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uncanny/weird sites thread Anonymous 8858[Reply]

/x/ removed uncanny sites ?? i cannot find…
send links i nedd
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Anonymous 11462

mywot.com - a site for seeing if a site you're on is safe or not.

Sometimes it shows weird sites in the "see other sites" place. One time I was looking at the scorecard for this site and it suggested a site I was too scared to go to.

This is supposed to be a… safety website?!?!! Seriously, this site made me realize some fucked up stuff exists in the world.

Anonymous 11471

>>10531
Which ones are pornographic? I want to explore the sites but avoid the ones with porn.

Anonymous 11476

>>11462
Brings back memories I used to have the wot extension on my Firefox like a decade ago to avoid malware kek

Anonymous 11481

>>11476
Supposedly they went downhill and started selling personal information.

Anonymous 11482

>>11481
Can't say I'm surprised, they seemed to fall off. Almost every antivirus software has a built in site detector. You don't need the likes of wot anymore



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Anyone else think about death very often? Anonymous 8523[Reply]

It really feels like I think about death pretty much everyday. It's not even deep pondering, like I could be doing something banal such as listening to music or sitting outside having a snack and the sudden thought will come to me - "I'm gonna die one day". It doesn't exactly shock me or make me depressed but it does shake me up a little. It's like a reminder that the stuff I'm doing in the present moment doesn't matter and I feel silly thinking it does lol. Does this happen to anyone else? Do you find it really difficult to avoid the thought of death?
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Anonymous 11325

>>8644
Yes I agree, I also think about the concept of eternity a lot (look up Googology if you want an existential crisis). I don’t know if our actions have any significance at all or if afterlife / reincarnation are real, I do think the idea of going beyond materialism and merging science and spirituality sounds interesting but I don’t know if it’ll happen, hope it does though but I can’t tell the future

Anonymous 11339

Yes. I was told it was an OCD obsession. Its never negative, more just intrusive ponderings and underlying obsession.

Anonymous 11350

always thinking about death when i was a kid i was constantly afraid of imminent death it was always a background process in my head. now not so much, prob more than average but less than when i was 8

Anonymous 11389

I often think about how in every moment of my life I could make news headlines for being killed in a highly unusual way. Like, being exploded on by a computer or a container falling and hitting me on the head a certain way.

Anonymous 11475

I think a lot about it and what happens. I think probably nothing happens so I just try to ignore it, if I don't think about it then it can't upset me too much. I'm scared of the idea of eternity though but I guess it's not like I'll even be aware of it



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What's the worst thing you have ever done? Anonymous 4763[Reply]

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Anonymous 11441

Created metaphysical curses that broke the laws of reality

Anonymous 11450

>>11441
Tell us more please

Anonymous 11460

I rubbed my pussy on somebody's foot while they were asleep and I feel horrible about it to this day

Anonymous 11463

>>11460
Explain

Anonymous 11474

>>11463
Someone in my family was asleep, I pulled my pants down and pressed my pussy against their foot. I didn't do anything else and I don't know why I did it and I feel bad for it, they were married too. I did shit like that a lot I used to finger myself while other people were in the same bed as me and I used to get naked when I was sleeping in the same bed as other people while they were fully clothed



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Anonymous 10979[Reply]

I'm new to tarot and I don't have anyone irl to practice with. Ask me a question and I'll give you an answer! Make sure to include the number 1 or 2 with your question, I'm using two decks.
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Anonymous 11047

will i ever move to my desired country? will my career plans work out there? deck 2 plz

Anonymous 11048

2 readings for 2 separate questions (if you are still doing readings):

1 (deck 1): Will I be happy in my career path? Or should I fall back on the other one?

2. (Deck 2) Will my husband cheat/die/have a mental breakdown in the future and ruin our marriage?

Anonymous 11355

>>10995
nona wtf this was all SO accurate. if you're still lurking this thread I've got to beg you for another reading just because every part of this checked out completely (and now I'm obscenely defensive, as you predicted)

Anonymous 11362

If you're still around tarot Nona
Will I finally succeed and be happy this year? Will I find love?
2

Anonymous 11473

>>10979
Hi nona if you're still taking requests my question is this

Will I be happier if I leave him? And the number is 2
Thank you in advance if you're still doing it!



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Anonymous 9899[Reply]

How do you feel about Gnosticism?
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Anonymous 10763

>>10761
I don't find it very compelling on a surface level just because it reminds me of heaven's gate and the like, and from what I know it's not based on any real evidence other than things like past life regression. It seems like bastardized gnosticism reworked for the current age. They also claim that the earth is purposefully built for suffering (correct me if I'm wrong) rather than interpreting suffering as a side affect of an imperfect world. But it is interesting that near death experiences are all very similar. In general, do you think it's possible to know if any conjectured structure of reality is real or not? I think about Pascal's wager a lot.

Anonymous 10765

>>10763
Yeah, they talk about hypnosis and how “this UFO investigator found out this” but they don’t realize just how unreliable some of these methods are, maybe they just don’t care but the main reason I don’t really believe in a lot of it is how many of them are just not verifiable or how so many claim to have been a famous person in the past life or something. Or making out of left field claims like that the Earth is going into a 5 dimensional state and the “low vibrational” can’t stay according to the words of aliens or guides or whatever. This is more about regressive hypnosis than PPT though. A lot of regressions tend to contradict each other depending on the technique too, like that being too low vibe means you have to reincarnate but also there’s “healing” zones where you’re brought back to your original vibrations? Sounds like imagination more than anything

I think the model for the world you described was more Buddhist, the idea that you’re not suffering all throughout it but it’s the fault of your desires which emerge because of it. The theory has gotten pretty big cuz the subreddit was made September 2021 so it hasn’t even been 3 years but it has 64k members already. It’s also getting pretty big cuz new age ideas are getting popular again but some of them are just so awful that people would rather believe in the conspiracy.

>But it is interesting that near death experiences are all very similar.

Half true tbh, the ones that are similar are interesting but it depends on the ones we’re talking about. Ones from the East greatly vary from those in the West for example. The fact the majority of the western ones are new agey is weird though, Rick and Morty had an episode that opened with referencing death experiences and I wonder if they were right in how they portrayed it. The PPT crowd say their theory explains all the inconsistencies and while it admittedly does I feel like there’s other possible explanations

>do you think it's possible to know if any conjectured structure of reality is real or not?

Yes, difficult but not impossible. We already have many people studying near death experiences and we’re in the process of a lot of advancement with tech at the moment. Assuming the PPT people who are talking about the aliens invading in 2040 and saying the government has a plaPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 10777

I’ve read recently that apparently Hinduism and Buddhism added stuff like reincarnation and Karma to their beliefs later on into their existence so now I’m curious. Are there any religions older than Gnosticism that speak on reincarnation or was Gnosticism the first? Hinduism and Buddhism seem to expand more on what Gnosticism speaks of which is why I’m asking so now I’m wondering was Gnosticisms origins are lowkey

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For I am the first and the last. I am the honored one and the scorned one.
I am the whore and the holy one.
I am the wife and the virgin….
I am the barren one, and many are her sons….
I am the silence that is incomprehensible….
I am the utterance of my name.

http://www.gnosis.org/naghamm/Pagels-Gnostic-Gospels.html

Anonymous 11469

>>9899
Ultimately it's a scam to make people feel smart and special and egotistical while checking out from doing anything useful or worthwhile in life. It's based on some true concepts and some distortions.



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Weed Horror Story Anonymous 11465[Reply]

I caught a good friend of mine browsing this dark web site when we were hanging out in my dorm one day. We had co-ed so he could visit me even though we are opposite genders. He said to me that he was buying weed, and I told him it was illegal and he was going to get caught.

About a week later, we were in my dorm again probably watching a movie or playing a game. I heard a sharp knock at my door suddenly. I got nervous thinking it might be the police, but it turned out to be much worse than just the police. There was this really shady guy, and he asked me if I was the one who bought the weed. I said I didn't buy it, but my friend chimed in and said he bought it. The shady man said to come out to his car in the next parking lot over by the nursing home.

I followed my friend, I had to go to ensure nothing happened to him. I put the hood up on my pikachu hoodie and walked about 5 feet behind my friend. We came up to a car without a license plate where there was someone sitting in the back. The shady man motioned for him to get down, and he opened his trunk to hand my friend the weed.


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Not crazy but I think my OC is plotting something Anonymous 11449[Reply]

I know it’s probably not very believable of my sanity due to the title. But I need to get this off of my chest to somebody, anybody, and this is probably a good place to go. Plus I’ve deleted all of my other social media, therapists are scheming little devils, and my family could not be trusted with this information.

For some context on how my mind kind of works: I don’t have DID or any of those dissociative disorders, but I might have a really diluted distant cousin type thing of one of them. You see, in my head, there is me, but also a bunch of smaller fractured mes, of different natures and temperaments, a likely infinite amount. There is no “fronting” that someone with a dissociative disorder would have; there is me and the ever shifting parliament of mes, and any certain amount of the mes may congregate and discuss in my surface thoughts at any time. This can range from heated debates to full on screaming matches. Usually when 2+ are meeting it is not very good. Usually to argue about the management of internal affairs.
One interesting thing though is that I do not hallucinate, ever. In my mind, very vivid descriptions of the scenes playing out occur, but no hallucinations.
Other people who are not me, and my OCs, are also present. But they are not part of the parliament. Think of them as actors in my thoughts.

So, onto what I am most concerned about.

I was in the discord roleplay circuit after joining a server. I had one major OC I would use in these roleplays. I began spending a lot of time and emotional investment in the story that me and this server were involved in. However, things started to go sour. So I left the server. But the events of the server, this story that had become so ingrained into my daily thoughts continued to haunt me, even as I began to resent my reminiscing as a drain on productivity.

I was also incredibly lonely at the time, so I started to do something I should have thought through more- I attempted to convert my OC into a tulpa. This did not work as intended. Development of the tulpa began to set in at a rapid pace, and the tulpa began expressing to me vaguely threatening intentions. So, the hedge my bets and cut my losses, I pulled the plug.

You may have noticed that I have been very vague on what occurred in the discord server. That is because I used a very simple hypnosis video to suppress my memories of the discord server, the storyline, and my character and thus locPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 11454

I know it's hard, but it would really help if you tried to stop interacting with your tulpas as much as possible and reduced your daydreaming, or found a better way to direct this energy, such as art. Do you find trouble doing this?

Anonymous 11458

>>11454

Through the hypnosis I minimized interaction with the one tulpa. I definitely have trouble with my daydreaming though. I did art and writing but after one really stressful day it felt like my creative soul had been surgically removed. Now it’s a chore just to draw a few lines and it feels like something mentally blocks me from typing anything creative, so it all clutters in my head. It’s fucked up.



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The Telepathy Tapes Anonymous 11201[Reply]

Thoughts on the recent happenings with the telepathy tapes? It’s a recent and ongoing podcast about kids (mainly autistic ones) who seem to be able to psychically communicate with their parents. Is there anything to this like a scientific paradigm shit away from materialism or is it just new age nonsense by parents trying to make their kids seem special (basically indigo children phase 2). It’s gaining rapid popularity and the woman who runs it, Ky Dilkens, appeared on the Joe Rogan podcast and many doctors who have appeared on the podcast have been making it to mainstream news, it even overtook Joe Rogan’s podcast briefly on Spotify. Reception is very split down the middle between people who think there may be truth to it and people who think it’s pseudoscience and scams.

>Learn more

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/choosing-your-meditation-style/202503/science-skepticism-and-the-telepathy-tapes?amp
https://youtu.be/WxmCQdLLuBM
https://m.youtube.com/@TheTelepathyTapes
https://youtu.be/gF0CrAx_sBM
https://thetelepathytapes.com/

>Potentially related thread - PROJECT G.A.T.E. - MKULTRA CONTINUES? >>10750


>Various Skeptics Views

https://lifehacker.com/entertainment/the-telepathy-tapes-what-people-are-getting-wrong-this-week
https://www.reddit.com/r/podcasts/comments/1i9r501/thoughts_on_the_telepathy_tapes_are_people/
https://www.theamericansaga.com/p/the-telepathy-tapesPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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Anonymous 11260

blocked and reported did a pretty good episode on this
https://www.blockedandreported.org/p/episode-242-the-telepathy-tapes-wants

Anonymous 11323

>>11248
I just think it’s funny this Nonas other message got deleted for spam lol. I don’t see how any of this really debunks it. The CIA was very shady and dodgy with their documents about telepathy and parapsychology and has been trying to cover it up desperately by shoving materialism in everyone’s faces. I also doubt Joe Rogan is shilling for the CIA as he’s platformed those who have called out their shit (such as Thomas Campbell) but maybe he’s controlled opposition. I will say him going hyper new age as of late with all this talk of collective consciousness and the Akashic Records is side eye worthy though. Telepathy is a long standing thing but I don’t think you realized this thread is about this specific podcast by Ky Dickens (spelt her name wrong in the OP)

>>11259, >>11260
I may be biased (as I used to spend a lot of time in near death experience / parapsychology circles) but I don’t think Ky is necessarily a grifter. Sure her paywalling her stuff is suspicious and the constant interviews on these big podcasts (including the Jay Shetty Podcast which literally has had Selena Gomez, Will Smith, and fucking Michelle Obama on it) is suspicious and does make me question her authenticity but she seems to be pretty open to just telling everyone about the experiments if they ask (such as in this video). The blocked and reported episode has some comments completely ratioing the episode and truthfully I can’t blame the skeptics as I am one of (plus we live in a majority atheist/materialist/physicalist/nihilist society). The best argument I could think of against this (assuming it’s real) is maybe a cellular memory / DNA Memory of sorts but I’m unsure of how real that whole idea even is (the only real evidence I’ve heard for it is some urban legends and the NDE of a Trump supporting, pro-patriarchy, Mormon grifter named Betty Eadie who sounds way faker than Ky to me). I think it’s too soon to say anything for sure, none of us are even sure of if consciousness goes on past death and which afterlife is true and I see no harm with investigating or asking questions. She wasn’t locking these kids in chambers or anything and honestly if the atheist crowd is so sure that this is fake then they should feel Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 11337

Mayim Bialik (Yes the one from the Big Bang Theory) did a podcast talking about the Telepathy Tapes. She’s been having a lot of people on her podcast to talk about the paranormal it’s honestly crazy seeing this stuff go so mainstream even if it’s a hoax. I hope this actually goes somewhere but maybe that’s just because I’m scared of death and want it to be proven that Consciousness isn’t just the brain

Some more skeptics who I’ve found (just for posterity because I just know there’s gonna be some kind of retrospective on this stuff one day and they’re gonna be scouring forums for stuff about it)
https://www.knowrogan.com/0012-ky-dickens-telepathy-tapes/
https://www.reddit.com/r/JoeRogan/comments/1iyugtm/joe_rogan_experience_2279_ky_dickens/

Anonymous 11341

telepathy is real, vibes are real, you can literally feel it. lets stop pretending

Anonymous 11451

Do you think this was faked or is it real? I'm somewhat conflicted, have any of you tried it for yourself?



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Confess Your Worst Sins Anonymous 11446[Reply]

I'm in the mood to call the police on someone just for fun. Confess the worst thing you ever did here.


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Anonymous 2558[Reply]

Do you believe in evil? Do you think it exists?
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Anonymous 3196

If true evil does exist it definitely came in the form of Imperial Japan.

Anonymous 11318

our brains justify things after we decide to do them, i see 'evil' more as wrongly feeling justified. i think its probably the result of either brain structure or upbringing. so its like i think some people are evil the same way i think people who like pineapple on pizza are wrong, yk?

Anonymous 11319

I don’t believe in objective morality but I do believe that there are beings who do things we would traditionally see as “evil” but in their mind they enjoy doing it so much that they don’t care how we see it, guess that’s more sadism but the point still stands

Anonymous 11386

>>2558
Do you believe in Hitler? Do you KNOW he exists?

Anonymous 11442

Evil and good, at least in Christian culture, is just super simplified dynamics that are very real in our society.
Good implies obedience, meekness and passiveness, social cohesion. It means to be disgusted at the sight of harmful things.
Evil implies permissiviness, transgression, opportunism. Being evil means "I am allowed to be immoral, to harm myself and others"

Being too good is actually harmful because you need to be evil to achieve things for yourself, but also not being good enough harms your potential for cooperation with others, making stupid and stupidly risky choices, actually it harms other people period and then you end up in a very miserable society, such as abusive families etc.

Ultimately, you need to learn to be capable being of both evil and good when it is appropriate.



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