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Omnipresent daytime sense of doom Anonymous 9220[Reply]

I just hate the sun. Whenever it's daylight outside I can feel every second of my life tik-tok-tik away. Slowly. Like nails scraping away at a rusted board.

I genuinely feel uncomfortable during the daytime. Every day. All my life. It usually isn't so bad as to interfere with my daily life, but it's still uncomfortable. Particularly during sunsets, I get this horrible feeling of impending doom. I cannot properly describe it, it is like a terror you can see from a distance. Far enough yet not to panick but close enough to want to do something about it. Except nothing ever comes.

But this feeling always goes away during the night. It doesn't matter what time it is during the day. When the sun is out, I feel stress 10x worse. I can (by thumb) measure the time that has passed since I started studyin, the time left for me to finish the assignement, if I am at home it makes me feel bad for missing out on some fun, if I am outside it just makes me feel annoyed somehow. But at night I feel at peace.

In a weird way, I feel like this song captures this feeling fairly well, I listen to it almost every day since I found it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jo29PoLkoOM&t

Sorry for the weird post, I just needed to vent my feelings once. Feel free to reply with whatever and feel free not to. Not like I want any type of advice or consoling.
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Anonymous 9249

I know this feel. Daylight makes me sick, especially the morning sun. Also, nice taste in music. I'll add this one by Woods of Infinity: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Jb6IfR6tWvo&pp

Anonymous 9323

I don't dislike the sun exactly but the warm weather/sunny weather makes me incredibly depressed, but frustrated depressed. I get angrier and I have less patience. I tend to take it out on myself, too. Cloud cover or shorter days feel safer and cozier to me.

Anonymous 9326

>>9242
I feel this. Cold autumn and winter weather rejuvenate me

Anonymous 9327

I go out after sunset to run and exercise because when its light outside i feel like Im being watched always. In the dark I feel anonymous.
The sun feels like it is watching me and is heating up the world. it feels like a fire about to happen. Part of this may be the doom of global warming.

and here is some music about the sun exploding.

Anonymous 9328

>>9327
>The sun feels like it is watching me and is heating up the world. it feels like a fire about to happen.

I get this EXACT feeling except I find it comforting - like god is watching me and is about to let me return. I love warm weather and summer for this reason



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Astral projection Anonymous 2391[Reply]

Is this a real thing? Can people astral project themselves in space?
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Anonymous 3875

>>3874
It's saying that "astral projection" would just look like some weirdo closing their eyes and thinking. Because that's what it is

Anonymous 3884

>>3875
ok but what makes it the first girl to do it?

Anonymous 4325

>>2391
Yes but don’t try fighting Allah (it’ll end up bad)

Anonymous 4567

I'm not really sure if I'm convinced it's astral projection or not, but I've definitely had very vivid dreams where I leave my body. It's possible to induce those kinds of dreams or sleep paralysis, which I did a lot for fun when I was younger but stopped when my mental health declined and they started to skew scary more often than be fun.

Some of my favourite dreams were just walking down the street, noticing little details around me and going to check up on people I knew. Sometimes they'd be asleep and other times they'd be awake, watching TV or something. I never confirmed these dreams because I felt like it would be creepy to ask someone "hey, were you watching The Simpsons at exactly 1.30am last night?" but a huge part of me wants to believe that they were real and not just dreams.

Anonymous 9314

It is 'real' in the sense that it is different from normal and lucid dreams. I'm not sure if you literally leave body though, or if it is some form of sleepwalking or very vivid sleep paralysis.

-in my experience, astral projection and sleep paralysis (which I think are the same phenomenon since SP leads to AP) leave physical traces in the real world or on my body. I do not practice astral projection anymore because of this.

-I once attempted to move a pen while astral projecting. I set it out on my nightstand before I slept. Once I got out of my body i tried for a while to move it and was able to tilt it very slightly. I entered my body again, but when I woke up the pen was gone. Something happened to it obviously. I dont know what.

-When astral projecting, things start off looking exactly like the real world. Its dark so you dont see color, things are exactly as you left them. But as you stay in it, strange things will occur: first some of your senses become more intense. The silence 'sounds' too loud, and youll 'see' weird distortions. Ill be able to see the walls of where I live in greater detail and 'know' the shapes behind them: outlines of shapes show up in strange colors that don't exist in the real world. like a kaleidoscope maybe? all of this superimposed over the 'real' world that looks exactly the same as if you were awake. Then, your physical sensation gets heightened. If youve ever been tickled, imagine that over your entire body slowly creeping up on you. At this point hearing, sight, and sense are completely overloaded (ive never tasted or smelled anything while astral projecting). Then maybe youll see shadow movement out of the corner of your eye, or (more often) out of the kaleidoscope effect certain 'beings' will form and un-form. This is the farthest I had ever gotten, since usually at this point the sensory overload becomes painful and I feel pulled back toward my body. Imagine you are a rubber band stretched out, and once you lose enough focus you get slingshotted back into your body. Immediately afterwards I usually feel intense pain in certain parts of my body from the violent return back. Maybe my head really hurts or my stomach or chest. I have also had a few situations where I feel uncalibrated with my body: I feel further ahead or behind, or sometimes my body moves before I do. Usually these effects go away after about 10 minutes.

-On one occasion in particular, I was astral projecting while Post too long. Click here to view the full text.



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Anonymous 9258[Reply]

does anyone have advice or tips on manipulating someone to like you?

Anonymous 9260

>>9258
Therapy (CBT and DBT). Hope this helps

Anonymous 9262

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Anonymous 9269

>>9258
When they aren’t literally forced to be with you, like family for example, there really aren’t many ways. You can act nice and show interest in them and their interests but I don’t really consider that manipulating

Anonymous 9270

>>9260
Cock and ball torture and dick and ball torture…? Okay i will try this thank you

Anonymous 9271

i wonder if enough manifestation could make this happen, if you believe they love you the universe would respond and make it true since you know it to be true.



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Any horror book or manga recommendations? Anonymous 8864[Reply]

I just finished reading Frankenstein by Mary Shelley and Uzamaki by Junji Ito
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Anonymous 9098

>>9092
goated manga

Anonymous 9117

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I enjoyed the Jinrou Game series. It reminded me of playing mafia as a child.

Anonymous 9122

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I quite liked the Vegetarian by han kang

The horror aspect only develops later on fully, its a very slow buildup - but I found the buildup to be the best part -the mundane mixed with disturbing and surreal scenes

Anonymous 9265

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Jinmen is an okay one, but like all good japanese media I think it becomes too wild to the point it stops being scary and just becomes any other generic manga

Anonymous 9266

>>8864
Best horror you're ever gonna read is Lovecraft's collected stories, preferably the Annotated HP Lovecraft.



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A Demon is in My House Anonymous 9111[Reply]

He hides the tv remote and unplugs my phone charger. He makes food smell funny despite not being expired. He also makes any soda in the house taste less carbonated. Not sure what I did to invite a demonic presence into my house.

Anonymous 9175

>>9111
Have you tried asking him to stop, maybe he will.

Anonymous 9212

>>9111
nonette consider installing a carbon monoxide detector if you don’t have one already



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Zodiac Signs Anonymous 2895[Reply]

What are your signs, miners?

I’m a Pisces…
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Anonymous 9185

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Can someone analyse this one for me please? Whatever is on that website is retarded and contradicts itself, in some places it says I'm a very nice and nurturing person (which I'm really not) and in others it says I'm an insane BPD-chan.

Anonymous 9206

>>9185
Yeah I took a look at your chart and tl;dr you come off as moody, agressive, criticize and try to micromanage people, think you know better than everyone, have a massive ego, cutthroat, talkative but also shallow as in it's hard to get close to people.

Anonymous 9207

>>9206
Makes a lot of sense except the talkative part, I won't talk unless something interests me a lot. Is there any hope for me or should I just slit my wrists already?

Anonymous 9208

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Do me next! Does it have to be color coded? I got it from Costar kek.

Anonymous 9210

>>9154
why must it be so hard we don’t deserve this



The Ghost Frequency Anonymous 9074[Reply]

What did you experience after listening?

Anonymous 9075

Nothing at all :(
Are you supposed to listen to it loud or quiet? Does it matter?

Anonymous 9202

So, what is this ?
Can someone explain ?



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Anonymous 9156[Reply]

>im a Taurus woman
>a Cancer man likes me
Should I give him a chance?
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Anonymous 9170

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I can't believe people still believe in this stupidity

Anonymous 9178

>>9156
There's more to compatibility than birth sign. You would have to look at both of your birth charts. I know a lot of Cancer mars men (mars rules anger/sex) and they're way too emotional and passive-aggressive for me. Very catty men. And I have a scorpio sun & venus.
>>9157
LOL!

Anonymous 9179

>>9162
With all that cancer, he probably has a mommy kink. His Leo mars shows passion, his praise kink and his huge eog. All that air creates a know-it-all.

Anonymous 9180

>>9156
there's already an astrology thread, learn2read and ask in there

Anonymous 9183

>>9162
Sun square moon: tense, emotionally turbulent, sensitive, likes conflict, tension at home/between the parents



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Intuition Anonymous 8918[Reply]

Is your intuition ever scarily accurate? I’ve intuited running into certain people. I went to the library 3 days ago because I just knew my crush would be there even though he’s a commuter who didn’t attend class that day. I don’t know how I knew that. I just followed wherever my body took me because I knew it would take me to him. Another example, there’s someone that I know I will run into on my campus (who doesn’t live anywhere near it) by the end of the month. I’ve known it for months and I’ve been trying to avoid running into this person but I know it’s the universe’s will we run into each other.

Anonymous 8919

>>8918
how do you develop better intuition? I can usually tell that something horrible is going to happen on days when horrible things do happen but that's not really useful

Anonymous 8922

>>8919
Nta but you could try to be more observant. Pay attention to your surroundings, notice patterns, signs etc. also you can learn from past situations and their patterns too.

Anonymous 8939

>>8918
yes, extremely accurate. I usually get an intuitive sense about people and are very sensitive to their energies, as well as the energy of places. Here is one instance that I find particularly eerie:
>go to the beach with my family.
>didn't want to go into the water
>sensed that there was something uncanny about this place
>sister and her friend went swimming in the water
>sisters friend kept complaining about how she felt that something was dragging her down
>a week or so later, we find out that someone had died in those waters before they had gone swimming in there..

Anonymous 9182

there are some spiritualities (Indigenous matriarchal ones for example) that believe women possess intuition like a 6th sense that men aren't able to tap into. And that it can be honed with practice.

I have pretty powerful intuition, always have since I was a kid. I started doing tarot readings when I was little for fun, and they ended up really scarily accurate. It's all intuition based, the way I read them. I freaked out several family members- aunts uncles, mom, grandma with my readings to the point where they were made uncomfortable. I've predicted severe illness, infidelity, and minor issues too with my card readings. I get told a lot that my tarot readings aren't any fun because I don't sugarcoat bad things. In fact I think I have more of an ability to predict bad things than good.

I am also really good at reading people, which I usually pass off as being a perk of being a wallflower, but I can even guess people's first names when I've never seen them before sometimes. Sometimes I even get such a powerful feeling that a person or animal's name is 'wrong' somehow to the point where I have a hard time using the name they give me. Like, one time I was riding a trail horse with a name like Red or something, but I could not stop calling her Daisy- in my mind, when I was petting her or riding her. It was really weird. Probably sounds retarded but I wonder if it's some kind of weird intuition or something.

At this point I always listen to my intuition. If I get a bad feeling about something. My husband believes I have very strong intuition as well, and always listens to me if I decide to cancel a plan or leave something early because it's never steered us wrong. I think it's the closest thing to a religious belief I practice- if I get a gut feeling about something I don't do it, or if someone gives me bad vibes I gtfo.

typing this out makes me feel like a knob tooting my own horn



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Anonymous 8909[Reply]

I have a feeling that my family is cursed or very unlucky. Starting two years ago we have just had a string of bad incidents. Every time an incident is over and we have maybe a month or so of peace, another unfortunate event happens again. I was talking about it with my younger siblings and I'm scared that I will inherit this bad luck. Looking back, our whole existence starting from my parents marriage has been unlucky. How do I put an end to this? Will it end if my family is dead? I want to distance myself from them, but my family relies so much on me and I don't think they would be able to handle themselves if something else were to happen.
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Anonymous 8911

Did the curses start when you moved to a new home? Maybe your home is cursed.

Anonymous 8941

>>8911
this could very much be a plausible explanation. Recently my family moved to a new house c. 2021. My mum believes in spiritual cleansing and saged the entire property before we moved in to get rid of 'bad energies'. in spite of this, moving into this property heightened a lot of the tension between each of us and corresponded with a string of major difficulties in each of our lives, including my dad having a heart attack.
>>8909
Have you ever tried getting a birth chart reading, or gone to a clairvoyant of sorts to seek conformation about this? Perhaps you could try to figure out if there is any astrological or other adjacent phenomena which is related to these incidents and events?

Anonymous 8956

What kind of things are fucking your family over?

Are we talking about 'act of god' events? The type of shit that is absolutely unavoidable? (eg: getting struck by lightning)

Are we talking about things that are totally within your control to prevent? (eg: you can't pay rent because you made a dumb purchase and went overboard with the spending).

Or are we talking about things that are technically mitigatable, but it's easy to take an "it could never happen to me" stance, so you don't really put in the effort to keep yourself safe? (eg: leaving your house unlocked, not having an alarm system, and then calling it 'bad luck' when someone robs you).

Asking because I always considered myself a lucky person.
Then I had a string of really awful, truly unlucky things happen to me.
Then I fell in a rut of blaming everything on bad luck, when something went wrong, and it stopped me from taking accountability for my own actions (eg: staying with a boyfriend who raped me and then acting surprised when he continued to be abusive, because I am an insecure clown).

Not saying you're to blame for your family's shit lol. Not saying your family is 'deserving' of your bad luck at all. I'm really sorry to hear that you guys are dealing with a lot of crap.
The reason I bring up accountability is because in my experience, when things are going bad, it is far more empowering to do what you CAN to mitigate future issues and protect yourself, than to worry about curses and shit. You feel me?
And if you can pinpoint the exact type of bad events in your life to 'acts of god', 'mitigable', and 'within your control', it might help you to gain a sense of power over your situation.
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Anonymous 9010

>>8956

Most recently a car accident that left my mom unable to walk. It happened right after my sister got out of the hospital after being in and out of a coma for 6+ months. My brother had dental surgery at the same time of the accident so now I'm stuck nursing both of them. And this is all just in this month.

Anonymous 9012

For some more realistic ideas, since you mentioned moving into a new house, it could be lead poisoning, carbon monoxide poisoning, or any other kind of chemical that fucks up your health (including your natural immunity) and concentration (hence the accident, bad mood etc.)



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