/img/ - Aesthetics & Images

I don't want advice, I just want to be bitter in peace.

I was never socialized properly, and now all of my interactions with other people, however minor, lead to negative fuming. The doubt; the paranoia; the confusion. Are they symptomatic of something wrong with me or is everything supposed to be awful all the time? I'm not a heartless monster. I have concepts of friendship and loyalty and virtue and glory and adventure and trust, they all just turn to moot when I try to materialize them in any meaningful way. I've had no adventures; I've made no friends; there is no one I trust, and by extension, no one I love. I do not meet people, and I am afraid to look at them. I am resistant to change because it seems to me to be futile, and that each attempt at change only serves to further open myself up to ridicule. To people who do not feel this way, I must be ridiculous, and the immediate knee-jerk response, if there is any response at all, is that I am wrong. People are capable of all these things. Maybe then it is just me who is inept? I suppose that's better, isn't it?

And, of course, the lack of interaction makes me feel lonely. I've tried to reach out before in my own small ways. Every year I become more miserable. I wish I could see this world that I hate be destroyed in some kind of disaster. For now I will just do my part by deliberately disposing of recyclable items in the trash.

>>2787
The winter really makes my depression worse
I just don't want to socialize with anyone anymore , or at least for now

It's been over a year and I still miss my baby

>>4750

Gorgeous…they look exactly like my baby girl that died last summer. She was 18 and I had her my whole life. We will always miss our babies.

Moved to >>>/feels/17452.

My favourite. Bless his pure android heart.

>>2835
are other femanons Trekkies?

I like star trek but I do not know any other girls IRL that really enjoy it like I do.

I like the dialog and the corny stuff. there is a real charm in star trek that all the new stuff like Discovery lacks.

>>4725
>tfw the best star trek show in 10 years is a parody of star trek.
Truly, we live in that one alternate universe where everyone is evil.

Thank you so much for these anons. I can't even describe how cosy they make me feel. My bf wants to create a game with similar aesthetics so I'm saving them as inspiration for him. Any suggestions for games with this aesthetic we can use as research? I'm eternally grateful.

>>4505
va-11 hall-a. it's a bartending game. the game itself is pretty bad but it's aesthetic.

>>4507
He mentioned that! Thanks for the suggestion, it's pretty.

Him even with that face.

A cute guy from Chichén Itzá

>>4282
He looks like he is smirking.

"Yeah I know I look good, you can take a photo."

Very adorable.

Spent my lunch break with them today

>>4282
Cute!!

>>4274
Insects are cool too though!

>>4250
Was that a fucking dinosaur at 23 seconds?

I don't want this thread to die.
So here is another bug buddy.
How have you been wildlife friend?
Are you alright?

James is super cute!