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Anonymous 4352[Reply]

a collection of people will never be unique and have their own culture as long as they keep using addicting apps with algorithmic feeds that give people from the same demographic the same content, old internet cultures died because people became more and more same-y, you can walk to any person from your age group who uses the internet regularly and they'll most likely know about the same things you do, have a similar taste, and a similar sense of humour.
I want to do an experiment with my friends where we all cut algorithm-based feed apps; pintrest, Instagram, tiktok… etc, and see if we can get further from normies and have different ways of thinking or not.
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Anonymous 4713

>>4705
I sue pinterest to save cute anime pictures and food and instagram to post drawings and photos of trees. It's not about the website it's how you use it. Except if it's a porn website ofc. Fuck that shit isnt ever good

Anonymous 4724

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>>4353
>world citizen
sister…

Anonymous 4735

>>4352
i noticed this year how when you stop using social media for a while you can literally feel your mind become freer. when you start using it again you can feel yourself deteriorate in real time. it's weird.

Anonymous 4747

>>4735
I never really used social media apart from imageboards. I wonder if i'll feel the same if I stopped using imageboards.

Anonymous 6739

if you're long enough on imageboards you'll notice everyone is parroting the same opinions according to chan culture. it causes a brainrot just like any other social media.



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Manipulation Anonymous 787[Reply]

>What's the most extreme manipulative scheme you've completed?
>How did it affect the people involved?
>Would you do it again?
>Do you feel guilt manipulating people?
>What are your feelings in general regarding manipulation?
>If others were severely harmed in some way because of your manipulation, would that matter to you? Why or why not?
>Have you been manipulated in an as extreme way as you've manipulated others? What happened and how did it affect you?
>Do you take pride in manipulating people?
>Do you feel like emotional abuse is inherently wrong when it is purposefully inflicted? Why or why not?
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Anonymous 6279

>>6262
Oh yeah I used to do that all the time. I've always been "cute" and "needed to be protected" and I would play that up like nobody's business. I'd act really innocent to the teachers and professors, really act like I'm giving it my all, and then I'd be able to get away with damn near anything because I'm "just nervous and doing my best". Hell it worked with anyone. I was smart but also "quirky" enough that even the punks of the school were my friends and they'd help me cheat regularly.
I think my magnum opus was when there was a ridiculously hard test in class that I was sure to fail. I pulled out all the stops on that one and just started crying and then the teacher was like "ah uh maybe this test is too much, this won't count against any of you"

My parents had put me in really difficult classes and I had no choice but to start manipulating people to survive but I've never been the same since then. Now I constantly manipulate others, including my family, with the cutesy act even when I don't need to. The thrill of completely outwitting someone is addicting.
>I love lying and controlling the reality in someone's mind.
Yep that's me to a T.

Anonymous 6306

To add onto >>6279 since I've calmed down a bit since I posted that

I do really feel bad though sometimes. Like I'll feel on top of the world for manipulating someone but then just wish I could be honest with them and not have to put on an act and second-guess every action I take. I'm at the point where everything I do is pre-planned. "If I say this maybe people will take pity on me and continue to give me stuff" or "I should continue to pretend I don't know how to do this so other people do it for me" or "ok let me make sure to stand like this and add in a few stutters here and there, that should really get their guard down"
It's scary to be honest in life though you know? If you put yourself out there and make yourself vulnerable, you could be hurt or end up having to do something you don't want to do. If I didn't exploit people, I don't think I could make it on my own.

Anonymous 6578

>>6306
The issue is you should be learning to rely on yourself, that's what youth is about, that's why everyone is kind of nice and changes the rules for you when it seems too hard.
Later, you won't have any help, and you won't have any experience. You're condemning yourself to be a pick-me. If it disagrees with you, I suggest you try and fail now, and eventually succeed.

Anonymous 6694

>>2537
>it's just that women are more emotionally intelligent and thus have more options. Men will absolutely fuck you over emotionally
This. I would say that more than half of all men consciously try to "manipulate" people (by which I mean friends and gfs, not vendors at the flea market), and the only reason it doesn't go anywhere is that they suck it. They don't feel remotely bad about it, quite the opposite, they do it to try to live up to the power fantasies that society has encouraged in them. Unfortunately for them, they have no talent so these ploys usually just amount to more laborious ways to piss people off. There aren't that many that could manipulate others for meaningful gain.

Anonymous 6706

>>3436
Pretty much this. So many people can only think of "manipulation" in this cringey abstract way, like they're a high ranking CIA member or a Game of Thrones character trying to protect themselves and further their tangible interests, but the reality is most people (particularly most people in places like this) don't have nearly an interesting enough life for there to be some manipulation worth doing. If you're reading this you're probably just a community college art student or something, there's not much to be gained by manipulating people. You'd be way better off if you just kept doing a reasonably good job at your occupation and try to be friendly and fun to be around.



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What are these lumpy brown things in my bed Anonymous 5607[Reply]

How do I placate them
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Anonymous 5638

>>5635
>>5616
In searching for a readable pattern because I hate YouTube videos, I found the original source of the image

https://www.ravelry.com/projects/snoflingan/daisy-flower-charity-square/

Anonymous 5639

>>5635
>>5638
Blessings on your house!

Anonymous 5643

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>>5630
I juggle their demands and needs everyday, its really taking a toll I can't juggle anymore. Don't even start with me human.

Anonymous 5644

god is good

Anonymous 6698

Such a pretty bed, anon



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Anonymous 5887[Reply]

I want to manifest something specific but it just ain't happening..

The random things that I think about and don't rlly mind if they don't or do happen manifest.

For example I'll think of someone that i haven't seen in a long time and then after a day they appear out of nowhere.

How the hell can i manifest the things that I actually want with ease,like what are some good methods?

Also I'm fairly new to these kind of stuff

Anonymous 5976

*I want to manifest something specific but it just ain't happening..
The random things that I think about and don't rlly mind if they don't or do happen manifest.
For example I'll think of someone that i haven't seen in a long time and then after a day they appear out of nowhere.
How the hell can i manifest the things that I actually want with ease,like what are some good methods?
Also I'm fairly new to these kind of stuff*

What you are experiencing is known within the occult world as "Lust for Results".
Lust for Results, in a really condensed answer = "The obsession over results from one's magical operations".
The theory behind this is that you want something so much that you in-turn end up pushing it further away from (the lust for results feeds into fears of no results).

The advice given within grimoires and other manuals on magic is that you're suppose to have a "dgaf" attitude. it sounds weird but when you contemplate your example where;
The random things that I think about and don't rlly mind if they don't or do happen manifest.
they manifested because you "dgaf" about it really, while the thing you really want is being evasive.

Anonymous 6695

>>5887

Things come to you easier when you learn to detach from them. I've manifested things within a few hours that I let go of and forgot about.I have had things come weeks later that I stoppef thinking about as well.

Anonymous 6696

>>6695
Fckn typo



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Drugs Anonymous 1850[Reply]

From stuff like weed and acid to DMT and coke, share your experiences with drugs. They don't have to be particularly profound or bad, feel free to share your positive, benign, or spiritual trips as well.
I'll start with something fairly benign.
>first time smoking weed
>pretty much have the joint to myself
>"lol I'm not feeling anything"
>suddenly begin to lag behind myself
>black out/can't remember anything every few minutes
>nothing bad yet, just chilling
>start to giggle at something my friend said
>can't control myself
>fall back onto the floor and begin to roll around, still out of control of my body
>become aware I am not myself and forget my being entirely
>can't stop crying now either
>friends laughing at me but I'm genuinely panicked
>Convinced I'm not real
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Anonymous 4548

>>4547

I've tried most drugs, except for the really hard stuff like H, crack, etc. I personally wouldn't recommend going any further with K. I've been in a few K-holes and they were never a pleasant experience. Not bad either. For some of my friends, that was the appeal. They'd come out, couldn't put it into words, and would want to go back in. The problem is the body builds up a tolerance to K pretty quickly. So if you get hooked on exploring K-holes, you'll need more and more of the substance to get the same hit. This happened to a group of people I knew who then started injecting to get their hit. One of them then moved onto H, and died of an OD. I know you said you can't get psychedelics, but I'd suggest waiting till you find a deent supplier again and starting on shrooms with good friends. I'd pretty much recommend any other drug (other than the really hard stuff) over K, but I had a front row seat to how bad it could get.

Anonymous 4589

>>1850
Anyone tried MDMA while having brain problems (bipolar, depression, anxiety, etc)? Did you notice any unbearably negative effects? I guess I'm scared of the crash because when I go low I go low-low.

Anonymous 5399

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>>4589
I used MDMA a lot when I was younger and the most depressed and anxious that I have been. I actually found it to help me a lot but you should do a lot of research before you even consider it. Understand what you are going to do, prepare as well as you can. Be in a comfortable setting, around the right people, nourish your body and take care of yourself a lot post-trip. It will at the very least feel like a really bad hangover for a little while.
Just be careful. Start with a low dose and remember: preparation, preparation, preparation.

As great as it can feel and be beneficial even, you have to keep in mind that people who suffer from mental illness (or those pre-disposed to it) always will have the chance of having an extremely negative experience or even triggering a mental illness.

Anonymous 5510

This experience sounds like me sober (i have mental illness)

Anonymous 6681

>>1877
me too hehe



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Profiles of dead people online Anonymous 6652[Reply]

Can anyone find me some interesting profiles owned by dead people or maybe also schizophrenic people?

Anonymous 6653


Anonymous 6671

Go to mydeathspace

Anonymous 6686

>>6671
thanks nona!



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can anyone read me this? Anonymous 6490[Reply]

idk if this is the right board, but i hope someone knows how to read my astrochart

I went with several friends who supposedly know about the subject, but none gave me an accurate answer


Anyway, i would like to see your charts also :) it could be declared as the thread of the astral charts or something like that maybe?
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>>6634
Very good nona. You got most of it right. Especially my desire to be a tradwife to an office lady

Anonymous 6656

>>6639
Wow you and the last anon have lots of negative aspects, wish you specified a question so we could know where to start. Anyway… here’s a hug from me, anon… because if you feel unloveable then know that’s not true, and you should give yourself some credit and a little love. I think you’re honest and direct but really sensitive and have a tendency for escapism which would explain you being on here lol. You talk a lot, from the heart as well, but you rationalize your emotions in the same time, isn’t that funny? I think your mother and father fought a lot or argued while you were growing up but i really can’t be sure… maybe they are divorced if i’m reading the aspect correctly. You need to find the balance between what you want and what you need. you attract narcissists lol or people who are soul sucking. like thr other anon with second house malefics you didn’t have money growing up but you have high standards and very ambitious about achievements regarding money and material things but be careful in this area. I think one of your challenges in this lifetime is experiencing poverty and you struggled with that or some sort of trauma like that. I wonder if you’re a workaholic now… but either way i get the feeling that youre very compassionate and forgiving but you struggle with integrating into society, you’re here to interact and communicate with people. Don’t let your trauma hold you back from fulfilling that. I think you’re supposed to have a rise from the ashes sort of moment. You don’t feel heard. If it hasn’t happened yet it’ll happen

Anonymous 6658

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>>6656
hey anon apart from the money stuff your reading is pretty accurate, i grew up with a lot of family money and am still supported by that. i’m currently in a really bad mental episode and am a neet for the first time in my life and am not going back to work or anything because i’m pretty convinced i need to suicide. Thank you so much for your reading, if it’s okay could you answer a couple questions for me? What do you think my love life will look like in the future and is there going to be a time where i feel content in my identity and unafraid of living? Ily

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what website are you using? Here's one from the one I found, don't remember my exact birth time though so could be wrong

Anonymous 6660

>>6658
I see then i interpreted it wrong. I’m sorry i have surface level knowledge of astrology… and i took a stab in the dark while i’m sleepy so i didn’t dig in there lol. You have chiron and pluto in your second house. Chiron represents your wounds you have it in capricorn which basically means you’re terrified of failure and you feel like you haven’t accomplished enough. and pluto represents rebirth, transformation, death. Both in second house: material things, money and possessions. Maybe it’s not about growing up poor exactly but something surrounding these themes.



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Female killers general Anonymous 429[Reply]

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Anonymous 6554

>>6553
usually these kind of people hate their own lives so they hate other life in general so they do these kind of crimes. in short. its mental illness.

Anonymous 6558

>>6553
who is she?

Anonymous 6559

>>6558
She is a nurse who killed babies. her name is Lucy Letby. This case is in the UK

Anonymous 6637

>>6559
i looked into this case and i cant find any reason as to why she would have been doing this. i don't necessarily doubt that she did it, but other than that weird post it note, which to me looks like nervous ramblings more than a confession, i havent been able to find anything about a motive.

Anonymous 6638

>>6553
Aspd



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Magic Jewelery Anonymous 6603[Reply]

Where can I buy magic jewelry?

Anonymous 6605

>>6603
From gypsies, it's totally a good idea, trust me.

Anonymous 6606

>>6605
I'm a gypsy and i have no fricking clue where one would get magic jewelry

Anonymous 6610

>>6606
Witches can bless your jewelry for you



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Anonymous 5886[Reply]

Can I find somebody's social media (ex.facebook) only from their phone number?
If so how??

Anonymous 5924

Put the phone number in your smartphone contacts, then download the app for the social media site and let it access your contacts. Maybe they'll show up in your recommended.

Anonymous 6539

this works with cashapp and venmo. <3

Anonymous 6568




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