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Drugs Anonymous 1850[Reply]

From stuff like weed and acid to DMT and coke, share your experiences with drugs. They don't have to be particularly profound or bad, feel free to share your positive, benign, or spiritual trips as well.
I'll start with something fairly benign.
>first time smoking weed
>pretty much have the joint to myself
>"lol I'm not feeling anything"
>suddenly begin to lag behind myself
>black out/can't remember anything every few minutes
>nothing bad yet, just chilling
>start to giggle at something my friend said
>can't control myself
>fall back onto the floor and begin to roll around, still out of control of my body
>become aware I am not myself and forget my being entirely
>can't stop crying now either
>friends laughing at me but I'm genuinely panicked
>Convinced I'm not real
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Anonymous 4544

My dads childhood …

>make caramel latte
>get high
>remember caramel latte

thank you past me

Anonymous 4546

Back in like 2013 I made homemade DMT out of acacia confusa bark that my friend got online.
>scrape off crystals
>put in a bowl with weed above and below
>everyone gathers round to see if what I made worked or not
>everyone staring at me
>smoke a few big hits
>nothing happens for a second
>people are still staring, now looking a little disappointed
>suddenly feel very heavy, yawn very hard
>sit down in my chair
>the room starts going black
>blast off
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Anonymous 4547

reporting back to say that I did not take LSD and have since done ket twice. First time was a small key bump at a houseparty, second was two bumps at a rave. Very similar to alcohol at these low doses, which is not bad, but not really great. It does feel novel and goofy somehow. I'm curious but unsure whether I should try to pursue experiencing a k-hole using my new connect or worry about possible habituation despite not liking the substance much. I think I'd rather just do psychedelics, but my connection there has unfortunately dried up.

Anonymous 4548


I've tried most drugs, except for the really hard stuff like H, crack, etc. I personally wouldn't recommend going any further with K. I've been in a few K-holes and they were never a pleasant experience. Not bad either. For some of my friends, that was the appeal. They'd come out, couldn't put it into words, and would want to go back in. The problem is the body builds up a tolerance to K pretty quickly. So if you get hooked on exploring K-holes, you'll need more and more of the substance to get the same hit. This happened to a group of people I knew who then started injecting to get their hit. One of them then moved onto H, and died of an OD. I know you said you can't get psychedelics, but I'd suggest waiting till you find a deent supplier again and starting on shrooms with good friends. I'd pretty much recommend any other drug (other than the really hard stuff) over K, but I had a front row seat to how bad it could get.

Anonymous 4589

Anyone tried MDMA while having brain problems (bipolar, depression, anxiety, etc)? Did you notice any unbearably negative effects? I guess I'm scared of the crash because when I go low I go low-low.


Tarot Readings/Divination General Anonymous 4460[Reply]

Is anyone here into divination? 4chan's /x/ is full of insane moids, so I'd like to make a general for tarot readings, divination, psychic anons, etc here.

If you're a reader, you can offer readings to anons. Just specify your method, how many readings you'll do, your requirements, any kinds of queries you won't do, etc.

Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.

>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:


>Recommended /div/ links and books:


>MEGA with Tarot Books:

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Anonymous 4476

Thank you, I'm >>4466. I announced my decision earlier and ended up saying almost the same thing you wrote, but only just came here to see your response. Funny how that works

Anonymous 4478

Anyone down to give me a reading please? I'm wondering if the person I'm currently with is my soulmate/the right match.

Anonymous 4498

If I travel to the place I intend on traveling to, what’s gonna happen?

Anonymous 4568

What's the best way to learn the meaning behind tarot cards? Does anyone have any good website recommendations?

I read online that a good way is to take a single card out every morning or once a week, study it and try to use the lesson as inspiration for your day. I've been doing that for about a year but I still rely on looking them up for readings.

Anonymous 4570


Annotating, looking for visual cues on the card and associating it with your own keywords that you can remember more easily goes a long way.
I used to play the Rider-Waite and am now learning Lenormand, and the RW is definitely much harder because the visual cues aren't as obvious, so associating it with my own keywords made things easier in general. Before that i only read from random sites, i think biddytarot was the one i took cues from the most lol. I had no one to teach me really so it was mostly just shooting in the dark. Good luck nona!


Astral projection Anonymous 2391[Reply]

Is this a real thing? Can people astral project themselves in space?
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Anonymous 3874

i feel dumb but i don't get the OP image? she didn't notice? or was just "huh ok"?

Anonymous 3875

It's saying that "astral projection" would just look like some weirdo closing their eyes and thinking. Because that's what it is

Anonymous 3884

ok but what makes it the first girl to do it?

Anonymous 4325

Yes but don’t try fighting Allah (it’ll end up bad)

Anonymous 4567

I'm not really sure if I'm convinced it's astral projection or not, but I've definitely had very vivid dreams where I leave my body. It's possible to induce those kinds of dreams or sleep paralysis, which I did a lot for fun when I was younger but stopped when my mental health declined and they started to skew scary more often than be fun.

Some of my favourite dreams were just walking down the street, noticing little details around me and going to check up on people I knew. Sometimes they'd be asleep and other times they'd be awake, watching TV or something. I never confirmed these dreams because I felt like it would be creepy to ask someone "hey, were you watching The Simpsons at exactly 1.30am last night?" but a huge part of me wants to believe that they were real and not just dreams.


Anonymous 4514[Reply]

how do i suppress and control the urge to crush my cats
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Anonymous 4518

Anonymous 4519

Can't help but can relate.

Anonymous 4521

I've been experiencing this kinda stuff for a very long time. Not very violent, but every time I pet my cats or kittens it become so manic I start to pet them harder, kinda scratching them but they're yet to show any signs of pain.
Maybe buy some stim toys?

Anonymous 4522


Anonymous 4562

You might have harm OCD.
I was struggling with it in middle school and finding out there was a name for it and I wasn’t a monster really helped.


White sun mandela effect Anonymous 4216[Reply]

When did you notice that the sun was no longer yellow but white? Have you felt a fundamental change in reality since the sun became white? Why do you think the sun turned white?
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Anonymous 4453

>TELL ME you're shitposting and don't think the sun changed or was "replaced" because I can not fathom something possibly more stupid
yes it's shitposting

Anonymous 4454

I already said that the sun itself might not have been replaced but that something has been done so it looks different. There could be something in the air that just makes us perceive it differently. But it's definitely different than it used to be. I know I used to be able to look at it as a kid and it was a warm yellow, not the harsh white light that it is now.

If you go outside now, you can barely even look up without squinting. There's a reason that someone doesn't want us looking too closely at the sky.

Anonymous 4534

I'm OP and you definitely get it. The sun is white now and burns you way quicker than it used to. There is definitely a difference between the old yellow sun world and this new shitty white sun world. I've also noticed that recently the clouds/sky have gotten A LOT closer to the ground. The whole atmosphere is being screwed with in this new timeline.

Anonymous 4535

You are not imagining it, but the explanation is material in nature. Governments have been practicing weather engineering for decades, as well as HAARP experiments in the upper atmosphere. They are compromising our atmosphere and our magnetosphere, hence less protection from the sun. Watch some YouTube videos by Dane Wigington,and check out his website geoengineering watch.

Anonymous 4555

Yes, the burning thing is so true! As a kid, I spent whole summers outside without sunscreen and never got a sunburn. Now, if I forget to reapply every couple of hours, I get super red.


self mutilation Anonymous 4504[Reply]

Why do ao many people like to look at pictures of self mutilation? Lots of online communities enjoy the content and some guy I know jerked off to pictures of my mutilation.
Why? I understand gore in general but why does self mutilation have such a specific appeal? I have some ideas, but I'm not sure if I'm satisfied with my main theory.
Why is self mutilation particularly pleasing to look at?
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Anonymous 4533

How do you know you're not doing it because of mental illness though?

Like I get it feels nice, but you can't know if you do it because you're mentally ill or not.

Anonymous 4536

Because I am not mentally ill

Anonymous 4537

How do you know?

Anonymous 4545

Because I do not exhibit symptoms of mental illness

Anonymous 4551

How do you know you're not exhibiting symptoms of mental illness?


Anonymous 4459[Reply]

Anons what do you think of this guy?
If you don't know: google Grave robbing for morons
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Anonymous 4497

why is he talking like that? also, i totally believe he's actually robbing graves, but i cant figure out what purpose he's doing it for. first hes talking about famous people, then he suggests lettign candle wax melt over the skull bc it's 'cool'. also dont most people grave rob for the jewelry and what not, not for body parts? just not very informative or clear what he's doing.

Anonymous 4503

He's probably just being edgy. Satanic panic and all that stuff

Anonymous 4511

Correct me if I'm wrong, but I thought it was basically proven at this point that the video was fake. It came with a series of other equally weird videos as some kind of art project.

Anonymous 4512


Anonymous 4543

Whether it's real or not, I think it's neat. It has a very ethereal feel to me.


Nightmares Anonymous 55[Reply]

Share your nightmares here!

Hiding mine behind a spoiler in case other anons don't want to see nightmares while scrolling through /b/.

Last night I had a weird dream that there were a bunch of mice in some kind of doll house thing. My parents were there, and I kept breaking the mice's backs. I'd press down on their spine and it'd make this awful fake sounding crunch. My mom told me, "I hate that sound". I did it again, and she told me again that she hates the sound. After that I broke a mouse's skull and my mom asked me why I keep killing the mice, and I felt terribly guilty for what I'd done.
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Anonymous 3724


I had a dream I was talking to my history teacher about dropping out of high school after that year (I graduated IRL.)

Next morning I was going to school. A man showed up in my way and tried to assault me. I grabbed his arms and was ready to beat him up, but he got scared and ran away.

I was in a small, dark cramped store, full of people and merchandise that was almost falling off of the shelves. It was like a hoarder's store. I was supposedly wearing a cop uniform, though it looked more like a military uniform. The store owner took me in the back to talk to me. The backroom was huge, all white and had very strong white lighting. It had less things but they were prettier. There were other people there, his friends and family, who all knew me but I had never met them. He said things like "don't give up, you're a cop, don't be discouraged, good luck in your journey." I left the store scared.

Anonymous 4407


it's been months but I haven't forgotten this nightmare.

It was a bit before my breakup, i dreamt that my then-boyfriend blew up the whole world.
Basically we travelled by bus while he implanted the last mini-nuclear bombs around my town. He had already set up bombs in the entire planet. It was friday night and people were cheering and grilling meat, and I was extremely melancholic because they would probably blow up before they could eat their meat. In fact, the whole nightmare I didnt feel scared, just extremly sad.

Then we went back to my home, he locked me in the toilet and told me to look out the window: I would see a strong white light and then everything would be okay.
The last part of the dream was me seeing the night sky from the window, and then it all turns white outside. And then black again while I wait for the shockwave.

Sometimes I feel like this nightmare means I've accepted he'll kill me

Anonymous 4499


This dream had two layers. In the "deeper" dream, I was at the end of a tall dock and the people surrounding me told me to jump. One person showed me a piece of paper where I had written that I would jump off the dock on that date. I returned to the first dream while people were waiting in the second. I knew that if I jumped, I would die in real life, so I couldn't make a decision.

Anonymous 4541

I've been having this nightmare over and over again since last year.

I'm lying in bed on a Saturday morning and feel weirdly sad. I'm not very tired, yet I stay laying in the bed for what feels like hours before I get out and go to the kitchen. The whole time there is a loud whistling sound and I kinda have tunnel vision. For some reason in the dream I keep avoiding looking at windows.

I get to the kitchen and my Father is stroking and babying an insanely ugly cat. It looks malnourished, it's teeth are broken, it's claws out, it's skin matted and in some areas torn out, and it's fur was crawling with bugs.
It was a sort of gross light brown color, like it was originally white but so dirty the skin discolored. As soon as I enter the kitchen and sit, the cat begins hissing at me and my father looks at me angrily. He begins to yell at me and tell me I'll never be like his "baby" among other things I don't really remember. The whole time i just sit there quietly making myself breakfast.

Then, he sets the cat on me. It begins clawing at my legs and tearing holes into it, while bugs from the cat's fur begins to crawl into/onto my legs as well. The cat rots my legs and I begin to tumble over and I get back to my bed.


Anonymous 1583[Reply]

how do i hack the simulation, get access to unlimited data and become a demigod? im pretty sure this is my life goal and if i fail this there is gonna be another pandemic like corona but this time everyone dies and our timeline resets once again
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Anonymous 1764

Go insane, all of your impossible aspirations can be fulfilled in delusion. Hidden knowledge is bullshit. Sorry.

Anonymous 1768

you can’t be the nobody I already posted that I was the nobody four days ago on real /x/ stop stealing my kills

Anonymous 3742


I don't know but I don't think it's easy.

Anonymous 4530

Up, Up, Down, Down, Left, Right, Left, Right, B, A, Start

Anonymous 4531

No it's down down up upright left right left a b start


Anonymous 4422[Reply]

>The murder case Li Yangjie (Chinese 李洋 潔 / 李洋 洁, Pinyin Lǐ Yángjié; born on September 9, 1990 in Henan, China; [1] missing since May 11, 2016; found dead on May 13, 2016 in Dessau-Roßlau) was a violent crime in Saxony-Anhalt. The sex murder attracted attention due to the suspect's relationship to two officers of the investigating police apparatus - the accused's mother and stepfather both worked for the investigating police in Dessau - and was also the subject of media releases in China. [2] [3] [4] [5] He brought police officers into the focus of the allegations. [6] [7]

On Wednesday, May 11, 2016, Li first went shopping, then went home and left her shared apartment on Johannisstrasse in downtown Dessau-Roßlau at around 8:30 p.m. to go jogging.

>There was an antique shop on Johannisstrasse that was under video surveillance. The footage shows how Xenia I. waves the student over to her, points to an apartment on the second floor and asks her to help. You can see Li Yangjie looking around doubtfully, but then going with him. According to the investigators' knowledge, Sebastian F. was waiting behind the front door and overpowered her. He dragged Li Yangjie to the first floor and raped the young woman "in every imaginable way" (Süddeutsche Zeitung). [12] Xenia I. asked Li Yangjie with the help of the Google translator, among other things, whether she had sexually transmitted diseases, whether she lived alone or in a shared apartment and whether friends would call the police. [13]

>Blood splatters from the victim were found on the walls of the vacant apartment at a height of 3 meters. The coroner spoke of a "painful agony of several hours" of the victim.

>During the deed, Xenia I. went to her apartment above and put the children to bed. Sebastian F. threw the severely disfigured victim from a window of the apartment into a garbage can behind the house. [12] After the fact, the defendant telephoned his mother, police officer Ramona S., 40 times before he was arrested, and told her about the crime. [12] [14]
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Anonymous 4425

Pretty sure in this case it's less yellow fever and more being an absolute psychopath

>The perpetrator, who has meanwhile been convicted, is Sebastian F. (born 1996) from Dessau, the only son of the Dessau police officer Ramona S. He was treated as a teenager in the Merseburg child psychiatry. He broke off training; At the time of the offense he was receiving ALG II. With Xenia I. (born 1997) he has two children, Xenia I. has another from another man. Xenia I. reported that Sebastian F. felt pleasure when he inflicted pain on his sexual partners. [12]

>Sebastian F. is also charged with two other rape cases that became known in the course of the investigation. [34]

Anonymous 4426

I live there. The Krautchan shooter also lived in our county. Fucking hellhole

Anonymous 4428

>Yellow feverers
His fiancee is literally German. She even helped him commit the crime…

Anonymous 4496

I really, really don't understand why my posts were deleted. Are we not allowed to discuss how the fetishization of Asian women for Western male audiences is directly linkied to violence towards Asian women? Are we supposed to deny the clear racist undertones and just pretend it doesn't exist?

Anonymous 4502

I posted >>4423 with edgy humor but I meant to point to that. It is not a coincidence that these types hurt vulnerable Asian immigrants.

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