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I think over the years of being too online I have realised that women suffer from porn addiction too but it is not talked about enough. I'm not talking about reading romance novels, fics, yaoi etc. I'm talking about full blown dependency. I know someone from an online community who was looking at Steven Universe nsfw when the next day she had final exams. I used to come from work and waste 2-3 hours everyday looking at weird shit and interacting.
I'm almost there where I break away from my demons and I feel so light these days. It took a lot of journalling and self reflection but I'm satisfied. I cringe at my past self. What brought me to seek improvement was how fast I was adopting fetishes and kinks I never had. But the worst part was losing my focus on work. Its getting better now but I have a long way to go. My cause of issues was my inability to get into romantic relations but instead of trying to form them I replaced it with this.