confessions thread 2 Anonymous 63992
previous breadI never brush my teeth for the full 2 minutes
You're supposed to brush for two minutes?
Wait is this not the rule? You brush your teeth for 2 minutes?
I long for the day I don't have to see my brother again
I had a dream about my imaginary husband and when I woke up, I cried because he will never be real.
2D/3D scrotes will never live up to him.
Years of headphone use has damaged my hearing, I'm struggling to sleep now because of Tinnitus.
Should post this in the vent thread, but because this is a young a new thread I am posting this as a warning that anyone reads this should be very careful. Reduce the volume on your headphones if possible and wear earplugs at loud events. Don't sabotage yourself like I did ;___;
I so badly wanna post myself on /soc/ and fish for compliments
Sorry about your tinnitus anon, I have it in one ear and it sucks. I sleep with a white noise machine in my room now and it helps a ton.
Adding to this, overear headphones are much better for ear health than earbuds!
I have bad grooming practices because i've been neglected as a child and i'm trying to properly learn how to take care of myself now that i'm an adult. I've also just now started to shave regularly but I still struggle with the "down there" part but i'll always be too ashamed to ask for advice because i'm way too old to not know this kind of stuff. I also have lots of hairs coming out from around my nipples and i wonder if i might have hormonal problems too. God i hate my life
It's totally ok if they exist in separate universes.
Every time I hang out with my dad, I feel guilty and every time I hang out with my mom, it makes me want to smoke
It's completely normal to have thicker hair around your nipples. You can pluck them into want, but it doesn't make a difference cleanliness-wise.
>Be 20 years old
>Been talking to a guy online
>Start crushing on him a bit
>Find out he is over 30 years old
>Crush on him even harder
Fuck… I didn't know I had this fetish. I want this boomer to clap my zoomer ass. Why is agegap so hot anons?
It’s hot because you’re a dumbass. He can’t talk to women his own age because they all know he’s a worthless creep and you think that’s cool.
Anyway good luck with the inevitable abuse.
anon, that's a millennial
Can't tell if autistically pendantic or head-in-ground ignorant.
nta but 30 y/os are millennials fam, it's not pedantic to point this out. educate yourself
"30 year old boomer" is a meme from a couple of years back.
same… but I just want to tell you it kinda gets better. I have my tinnitus for 12 years now after I was at a concert at 15 and I got used to the noise. It's just weird that it'll never again be silent.
i used to use a fake lilypichu voice
i pretended to be trans on tumblr when i was a teenager. like i legit pretended i had a dick.
i dont know why i did it…
I like sending compliments or nice questions anonymously to random girls I don't know. I just like making women happy! sometimes I do it to girlcows from lolcow.
My newest hobby whenever I'm bored is looking at world maps and finding the most isolated and quiet city/town I can find and then reading up on them. I then fantasise about living there. Currently I am in love with Utqiagvik, Alaska.
Man you should find another place because Alaska sucks. Can you imagine 6 months of night?
I heard the stories about how bad it is in Greenland. Apparently Greenland has the highest suicide rates in the world, by a long shot. I would miss the sun, but the lil communities are cosy. It's just interesting what it would be like to live on the very very edge of the entire United States of America.
You're thinking of Antarctica anon. The most northern cities in Alaska have 2 months' darkness at most
My husband went there two years ago, he got stuck there for an extra day and said it was really interesting but also sucked ass to actually be there. There's a Subway there for some reason and he brought me back a t-shirt from there as a souvenir (among other things ofc)
a 12 year old boy got close to me and picked me up and i kinda liked it god im so touchstarved
I am 22 and I still sleep with my parents.>>63992
I haven't washed my mouth in months.
When you say “sleep with my parents…”?
Sleep in bed. I do not like sleeping alone, I like resting while touching or holding someone else.
i find ted kaczynski attractive
I don't shower every day.>>63992
Same I don't brush for the full two minutes.>>64195
Same thing happened to me.
Is sleeping with your parents acceptable in your country? When did you first realize that it weird to do?
Why did he pick you up?>>64811
Do your parents just not have sex anymore? What do you do when they ask you to leave them alone for night? Sleep in the bathroom?
>>64959>Is sleeping with your parents acceptable in your country?
No.>When did you first realize that it weird to do?
I knew it since I was a kid, but strangers do not watch us sleep, so I do not care.>>64964
I am sure they still have sex, just not while I am home or in the bedroom, I have my own room, and I sleep there too sometimes, specially when I am feeling sick, or when I'm having period pain.
Understandable>>64958>I don't shower every day.
That’s not weird/shameful at all. I only bathe every other day usually.
My dad is a pretty cool guy. He won the custody battle for me which is an amazing feat in this country. But I overheard him say one tiny thing that ruined my perception of him forever.
I was about 13 or 14. My dad was bathing my little brother (a toddler at the time) in the tub. At this time I was a nerdy, unpopular KHV that was horrified of human touch considering my mom beat me. And I hear this fucking worthless scrote explain to my toddler brother that I'm a whore. Where did that come from?
I knew I wasn't hearing things, because as kids do, my brother yells "ANONETTE ISN'T A WHORE!" clear as day, and starts giggling.
Am I overreacting? Is this a good enough reason to hate your dad forever? It hurts more down the line knowing my parents couldn't protect me from the later sexual abuse I encountered.
Pt. 2 to this confession? Or a different confession altogether.
I look for fathers in other older men, and sometimes I fuck up and start developing crushes on those men. The particular teacher crush I have right now is the worst (best?) I've had. I love this guy, and part of me wishes I could open up to him and tell him everything. Hell, I wish I was married to him. But I wonder, if I were to tell all this to an older man with daughters, what he would think of my dad? Would he laugh and say "fathers are just like that"? Would he be disgusted on my behalf? Would he comfort me? I'm so pathetic.
Not saying anything won't resolve anything in any case, maybe try revealing some part of it and see how it goes?
Sounds like a giant misunderstanding that you let fester. I'm willing to bet every dollar I ever make that there's a reasonable explanation to this. You won't get that because if you bring it up with your dad he'll say "wtf are you talking about" because he legitimately has no idea what you're talking about because the context and what was actually said was forgotten. Raising kids is hard, he clearly loves you if he was willing to raise you by himself.
Have you ever talked to your Dad about it?
No. Both my parents would call me a whore. Mostly my mom. I don't wanna fucking know what they think anymore.
fuck if I know. The thing with my dad was the first instance but it seems like both my parents were talking about me being a whore behind my back. which isn't fucking true because I'm a virgin. It pisses me off more than anything else.
i can't name a single U2 song. i've never knowingly listened to one.
I am not good at art, I am not good as I should be at my age and I hate it so much. I feel frusterated, that i feel stuck compared to everyone else, and that I am struggling to push myself to new heights. And I hate it even more because I love it too much to give it up. I hate having this need to draw everyday, I hate how I have to neglect my drawings in order to pass a class, I hate how I cant stop thinking about it 24/7 because I just love it so much. It is my driving force in life, and right now it is giving me pain, but I will never give up on it. I know I am bad but I wont use that as an excuse to never get better. You will see.
>>65904>I am not good as I should be at my age
Have you actually specified what it is you should be capable of, or are you just looking at other artists polished works and beating yourself over the head for not being able to do so? The first is useful, the second is retarded.
Annoying asshole parents are annoying asshole parents, but even the most deranged lunatic abusive ones have internal logic. If you're literally a virgin (and posting here I am going to assume you didn't date either), then I really doubt even the most horrid of parents would call you a whore out of nowhere. Not saying it's justified, not saying it would be okay if it was justified, I am simply perplexed as to why your Father who fought so hard to take care of you would say such a thing.
what I should be more capable of. Especially when it comes to anatomy, its harder for me to manipulate the form. I have been getting better, but still nowhere near as skilled as my peers.
And you actually specified what it was and what to do about it?
yes, i have been studying and doing practices with and without references, and making fun projects that consists of what I am learning. I have noticed a small boost in my skill, but I still have a way to go.
Then why worry? No one else is you, no one else has had the exact same circumstances as you. If you ever feel like a huge pile of shit remember Van Gogh didn't start training until 27 and nobody can shut the fuck up about him. What matters is if your product is good eventually, any timeline analysis is just wankers trying to justify why things happened the way they did.
me too. that's why it bothers me so damn much. it disgusts me so much I don't like looking at them when I remember how many times they've called me a whore.
Man that sounds awful, he's done this multiple times or just once?
Wait, so your father called you a whore multiple times? Or are you assuming he does because of what you heard when you were 13-14? Because honestly I'm on the same boat as >>65892
and think it's a big misunderstanding, and through the years you've thought too much about it. Like what's the logic behind him calling you a whore to your toddler sibling? My headcanon is your toddler brother heard the word and asked your dad what it was and he joked that you were one? Idk, sounds wacky that your father both loves you and fought to raise you despite your abusive mother and would do something like this, unless it was a dumb joke on his part.
Dad called me a whore once, mom has called me a whore repeatedly since then, and it really seems like they sometimes get together and gossip about my supposed whore-dom and it just pisses me off.
Sorry for the vagueness. It most certainly wasn't my little brother asking what a whore was because I KNOW I heard my dad pathetically venting to my brother all those years ago.
Thank you… I really needed to hear this
Maybe they think that you are fucking guys on the side because you have not proposed a single potential boyfriend to them, and they maybe think you are too pretty to be still single virgin. Or maybe they just don’t like the stuff you are wearing? Plenty of moids call girls with revealing clothes that they do not find fashionable whores
Seaweed snacks fuel me, this isn't a confession, you're just demonstrating great taste
Is it a snack if it's just a plain sheet of konbu?
I think retards/ downs syndrome people are funny, and not because they're ""cute"" but because they're retarded.
There's this girl in one of my Zoom classes who always gets on cam. She tries so hard to look like a boy, but she's just some chubby, average girl with "they/them" pronouns by her name.
I know it's not a big deal, but I feel like I need to vent about it. It's cringe. What anime and self-loathing does to a mf. It's kind of entertaining to see her every class, though. Like a sideshow distraction. Her face makes things a little less boring, I'll miss it when this class is over. I guess she's cute or whatever, I don't know.
>>65993>I guess she's cute or whatever
Tsundere moment. Perhaps you, too, were affected by anime.
Is it weird that I really despise yuri, as a lesbian?
Because when I look at the yuri character who has balloon tits/butt, or is underage, or jokingly gropes the other woman, or does the cunnilingus the wrong way, or looks at the viewer, and plenty of other small stuff…
it gives me a feeling that the drawer doesn’t see the yuri characters as human. Doesn’t see lesbians as human. Idk, a chilling ”awakening” that I cannot un-realize once I notice it.
Can’t shake the feeling that I’m looking at the same stuff all the deranged misogynists and delusional troons are feeding themselves from.
That all the evil that seeks to harm people like me is sourced from this stuff, and that I should feel bad for enjoying it. Even the cutesy innocent stuff gives me the feeling that it’s only drawn so that the innocence could be tarnished or idealized.
>inbf they’re just pics
I know I’m overthinking it, and I wish to know how to stop.
The vast majority of yuri/GL really is like that becuase it is indeed made by moids. I liked the little GL I managed to find that was actually made by women. It's yaoi/BL that I personally don't get the appeal of at all. I get that it makes moids seethe, but I'm still not interested in watching men fucking each other. I know that many interpret yaoi boys as butch women but I'm neither butch nor really into butches myself so it still doesn't attract me. I wish more women made more quality GL.
Vent thread is full so I'm posting it here.
>Me and my only and I guess best friend are looking for a job, we are neeting for almost 3 years now and are tired of it
>Decide it's best for us to apply for the same job so we can work together, assuming we'll be able to find a job with two applications available
>Fast forward to september, I notice she barely messaged me >Message her asking if she can go with me to the vet because I need certain assistance
>She says she's busy and sick
>Message her few days later telling I found a suitable job for us >She says why did I send her this, I should be the one calling
>I ask her why This is where I get a feeling she's frustrated for some reason
>She says she has been working for almost a month now
>I ask her why didn't she tell me earlier
>She says I didn't agree working on other jobs she offered
I fail to see that as a valid reason to not notify me when she started working, besides the fact that she might be just annoyed with me. And it kind of annoys me too because I also offered plenty of jobs and she never agreed to any of them.
I just feel… alienated? I mean, she's too busy working right now so we can't even go on a walk together or anything. I don't have anyone else to message either. And the primary thing that upsets me still I that she didn't notify me. I feel like a burden now that doesn't do shit. I'm still going to get a job by the end of this year I'm pretty sure, but I feel like we'll just grow apart because she I think never bothered to message me about anything for almost the entirety of september.
I don't want this to happen, since we've been friends for almost 8 years now and I have no one else to share my life with and vent to and neither does she. I'm still worried about getting a job because I have to care for my cat, but I'll hope I'll be able to find one that has a decent schedule. Though most jobs that have my desired requirements (which are: i don't have to interact with customers and it's not 1 hour+ away from my home) are 10+ hours.
I was in a discord LDR and I "fatfished" the person. I still cringe so much thinking about it years later, I hope they forgot about me and never found out my real weight back then.
Yuri is not supposed to be a representation of real lesbians, but rather the opposite. Just like anime in general is not supposed to be a representation of real life or real human interactions. You're just expecting it to be something it's not.
Huge yurifag dyke here. Sounds like you just don't like animu or Jap writting style in general, maybe try Korean shit? Anyway, contrary to popular belief, most yuri is actually made by women, including the lots of the moe subtext ones you find in the Kirara/Cune magazines. Porn yuri is the one mostly done by males but you can clock them because of their artstyle, like you said balloon tits and some other gross shit. But once you know which artists are female and dedicated creators you won't have to touch moid yuri ever again. That said I do like Kurogane Ken/Kishi/Takashi Ikeda because they are not incels and it shows, even if they are moids they can pull off very good yuri romance and eroticism, but only those 3. All other moid artists suck.>>66059
I also advice you to try the Korean shit instead. All the lesbians I see complaining about Jap yuri end up loving the Korean/Chinese manwha. If you need recs for female-made Jap yuri I can help though.>>66087
Also this. Yuri ruined me because I got heavy into it before real relationships and now real shit is not appealing to me anymore. Reality and yuri are not compatible.
What are your recommendations? Japanese, Korean or Chinese
Most school shootings are self defense. People who demonize these kids have no idea what it is like to be backed into a corner and feel a sense of desperation going to school every day knowing they will be subjected to torture, either physical or mental.
Which ones you consider to be self defense?
Alright. Assume all artists are female unless stated otherwise btw.
In my opinion these are the worst, but some people really like them. They mostly do schoolgirl shit that barely goes beyond subtext, maybe because of harsh anti-homo laws.>Their Story
Really slow updates, I think author is already in a gov watchlist because she also does yaoi and got told to stop once.>Green tea bitch
Haven't read it but a lot of people are loving it. Artist sex unknown to me.
Like 90% of these are erotic telenovelas done by female artists. Almost no schoolgirl shit. In my opinion they are either so bad it's good or actually decent stuff.>Her Shim Cheong
Historical, not erotic, probably my favorite manwha. Explicitly discusses misogyny in the era its set in. Not sure about the sex of the authors (they are a pair), I think they also do yaoi so probably female but have male avatars thus the confusion.>Moonlight Garden
Historical, erotic, weird female for female prostitution setting but it's cute. Good read if you're horny I guess.>White Angels Have No Wings
Modern era, schoolgirl shit, slightly erotic. People into BDSM and bullies love this shit because it touches those themes. Personally I didn't like it very much.>White Angels Have No Rest
Continuation of above but they are no longer schoolgirls, it became almost 100% porn. Didn't read past the first chapters because I hate the MCs.>WDTFS
I think this one was the very first one that started it all. It's a fucking telenovela through and through. Very erotic. I think it's ok but it still got a gorillion fans who absolutely love this series. Recently it got a drama CD.>Relationship Guidelines
Slow schoolgirl shit but I like it, characters don't look like kids. Not lewd. Just check it out.>Lilith
BDSM heavy shit, I don't like it but a lot of people do.>Pulse
Actually not Korean, artist is thai or some shit. Anyway, it's a good porny series.
I'm probably biased towards JP shit because I'm a weeb so this will be a long list. JP stuff is usually schoolgirl shit but as of recently more and more series about adults are coming out.>Girl Friends
The yuri classic by Morinaga Milk (do check out her other stuff). It's sweet schoolgirl shit, very slow to develop at the beginning but it gets better. Lots of stupid drama as well.>Octave
You either love it or hate it. Adult setting, slightly erotic. Setsuko is a saint.>Citrus
You've probably heard of this. It sucks. It's a telenovela but with retarded schoolgirls. I hate it. If you like Citrus consider suicide. Still putting it here because millions of people worldwide love the shit out of it so maybe it could also be your thing.>Yagate Kimi ni Naru
Also probably have heard of it, insanely popular in the past few years. It was ok, definitely felt different from other schoolgirl shit but I don't think it's too special. Sayaka is best girl and if you like her please do read her novels after completing the manga. Actually her novels are what I would recommend the shit out of this series.>Kase-san
Tomboy yuri great. Fluffy and cute.>Handsome Girl and Sheltered Girl
5/5 bretty gud I even bought it in Japanese. College setting. It's silly but also has good romance. Short 2 volume manga definitely a recommended read. Artist is most likely female, authors (Mochi) are a het pair I think.>Koushin Koinu Ni Koibumi Wo
One of my personal favorites because I'm a militaryfag. Historical, probably set in the Meiji era since there are references to the Russo-Japanese war. It's actually schoolgirl shit but set in a military academy for girls. It's just a cute love story, nothing more to it but art is very good and Tamasaki Tama definitely knows her military shit of the time, so the setting feels very authentic.>Asumi-chan Is Interested in Lesbian Brothels!
One of my favorite ongoing manga. It's lewd as the title suggests but bretty gud. It actually sparked a current trend of lesbian prostitution series for some reason. Author is female, if you have doubts about it.>The two of them are pretty much like this
Adult setting. Short chapters. Cute series with an already established couple. Author is Ikeda Takashi, also did Sasameki Koto which in my opinion is not that good but this is. Moid btw.>The Ends of a Dream
Almost completely translated, 2 volumes. Incredibly depressing story of two women who lived through WWII and the eras after it. It's recounted in reverse chronological order from when they are old ladies to when they are girls. Cannot recommend it enough.>Aoi Hana
Another yuri classic, author does all sort of LGBT stories. For most of the story it's schoolgirl shit but still good, introspective kinda stuff. It also got a very nice looking anime by JC Staff back then in 2009.>Still Sick
About a yurifag who doesn't let herself love real women. Adult setting. I think it's cute, funny and good. Some drama here and there too.>Tsurezure Biyori
Diabeetus-inducing schoolgirl shit. It's short, like 2 or 3 volumes total. Nothing special but again, very sweet and innocent. Author might be a moid but who knows.>Hana ni Arashi
It's like a contemporary Girl Friends but done right. Also sweet, cute and fluffy.>Hello, Melancholic!
MC is like a non-furry female Legoshi. I like the side couple way more but overall still enjoyable.>So, Do You Want To Go Out, Or?
Long running series getting officially translated I think. College setting but non-conventional love story, if you can even call it that. Basically the plot is that the two MCs only go out with each other because they are the only lesbians they know, not because they actually love each other, thus shit eventually goes down.>Hayate X Blade
So this one is actually a battle shounen but gay as fuck. It's very old now and finished so no one really talks about it anymore but when I was a baby weeb there were threads about it in /u/. The first series had like 18 volumes and the second one another bunch. Still getting translated but I'm sure YP will be done within 10 years, hopefully. Very funny btw.
And finally I recommend the following authors in general, who have done several good series/doujins so you might as well check out all their stuff.>Morishima Akiko>Amano Shuninta>Takemija Jin>Morinaga Milk>Yuni>Ooshima Tomo/Ooshima Towa>Negom>Nekomura>Hiiragi Yutaka>Kuwabara>Itou Hachi (oneloli warning)>Momono Moto>Neji>Yukiko>Sato>Oosawa Yayoi>Mikanuji>Tamamusi>Kishi Torajirou (moid)>Kurogane Ken (moid)>Nagori Yu>Codeyamada>Iruma Hitoma (moid)>Nishi Uko>Hayashiya Shizuru
And I cannot think of more at the moment. If you're also willing to play VNs I really recommend the FLOWERS series, they are kinda like Marimite but gayer and the subject of homosexuality is actually touched. Writer is female. Great OST. They are for sale on Steam and the translation for the last game of the series will probably be finished by next year. Also recommend A Summer's End, it's set in the 80's in Hong Kong, devs are Asian-Americans or some shit, artist is Lilaccu who is a JP les living in Canada I think. Anyway, this is actually a lesbian VN.
lots of people get bullied without resorting to shooting innocent people that happened to go to school with them. school shooters are common now because already violent people men
know they can garner at least a bit of sympathy if they bring up muh bullying as an excuse to murder people, and you fell for it
Those people aren't innocent, they are accomplices. They witness abuse and do nothing to stop it/get entertainment from it.
how much were you paid to post this shit?
seems like even there isn't free of you bitches. you know what i'm talking about. enjoy selling yourself to the government then
And I'm sure you were the perfect white knight who stood up to all the bullys to protect those kinds of kids when you were in school huh?
i might be ready to be put down.
I am about to purchase a PO box and a gun, when I'm ready to end my life I'll have the option easily in reach. I already wrote my suicide note
No, I was one of those kids. I hated all those people. They were all equally guilty. It would have been so easy for one person to act and help me, a student, a teacher, anyone could have stopped it, but they were all part of it. If they put a person in a situation where it is 1 against 100 I completely understand looking for a gun as an equalizer.
Don’t do this. Don’t be a slave to head chemicals and passing depression.
Now answer the first question, why?
Not that anon, but as a fellow yuri enjoyer I thank you for this goldmine.
No problem. Hope you find something you like.
Been chatting with this guy from reddit. He's hot and charming and a good bit older than me which has always been a kink I was too worried to try out irl. He's also married.
Now I knew that going in and asked him as soon as things got sexual if his wife knows about his reddit and that he flirts with girls. He said yes but she doesn't want to know specifics. Alright cool, I like to take people by their word until proven otherwise. But then I recently went through his reddit comment history and he said, months and months back, that online stuff doesn't "feel like cheating". So I am worried he is doing this behind his wives back.
Idk how to confront him about that. A selfish part of me doesn't want to at all since I am riding the high of the early relationship hard and I don't wanna lose that. I really really like him. But the thought of being the other woman and helping a guy cheat on his wife grosses me out, even if it's just sexting.>>64001
Pretty sure the rule is 3 minutes.
>>66142>>Iruma Hitoma (moid)
my confession may as well be that adashima is my favorite yuri story despite being written by a moid. i crave the slow-burning melancholic introspection that the novels have. great recommendations though, some stuff in here i haven't read. thank you.
This isn't a bragging thread
I believe it is the ultimate act of self empowerment and a final rebuke of materialism. I feel cursed with too much knowledge and through my rational being concluded that humanities fate is hopeless and I can't do anything to change it. Im better now though, I'll just settle for lucid dreaming as a healthier form of escapism/self control.
I think Iruma is alright, not bad but not amazing either. I don't like Adashima that much because it's slow as shit, but I liked what he did with the Sayacuck novels. It's not that I hate moid authors or have something against them, it's just that most of them don't fit my taste.
And speaking of LNs I started reading both the "Completely Falling Within 100 Days" one and also "There's No Way I Can Have A Lover" by the same author, which are also nice and can check them out if you're bored. Both also have ongoing manga adaptations but I think the scanlation groups stopped them, one because it's hard for them and the other because of NTR autism. Anyway, the novels are still being translated as far as I know.
Also not exactly weeb but the Kiyoshi novels from Avatar have yuri and they are nice overall if you like that series.
Think about it this way bro, no matter what you do or everyone does, humanity will die out eventually. The universe is not forever either. Simply live doing what you think is right for yourself and others, after all you only got once chance of being alive. I do understand however wanting to drop out from life if you live in a state of perpetual suffering and/or anguish. That's also alright.
okay, that did make make snort
I wish I was kidding but my mom buys me all of my clothes.
I am very attracted to petite women but also so, so envious.
It isn't even that I actually want to be short. By my own standards I'd like to be a bit taller. But short women are so cute, proportional, and attractive no matter what and it makes me wish I could embody that.
I feel masculine for various reasons (voice, mannerisms, inability to show affection) and this is just one flavour, but it's been more prominent in my life recently for some reason. Makes me feel guilty and sad.
I like to be cute but I also want to be taken seriously. And that is nearly impossible for someone who is petite and young. Unless I point a gun to someones head
>>66415>tfw no gf to point a gun to my head
But seriously, I understand that's an issue (especially when it comes to men) and grass is always greener.
True, but it's not like I want a different body, I'm just sad that the more small you are the less people take you seriously/respect you. Especially if you're female.
i'd go hebe for y0 ryuji. i need help.
You can simultaneously believe that internet shit isn't cheating while also having a spouse okay with cheating. I don't know if that is the case for him in particular, but it looks like you're just trying to not be a shitty person while engaging in shitty person pursuits.
>>66199>the thought of being the other woman and helping a guy cheat on his wife grosses me out
If it really grossed you out, you would've stopped sexting this guy by now.
if you know what that is by name it sounds like you've figured this out prior to now
I fantasize constantly about having the ability to change sizes.
Imagine becoming tall at work so everyone respects you.
Imagine becoming short at home so your bed becomes bigger than king-size.
Imagine becoming tall at social gatherings so you intimidate and scare off shitty guys.
Imagine becoming short in the bath tub so it becomes more like a hot tub.
Imagine becoming tall at the supermarket so you can reach everything and be strong enough to carry it all.
Imagine becoming short at mealtime so a small portion can fill you up.
Imagine becoming tall with long legs so you can run faster than everyone.
Imagine becoming short with small legs so airplane seats are spacious and luxurious.
Imagine becoming tall when you want to tease, bully and dominate your romantic partner.
Imagine becoming short when you want your romantic partner to tease, bully, and dominate you.
I want it all!
i literally found the word here on some other thread. god forgive me
I suppose the concept of cheating is pretty undefined in modern society. To me an open marriage isn't cheating because it's agreed upon by both partners. And he has said that his wife is bisexual and actually meets other women. My problem is just how would I find proof of them actually being open and it's not just him making shit up.
Then again I can't even know for sure if he is married.
how would a toddler even know what a whore is, why would he know to defend you, why would a father mention that to a toddler? the story makes little practical sense. it was probably a traumatic dream you had when you were a child that you remembered as real. everyone has experienced the feeling of realizing something happened in a dream hours after you wake up, even as adults. you probably had the dream because of how your mother treated you and you were afraid your dad felt the same way.
wh… anonette I… no anon it was real my dad is just an angry man and would tell anything to a toddler.
I believe you anon, what you said isn't outlandish at all?
i wonder what my deviantart e-gf i had when i was 10-12 (don't worry she was the same age) is doing now. the last time i talked to her she was getting groomed by this teenage boy who got her to dump me. i hope she is well and away from degeneracy now.
i think foreskins are very sexy
why is this a confession? i'm confused
Because Americans are mentally ill.
Men don't have good enough hygiene to be trusted with them
uncut dick feels so much better too
I think they're absolutely disgusting, and I honestly think men promoted this meme to benefit themselves. What's attractive about a giant wrinkly mass with smelly cheese between the folds?
the american moid is mad lol
I actually live in a country where circumcision is really rare but my bf is jewish so I'm blessed
I had to help my nephew pull down his foreskin when he was a toddler, he had that condition in which the skin is stuck to the penis and he could not pee correctly. First and last penis I have touched.
I have worked the same job for 13 years, and made a pact with someone else we leave at the same time. I can't leave just yet, sadly. Even though I don't have a full degree, I've applied to a couple teaching jobs in Japan just on a whim and prayer. I know I'm not fully qualified and it's shit work, but I always dreamt of being an English teacher there.
>>67158>he had that condition in which the skin is stuck to the penis
you what? no, it's called being a toddlerhttps://www.kidshealth.org.nz/how-care-your-childs-foreskin
Dick cheese is a meme surely..?
>>66271>I feel cursed with too much knowledge
Here, you dropped your hat while studying the blade.
Babies and young children can have phimosis to. Sometimes it clears up on it's own, other times it doesn't.
You would have to date a mentally retarded NEET who never showers to get actually dickcheese. If showers once a day and cleans his penis it's nothing.
What’s the female version of dick cheese?
the same thing basically
Whenever I’m waking somewhere and I see pretty flowers in peoples front yards I pick them.
I accidentally ghosted someone, because the app didn’t notify me of them responding. When I checked the app again after a few weeks and apologized to them, they just gave some snarky self-pitying answers and ghosted me. Yeah, another little bit of faith lost in humankind.
I don't watch movies.
Like, at all. I don't care.
When I say this to people, they look at me like I'm some kind of freak. Why is it mandatory to consume a certain form of medium? Most people don't watch stage plays, or operas. Why is watching movies this one activity that qualifies you as a normal human being?
And I don't listen to music very much either. Most of it is bad, and the good stuff takes a lot of effort and research to get into. I used to read reviews, hunt down albums, explore genres as a teenager, but nowadays I don't care.
Most men don't clean themselves at all in the shower so much as they just stand there in the water
I consider myself a very committed and loyal person, but knowing I will never get to experience the honeymoon phase of a relationship again depresses me sometimes.
I move sidewalk snails out of the way when it's raining. I hate stepping on them it is depressing. Why must they be so dumb!! I 'll do this til I'm 89…
Hah, I hate snails, I am irrationally afraid of them. I'm so lucky to amost never see them where I live.
When I was little I saw a slug in the bathroom while I was on the toilet. My parents came rushing to take it out because I would keep crying and screaming "A SLUG!!".
Men only shower because they get to jack off there
I hate people that don't pay taxes as offshore accounts contribute to so much inequality but all my money is offshore in someone else's account. I'm not trying to doge taxes I just don't know how to pay them as I was working a sketchy job before and now I'm afraid what will happen if I do try to pay them.
I know this person doesn't exist but I want a nerdy awkward boyfriend who thinks I'm too good for him but meets my standards anyway. I want someone to fight for me in a way that's not needy and pathetic. When I think about some average looking shy boy who is respectful and hardworking and not a fucking cunt I melt.
Fucking hell I swear anon.Where's that "shy nerdy guys" pic when you need it
this is basically what my bf is, it is achievable and he does exist
he's a music nerd and I wake up to songs he's made for me
he's 6'1 and has a handsome smile and beautiful blue eyes and looking at him makes me swoon
whenever I have an emotional melty he never gets annoyed with me, he's SUPER patient and reassures me he loves me and will be there for me and listens to me
I never see him as pathetic or needy. he's just a nice man who loves me
he stopped looking at porn for me because it made me really upset when I found out he looked at porn (he already thought the porn industry is evil but looked at amateur stuff once in a while)
I told him how it felt like emotional cheating and made me feel really bad, he cried and told me he never wants to make me feel that way
a nice thing too is whenever I say "ugh I hate men" (usually in reaction to some obnoxious man in something we're watching) he laughs and says "I don't blame you" but never complains about women
he never gets controlling/possessive over me and trusts me so much. like just recently I was thinking about going to a concert with a mutual male friend of ours, and he was supportive? I have a lot of exes who would have a melty over that
I don't think I ever would have thought I could find a man who is this loving a couple years ago
my advice is have high standards. cut men out if they treat you badly and don't tolerate anything lower than what you want
also, don't look too hard. it will come to you. you will meet your person
My boyfriend cries too. Yours doesn't? If my man doesn't cry I would assume he was hiding something or plays up his masculinity to make up for insecurity. I would watch out if I were you.
Angry moid posts
Sounds like fanfiction. What exactly does he get out of this alleged relationship?
>>69823>envy leading to accusing an anon of being a shitty gf
Wild. A man gives basic respect to a woman and reciprocates the romantic overtures that the average woman makes and you say it's impossible.
Women in relationships make men food, do housework, and idk about you but I offer my creative services to those I love as well similar to anon's bf writing songs. Fuck, some women get plastic surgery and change themselves deeply for men.
Most women do romance naturally.
If her story is to be believed, a supermodel literally just fell out of the sky into her life and devotes every ounce of his time, energy and money to worshiping her like a princess while all she does in return is say she hates men and go out on dates with other guys while he just smiles and nods. Sounds like larping BS to me.
My bf is similar. I agree with the anon that it's about having high standards. Before my "supermodel" bf, I dated a lot of losers as I was so desperate for attention (in a sad way). After a while I started being very strict and wouldn't even give guys a first date if I suspected red flags/clashing interests. Eventually I found my bf and things are great.
If it helps make sense on things, my bf and I have a very similar personality type, sense of humour, and like all the same interests.
Your stories are nonsense because they're only possible in the world where the perfect guys who meet all of your standards have absolutely no standards of their own.
I don't know about the other anon but I'm not ugly myself. I make him laugh, we like to do all the same things, and we're both pretty introverted. We both have some spectrum qualities too (though probably not enough for a diagnosis) so we understand each other well on a basic level that other people don't always get.
I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be perfect to everyone, he is just perfect to me.
Maybe their bfs have some sort of savior complex where they want to fix and take care of loser girls.
This post makes me want a cute shota bf to encourage and support me.
True, I have encountered a man like this. He's academically gifted, health conscious, cute, kind, etc. It made me uncomfortable because I like jerking off my ego by playing the "fix him/her" role myself.
At any rate, dudes with this fixation exist.
A guy from our dorms, who always presented himself as this outgoing social butterfly, recently confessed to me that his weekly "nights out with the boys" were a lie. In reality, he drives to a mall parking lot to cry in his car.
I… had to hold back a chuckle. I don't know why it made me want to laugh, it was so sad, but so funny/ironic at the same time, in a Greek tragedy kind of way.
I think I'm fucked in the head.
Over the last two years I think my complete social detachment from everyone I know has made me lose my mind. Sunday makes the two year anniversary of dropping out of my first semester of college due to worsening mental health. I lost most of my friends due to various circumstances. I can feel myself losing grip on reality more as time goes by. I have so much more trouble relating to people now. I tend to envision myself as an observer "behind the glass", watching the world from a safe distance, observing the patterns and habits and peculiarities of the people around me but never getting close. At times it's hard almost to even conceptualize myself as a human being. The other night I went for a walk and the wind began to pickup, and I just stood there like a retard with the wind blowing in my face because it felt like my molecules were being scattered and passed through the wind. I have been thinking about a brief relationship nonstop for longer than the relationship itself even lasted. I should be worried, but its hard to even care. I guess that I care to some degree, or else I wouldn't be posting.
Oh god. I also kinda laughed, dammit. It just sounds like something straight out of a sitcom, that's why.
So that is my confession for today
my father is the greatest man I know and the only time Ive seen him cry is when my grandfather died
Pretty sure it’s a moid falseflagging, and then posting a screenshot somewhere, about muh ebil feeemales.
I don't think so. Men don't usually know how to have any subtlety when they try to pretend to be women.
As if moids didn't laugh at other people's tragedies all the time (whether accidentally or intentionally). It's not that rare for people to involuntarily laugh at inappropriate moments, you know?
I can give you an example. I once told a male friend in high school about that time I saw a poor indigenous woman and her little daughter miss her bus after the bus made a stop at a diner. Her luggage, ID, money, everything were there. I've felt like shit about it ever since and hope she got her stuff back or the people in the bus noticed and helped her reach her destination somehow.
When I told my friend about this he laughed. I was like "what the fuck are you laughing about" (but obviously didn't use those words). So yeah, it was most likely not his intention.
If a moid sees these posts and shares them as "proof" that women are evil or do not have empathy, let them believe whatever they want. It's not like us not
posting about these things would change their mind, they would find something else as "proof".
years as an infant of watching videos on my phone of people doing stupid things and getting recorded by passersby has given me this social anixety where if i see someone with their phone out i'll aggressively stare at their phone camera just incase they're recording so they'll be like "oh fuck she knows"
>>69980>if i see someone with their phone out i'll aggressively stare at their phone camera just incase they're recording so they'll be like "oh fuck she knows"
Yeah that feeling of losing grip on reality or things seeming fake can be rough to deal with.
When I get drunk I have strong need to kiss and touch the one I am with. Even he didn't attract me before, when I drink few beers, I am a completely different person and it is so fucking strong. I don't have this feeling when I am sober and I don't know wtf is that, but it scares me and I feel extremely ashamed of it, because many times I couldn't resist.
The fact that there’s people, powerful pedophiles, raping kids, in a civilized society, that are able flee justice with money… turned me into an anarchist. I lost my faith in politics forever.
Something similar happened to me personally, but I thought it was just one rich scrote getting away with what he did to me.
Perhaps I’ve said too much, but anyways, turns out that this issue is worldwide.
Fuck the system.
I'm self harming as a way to decorate myself and look more visibly mentally ill. My SH is the kind that leaves no traces (I purge, beat myself up, choke myself with ropes) and because my coping mechanism for when I'm uncomfortable is to laugh about it, nobody believes I'm struggling. Not even psychiatrists take me seriously. It makes me feel like I'm going insane, like it's all in my head since no one believes me. So I'm going out of my way to leave permanent marks.
I still almost every week from grocery stores nearby me, I’ll steal anything I can but mostly food items that I can afford but they are still expensive plus the tax here is high. Every week I probably steel around $100 worth of groceries, i steal from the same 2 stores
I have a crush on a guy I work with. At least with working remotely I can't flirt with him.
I hate being asexual and sex repulsed. I'm afraid no one will love me because of it.
I had a crush on a guy I met at work over the Summer. We had a lot in common but than I thought "oh, he'll probably want to have to sex with me." So, from then on, I pretty much avoided him until I quit. Part of me wants to desensitize myself to sex so I can at least mentally prepare myself for when it does happen but part of me thinks it's disturbing that I have to pretty much live a lie to keep a relationship going.
Accidently relied to someone because I'm a dumbass. My bad.
You can try to find a guy on AVEN (asexual forum). Maybe they have meetups once in a while. I also have 0 sex drive. My relationship is LDR (met once) so I don’t have to worry about it for now. I’m just going to try to make myself do it every once in a while once we settle down.
I kinda wish that the dating app notified me when I get swiped left or didn’t match. Nothing identifying, just a simple notification that someone did.
Maybe I’m just a masochist or something. But this radio silence for most of the time is deafening. Need some kind of feedback, you know?
But anon’s not even talking about you lol. She’s talking about genuine retards.
i have a crush on a guy i shouldn't. my boyfriend's friend. i don't want to feel this way.
I wish my boyfriend had attractive friends so I could fuck them
That's really mean. Shame this board has become filled with sociopaths.
it was probably a male who posted the message you quoted
married for months and still a virgin. Neither of us is happy about that, just don’t want kids yet
i really don't want to sound deranged so please bear with me for a bit. my father is very abusive and since basically my earliest memory has made my life a living hell. my mother was always more or less complicit though at times she could be very loving. also, although my mother is moderately attractive and my father, likewise, i more or less got his worse traits making me look downright hideous…
recently i found out that before meeting my father, my mother was very close friends with a japanese foreign exchange classmate who (though i think she was oblivious) seemed to rather be in love with my mother (he wrote her poems and drew her pictures, and tried to be a penpal after returning to japan). obviously my mother decided to either not acknowledge his interest or just was unaware, but i find myself wishing she had married him and i was his and my mother's child instead. i really don't know how unhinged this sounds but i feel like my childhood and teen years would have been so much better.
Can't tell anymore, so many miners have started picking up the asshole behavior and opinions of whatever edgy streamer they currently dickride or 4chan moid they orbit on discord.
sad this place used to be comfy
im gonna be purposely vague but i did a retarded amount of research on some stuff and i ended up developing a crush on like the worst person. like actually i could not have picked worse and it probably genuinely says bad things about me. i need a lobotomy
How can you say this and not post them? Cruel anon.
no its not like "funny bad" or quirky bad or whatever its just plain old bad taste. im not like fishing to be asked, i dont wanna share i feel like it legit speaks badly about me
We. Have. No idea who you are, I’ll share my stupidest crush if you do
Anon I will bet right now there is no way your shameful crush is worse than mine (unless they happen to be the same person). I don’t know if you’re ashamed because he was a bad person or if it’s an embarrassing person, but yeah I know how you feel to find someone attractive and when you really, really shouldn’t.
anon fine but i guarantee you lost the bet its literally derek chauvin :(
You can rest easy anon, because mine is definitely worse. I also developed this crush through doing a retarded amount of research so maybe it's just a weird thing that happens sometimes. You are very brave for admitting it on here.
anon you gotta tell me now. i cant have spilled that for nothing
its always putin isnt it. i used to see putinfuckers on tumblr and shit, i guess it makes sense. and im officially in no place to judge at this point
godspeed anon. life is pain
I've already gotten chewed out for it on lolcow before and don't want to go through that again… but I will say that he is objectively worse than Derek Chauvin
because he has killed more people
its one of those serial killer or mass murderer
guys isnt it? oh dude this is a long shot but are you the lanza
anon? if so i saw you get rekt on the unconventional attractions thread. whether you are or not, im sorry bro. at this point i know your pain
you and me when we see autistic murderers
(insert heart eyes emoji)
I posted in the friend finder thread (aaages ago) and amongst the sea of messages from thirsty moids, someone genuine actually messaged me. She and I talked a lot, a couple of times on WhatsApp video calls. So she certainly was real.
Few months ago, I was ghosted, not long after she told me that she’s feeling sick with covid sympoms. I sent her a message once in a while, asking if she’s okay. Yesterday, I went to work, and a subject that we often talked about came up. Even worse, it was by a woman with the same first name as her.
Well, I started crying. I have never cried after online friends before. Never. But now, just happened. Probably because I had also spent the past night wondering if she’s even alive. I was a fucking fountain of tears. It was so embarrassing. I miss her.
I completely understand your attraction. What I don't understand is how you could do a lot of research on him and consider him one of the worst people ever, superficially on the basis of number of people killed, without looking at intention. His rant videos clearly explain his gripes and provide clarity that he was acting under the belief that death was the only way to save people. Had he, say, murdered people out of some sick perversion, or tortured his targets, or inflicted great harm upon them prior to death, I would understand calling him a bad noodle, but contrary to this he seemed to be aiming for a clear goal with the purpose of reducing overall suffering in the world, and took measures to ensure those he targeted died quickly and relatively painlessly. How can you judge him so harshly knowing this, worse yet, while claiming to like him? I don't think it's very cash money of you to slander someone you supposedly like.
I don't understand why anons did that if it was in the unconventional attractions thread.>>75504
If I'm being honest, I have a shitty attraction to some murderer too but only for appearance… if that makes you feel any better anon
He literally murdered a bunch of children. It doesn't matter how uwu deep his diary entries were or how bullied he was, he was a fucking child killer.
He also wrote a story about a man getting with a child I think?? Or it was a possibility he did. I don't know if it was confirmed, its been a while
Yeah, fuck him. He was also ugly as fuck with his too-long face & overgrown bieber hair
You remind me of my mom. She was always a bit of a loser with a horrible past/childhood (she admitted it herself) and obsessed over things in the same exact way you did. The more underdog/misunderstood, the more fixated.
That isn't flattering at all, just so you know.
Thank you for being honest. I suspected this was how you felt. It's ok if you dislike me. I never expected anything else.
This is really weird roleplay, anon. My mom doesn't even have a laptop or a smartphone.
I wasn't roleplaying as your mother. For a moment I thought this was a personal comment from someone I knew. Pardon.
omg, anon, maybe take care of yourself and who you associate with more then. my initial comment was meant to be a roast. it's just a questionable behavior I see very commonly among women, especially maladapted kinds.
I think you're just fucking with me, but in the case you aren't- you know things aren't always black and white? You can be attracted to someone and not support or condone everything they've done. I think it was unbelievably selfish of him to do what he did. He should have just killed himself and left it at that. Ironic that he was all about how kids should have the ability to consent like mini adults but then he took away their basic human right to just exist. I'm sure in his head he did think he was "saving" them from the perils of having to grow up in civilization, but if he was so big on kids having the right to make their own decisions then shouldn't he have let them at least make their own choice as to whether they wanted exist in society or not? Instead he made the decision for them, which yeah, makes him a selfish and terrible person.
>>63992Despite being into stereotypically manly men older than me, when I saw a pictures of my boyfriend when he was preteen age I wanted to hold him kiss him and touch him just like I do now. I can't distinguish between romantic sexual and platonic motherly love. Fuck me I'm fucked up.
it's someone you are dating and it was just a picture. having these thoughts instinctively but knowing they are wrong is fine. it's when you start to kid yourself it is ok and it goes outside your brain that you have a problem
>>69790>my advice is have high standards. cut men out if they treat you badly and don't tolerate anything lower than what you want
This is also a recipe for becoming adverse to criticism, thinking that you don't have to grow as a person, or make compromises in a relationship.
This anon is lucky and has survivorship bias.
I haven't brushed my teeth since 2015. It started from a contamination phobia where I was convinced toothpaste was poisoned.
just go brush your teeth. don't overthink it
She hasn't brushed her teeth in 7 years. It's a bit late for that. Half of them have probably rotted out of her head.
Do you go to dentist checkups or anything? if it bothers you a lot you can get your teeth cleaned at the dentist + visit a therapist to treat your contamination phobia
everyone thinks that but chooses not to admit it
And I thought I was bad for sleeping with them until 13
I'm jealous of how close my boyfriend is with his sister. Idk why, I just feel left out a lil when they're together, talking in their native language that I don't understand, making each other laugh so much and I can't even participate.
I don't use toothpaste, I don't shower, I don't do shit with my looks not even deodorant and especially NO FUCKING BRA. I think all of these are just cosmetic and/or serve no value to me.
Don't forget Sakura Trick. It's really sappy, but also enjoyable.
ANONA MY BELOVED thank you for this yuri goldmine, autistic as it is it's broken down into specifications, genres, so I can know exactly what to get into. Thank you from a fellow himejoshi.
I love my professor
He is the only adult who loves me in a way I can understand. He's taught me so much about life. not just school subjects he's expected to teach, but he's also taken the time out of his day to teach me about life. He does things for me that no one else would. I just love him to death and I feel like he cares more than anyone.
Problem is, now I want him to fuck me stupid.
Ignoring that completely, how do I tell him he's the most important person in my life, without freaking him out and getting reported?
go masturbate until you see sense
Sounds like infatuation rather than love. If you dump that on him he's might distance himself. Maybe you can wait until you're no longer a student and then ask him out?
Maybe it's gross, but I don't brush my teeth period
. Never get any cavities either.>>75346
Ever heard of a condom? Or is he one of those "I don't wanna use a condom!!" types
Are your teeth yellow?? Post teeth.
how often do you get your teeth cleaned? why do you even do this?
I’m considering making a few upvote bots on Reddit, not because I want karma, but because I need karma to get into the spesific subreddits I want to post in.
I have talked about my sensitive issues on that account, so it wouldn’t be safe to try to get the upvotes from scrote-infested popular subs without the karma limit, and the ones I’m posting in never have any visitors, and they’re rather rude and clique-y too.
Been browsing on those subs for 2 months trying to raise the karma to the acceptable limit, and it’s frustrating as hell.
How would you even go about doing that without getting caught? For the longest time I downvoted posts I didn't like on all my alts and didn't get anything, then all the sudden I got a warning for vote manipulation. Okay fine, whatever, but now I don't think my votes count. I downvote something, refresh the page, and it's back to it's original count. Wouldn't the same thing just happen to you?
An easy safe way to get karma would be post art that's not yours to subreddits that it'd appeal to, like video game
subs. That's how I've gotten a thousand+ karma on one of my accounts.
I've given up on reddit because of this. I don't want everything I post about linked together but their system tries hard to discourage multiple accounts by making you need to have minimum karma to post anywhere. I don't want to waste time making tons of pointless posts on each account so I can finally post the one heartfelt post I want to.
Plus redditors suck as people. All the people I know IRL who post on reddit are awful.
>>77480>Plus redditors suck as people. All the people I know IRL who post on reddit are awful.
100% agree. I've met a few people irl who regularly used reddit and they all came off as pretentious assholes. They were almost like reddit was a part of their personality. Being younger and stupid, I tried my best to make friends with these people but they shut me out.
I say this about social media in general, and reddit is one of the worst, it just oozes this disgusting negativity and narcissism that shapes peoples mindset in the worst ways. And first time I've heard of that, private reddits you have to make so many circlejerk posts before you're allowed in the club, thats just laughable. Call it conspiracy if you will but it seems to me there is some sort of mind programming happening with those sites. I notice a distinct personality difference between people who use social media little to none and spend most of their time on other things, versus people who spend most of their time mindlessly scrolling social media.
I guess this is my confession but these past few years my husband has been obsessively browsing reddit, to the point I feel like it's getting in the way of our relationship. tbh I'm a little jealous, I wish I were able to get his attention like that. Prob made this obvious but I don't use any social media at all, I mean it's ok with me if someone does, I just don't care for people who make it a significant part of their lifestyle. But this is like an unhealthy compulsion, he spends hours on reddit, it's the first thing he does when he wakes up, comes home, anytime he gets a free moment with his hands he's instantly jumping on reddit. He gets so into it he will sometimes not respond when I talk or says he just wants to be alone so he can do reddit. He rarely seems to go on any other site. I have a hard time even watching shows with him, half the time he'll pull out his phone and if I ask him if he can put it away he has difficulty paying attention and gets distracted a lot like his attention span is fried. I can also tell that some of the negative things he reads on there put him in a sour mood some days. He seems to go between looking at barely interesting clickbaity stuff and news fear mongering stuff. When I can actually get him away from reddit doing something else for a few hours he starts acting more normal. This is all very concerning to me. When I try bringing it up to him he just says I'm overthinking it and I should let him do what he wants. I agree a person should be allowed to do what they want but just Idk what to think about this.
Could he have ADHD?
If not, you need to be strict and force him to put it away. Turn off the show if he takes his phone out.
Don't know but I've considered it a possibility. Many days, for some reason reddit is the only thing he's willing to do for hours at a time. Even then he can't seem to sit still. With other activities he frequently gets distracted, tends to not pay close attention and fidgets and gets up often. He can't even seem to pay attention to a conversation half the time. I've known him a long time and this behavior has definitely gotten worse in just the past few years. While I want to blame the reddit obsession as the likely cause, who knows what it really could be. I don't like trying to tell him what to do, he can waste his time how he wants, but I do feel annoyed at times.
you know theres subs like /r/freekarma and stuff that people just upvote whatever you post ya? makes it easy to get past those karma requirements
Some subreddits will autoban you for posting there
I have a crush on someone while in a longterm relationship. I'd never cheat though. I know biologically it's normal, but I still feel guilt.
Are you with him irl? It's ok as long as you don't act on it imo.
I’ve brought up some odd and controversial stuff up in conversation with people that I wish I didn’t, and I don’t like how I imagine it made me seem. I just feel bad I might’ve came across as a type of person I’m not.
Im a deeply repressed ftm (and maybe also lesbian I am not sure) but I try hard to hide it in part cause of my parents, in part cause I am religious and in part cause I would never look like a man (too short, wide hips etc).
I can get by fine usually but I would really want to have children one day so I feel like I should start dating. But I dont know how I would handle a relationship especially from the sexual aspect, since the thought of having piv sex makes me feel deeply uncomfortable. I was interested in some guys romantically before but never sexually and my libido is p much dead too lol. But idk what guy would want a girlfriend who would never want to have sex with him. I thought of becoming a nun but I think I would get bored of such a life quickly.
Cause my parents would kick me out, I couldn't have a kid with a woman and also I said I am religious. I have thought about it before but I dont think anything long term would last and I would feel guilty leading other women on when I know it will not last very long
Maybe don't date then?You can always adopt or have a spermdonor.
Just because people tell you you're "a repressed ftm" doesn't mean it's true. What in christ does that even mean anon?
There is no part of you that is male, just accept that. Maybe you are more masculine, maybe kind of gay, but you're still a woman. Have you considered you're just sexually repressed and that is why your libido is so low, and why you're uncomfortable with piv, yet you also desire children and find men romantically attractive? I think you're missing the simplest explanation here, and that's why you're thinking something as absurd as you being a man deep inside.
no one tells me that, no one irl knows I feel like this even and I repress hard enough to the point where they probably dont even suspect it. I wanted to be a boy since I was a kid but unlike other girls who had a tomboy phase when they were young I never really outgrew that feeling, just repressed it.>>78451
I have nothing to repress, I was never bullied and no one ever treated me inappropriately (as far as I remember at least). It's more like, I still feel like puberty has not hit me yet (even though its obviously long over lmfao) cause I feel same towards men as I did when I was like 11.
I am sorry but I have no idea what you want to say anon
I don't take anything, I took T for a veeeery short amount of time but I pussied out and that was long ago. I felt good on it but the stress from being discovered and it fucking up my body permanently was just too much for me to handle
the female figures of my family used to tell me men are natural-born cheaters but does not want me to go lesbian which sucks
Confession: This is the most retarded shit I’ve heard in this thread.
I have really gross kinks that I'm always too scared to tell my bf about and its making me not want to be with him. But I know itll just be the same with anyone else I ever date
I can't imagine myself dating or marrying any kind of "normal" man. Pictures like this are terrible to me. The woman is pretty, but the man is literally balding with facial hair. I don't understand how straight women do this, I could never sleep with someone like that and be happy
Literally everyone I'm attracted to is either a woman, or an effeminate man. I have no idea how to even flirt with women, and coming out to my family members is impossible in my country. I might need to date an androgynous detransitioner or non-binary guy or something (and I mean aesthetically non-binary, not "I'm a normal guy who likes to get fucked in the ass with a strap-on or is just claiming to be 'non-binary' so some kinds of women will let their guard down around me"), at least some of them look alright and may be open-minded. I just want someone I find attractive, and that I can live in peace with. I don't know what I'm going to do
If we're being actually realistic (and this counts as a confession for this thread, too), I think that you should take HRT if you want to but you should absolutely research/be told about all the possible risks and also what will happen to you on HRT. Absolutely all the upsides and downsides.
I don't really like this trans crap, but from a purely transhumanistic and body-mod standpoint, I think it's actually really good that you have so many options about controlling how you want your body to like. I see HRT (purely medical, unrelated to "trans identity") as a body-mod like anything else, such as boobjobs, BBL, lip fillers and whatever else you can think of. And I think there's nothing wrong if you want to take it for whatever reason, but I advise you to be informed and responsible about what it will do to your body.
Nona, are you me?
I srs do not believe women are actually attracted to average males. How? Just how?? Short hair on men is just gross
me too, i like effeminate men (although i have not been blessed with the attraction to women) but most of them are gay or assholes. i just want a cute guy
you're not a man, you're a self hating woman. i am the same i hate myself for my gender but i will never be male and you should get that into your head too.
I know anon I am not delusional, but I wish I were, and idk how to change it. Been in my head too long for it to just go away by itself too. 8-9/10 days it is something that I can ignore pretty well and be mostly content with being normal, but those 1-2 days feel really bad. You can only be a tomboy for so long (and I repress so hard that I am not even that lol) before your biology drags you back to where it wants you to be.>>79026
I do not plan on it, aside for the fact T destroys your reproduction system once youre on it for like 2-3 years (which is a big problem for me as Ive said), it only does so much. Sure it changes the face, the shoulders and makes you hairier but thats it, the ftm timelines you see are like 30%T and 70% intense gym routine. It would not fix my height, or my wide ass hips. My face is quite androgynous and I can pass as a cute 15 year old even without T, but if I trooned out I'd just be a boyfaced manlet lol.
Tbh the health risks aside for it nuking your uterus permanently are not that bad, but it's just there is more to being a man than having a stache and a longer midface and I can never have that, which breaks my heart sometimes.
This also applies to other groups than just ftms, but you can really do whatever you like to your body and get away with it until you hit your late 20s, and by the time you are 30 your bad decisions will have caught up with you. I am not sacrificing up to 50+ years of my life to live as a guy for some 5-10 years
damn this ended up being an essay lol
you can be a gnc if it's the performance that tires you out you don't have to perform. you're a woman either way. but if you have trauma from gender driven abuse and sexism then go face those demons
Nona I was kind of a tomboy (never committed fully but more than halfway there) for most of my life up until like barely 2 years ago and I had to become more feminine for my own sanity. It felt good performing masculinity, but usually what it lead to is me being put down and reminded of the fact that I am not a man and never will be.
Typical example:>Go to the gym with some male classmates>I work out a bit and feel happy doing something masculine>Look at how they are doing for a little>They can pull much heavier weights than I can>Much more muscle mass for about the same amount of exercise too>Realize that Ill have to try twice as hard to achieve what they get with a modest amount of effort>Sad
went on for almost all of my teenage years until I decided I couldn't bear it anymore. I'd rather act as an average woman which makes you kind of invisible than being reminded almost daily of my innate inadequacy.
Nona being gnc doesn’t mean you’re performing masculinity and competing with men. It doesn’t even mean being a tomboy. It simply means you’re not performing femininity ie putting on make up, acting in a way society deems acceptable for your gender, etc. i am gnc, i don’t go out of my way to act like a man, i’m just being myself and it happens to go against what people think a woman should be. Of course i’m not saying this is the standard, but it’s a choice for you if the societal idea of womanhood makes you uncomfortable. As for inadequacy, there are things men cannot do, that women can and vice versa. This doesn’t mean you’re inadequate. They are naturally stronger in the upper body, big deal nona they’re still retards. please don’t do this to your psyche
You can be in your mind and thats all that matters. Though I don't know why it means you ought to go trans
This is normal. I don't even believe that women like masculinity, I think they are intimidated and forced into liking it because men punish women who like cute guys, and punish the cute guys themselves. Still it is SO easy for them to be cute. Most men are actually really attractive and it doesn't take much effor they just go out of their way to kill their looks. We must revolt against this and have our own revolution because I'm sick of being numb.
i don't wanna troon out? you must have replied to the wrong person lol
there are still body mods you can do that aren’t as extreme as being FTM. something like anavar could improve your gym experiences without affecting future fertility.
more than that I think psychologically there may be ways of reconciling the many different sides of yourself rather than completely burying it.
Nta, but judging from this logic I'm also gnc even if I don't identify as such, I just rarely put effort into being feminine and thought of myself as being frumpy for this
it’s not about “identifying” if you don’t conform you don’t conform. if you don’t look and act feminine you will be perceived aa gnc regardless.
Cringe, but I cried last night because of fortnite. I just want my friend and my bf's friends to win. Everyone is going to quit soon because we lose most of the time. I'm ok with losing but my friend who carries us gets frustrated. I don't want to let go of this game, I like it a lot and idk what else we could even play.
I have a little crush on my teacher (no it’s not a high school teacher, just an online language tutor I have) but I know he’s just nice because I’m paying him lol also I have a bf which makes me the worst gf ever I know…
I also have a bf and have a crush on my martial arts instructor, who is married. I'm also the worst gf ever, it's okay.
You girlies are being too hard on yourselves. Just because you’re in a relationship doesn’t mean you go blind or magically stop registering other attractive people as attractive. I guarantee your bfs look at and fantasise about other women (all moids do, no matter what they tell you) so don’t feel too bad about it.
You're right anon. It's just biology. Thank u!
There is a difference between noticing someone is attractive and indulging in that attraction. The way I see it, a "crush" is something more active than just noticing someone is attractive. It requires spending time thinking about them and fantasizing about them, it is definitely something voluntary and shitty to do when in a relationship.
You both should cut it out or break up with your bf.
>>83062>There is a difference between noticing someone is attractive and indulging in that attraction. The way I see it, a "crush" is something more active than just noticing someone is attractive.
Cool. In the likely event her boyfriend also "disagrees", she should be careful not to mention it and risk her ass being dropped.
You sound like an unhealthily jealous type, like you have bpd or something
Yeah, you're right, not wanting my partner to oggle other people and spend time and energy fantasizing about being with them instead makes me BPD. I am so glad my partner has the same "unhealthy" mindset as me, wouldn't waste time with relationshits any other way :)
kek, right? sorry, but studies show men with a wandering eye are more likely to cheat. any man that thinks leering (different from simply noticing) at attractive women is permissible i guarantee has too low of an attention span to stay faithful in a relationship.
>long time channer of 10+ years
>weight goes up and down, can't seem to keep it off for more than three months if i do lose it
>been at weight plateau for 6 months (180-185 lbs) no matter how hard i starved myself
>realized a week ago that i deserve every bit of this as i was quite literally photoshopping a meme of some mildly chubby girl's head on a my 600 lb life cast member's body
>was going to post image somewhere for people who dislike her to laugh at, but decide to scrap project
>take a look at my fat self in the mirror
>make conscious decision to stop being a nasty cunt on the internet and either be kind or mind my business
>stop associating with those communities entirely/block all drama sites on my browser
>don't even think too hard about losing weight in the meantime or even try to
>weighed self just now and was 178.8 lbs with clothes on
So that's the key, huh?
Also sorry if this wasn't very confession-like, I just couldn't find a better thread for it.
Ok nona, just try to resist the urge to slit your wrists when your bf makes eye contact with the opposite sex
I have evolved. I am cucking Stacy right now and loving every second of it! He's mine now. You lost. He's in my care now and I'm better than you. I'm so happy! I'm going to keep him, too.
nta but it's not like you have to go full bpd breakdown just because your boyfriend eyefucks women. there's nothing wrong with setting boundaries though, assuming they're reasonable.
tbh eyefucking is disrespectful in a relationship imo
Please report the moidposter who is arguing with you, he needs to be kicked.
>>83136>believing that finding other people attractive while in a relationship is normal? you're a tranny janny moid!!1!1
You sound mad, nona. It seems like pretending to enjoy eating your bfs cum out of his other girlfriend is taking its emotional toll on you.
Except the very first post you decided to sperg against said that that precise thing is normal. Is it a hobby of yours to fight imaginary arguments you project onto other people?
This post >>83062
literally is saying that having crushes is akin to cheating, i wasn't responding to the reasonable take
That post is literally saying noticing someone is attractive is not having a crush. Learn how to read.
Why do you weirdos have to bring cucking into everything.