>make caramel latte
>get high
>remember caramel latte

thank you past me

Back in like 2013 I made homemade DMT out of acacia confusa bark that my friend got online.
>scrape off crystals
>put in a bowl with weed above and below
>everyone gathers round to see if what I made worked or not
>everyone staring at me
>smoke a few big hits
>nothing happens for a second
>people are still staring, now looking a little disappointed
>suddenly feel very heavy, yawn very hard
>sit down in my chair
>the room starts going black
>…
>…
>…
>blast off
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>>4141
>>4143
reporting back to say that I did not take LSD and have since done ket twice. First time was a small key bump at a houseparty, second was two bumps at a rave. Very similar to alcohol at these low doses, which is not bad, but not really great. It does feel novel and goofy somehow. I'm curious but unsure whether I should try to pursue experiencing a k-hole using my new connect or worry about possible habituation despite not liking the substance much. I think I'd rather just do psychedelics, but my connection there has unfortunately dried up.

>>4547

I've tried most drugs, except for the really hard stuff like H, crack, etc. I personally wouldn't recommend going any further with K. I've been in a few K-holes and they were never a pleasant experience. Not bad either. For some of my friends, that was the appeal. They'd come out, couldn't put it into words, and would want to go back in. The problem is the body builds up a tolerance to K pretty quickly. So if you get hooked on exploring K-holes, you'll need more and more of the substance to get the same hit. This happened to a group of people I knew who then started injecting to get their hit. One of them then moved onto H, and died of an OD. I know you said you can't get psychedelics, but I'd suggest waiting till you find a deent supplier again and starting on shrooms with good friends. I'd pretty much recommend any other drug (other than the really hard stuff) over K, but I had a front row seat to how bad it could get.

>>1850
Anyone tried MDMA while having brain problems (bipolar, depression, anxiety, etc)? Did you notice any unbearably negative effects? I guess I'm scared of the crash because when I go low I go low-low.

>>4472
Thank you, I'm >>4466. I announced my decision earlier and ended up saying almost the same thing you wrote, but only just came here to see your response. Funny how that works

Anyone down to give me a reading please? I'm wondering if the person I'm currently with is my soulmate/the right match.

If I travel to the place I intend on traveling to, what’s gonna happen?

What's the best way to learn the meaning behind tarot cards? Does anyone have any good website recommendations?

I read online that a good way is to take a single card out every morning or once a week, study it and try to use the lesson as inspiration for your day. I've been doing that for about a year but I still rely on looking them up for readings.

>>4568
Annotating, looking for visual cues on the card and associating it with your own keywords that you can remember more easily goes a long way.
I used to play the Rider-Waite and am now learning Lenormand, and the RW is definitely much harder because the visual cues aren't as obvious, so associating it with my own keywords made things easier in general. Before that i only read from random sites, i think biddytarot was the one i took cues from the most lol. I had no one to teach me really so it was mostly just shooting in the dark. Good luck nona!

>>2391
i feel dumb but i don't get the OP image? she didn't notice? or was just "huh ok"?

>>3874
It's saying that "astral projection" would just look like some weirdo closing their eyes and thinking. Because that's what it is

>>3875
ok but what makes it the first girl to do it?

>>2391
Yes but don’t try fighting Allah (it’ll end up bad)

I'm not really sure if I'm convinced it's astral projection or not, but I've definitely had very vivid dreams where I leave my body. It's possible to induce those kinds of dreams or sleep paralysis, which I did a lot for fun when I was younger but stopped when my mental health declined and they started to skew scary more often than be fun.

Some of my favourite dreams were just walking down the street, noticing little details around me and going to check up on people I knew. Sometimes they'd be asleep and other times they'd be awake, watching TV or something. I never confirmed these dreams because I felt like it would be creepy to ask someone "hey, were you watching The Simpsons at exactly 1.30am last night?" but a huge part of me wants to believe that they were real and not just dreams.

>>4514
sounds like you have a case of cute aggression.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cute_aggression#:~:text=People%20experiencing%20cute%20aggression%20may,intending%20to%20cause%20any%20harm.

you should probably get some help for it

Can't help but can relate.

I've been experiencing this kinda stuff for a very long time. Not very violent, but every time I pet my cats or kittens it become so manic I start to pet them harder, kinda scratching them but they're yet to show any signs of pain.
Maybe buy some stim toys?

>>4514
You might have harm OCD.
I was struggling with it in middle school and finding out there was a name for it and I wasn’t a monster really helped.

>>4452
>TELL ME you're shitposting and don't think the sun changed or was "replaced" because I can not fathom something possibly more stupid
yes it's shitposting

>>4452
I already said that the sun itself might not have been replaced but that something has been done so it looks different. There could be something in the air that just makes us perceive it differently. But it's definitely different than it used to be. I know I used to be able to look at it as a kid and it was a warm yellow, not the harsh white light that it is now.

If you go outside now, you can barely even look up without squinting. There's a reason that someone doesn't want us looking too closely at the sky.

>>4454
I'm OP and you definitely get it. The sun is white now and burns you way quicker than it used to. There is definitely a difference between the old yellow sun world and this new shitty white sun world. I've also noticed that recently the clouds/sky have gotten A LOT closer to the ground. The whole atmosphere is being screwed with in this new timeline.

>>4534
You are not imagining it, but the explanation is material in nature. Governments have been practicing weather engineering for decades, as well as HAARP experiments in the upper atmosphere. They are compromising our atmosphere and our magnetosphere, hence less protection from the sun. Watch some YouTube videos by Dane Wigington,and check out his website geoengineering watch.

>>4534
Yes, the burning thing is so true! As a kid, I spent whole summers outside without sunscreen and never got a sunburn. Now, if I forget to reapply every couple of hours, I get super red.

>>4528
How do you know you're not doing it because of mental illness though?

Like I get it feels nice, but you can't know if you do it because you're mentally ill or not.

>>4533
Because I am not mentally ill

>>4536
How do you know?

>>4537
Because I do not exhibit symptoms of mental illness

>>4545
How do you know you're not exhibiting symptoms of mental illness?

why is he talking like that? also, i totally believe he's actually robbing graves, but i cant figure out what purpose he's doing it for. first hes talking about famous people, then he suggests lettign candle wax melt over the skull bc it's 'cool'. also dont most people grave rob for the jewelry and what not, not for body parts? just not very informative or clear what he's doing.

>>4497
He's probably just being edgy. Satanic panic and all that stuff

>>4474
>>4479
>>4497
Correct me if I'm wrong, but I thought it was basically proven at this point that the video was fake. It came with a series of other equally weird videos as some kind of art project.

>>4511
Source?

Whether it's real or not, I think it's neat. It has a very ethereal feel to me.

-_-

I had a dream I was talking to my history teacher about dropping out of high school after that year (I graduated IRL.)

Next morning I was going to school. A man showed up in my way and tried to assault me. I grabbed his arms and was ready to beat him up, but he got scared and ran away.

I was in a small, dark cramped store, full of people and merchandise that was almost falling off of the shelves. It was like a hoarder's store. I was supposedly wearing a cop uniform, though it looked more like a military uniform. The store owner took me in the back to talk to me. The backroom was huge, all white and had very strong white lighting. It had less things but they were prettier. There were other people there, his friends and family, who all knew me but I had never met them. He said things like "don't give up, you're a cop, don't be discouraged, good luck in your journey." I left the store scared.

it's been months but I haven't forgotten this nightmare.

It was a bit before my breakup, i dreamt that my then-boyfriend blew up the whole world.
Basically we travelled by bus while he implanted the last mini-nuclear bombs around my town. He had already set up bombs in the entire planet. It was friday night and people were cheering and grilling meat, and I was extremely melancholic because they would probably blow up before they could eat their meat. In fact, the whole nightmare I didnt feel scared, just extremly sad.

Then we went back to my home, he locked me in the toilet and told me to look out the window: I would see a strong white light and then everything would be okay.
The last part of the dream was me seeing the night sky from the window, and then it all turns white outside. And then black again while I wait for the shockwave.

Sometimes I feel like this nightmare means I've accepted he'll kill me

This dream had two layers. In the "deeper" dream, I was at the end of a tall dock and the people surrounding me told me to jump. One person showed me a piece of paper where I had written that I would jump off the dock on that date. I returned to the first dream while people were waiting in the second. I knew that if I jumped, I would die in real life, so I couldn't make a decision.

I've been having this nightmare over and over again since last year.

I'm lying in bed on a Saturday morning and feel weirdly sad. I'm not very tired, yet I stay laying in the bed for what feels like hours before I get out and go to the kitchen. The whole time there is a loud whistling sound and I kinda have tunnel vision. For some reason in the dream I keep avoiding looking at windows.

I get to the kitchen and my Father is stroking and babying an insanely ugly cat. It looks malnourished, it's teeth are broken, it's claws out, it's skin matted and in some areas torn out, and it's fur was crawling with bugs.
It was a sort of gross light brown color, like it was originally white but so dirty the skin discolored. As soon as I enter the kitchen and sit, the cat begins hissing at me and my father looks at me angrily. He begins to yell at me and tell me I'll never be like his "baby" among other things I don't really remember. The whole time i just sit there quietly making myself breakfast.

Then, he sets the cat on me. It begins clawing at my legs and tearing holes into it, while bugs from the cat's fur begins to crawl into/onto my legs as well. The cat rots my legs and I begin to tumble over and I get back to my bed.

Go insane, all of your impossible aspirations can be fulfilled in delusion. Hidden knowledge is bullshit. Sorry.

>>1583
you can’t be the nobody I already posted that I was the nobody four days ago on real /x/ stop stealing my kills

I don't know but I don't think it's easy.

Up, Up, Down, Down, Left, Right, Left, Right, B, A, Start

>>4530
No it's down down up upright left right left a b start

>>4423
Pretty sure in this case it's less yellow fever and more being an absolute psychopath

>The perpetrator, who has meanwhile been convicted, is Sebastian F. (born 1996) from Dessau, the only son of the Dessau police officer Ramona S. He was treated as a teenager in the Merseburg child psychiatry. He broke off training; At the time of the offense he was receiving ALG II. With Xenia I. (born 1997) he has two children, Xenia I. has another from another man. Xenia I. reported that Sebastian F. felt pleasure when he inflicted pain on his sexual partners. [12]

>Sebastian F. is also charged with two other rape cases that became known in the course of the investigation. [34]

>>4424
I live there. The Krautchan shooter also lived in our county. Fucking hellhole

>>4423
>Yellow feverers
His fiancee is literally German. She even helped him commit the crime…

I really, really don't understand why my posts were deleted. Are we not allowed to discuss how the fetishization of Asian women for Western male audiences is directly linkied to violence towards Asian women? Are we supposed to deny the clear racist undertones and just pretend it doesn't exist?

>>4496
I posted >>4423 with edgy humor but I meant to point to that. It is not a coincidence that these types hurt vulnerable Asian immigrants.