/nsfw/ - xxx

Would you rather:

1. Have an impractical, unrealistic and apparently male-exclusive sexual interest, of the lifelong rather than acquired variety, this apparently universally masculine sexual pattern and alienation from all femininity gnawing at your sense of human dignity leaving you questioning whether or not you're actually "meant to be male."

2. Have a realistic sexual interest with a significant and apparently healthy population of women, and significant content created by and for women, which interest happens to be extremely shota-adjacent and perceived as such by society at large. So you have actual human beings to communicate and commiserate with about your shared loathesome, socially unacceptable interest, but despite being sure you're not into it for pedophilic reasons yourself, you will always have a sinking suspicion that many of those women whom you have confided in and been emotionally/socially supportive of in the face of this socially unacceptable interest may in fact actually be legitimately British.