Cute masochistic submissive men Anonymous 15641
Do they even exist? I thought maybe I'd grow out of this fantasy and eventually settle down for a more "normal" relationship but I think I have to face the fact that this is just my sexuality. I've had fantasies like that ever since I can remember. Most guys have too much of an ego to even entertain the idea. I've had past boyfriends tell me "you'd be the perfect girlfriend, if only you were less dominant." and I'm honestly tired of how exhausting many men get when you dare to push the traditional patriarchal dynamic of heterosexual relationships. I thought I should probably try my luck in kinkier spaces. Went to my first kink party with a friend and was immediately swarmed by guys in ther thirties who call themselves Doms and have a thing for young inexperienced girls who are new to the scene. Honestly gave me the ick. Talked to one guy who called himself a sub but then proceeded to treat me more like a fetish fulfillment machine and kept pushing my boundaries. Also kept going on about how dark his humour was (?) only to say things edgy 13 year olds would find funny and it honestly felt like a lame excuse to talk about his horrid worldview under the guise of humour. Should I just accept single life and delegate my desires and fantasies onto fictional characters and lewd media?? Should I just date women instead?? It's not like I even like moids, so many of them are insufferable and it becomes blatantly obvious how they treat women as sub human. Anyone have similar kinks and managed to find a good partner? How did you do it? I'm honestly at my limit
