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Anonymous 10979[Reply]

I'm new to tarot and I don't have anyone irl to practice with. Ask me a question and I'll give you an answer! Make sure to include the number 1 or 2 with your question, I'm using two decks.
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Anonymous 11047

will i ever move to my desired country? will my career plans work out there? deck 2 plz

Anonymous 11048

2 readings for 2 separate questions (if you are still doing readings):

1 (deck 1): Will I be happy in my career path? Or should I fall back on the other one?

2. (Deck 2) Will my husband cheat/die/have a mental breakdown in the future and ruin our marriage?

Anonymous 11355

>>10995
nona wtf this was all SO accurate. if you're still lurking this thread I've got to beg you for another reading just because every part of this checked out completely (and now I'm obscenely defensive, as you predicted)

Anonymous 11362

If you're still around tarot Nona
Will I finally succeed and be happy this year? Will I find love?
2

Anonymous 11473

>>10979
Hi nona if you're still taking requests my question is this

Will I be happier if I leave him? And the number is 2
Thank you in advance if you're still doing it!



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Weed Horror Story Anonymous 11465[Reply]

I caught a good friend of mine browsing this dark web site when we were hanging out in my dorm one day. We had co-ed so he could visit me even though we are opposite genders. He said to me that he was buying weed, and I told him it was illegal and he was going to get caught.

About a week later, we were in my dorm again probably watching a movie or playing a game. I heard a sharp knock at my door suddenly. I got nervous thinking it might be the police, but it turned out to be much worse than just the police. There was this really shady guy, and he asked me if I was the one who bought the weed. I said I didn't buy it, but my friend chimed in and said he bought it. The shady man said to come out to his car in the next parking lot over by the nursing home.

I followed my friend, I had to go to ensure nothing happened to him. I put the hood up on my pikachu hoodie and walked about 5 feet behind my friend. We came up to a car without a license plate where there was someone sitting in the back. The shady man motioned for him to get down, and he opened his trunk to hand my friend the weed.


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Not crazy but I think my OC is plotting something Anonymous 11449[Reply]

I know it’s probably not very believable of my sanity due to the title. But I need to get this off of my chest to somebody, anybody, and this is probably a good place to go. Plus I’ve deleted all of my other social media, therapists are scheming little devils, and my family could not be trusted with this information.

For some context on how my mind kind of works: I don’t have DID or any of those dissociative disorders, but I might have a really diluted distant cousin type thing of one of them. You see, in my head, there is me, but also a bunch of smaller fractured mes, of different natures and temperaments, a likely infinite amount. There is no “fronting” that someone with a dissociative disorder would have; there is me and the ever shifting parliament of mes, and any certain amount of the mes may congregate and discuss in my surface thoughts at any time. This can range from heated debates to full on screaming matches. Usually when 2+ are meeting it is not very good. Usually to argue about the management of internal affairs.
One interesting thing though is that I do not hallucinate, ever. In my mind, very vivid descriptions of the scenes playing out occur, but no hallucinations.
Other people who are not me, and my OCs, are also present. But they are not part of the parliament. Think of them as actors in my thoughts.

So, onto what I am most concerned about.

I was in the discord roleplay circuit after joining a server. I had one major OC I would use in these roleplays. I began spending a lot of time and emotional investment in the story that me and this server were involved in. However, things started to go sour. So I left the server. But the events of the server, this story that had become so ingrained into my daily thoughts continued to haunt me, even as I began to resent my reminiscing as a drain on productivity.

I was also incredibly lonely at the time, so I started to do something I should have thought through more- I attempted to convert my OC into a tulpa. This did not work as intended. Development of the tulpa began to set in at a rapid pace, and the tulpa began expressing to me vaguely threatening intentions. So, the hedge my bets and cut my losses, I pulled the plug.

You may have noticed that I have been very vague on what occurred in the discord server. That is because I used a very simple hypnosis video to suppress my memories of the discord server, the storyline, and my character and thus locPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 11454

I know it's hard, but it would really help if you tried to stop interacting with your tulpas as much as possible and reduced your daydreaming, or found a better way to direct this energy, such as art. Do you find trouble doing this?

Anonymous 11458

>>11454

Through the hypnosis I minimized interaction with the one tulpa. I definitely have trouble with my daydreaming though. I did art and writing but after one really stressful day it felt like my creative soul had been surgically removed. Now it’s a chore just to draw a few lines and it feels like something mentally blocks me from typing anything creative, so it all clutters in my head. It’s fucked up.



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Confess Your Worst Sins Anonymous 11446[Reply]

I'm in the mood to call the police on someone just for fun. Confess the worst thing you ever did here.


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Anonymous 2558[Reply]

Do you believe in evil? Do you think it exists?
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Anonymous 3196

If true evil does exist it definitely came in the form of Imperial Japan.

Anonymous 11318

our brains justify things after we decide to do them, i see 'evil' more as wrongly feeling justified. i think its probably the result of either brain structure or upbringing. so its like i think some people are evil the same way i think people who like pineapple on pizza are wrong, yk?

Anonymous 11319

I don’t believe in objective morality but I do believe that there are beings who do things we would traditionally see as “evil” but in their mind they enjoy doing it so much that they don’t care how we see it, guess that’s more sadism but the point still stands

Anonymous 11386

>>2558
Do you believe in Hitler? Do you KNOW he exists?

Anonymous 11442

Evil and good, at least in Christian culture, is just super simplified dynamics that are very real in our society.
Good implies obedience, meekness and passiveness, social cohesion. It means to be disgusted at the sight of harmful things.
Evil implies permissiviness, transgression, opportunism. Being evil means "I am allowed to be immoral, to harm myself and others"

Being too good is actually harmful because you need to be evil to achieve things for yourself, but also not being good enough harms your potential for cooperation with others, making stupid and stupidly risky choices, actually it harms other people period and then you end up in a very miserable society, such as abusive families etc.

Ultimately, you need to learn to be capable being of both evil and good when it is appropriate.



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Scary Phone Numbers Anonymous 10891[Reply]

Know any phone numbers that do creepy or wierd things when you call them?
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Anonymous 11282

I heard if you call this one nine digit phone number, I answer my phone.

Anonymous 11351

>>11273
I know 630-296-7536 is the number from the Boothworld Industries creepypasta
https://creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/Boothworld_Industries

Anonymous 11358

>>10891
If you call 911, you'll have to pay a fine. Scary!

Anonymous 11363

>>10891
1-442-667-2337

Anonymous 11388

814-539-2504

The Johnstown police are the shittiest officers ever, they called my roommate stealing $50 a "civil matter"–THATS FUCKING RETARDED HE STOLE MY MONEY WHILE I WAS ASLEEP!!

Also my mom lied to my college saying I was a boy



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How to make a deal with the devil? Anonymous 11281[Reply]

>inb4 therapy and take ur meds/kys

I know some people may be against it, but on my case I'm desperate and I've thought about it since I'm a kid.

The only 2 things that I want is, diligence and stop being in a frozen state due to mental health issues/trauma. Unfortunately tho, diligence is a virtue and not a sin, but since I'm an illustrator and I draw for people indulgence, doesn't that make it a sin at the same time?

The internet is an easy way to get some following, so in that sense if I can attract people to the things, in a way is a form of paying my debt a bit along with my soul but i feel/think that my soul has no value, since I have no family, I live alone, I was CSA and did CSAM from 5's to 9's, suffered isolation at kinder till high school, parents and brother were physically and emotionally abusive with me for like 2 decades and had no friends until recently in real life whom are like 2 fellas, I'm single and of course mentally ill, so I wonder if the devil would be interested in someone that suffered so much and has no love/people around but got the talent enough to attract thousands with art, which if I do I can earn lots of money if I do it constantly so that's kind of a sin too in some sort of sense.

I don't want romantic love, I want to stop being a schizoid bitch and do my job, get fame and bucks but seeing how my life was before I don't think the devil wants something to do with me, I don't know if tortured people are something attractive for demons or the devil to make pacts with.

I always wonder what did I do in the other life to go through so much shit, and I wonder if I'll ever get paid back the good things I deserve since I went through this.

Does the devil like people that haven't sin themselves but went through the sins others did on them? How comes life let the abusers live at peace but the children that suffered won't be able to live without having the sins of others over their shoulders?

Am I worth it for the devil? Or I just got nothing to offer at all?

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>>11281
unironically, abandon the devil, join the Catholic Church instead.

Anonymous 11285

Before you get into devil worshipping …I would suggest normie witch craft with all your heart and a money bowl

Anonymous 11385

There was this boy in high school who claimed he sold his soul to Satan to play death metal music 1,000,000 times darker than Satan.

HE WASN'T JOKING!! One day he sang "Forced Gender Reassignment" at lunchtime and he was much more menacing than the original artist, Cattle Decapitation. He sounded like he meant it.



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Anonymous 10106[Reply]

has anyone else gotten dpdr/depersonalization/derealisation/dissociation from weed, this feeling is so scary
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Anonymous 11267

>>10106
Don't be a junkie.

Anonymous 11293

>>10106
I've gotten that, but not from weed. Just from severe trauma and flashbacks.
I spent almost my entire childhood in a dissociative state and then I had a really hard time getting to terms with learning that I wouldn't actually disappear into thin air somehow and had to live in the real world as an actual person who'd have to be an adult and everything…
Maybe I'm too used to dissociating, but I don't think it's all bad, it's only scary if I feel like I can't snap out of it, but that's never really happened to me before, if I couldn't snap out of it it was always because a big part of me just really didn't want to… Or when you're terrified and go completely mute and stuff, it's not that I want to talk, I just want to be left alone so that I can hide under my blanket, hug my plushies and feel safe again.
I got that dissociative empty feeling when I took laughing gas at the dentist, but I wasn't really worried about it, I was just glad that I didn't have to worry about the procedure as much and I felt normal again after the laughing gas effect dissipated. I wouldn't use it recreationally though, because I know that if I really need to dissociate, my body will do that on its own. I just kinda trust in it and hopefully I won't really need to do it and can just be myself and happy as a full person, even if it's hard sometimes.
I think hyperarousal is the worst though… I looked up some things to snap out of it because unlike with a dissociative state, I really can't stand this stress for more than a minute, it just drives me nuts and I really really don't want to wait for it to go away on its own, it sucks so damn much, I'd rather scratch my skin open or hopefully have mints or chilli to eat on hand because that kind of stuff really helps with it

Anonymous 11368

feeling like i was not part of this Earth anymore bc of weed was a very calming and pleasant experience. the feeling afterwards that my life from then on was just a combination of dreams and some sort of euphoric hallucination before death is something i will never forget. im not afraid of not being real or dead so it's fun.

Anonymous 11370

>>10106
I've gotten hallucinations from a single smoke, psychotic breaks with continued use. Weed is not for me, folks.

Anonymous 11374

Omaga aki is so hot i wanna step on his balls



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Anonymous 10117[Reply]

Anyone else find this art disturbing? I found it on the rule 34 and i didnt know that exist a fetish about eye injury. Idk but it's strange and i don't find anything about the artista.
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Anonymous 10857

not really related to your post but i wish i had a friend to browse weird places like r34 with just for fun

Anonymous 10862

>>10857
Me too anon. I had some of my best chuckles browsing weird shit over there. I would friend you..

Anonymous 10868

>>10117

Very outsider art-ish. Sometimes hard to tell if fetish material is intentionally or unintentionally creepy sometimes

Anonymous 11361

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55159492

It's by an artist named Nizdorak.

Anonymous 11371

>>10121
No they don't



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weird world wide web Anonymous 538[Reply]

post odd things you found online
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Anonymous 9591

>>9433
Holy crap, could they be secret locations for human trafficking or Illuminati hideouts?

Anonymous 9594

>>9591
It's human trafficking shit for sure.

Anonymous 9717

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXIrNTBc4A0
This one's not creepy, just an awkward music video some woman made that I stumbled upon. It has 1.4k views right now. I feel like someone here might appreciate it.

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Anonymous 11366

The entire Gophersphere is fun to check out.



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