liked what he did with the Sayacuck novels. It's not that I hate moid authors or have something against them, it's just that most of them don't fit my taste.

And speaking of LNs I started reading both the "Completely Falling Within 100 Days" one and also "There's No Way I Can Have A Lover" by the same author, which are also nice and can check them out if you're bored. Both also have ongoing manga adaptations but I think the scanlation groups stopped them, one because it's hard for them and the other because of NTR autism. Anyway, the novels are still being translated as far as I know.

Also not exactly weeb but the Kiyoshi novels from Avatar have yuri and they are nice overall if you like that series.

Anonymous 66280

>>66271
Think about it this way bro, no matter what you do or everyone does, humanity will die out eventually. The universe is not forever either. Simply live doing what you think is right for yourself and others, after all you only got once chance of being alive. I do understand however wanting to drop out from life if you live in a state of perpetual suffering and/or anguish. That's also alright.

Anonymous 66284

>>66230
okay, that did make make snort

Anonymous 66291

I wish I was kidding but my mom buys me all of my clothes.

Anonymous 66405

I am very attracted to petite women but also so, so envious.
It isn't even that I actually want to be short. By my own standards I'd like to be a bit taller. But short women are so cute, proportional, and attractive no matter what and it makes me wish I could embody that.

I feel masculine for various reasons (voice, mannerisms, inability to show affection) and this is just one flavour, but it's been more prominent in my life recently for some reason. Makes me feel guilty and sad.

Anonymous 66415

>>66405
I like to be cute but I also want to be taken seriously. And that is nearly impossible for someone who is petite and young. Unless I point a gun to someones head

Anonymous 66426

>>66415
>tfw no gf to point a gun to my head
But seriously, I understand that's an issue (especially when it comes to men) and grass is always greener.

Anonymous 66470

>>66426
True, but it's not like I want a different body, I'm just sad that the more small you are the less people take you seriously/respect you. Especially if you're female.

Anonymous 66474

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i'd go hebe for y0 ryuji. i need help.

Anonymous 66492

>>66199
You can simultaneously believe that internet shit isn't cheating while also having a spouse okay with cheating. I don't know if that is the case for him in particular, but it looks like you're just trying to not be a shitty person while engaging in shitty person pursuits.

Anonymous 66494

>>66199
>the thought of being the other woman and helping a guy cheat on his wife grosses me out
If it really grossed you out, you would've stopped sexting this guy by now.

Anonymous 66539

>>66474
if you know what that is by name it sounds like you've figured this out prior to now

Anonymous 66543

>>66405
>>66415
>>66426
>>66470
I fantasize constantly about having the ability to change sizes.

Imagine becoming tall at work so everyone respects you.
Imagine becoming short at home so your bed becomes bigger than king-size.
Imagine becoming tall at social gatherings so you intimidate and scare off shitty guys.
Imagine becoming short in the bath tub so it becomes more like a hot tub.
Imagine becoming tall at the supermarket so you can reach everything and be strong enough to carry it all.
Imagine becoming short at mealtime so a small portion can fill you up.
Imagine becoming tall with long legs so you can run faster than everyone.
Imagine becoming short with small legs so airplane seats are spacious and luxurious.
Imagine becoming tall when you want to tease, bully and dominate your romantic partner.
Imagine becoming short when you want your romantic partner to tease, bully, and dominate you.

I want it all!

Anonymous 66551

>>66539
i literally found the word here on some other thread. god forgive me

Anonymous 66558

>>66492
I suppose the concept of cheating is pretty undefined in modern society. To me an open marriage isn't cheating because it's agreed upon by both partners. And he has said that his wife is bisexual and actually meets other women. My problem is just how would I find proof of them actually being open and it's not just him making shit up.

Then again I can't even know for sure if he is married.

Anonymous 66856

>>65925
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_memory_syndrome
how would a toddler even know what a whore is, why would he know to defend you, why would a father mention that to a toddler? the story makes little practical sense. it was probably a traumatic dream you had when you were a child that you remembered as real. everyone has experienced the feeling of realizing something happened in a dream hours after you wake up, even as adults. you probably had the dream because of how your mother treated you and you were afraid your dad felt the same way.

Anonymous 66898

>>66856
wh… anonette I… no anon it was real my dad is just an angry man and would tell anything to a toddler.

Anonymous 66926


Anonymous 66957

>>66926
this is weird and gaslighty

Anonymous 66958

>>66898
I believe you anon, what you said isn't outlandish at all?

Anonymous 66973

i wonder what my deviantart e-gf i had when i was 10-12 (don't worry she was the same age) is doing now. the last time i talked to her she was getting groomed by this teenage boy who got her to dump me. i hope she is well and away from degeneracy now.

Anonymous 66974

i think foreskins are very sexy

Anonymous 66990

>>66974
same fml

Anonymous 66997

>>66974
>>66990
why is this a confession? i'm confused

Anonymous 66998

>>66997
Because Americans are mentally ill.

Anonymous 67001

>>66974
Men don't have good enough hygiene to be trusted with them

Anonymous 67048

>>66974
uncut dick feels so much better too

Anonymous 67073

>>66974
I think they're absolutely disgusting, and I honestly think men promoted this meme to benefit themselves. What's attractive about a giant wrinkly mass with smelly cheese between the folds?

Anonymous 67075

>>67073
the american moid is mad lol

Anonymous 67076

>>67075
I actually live in a country where circumcision is really rare but my bf is jewish so I'm blessed

Anonymous 67158

>>66974
I had to help my nephew pull down his foreskin when he was a toddler, he had that condition in which the skin is stuck to the penis and he could not pee correctly. First and last penis I have touched.

Anonymous 67163

Cinderella-Birb.pn…

I have worked the same job for 13 years, and made a pact with someone else we leave at the same time. I can't leave just yet, sadly. Even though I don't have a full degree, I've applied to a couple teaching jobs in Japan just on a whim and prayer. I know I'm not fully qualified and it's shit work, but I always dreamt of being an English teacher there.

Anonymous 67187

>>67158
>he had that condition in which the skin is stuck to the penis
you what? no, it's called being a toddler
https://www.kidshealth.org.nz/how-care-your-childs-foreskin

Anonymous 67228

>>67073
Dick cheese is a meme surely..?

Anonymous 67257

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>>66271
>I feel cursed with too much knowledge
Here, you dropped your hat while studying the blade.

Anonymous 67258

>>67187
Babies and young children can have phimosis to. Sometimes it clears up on it's own, other times it doesn't.

Anonymous 67259

>>67228
You would have to date a mentally retarded NEET who never showers to get actually dickcheese. If showers once a day and cleans his penis it's nothing.

Anonymous 67271

What’s the female version of dick cheese?

Anonymous 67276

>>67271
the same thing basically
smegma

Anonymous 68072

Whenever I’m waking somewhere and I see pretty flowers in peoples front yards I pick them.

Anonymous 69496

I accidentally ghosted someone, because the app didn’t notify me of them responding. When I checked the app again after a few weeks and apologized to them, they just gave some snarky self-pitying answers and ghosted me. Yeah, another little bit of faith lost in humankind.

Anonymous 69497

I don't watch movies.
Like, at all. I don't care.

When I say this to people, they look at me like I'm some kind of freak. Why is it mandatory to consume a certain form of medium? Most people don't watch stage plays, or operas. Why is watching movies this one activity that qualifies you as a normal human being?

And I don't listen to music very much either. Most of it is bad, and the good stuff takes a lot of effort and research to get into. I used to read reviews, hunt down albums, explore genres as a teenager, but nowadays I don't care.

Anonymous 69502

>>67259
Most men don't clean themselves at all in the shower so much as they just stand there in the water

Anonymous 69510

I consider myself a very committed and loyal person, but knowing I will never get to experience the honeymoon phase of a relationship again depresses me sometimes.

Anonymous 69517

I move sidewalk snails out of the way when it's raining. I hate stepping on them it is depressing. Why must they be so dumb!! I 'll do this til I'm 89…

Anonymous 69519

>>69517
Hah, I hate snails, I am irrationally afraid of them. I'm so lucky to amost never see them where I live.
When I was little I saw a slug in the bathroom while I was on the toilet. My parents came rushing to take it out because I would keep crying and screaming "A SLUG!!".

Anonymous 69520

>>69502
Men only shower because they get to jack off there

Anonymous 69673

>>63992
I hate people that don't pay taxes as offshore accounts contribute to so much inequality but all my money is offshore in someone else's account. I'm not trying to doge taxes I just don't know how to pay them as I was working a sketchy job before and now I'm afraid what will happen if I do try to pay them.

Anonymous 69781

I know this person doesn't exist but I want a nerdy awkward boyfriend who thinks I'm too good for him but meets my standards anyway. I want someone to fight for me in a way that's not needy and pathetic. When I think about some average looking shy boy who is respectful and hardworking and not a fucking cunt I melt.

Anonymous 69786

>>69781
SAME
Fucking hell I swear anon.
Where's that "shy nerdy guys" pic when you need it

Anonymous 69790

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>>69781
this is basically what my bf is, it is achievable and he does exist

he's a music nerd and I wake up to songs he's made for me
he's 6'1 and has a handsome smile and beautiful blue eyes and looking at him makes me swoon
whenever I have an emotional melty he never gets annoyed with me, he's SUPER patient and reassures me he loves me and will be there for me and listens to me
I never see him as pathetic or needy. he's just a nice man who loves me
he stopped looking at porn for me because it made me really upset when I found out he looked at porn (he already thought the porn industry is evil but looked at amateur stuff once in a while)
I told him how it felt like emotional cheating and made me feel really bad, he cried and told me he never wants to make me feel that way
a nice thing too is whenever I say "ugh I hate men" (usually in reaction to some obnoxious man in something we're watching) he laughs and says "I don't blame you" but never complains about women
he never gets controlling/possessive over me and trusts me so much. like just recently I was thinking about going to a concert with a mutual male friend of ours, and he was supportive? I have a lot of exes who would have a melty over that

I don't think I ever would have thought I could find a man who is this loving a couple years ago
my advice is have high standards. cut men out if they treat you badly and don't tolerate anything lower than what you want
also, don't look too hard. it will come to you. you will meet your person

Anonymous 69819

>>69814
My boyfriend cries too. Yours doesn't? If my man doesn't cry I would assume he was hiding something or plays up his masculinity to make up for insecurity. I would watch out if I were you.

Anonymous 69820

>>69814
>>69815
Angry moid posts

Anonymous 69823

>>69790
Sounds like fanfiction. What exactly does he get out of this alleged relationship?

Anonymous 69824

>>69823
>envy leading to accusing an anon of being a shitty gf
Wild. A man gives basic respect to a woman and reciprocates the romantic overtures that the average woman makes and you say it's impossible.
Women in relationships make men food, do housework, and idk about you but I offer my creative services to those I love as well similar to anon's bf writing songs. Fuck, some women get plastic surgery and change themselves deeply for men.
Most women do romance naturally.

Anonymous 69825

>>69824
If her story is to be believed, a supermodel literally just fell out of the sky into her life and devotes every ounce of his time, energy and money to worshiping her like a princess while all she does in return is say she hates men and go out on dates with other guys while he just smiles and nods. Sounds like larping BS to me.

Anonymous 69826

>>69823
>>69825
My bf is similar. I agree with the anon that it's about having high standards. Before my "supermodel" bf, I dated a lot of losers as I was so desperate for attention (in a sad way). After a while I started being very strict and wouldn't even give guys a first date if I suspected red flags/clashing interests. Eventually I found my bf and things are great.

If it helps make sense on things, my bf and I have a very similar personality type, sense of humour, and like all the same interests.

Anonymous 69827

>>69826
Your stories are nonsense because they're only possible in the world where the perfect guys who meet all of your standards have absolutely no standards of their own.

Anonymous 69828

>>69827
I don't know about the other anon but I'm not ugly myself. I make him laugh, we like to do all the same things, and we're both pretty introverted. We both have some spectrum qualities too (though probably not enough for a diagnosis) so we understand each other well on a basic level that other people don't always get.

I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be perfect to everyone, he is just perfect to me.

Anonymous 69829

>>69827
Maybe their bfs have some sort of savior complex where they want to fix and take care of loser girls.

Anonymous 69830

>>69829
This post makes me want a cute shota bf to encourage and support me.

Anonymous 69831

>>69829
True, I have encountered a man like this. He's academically gifted, health conscious, cute, kind, etc. It made me uncomfortable because I like jerking off my ego by playing the "fix him/her" role myself.
At any rate, dudes with this fixation exist.

Anonymous 69833

A guy from our dorms, who always presented himself as this outgoing social butterfly, recently confessed to me that his weekly "nights out with the boys" were a lie. In reality, he drives to a mall parking lot to cry in his car.

I… had to hold back a chuckle. I don't know why it made me want to laugh, it was so sad, but so funny/ironic at the same time, in a Greek tragedy kind of way.

I think I'm fucked in the head.

Anonymous 69860

Over the last two years I think my complete social detachment from everyone I know has made me lose my mind. Sunday makes the two year anniversary of dropping out of my first semester of college due to worsening mental health. I lost most of my friends due to various circumstances. I can feel myself losing grip on reality more as time goes by. I have so much more trouble relating to people now. I tend to envision myself as an observer "behind the glass", watching the world from a safe distance, observing the patterns and habits and peculiarities of the people around me but never getting close. At times it's hard almost to even conceptualize myself as a human being. The other night I went for a walk and the wind began to pickup, and I just stood there like a retard with the wind blowing in my face because it felt like my molecules were being scattered and passed through the wind. I have been thinking about a brief relationship nonstop for longer than the relationship itself even lasted. I should be worried, but its hard to even care. I guess that I care to some degree, or else I wouldn't be posting.

Anonymous 69861

>>69833
Oh god. I also kinda laughed, dammit. It just sounds like something straight out of a sitcom, that's why.
So that is my confession for today

Anonymous 69865

>>69819
my father is the greatest man I know and the only time Ive seen him cry is when my grandfather died

Anonymous 69879


Anonymous 69881

>>69879
Pretty sure it’s a moid falseflagging, and then posting a screenshot somewhere, about muh ebil feeemales.

Anonymous 69886

>>69881
I don't think so. Men don't usually know how to have any subtlety when they try to pretend to be women.

Anonymous 69887

>>69881
>>69879
As if moids didn't laugh at other people's tragedies all the time (whether accidentally or intentionally). It's not that rare for people to involuntarily laugh at inappropriate moments, you know?

I can give you an example. I once told a male friend in high school about that time I saw a poor indigenous woman and her little daughter miss her bus after the bus made a stop at a diner. Her luggage, ID, money, everything were there. I've felt like shit about it ever since and hope she got her stuff back or the people in the bus noticed and helped her reach her destination somehow.
When I told my friend about this he laughed. I was like "what the fuck are you laughing about" (but obviously didn't use those words). So yeah, it was most likely not his intention.

If a moid sees these posts and shares them as "proof" that women are evil or do not have empathy, let them believe whatever they want. It's not like us not posting about these things would change their mind, they would find something else as "proof".

Anonymous 69980

love-is-in-the-air…

years as an infant of watching videos on my phone of people doing stupid things and getting recorded by passersby has given me this social anixety where if i see someone with their phone out i'll aggressively stare at their phone camera just incase they're recording so they'll be like "oh fuck she knows"

Anonymous 69981

>>69980
>if i see someone with their phone out i'll aggressively stare at their phone camera just incase they're recording so they'll be like "oh fuck she knows"
based

Anonymous 69982

>>69860
Yeah that feeling of losing grip on reality or things seeming fake can be rough to deal with.

Anonymous 69988

>>64446
Even worse

Anonymous 70614

When I get drunk I have strong need to kiss and touch the one I am with. Even he didn't attract me before, when I drink few beers, I am a completely different person and it is so fucking strong. I don't have this feeling when I am sober and I don't know wtf is that, but it scares me and I feel extremely ashamed of it, because many times I couldn't resist.

Anonymous 71388

The fact that there’s people, powerful pedophiles, raping kids, in a civilized society, that are able flee justice with money… turned me into an anarchist. I lost my faith in politics forever.
Something similar happened to me personally, but I thought it was just one rich scrote getting away with what he did to me.
Perhaps I’ve said too much, but anyways, turns out that this issue is worldwide.
Fuck the system.

Anonymous 71588

I'm self harming as a way to decorate myself and look more visibly mentally ill. My SH is the kind that leaves no traces (I purge, beat myself up, choke myself with ropes) and because my coping mechanism for when I'm uncomfortable is to laugh about it, nobody believes I'm struggling. Not even psychiatrists take me seriously. It makes me feel like I'm going insane, like it's all in my head since no one believes me. So I'm going out of my way to leave permanent marks.

Anonymous 71824

>>71588
Imma pray for u

Anonymous 71862

I still pick my nose

Anonymous 71863

>>71862
I pick it and eat it

Anonymous 72036

>>63992
I still almost every week from grocery stores nearby me, I’ll steal anything I can but mostly food items that I can afford but they are still expensive plus the tax here is high. Every week I probably steel around $100 worth of groceries, i steal from the same 2 stores

Anonymous 72342

I have a crush on a guy I work with. At least with working remotely I can't flirt with him.

Anonymous 72365

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>>64811
I hate being asexual and sex repulsed. I'm afraid no one will love me because of it.
I had a crush on a guy I met at work over the Summer. We had a lot in common but than I thought "oh, he'll probably want to have to sex with me." So, from then on, I pretty much avoided him until I quit. Part of me wants to desensitize myself to sex so I can at least mentally prepare myself for when it does happen but part of me thinks it's disturbing that I have to pretty much live a lie to keep a relationship going.

Anonymous 72366

>>72365
Accidently relied to someone because I'm a dumbass. My bad.

Anonymous 72368

>>72365
You can try to find a guy on AVEN (asexual forum). Maybe they have meetups once in a while. I also have 0 sex drive. My relationship is LDR (met once) so I don’t have to worry about it for now. I’m just going to try to make myself do it every once in a while once we settle down.

Anonymous 74138

I kinda wish that the dating app notified me when I get swiped left or didn’t match. Nothing identifying, just a simple notification that someone did.
Maybe I’m just a masochist or something. But this radio silence for most of the time is deafening. Need some kind of feedback, you know?

Anonymous 74858

>>74834
But anon’s not even talking about you lol. She’s talking about genuine retards.

Anonymous 74903

i have a crush on a guy i shouldn't. my boyfriend's friend. i don't want to feel this way.

Anonymous 74910

>>74903
I wish my boyfriend had attractive friends so I could fuck them

Anonymous 74911

>>74858
That's really mean. Shame this board has become filled with sociopaths.

Anonymous 74922

>>74911
it was probably a male who posted the message you quoted

Anonymous 75346

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married for months and still a virgin. Neither of us is happy about that, just don’t want kids yet

Anonymous 75387

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i really don't want to sound deranged so please bear with me for a bit. my father is very abusive and since basically my earliest memory has made my life a living hell. my mother was always more or less complicit though at times she could be very loving. also, although my mother is moderately attractive and my father, likewise, i more or less got his worse traits making me look downright hideous…

recently i found out that before meeting my father, my mother was very close friends with a japanese foreign exchange classmate who (though i think she was oblivious) seemed to rather be in love with my mother (he wrote her poems and drew her pictures, and tried to be a penpal after returning to japan). obviously my mother decided to either not acknowledge his interest or just was unaware, but i find myself wishing she had married him and i was his and my mother's child instead. i really don't know how unhinged this sounds but i feel like my childhood and teen years would have been so much better.

Anonymous 75447

>>74922
Can't tell anymore, so many miners have started picking up the asshole behavior and opinions of whatever edgy streamer they currently dickride or 4chan moid they orbit on discord.

Anonymous 75454

>>75447
sad this place used to be comfy

Anonymous 75469

im gonna be purposely vague but i did a retarded amount of research on some stuff and i ended up developing a crush on like the worst person. like actually i could not have picked worse and it probably genuinely says bad things about me. i need a lobotomy

Anonymous 75470

>>75469
How can you say this and not post them? Cruel anon.

Anonymous 75472

>>75469
hitler?

Anonymous 75473

>>75472
>>75470
no its not like "funny bad" or quirky bad or whatever its just plain old bad taste. im not like fishing to be asked, i dont wanna share i feel like it legit speaks badly about me

Anonymous 75480

>>75473
We. Have. No idea who you are, I’ll share my stupidest crush if you do

Anonymous 75493

>>75469
Anon I will bet right now there is no way your shameful crush is worse than mine (unless they happen to be the same person). I don’t know if you’re ashamed because he was a bad person or if it’s an embarrassing person, but yeah I know how you feel to find someone attractive and when you really, really shouldn’t.

Anonymous 75495

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>>75493
>>75480
anon fine but i guarantee you lost the bet its literally derek chauvin :(

Anonymous 75496

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>>75495
You can rest easy anon, because mine is definitely worse. I also developed this crush through doing a retarded amount of research so maybe it's just a weird thing that happens sometimes. You are very brave for admitting it on here.

Anonymous 75497

>>75496
anon you gotta tell me now. i cant have spilled that for nothing

Anonymous 75499

>>75498
its always putin isnt it. i used to see putinfuckers on tumblr and shit, i guess it makes sense. and im officially in no place to judge at this point
godspeed anon. life is pain

Anonymous 75501

>>75495
I've already gotten chewed out for it on lolcow before and don't want to go through that again… but I will say that he is objectively worse than Derek Chauvin because he has killed more people.

Anonymous 75502

>>75498
based

Anonymous 75503

>>75501
its one of those serial killer or mass murderer guys isnt it? oh dude this is a long shot but are you the lanza anon? if so i saw you get rekt on the unconventional attractions thread. whether you are or not, im sorry bro. at this point i know your pain

Anonymous 75504

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>>75503
haha… yep. i deserved it though.

Anonymous 75507

>>75504
you and me when we see autistic murderers (insert heart eyes emoji)

Anonymous 75662

1637C81C-53DA-4E78…

I posted in the friend finder thread (aaages ago) and amongst the sea of messages from thirsty moids, someone genuine actually messaged me. She and I talked a lot, a couple of times on WhatsApp video calls. So she certainly was real.
Few months ago, I was ghosted, not long after she told me that she’s feeling sick with covid sympoms. I sent her a message once in a while, asking if she’s okay. Yesterday, I went to work, and a subject that we often talked about came up. Even worse, it was by a woman with the same first name as her.
Well, I started crying. I have never cried after online friends before. Never. But now, just happened. Probably because I had also spent the past night wondering if she’s even alive. I was a fucking fountain of tears. It was so embarrassing. I miss her.

Anonymous 75675

Spoiler

>>75504
I completely understand your attraction. What I don't understand is how you could do a lot of research on him and consider him one of the worst people ever, superficially on the basis of number of people killed, without looking at intention. His rant videos clearly explain his gripes and provide clarity that he was acting under the belief that death was the only way to save people. Had he, say, murdered people out of some sick perversion, or tortured his targets, or inflicted great harm upon them prior to death, I would understand calling him a bad noodle, but contrary to this he seemed to be aiming for a clear goal with the purpose of reducing overall suffering in the world, and took measures to ensure those he targeted died quickly and relatively painlessly. How can you judge him so harshly knowing this, worse yet, while claiming to like him? I don't think it's very cash money of you to slander someone you supposedly like.

Anonymous 75678

>>75503
I don't understand why anons did that if it was in the unconventional attractions thread.
>>75504
If I'm being honest, I have a shitty attraction to some murderer too but only for appearance… if that makes you feel any better anon

Anonymous 75681

>>75675
He literally murdered a bunch of children. It doesn't matter how uwu deep his diary entries were or how bullied he was, he was a fucking child killer.

Anonymous 75686

>>75681
He also wrote a story about a man getting with a child I think?? Or it was a possibility he did. I don't know if it was confirmed, its been a while

Anonymous 75687

>>75681
Yeah, fuck him. He was also ugly as fuck with his too-long face & overgrown bieber hair

Anonymous 75689

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>>75675
You remind me of my mom. She was always a bit of a loser with a horrible past/childhood (she admitted it herself) and obsessed over things in the same exact way you did. The more underdog/misunderstood, the more fixated.

That isn't flattering at all, just so you know.

Anonymous 75690

>>75689
Thank you for being honest. I suspected this was how you felt. It's ok if you dislike me. I never expected anything else.

Anonymous 75691

>>75690
This is really weird roleplay, anon. My mom doesn't even have a laptop or a smartphone.

Anonymous 75692

>>75691
I wasn't roleplaying as your mother. For a moment I thought this was a personal comment from someone I knew. Pardon.

Anonymous 75694

>>75692
omg, anon, maybe take care of yourself and who you associate with more then. my initial comment was meant to be a roast. it's just a questionable behavior I see very commonly among women, especially maladapted kinds.

Anonymous 75695

>>75692
This made me lol sorry anon

Anonymous 75721

>>75675
I think you're just fucking with me, but in the case you aren't- you know things aren't always black and white? You can be attracted to someone and not support or condone everything they've done. I think it was unbelievably selfish of him to do what he did. He should have just killed himself and left it at that. Ironic that he was all about how kids should have the ability to consent like mini adults but then he took away their basic human right to just exist. I'm sure in his head he did think he was "saving" them from the perils of having to grow up in civilization, but if he was so big on kids having the right to make their own decisions then shouldn't he have let them at least make their own choice as to whether they wanted exist in society or not? Instead he made the decision for them, which yeah, makes him a selfish and terrible person.

Anonymous 76240

>>63992
Despite being into stereotypically manly men older than me, when I saw a pictures of my boyfriend when he was preteen age I wanted to hold him kiss him and touch him just like I do now. I can't distinguish between romantic sexual and platonic motherly love. Fuck me I'm fucked up.

Anonymous 76241

>>76240
it's someone you are dating and it was just a picture. having these thoughts instinctively but knowing they are wrong is fine. it's when you start to kid yourself it is ok and it goes outside your brain that you have a problem

Anonymous 76300

>>69790
>my advice is have high standards. cut men out if they treat you badly and don't tolerate anything lower than what you want

This is also a recipe for becoming adverse to criticism, thinking that you don't have to grow as a person, or make compromises in a relationship.
This anon is lucky and has survivorship bias.

Anonymous 76306

I haven't brushed my teeth since 2015. It started from a contamination phobia where I was convinced toothpaste was poisoned.

Anonymous 76307

>>76306
just go brush your teeth. don't overthink it

Anonymous 76308

>>76307
She hasn't brushed her teeth in 7 years. It's a bit late for that. Half of them have probably rotted out of her head.

Anonymous 76309

>>76306
Do you go to dentist checkups or anything? if it bothers you a lot you can get your teeth cleaned at the dentist + visit a therapist to treat your contamination phobia

Anonymous 76358

>>65990
everyone thinks that but chooses not to admit it

Anonymous 76359

>>64811
And I thought I was bad for sleeping with them until 13

Anonymous 76482

I'm jealous of how close my boyfriend is with his sister. Idk why, I just feel left out a lil when they're together, talking in their native language that I don't understand, making each other laugh so much and I can't even participate.

Anonymous 76733

>>63992
I don't use toothpaste, I don't shower, I don't do shit with my looks not even deodorant and especially NO FUCKING BRA. I think all of these are just cosmetic and/or serve no value to me.

Anonymous 76801

>>66142
Don't forget Sakura Trick. It's really sappy, but also enjoyable.

Anonymous 76807

>>66142
ANONA MY BELOVED thank you for this yuri goldmine, autistic as it is it's broken down into specifications, genres, so I can know exactly what to get into. Thank you from a fellow himejoshi.

Anonymous 77276

I love my professor

He is the only adult who loves me in a way I can understand. He's taught me so much about life. not just school subjects he's expected to teach, but he's also taken the time out of his day to teach me about life. He does things for me that no one else would. I just love him to death and I feel like he cares more than anyone.

Problem is, now I want him to fuck me stupid.

Ignoring that completely, how do I tell him he's the most important person in my life, without freaking him out and getting reported?

Anonymous 77298

>>77276
go masturbate until you see sense

Anonymous 77300

>>77276
Sounds like infatuation rather than love. If you dump that on him he's might distance himself. Maybe you can wait until you're no longer a student and then ask him out?

Anonymous 77307

Maybe it's gross, but I don't brush my teeth period. Never get any cavities either.
>>75346
Ever heard of a condom? Or is he one of those "I don't wanna use a condom!!" types

Anonymous 77330

>>77307
Are your teeth yellow?? Post teeth.

Anonymous 77399

>>77307
how often do you get your teeth cleaned? why do you even do this?

Anonymous 77445

I’m considering making a few upvote bots on Reddit, not because I want karma, but because I need karma to get into the spesific subreddits I want to post in.
I have talked about my sensitive issues on that account, so it wouldn’t be safe to try to get the upvotes from scrote-infested popular subs without the karma limit, and the ones I’m posting in never have any visitors, and they’re rather rude and clique-y too.
Been browsing on those subs for 2 months trying to raise the karma to the acceptable limit, and it’s frustrating as hell.

Anonymous 77453

I might be autistic

Anonymous 77471

>>77445
How would you even go about doing that without getting caught? For the longest time I downvoted posts I didn't like on all my alts and didn't get anything, then all the sudden I got a warning for vote manipulation. Okay fine, whatever, but now I don't think my votes count. I downvote something, refresh the page, and it's back to it's original count. Wouldn't the same thing just happen to you?

An easy safe way to get karma would be post art that's not yours to subreddits that it'd appeal to, like video game subs. That's how I've gotten a thousand+ karma on one of my accounts.

Anonymous 77480

>>77445
>>77471
I've given up on reddit because of this. I don't want everything I post about linked together but their system tries hard to discourage multiple accounts by making you need to have minimum karma to post anywhere. I don't want to waste time making tons of pointless posts on each account so I can finally post the one heartfelt post I want to.

Plus redditors suck as people. All the people I know IRL who post on reddit are awful.

Anonymous 77521

>>77480
>Plus redditors suck as people. All the people I know IRL who post on reddit are awful.

100% agree. I've met a few people irl who regularly used reddit and they all came off as pretentious assholes. They were almost like reddit was a part of their personality. Being younger and stupid, I tried my best to make friends with these people but they shut me out.

I say this about social media in general, and reddit is one of the worst, it just oozes this disgusting negativity and narcissism that shapes peoples mindset in the worst ways. And first time I've heard of that, private reddits you have to make so many circlejerk posts before you're allowed in the club, thats just laughable. Call it conspiracy if you will but it seems to me there is some sort of mind programming happening with those sites. I notice a distinct personality difference between people who use social media little to none and spend most of their time on other things, versus people who spend most of their time mindlessly scrolling social media.

I guess this is my confession but these past few years my husband has been obsessively browsing reddit, to the point I feel like it's getting in the way of our relationship. tbh I'm a little jealous, I wish I were able to get his attention like that. Prob made this obvious but I don't use any social media at all, I mean it's ok with me if someone does, I just don't care for people who make it a significant part of their lifestyle. But this is like an unhealthy compulsion, he spends hours on reddit, it's the first thing he does when he wakes up, comes home, anytime he gets a free moment with his hands he's instantly jumping on reddit. He gets so into it he will sometimes not respond when I talk or says he just wants to be alone so he can do reddit. He rarely seems to go on any other site. I have a hard time even watching shows with him, half the time he'll pull out his phone and if I ask him if he can put it away he has difficulty paying attention and gets distracted a lot like his attention span is fried. I can also tell that some of the negative things he reads on there put him in a sour mood some days. He seems to go between looking at barely interesting clickbaity stuff and news fear mongering stuff. When I can actually get him away from reddit doing something else for a few hours he starts acting more normal. This is all very concerning to me. When I try bringing it up to him he just says I'm overthinking it and I should let him do what he wants. I agree a person should be allowed to do what they want but just Idk what to think about this.

Anonymous 77524

>>77521
Could he have ADHD?

If not, you need to be strict and force him to put it away. Turn off the show if he takes his phone out.

Anonymous 77535

>>77524
Don't know but I've considered it a possibility. Many days, for some reason reddit is the only thing he's willing to do for hours at a time. Even then he can't seem to sit still. With other activities he frequently gets distracted, tends to not pay close attention and fidgets and gets up often. He can't even seem to pay attention to a conversation half the time. I've known him a long time and this behavior has definitely gotten worse in just the past few years. While I want to blame the reddit obsession as the likely cause, who knows what it really could be. I don't like trying to tell him what to do, he can waste his time how he wants, but I do feel annoyed at times.

Anonymous 77542

>>77445
you know theres subs like /r/freekarma and stuff that people just upvote whatever you post ya? makes it easy to get past those karma requirements

Anonymous 77543

>>77542
Some subreddits will autoban you for posting there



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