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So far I’ve had delusions three times in my life. I think they all were caused by extreme anxiety and stress.

1st time
During my final year of college I didn’t leave my apartment for three days after reading about “Planet X”. I actually thought I was going to die and didn’t go to my classes or speak to anyone for days. Now I can laugh about it but at the time I’d never been more terrified. I guess the stress of finals caused me to snap.

2nd time
This was the scariest one. Often on my walk home from work I’ll call my family to catch up and chat. This time a man picked up and said hello. It was my dad but I didn’t recognize him. I kept talking but in my head I “knew” this wasn’t my dad but an imposter. Then he puts my “mom” on the phone to chat for a bit. I didn’t recognize her either. Another imposter. I was so freaked out and worried if my real parents were ok and who are these imposters. Once I hung up I felt normal again. Very weird.

3rd time
This most recent incident happened almost two years ago. I was watched a movie with my bf and he asked to pause it for some reason (I forgot). As i’m waiting for him I am staring at my painted nails. When I look at my thumbs I suddenly feel my stomach drop. I’m freaked out, are these my thumbs? They don’t look like my thumbs. They look crooked and broken and painful. I felt like I was high on drugs.


That’s all I got for now.

a few days ago I was convinced when I woke up that I was on some sort of drug. I went back to sleep, woke up, believed I was on the same drug, and tried to sleep it off again and again until it was the next day. I realized the next day how completely stupid the idea was of me.

I had a pretty severe "gonna stuff everything that looks like pills or powder in me"-phase in my early 20's.
At some point I was so fucked up that I had several day long episodes which partly disconected me from reality to a point where I thought I'm dreaming. Without drugs.
It felt the same. My body was numb, voices and faces were hard to recognize and understand, I kind of couldn't grasp the concept of cause and effect or time anymore so everything was a totally magical experience for me (things like setting the alarm clock or day/night cycle) but also scary sometimes. Saw things that werent there, spoke to people in my mind while starring at them, silently, for hours (in my mind they answered).
Its also all very blurry and to this day I cant seperate the very vivid dreams when I was asleep and the very dreamy real world when I was awake.
The only really bad thing that happened was that I tried to chop of my index finger with a hatchet because I have a small lizard tattooed on it and thought it was venomous and will bite me.

Mind you that this little incidident (I was to weak and the hatchet too blunt to cut trough the bone, luckily) made me skip drugs completly and my episodes got less intense and became more rare every month till I lost them nearly completely after around a year.
I still stutter a bit sometimes and tend to have "blank moments" in memory now and then.

I also sometimes miss this time. The world was just 200% more colorful and full of adventures but I feared that I could become (seriously) dangerous for me or others at some point.

>>890
>>835
Anon here. A few days ago, I heard the radio turn on. I was like, okay, probably some alarm, I need to go turn it off. I walked into the room where the radio was and as I go nearer to the radio, I hear this clear as a bell, audible "Heyyyy" in a weird voice. It sounded like it was right next to me. My friend was all the way on the opposite side of the house in the bathroom, so he couldn't have gone to where I was so fast, but I called his name anyway because I was so scared someone somehow broke into our house. I went to the bathroom my friend was in and confirmed he was there. He checked the room for me and turned off the radio. No one was there.

Later that day, as I was going to bed, I saw a man sitting on my bed and some object on my bed. I don't think this is weird, though, because I was probably falling asleep.

>>836
I never responded to this, sorry. Since my early/mid teens?

>>757
just like the majority of people involved in hollywood, or tv stars, this is just proof she is dumb and whack as fuck. i never cared about the show, but it is shocking anyway

what a bad way to start a thread
op u didn't even give us a link to an actual article detailing her arrest lol

>>757
https://www.vox.com/2018/4/25/17275930/allison-mack-smallville-actress-sex-cult-nxivm-dos-prison-arrest-sex-trafficking-keith-raniere

https://www.usatoday.com/story/life/people/2018/05/04/more-arrests-expected-sex-cult-case-involving-allison-mack/581322002/

Here are some links, I guess

>>786
OP is a video though

Anybody know if those rentahackers work if they're just memes like those hitmen that just stole money?

>>882
Could go either way. I think it also depends on your intent. Some whitehats do stuff like hack scammers and cheaters to thwart them. What are you looking for specifically?

Due to the type of "work" she did, she's really probably dead. Will look into the story and come back when I'm done, sounds interesting.

>>475
Did you ever look into it? I'm curious too.

Written in 2011 and published in 2014 on Amazon Kindle ebook Porn Dead: Whatever Happened to Bambi Woods? is loaded with real answers and legally verified information. A fairly recent photo is provided towards the end.

What I have found is that a lot of times when I get it, I had a similar moment in a dream about 3 to 6 months prior.

One theory that kind of lines up with my experience is that our minds go through so many bullshit, hypothetical situations when we sleep and the only ones we end up remembering are the ones that eventually sync up recognizably well with a real life moment, and thusly scare the bejeezus outta me.

>>664

The Brain accidentally interprets stimulation as "already experienced" for a moment. Not spooky at all

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>>667
This, I remember my dreams in detail so when the situation occurs I'm like "oh it's just like my dream".

Some religions / beliefs state if you suicide or, die at the wrong time I guess, you'll be doomed to repeat your life over and over again until you get it right.
Maybe deja vu happens when our spirits (minds? i dunno) recognize the moment as having happened before

>>467
I wasn't the mod who banned you for 88 years, but if you were banned for that long you probably deserved it (baiting multiple times, outing yourself, avatarfagging, etc). You seem to forget we see IPs.
I changed the length of your ban, and you've been repeatedly told to integrate. I won't lock or delete the thread you made, for now, so admin can reply to you if she wants to.
Drop the topic and consider yourself warned.

>>453
This is an embarrassing level of retardation and a great example of why men shouldn't be allowed on this board.

I've never scammed anyone for real money, but i remember that when i was a kid on sites like Gaiaonline I had a male avatar i used for roleplays, & the girls that i encountered there sometimes gave me really expensive items to try to get close to me, some of them are worth ridiculous amounts now. i only outed myself once to one of these girls like 'hey, you know that my avatar is just male, i'm not actually a dude' and they were so angry about it that after that, i figured that trying to be honest with them wasn't worth the trouble.
i feel kind of bad because tbh that girl seemed like she had some serious problems at school and with her family so it was probably an exciting fantasy of hers to have a cute online boyfriend, and that's why she felt so betrayed when she found out i was female. especially since she'd gone on extensively about how other girls were stupid and didn't 'get' her and she couldn't be friends with them because their personalities were so bad. she liked my personality as long as she thought i was male, but after she found out that i was female it probably just reinforced her strong dislike for other women.

>>453
Kek is it bad that I find this funny?

I have been to famous Aokigahara forest. It is a quiet and beauitful forest but I also felt a sudden surge of sadness while I was there, it's just weird to see all those anti suicide signs in such a quiet place.

It's also a very lonely place, just you and the lush forest, in some areas trees are so so big and so many that you can't see the sky, almost no daylight, just musk and wood.

I heard that people who enter the the forest can no longer return because it is very easy to lose the way and the notion of time.

It seems that once you get into the depths, you are destined to be part of that forest.

I'm moving to a small appartment, exactly opposite a cemetery which is said to be haunted. The cemetery itself is really beautiful in fact, but this sounds like the beginning of an horror movie.

>>415
Reminds me of eastern European forests.

I live in a place with lots of mostly empty, abandoned small towns.
The weather is often bad (grey sky, fog …) so they can be quite scary.

Ok, so this could be a coincidence but I decided to post about it anyway, to see what you guys think.
When going through my drawers, I found this pocket watch that I got 8 or 7 years ago. One day, something like 5 or 6 years ago, I winded it up to hard and ended up breaking it, no matter what I did, it wouldn't work again.
I just took the watch out of the drawer and winded it up, waited a few minutes and noted that it still didn't work, so I just put it carefully on my desk.
The next morning, as I was sitting in my bed, my mother asks me what I did to my self. As I look at her, questioning, she tells me to look at my arm. I had a very distinct handprint on my arm (picture related) that took something like one hour to go away, this means the hand must have been pressing my arm quite strongly to leave such a mark. I didn't have this mark when I went to bed the previous day. When I put my hand on the handprint, I notice it has the exact same size as mine, therefore I must have done this to myself. But it has to be noted that I'm normaly a very calm person while sleeping, I don't move a lot and stay very aware of what is surrounding me. When sleeping with someone, I never hit that person in my sleep. So I don't know how I could do this to myself without at least waking up.
A few minutes later, I went to the bathroom and came back in my room. As there was a complete silence, I hear a very fast "ticktickticktickticktick". So I took my pocket watch and opened it, it worked again. Of course, I was happy it worked again but it shouldn't work. I didn't do anything different from my previous attempts to make it work again. Of course I didn't open it but I didn't even shake it, hit it or anything that could have made something move inside the pocket watch. Plus I tried to wind it up and it didn't do anything, so it must have worked again while I was asleep, while it was just on my desk, so it had absolutely no reason to start working again. This pocket watch, if I recall correctly, was a gift from my oncle who died two or three years ago but I don't know how he got it.
For the record, the place where I live is the place where both my grandparents were living before they died but they didn't die inside the flat. The pocket watch could be a gift to my oncle from the same grandmother that lived in this flat. It's not a certainty but it could be the case.

So as I said, this could be a complete coincidence but why does an even that has nevPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>729
The same thing happened to me 2 or 3 times during last summer! When I woke up I had a handprint on my arm on the same position as yours, and it took like an hour to fade like I had been pressing on it, but I don't remember doing such a thing, using physical strenght in my sleep. Idk, I remember that I did sleep with arms above my head sometimes, so maybe one hand grasped for my arm spontaneously.
As for the pocket watch, I don't know what to say…

>>729

Watch Collector here. Old watches that randomly start working and stopping is pretty common. Bring it to a watchmaker and let it get fixed/cleaned

>>803
Interested as fuck if you have the time.

Also, 3:30am is right in the middle of Witching Hour so who knows what kind of crazy shit was happening.

>>809
>>810
fuck. it's stories like these that make me both want and not want to have a paranormal experience.

Yeah.

That said, I don't think we're all quite as free as we're led to believe.

>>833
In order to give a proper answer, I'd need you to explicitly and specifically define "free will" as a concept.

Yes and no, depends on the weather.

Most of them, especially the ones that have their 'humble beginnings' pointed out in ads and shit

I saw this long post on tumblr about how 21 Pilots were a manufactured band created for a very specific demographic, and have become successful simply because everything they did was planned out to appeal to their fans. Im gonna look for the post again, it was actually pretty interesting

>>793

Damn that sounds interesting. Have you found it anon? You've made me really curious and thirsty for it now haha

It's very fitting Halsey is in the picture, she has made up so many lies of how she was homeless, kicked out of her house, got bullied in school etc. And how she's marketing herself towards 14 year old SJW edgelords with her bisexual/bipolar act and getting fake outraged over little things on Twitter because that's trendy nowadays and draws in a large crowd

>>771
Like Lana del rey?

>>793
On youtube someone wrote 21 pilots are suppose to fill void my chemical romance void. As it. Never can happen.