Autoandrophilia / wanting to be a dude but not really Anonymous 59650[Reply]
Before I get into it I’ll say that I’m using this term more loosely than the sexual fetish sense, moreso the abstract ego-satisfaction of being able to occupy maleness in ways one finds appealing. After a long time feeling lost about what the fuck my gender identity was doing episodically, I decided that my fits of envy for wanting to look like men / behave within an idealized masculine archetype were the cosmic answer to AGP, except with the outright fetish angle dulled.
The kind of boy I want to be isn’t one that actually exists, but the compulsion towards it doesn’t seem to care too much about that. I want to be an oldschool 90’s seme in a suit. I want the broad shoulders and flat chest that make shirts look the very specific way they look on dudes in their prime. I want to be able to occupy a variety of male archetypes that no one person actually exists as but seem to keep popping up in culture, larger than life. I don't want to interact with them or posses them, I want to /be/ them.
Who here /AAP/?
49 posts and 7 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.Anonymous 60165
>>60120It's pleasing to see someone be pleased by you. Isn't it? Nobody likes a dead fish on the ground. So what's the problem with pleasing someone by hand? Moids do it all the time, or at least fantasize about it.
Anonymous 60264
As I teen I thought I was more like a guy due to my interests and probably autism.
I don't want to be a dude for real but I like to imagine I am one when I mastrubate.
Anonymous 60272
>>60264So basically like those X-change gifs that people with AGP love but the other way around instead?
Anonymous 60416
>>60272not sure what that is.
I just dont like to imagine myself when mastrubating and I find it hotter when there are two guys. I am also not into 3d, only drawings or my imagination work for me.
Despite that I like having sex as a normal woman with my bf, what I fap to and what I live out are always two different things.
Anonymous 334878
I'd love to know what it's like to have a cock and use it sexually. Male orgasms seem so much easier. But besides that no.