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Anonymous 833[Reply]

Do you believe in free will, /x/?

Anonymous 837

Yeah.

That said, I don't think we're all quite as free as we're led to believe.

Anonymous 844

>>833
In order to give a proper answer, I'd need you to explicitly and specifically define "free will" as a concept.

Anonymous 848

Yes and no, depends on the weather.


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Mindreading/Aura? Anonymous 476[Reply]

I have no rational explanation for this. Please hear me out. I did a terrible thing two years ago. I've never mentioned it to anyone ever. Recently everyone seems to know. My friends are texting me vague questions asking about my past. People on the metro whisper about me. Am I cursed?
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Anonymous 616

>>476
you're probably hallucinating some of it. people on the metro whispering about you might be because you're staring intensely or because you're talking to yourself out loud and don't even realize. no offense but it's pretty obvious you have some real mental problems.

also your friends asking about your past, that could just be because you're secretive or you made up some lies that don't add up. do you lie a lot? cut it out, lying is a sure path to insanity.

Anonymous 648

op can you elaborate more on what's happening? it sounds creepy and interesting as fuck

Anonymous 777

This reminds me of a thread on the offtopic board of a fashion site in my country. This girl claimed that everyone had an inertly negative attitude towards her, not a single friend, family hates her, bullied in school, random people insulting her or beating her up.

A few people in the thread offered to be her friend but none posted again except for one who built an online friendship with the OP for a bit, until they tried videochatting and the girl allegedly got such a terrible gut feeling about this girl she cut off contact and that was it. There were no more relevant updates that I know of.

Anonymous 778

>>777
that's so fascinating but also unnerving

Anonymous 781

>>778
I mean, she might have been lying or exaggerating, but the thread never really left me. I wonder if I could still find it, but then again it wasn't in English anyway


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Have you ever fantasized about killing someone? Anonymous 473[Reply]

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Anonymous 712

Was abused by my mum and step dad and abused and molested by my dad. Went into a matriarchal foster home with a dad who has had affairs and gambled… There is no structure in that.

Now I want everybody who had it good to suffer because although nice and helpful, I have this dark chaos in me that sometimes I can't control… And sometimes I envy those who have no fucking idea what hell is like that they're bratty about it.

Anonymous 713

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My almost abusive ex.
"Almost" because he never hit me or anything physical like that, but long story short I started to feel suffocated when I didn't met his expectations, couldn't even sleep when he threw his tantrums and stopped talking to me for days because of small shit. I'm glad I'm over it forever.

Anonymous 717

I work a dead-end retail job and the amount of rude, stupid people the general population carries is astounding. Oddly enough, I always ONLY have thoughts of specifically strangling them like >>623. I have an urge to strangle stupid people in general whether I'm working or not. Asshole, catty, vapid teenagers or young adults are also a common target for my fantasies; I can't stand fuckboys and fuckgirls.

Anonymous 741

Yeah often actually. I’ll prob never do it though.

This loser who took advantage of me and tried to give me an std (I didn’t get it)

Doesn’t seem worth it though. I’d rather pay someone else to cut his hand off or something.

Anonymous 744

>>717
i mean, this makes since if you think about it from the perspective of a criminal psychologist. stranglings are a very slow and intimate way to kill someone; if you encounter a body that's been the victim of strangulation, especially if it's done with the hands as opposed to, say, a noose or garrote, it usually indicates that the killer was prompted by a strong emotional response and wanted to see the victim suffer.
i used to work at a retail store that catered to ~trendy~ teenagers with too much allowance and their catty, entitled soccer moms. i totally understand. the amount of pure human shittiness that i witnessed on a daily basis completely drained me of my will to live, but the fact that it still makes you mad means at least you've got some spunk left in you. get out while you can.


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Serial Killers Anonymous 671[Reply]

Is it just me, or is anyone else strangely attracted to serial killers.

Logic would tell me this is a bad survival strategy…
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Anonymous 702

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Why is everyone calling each other ugly all of the sudden?

My face when.

Anonymous 703

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>it’s another hybristophilia thread

Anonymous 711

Charles Manson never killed anyone

Anonymous 742

>>711
This but unironically

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Stalkers and creeps: Greentext version Anonymous 546[Reply]

I'll start


>be me, 16 years old, grew up very isolated being disabled in a rural hick village, ugly, no social skills, shy to the point of retardation
>join my country's anime/weeb platform
>basically facebook for weeb, everyone's on it
>within a week, get a message from a random user inviting me to a group for our local area
>start to hang out with them at meetups
>ice cream parlors, chinese restaurants, karaoke nights, craft meets for convention prep, typical 2005 weeaboo circle
>one guy hovers around me a lot
>after one karaoke night, my mom picks me up in the small town the hangout was at to take me home (8 miles)
>i rush outside, guy runs after me, everyone hugs me goodnight, he goes to say something but I'm already in the car
>message me afterwards saying he wanted to give me his number in case I ever want to talk
>think he's a pretty nice guy
>he's a mutual friend of the friend circle who formed this local meetup, so they are all close to him and he seems trustworthy
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Anonymous 590

>>547
Came here from /feels/. Jesus anon, if you haven't already, change your accounts, phone number, and move across the country.

Anonymous 596

>>590
Thank you, anon. We're in different countries but he knows (part of) my address. I think I'm relatively safe because he's broke ASF and can't travel here anyway.

Anonymous 598

>>596
How far are we talking?

Anonymous 614

Some of this sounds like how I used to act in college. I learned better (college was in the 90s) but damn I just feel bad for basically everybody who had to interact with me back then.

Anonymous 662

>>546
>>547
cheesus crepe these are fucking terrible!


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Suicide Anonymous 480[Reply]

How would you do it?
What's the most effective method with minimal pain? I'm a puss.
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Anonymous 580

When I was suicidal, I never did anything because I realized there's no 100%, painless way to die. Every single method has a chance of failure. You're more likely to end up in a hospital bed alive than dead. The website lostallhope helped me a lot during these times and you can research methods too.

Anonymous 584

If you want to kill yourself go ahead and do it. I've been "pro-choice" my entire life and the only reason people think suicide is bad is because they've been brainwashed to do so. The government can't cope with losing a taxpaying idiot so they made it up to be the worst thing in the world.

There's absolutely nothing wrong with killing yourself. You didn't ask to come into this world. If you want to leave it's all your choice.

Anonymous 629

>>584
>a taxpaying idiot
lol. There's a disproportionate amount of NEETs here.

Anonymous 1233

I've always known if I was going to do it I would jump off a building. Head first, like a diver. Leave a hideous mess. I'd get to "fly", for once, before I hit the ground.

Anonymous 1284

>>584
>The government can't cope with losing a taxpaying idiot
I imagine that the majority of suicidal people are a net drain on the budget. The truth is, if you have a society where people just off themselves. It makes everyone else sad. so they ask the government to stop it.


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Anonymous 491[Reply]

Does anyone else look at graphic pictures of suicide to keep yourself from doing it?
Link for you gore hounds to start the discussion:
https://imgur.com/a/3DzVH

If you post any gore, please put it under a spoiler for everyone else
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Anonymous 511

>>495
she would've killed herself while in the tub, and her body would've soaked up the water after her death, and I guess it broke apart. I feel bad for whoever had to clean that. It would've smelled of rotten meat, and probably scarred them if they weren't already desensitized to that stuff.

Anonymous 513

>>495
Ikr? I felt wrong because it was a currently dead man having sex and being filmed without him realizing it. Sure, that was the reason he committed suicide, but including the pic was out of place to me. And it was kinda tasteless.

Anonymous 514

pictures of people hanging look peaceful to me. they actually encourage my suicidal thoughts.

Anonymous 517

I hate that I made it through that whole list (I've seen the bathtub photos before, gore doesn't usually get to me anyway), but it just makes me sad how some people can reach such a state where they feel there's no where else to turn to but to end their life. It's tragic, and to think some of these deaths weren't even of people that wanted to die, but were just tied up in some one else's horrid world that they couldn't escape from.

And then there's the people that wanted to die for very ridiculous reasons. Bombings, a game… it's depressing to just toss away your life like that..

Anonymous 522

self-immolation is the worst way to go. i saw someone do that once. he was trying to commit a murder-suicide with his ex-girlfriend who was running sound at this bar across the street where i live.

the worst part is that i knew him pretty well a couple years ago, he used to come by the co-op where i lived and hang out. he was a decent kid while he was on his meds. we didn't talk much but i got the impression that he was an okay person at that time
the fucking smell, you guys can't imagine–people were trying to put him out, smother the flames, but he'd doused himself in lighter fluid before he ran in. he was conscious even after the fire was put out, just croaking what i think was 'help me' over and over again. but that kind of burning doesn't kill you immediately.
they got him to emergency care and it took him something like eight hours to die.

but there's absolutely zero sympathy for this kid because, even if you're like 'yo the guy was a fucking schizophrenic. he was literally insane, this is sad'
the local feminist facebook group will jump all over you because he was an ABUSER and CIS SCUM etc.
the ex-girlfriend got featured in the local paper and raised something like 40k through gofundme after this happened so at least someone got something out of it.


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Fucked up things you've done Anonymous 54[Reply]

Inspired by the catfishing thread.
What's the worst thing you've ever done?
Do you regret it?
What was the aftermath?

Anonymous 424

Ive had people put out of homes and ive belittle people. Made thier jobs sound worthless. I badgered my drunk mother.

Anonymous Moderator 471

Locked.
There's another thread about this already here >>>/x/420


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June and Jennifer Anonymous 411[Reply]

Have you heard of this case, anons?

I've been on and off into it for a couple of years and it looks like a documentary is coming out.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/June_and_Jennifer_Gibbons


TL;DR

>twin sisters
>refused to speak to anyone else
>ostracized for being black (1960s), isolated themselves further
>invented their own language, wrote fiction, performed plays for each other
>separated at age 14 to give them a chance to develop their own selves
>went catatonic until reunited
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Anonymous 416

>>412
Are you a twin?

Anonymous 417

>>416
Yes, mirror-imaged identical. I actually empathize with their story a lot because my twin became a literal shut-in NEET since middle school because she hated how people saw us as being twins (because they tend to gloss over who you are in favor of seeing you and your twin as a whole) and it's given me so much guilt since I have a job, am doing fairly well in college, etc. When I get extremely depressed over various things in my life, I often feel reminded that if I killed myself she'd be so much happier at least.

Anonymous 418

>>417
Samefag,
anyway to add to the discussion, I always thought it was so interesting how in the diary of Jennifer, she mentioned not being able to live without her twin whereas June seemed to feel like she could only live without her twin. Given that, it makes sense that Jennifer would have been the one to sacrifice herself, and I think it's interesting that they seemed to develop opposing solutions to a problem.

Anonymous 425

Black island kids are moved to inbred wales. The locals treat them bad so they retreat into themselves. They keep to themselves which bother the whites. The white authority then rip them from their homes to live in isolation with mean inbred whites. Kids go catotonic(sp) cause they dont know what will happen to them. They are reunited. Do what kids do and write stories. The parents of their former bullies bully them by keeping watch on them. Twins are emos. Sent to a mental hospital. Cause they wouldnt talk to the white authority they are kept for over 11 yrs where others get 2. One kills herself so the whites will release her twin. The only english colony that has done well is canada and thats because of the french.

Anonymous 438

There is going to be a documentary?
I'm so excited! I have the book on my shelf, I have to finally read it.
I would really like to read the girls' novels, even though they were shit.


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What do you think of this? Anonymous 407[Reply]

A man sits down at a typewriter, and pours his heart out; leaking every truth that he had ever come into contact with. A few days later, he tries desperately to get it published " no one has the time of day for that kind of piece. How would the people react if they found out that their entire lives are lies…that everything they know; just isn’t so? They must’nt find out. Last time was close. It’s drivel for the masses and magnum opi for the masters.

A woman sings, and she sings, and she sings…finally finding that hidden note that opens the path to the collective dream of mankind " unity, love, knowledge. She wrote a song and she sung out her soul. Too out of control; can’t play that sort of stuff on here. The boss told me I’m out if I play conscious music again. It’s discordant disasters produced by madmen for the masses and orchestras for the controllers. I mean, our schedule is pretty booked up; you would’ve had to get it to us by May 1st 1776.

Illumi-a-what? Never heard of ‘em mister! I just wanted to write the next 1984/BNW…I didn’t mean to discover this tapestry of deceits stemming from every direction! Alas, this savage knows his place. Do you? I mean, have you ever really thought about it? What you really are? Think! Think! Think! Io Pan! I mean Think! You are something whose magnitude you could not fathom; even with the greatest map man has ever drawn (and I don’t mean that quack Frater Perdurabo). What if the secret of secrets was right in front of your nose? Would you smell it? Would you even care?

Lightning round! Who are you? Did you answer with where you work? Did you think of a location; with some nice things? Are you really these things? No! You are you and I am I; but I am you and you are I. It’s why I know that even though you’re sighing right now (not sure whether you’re reading the ravings of a mad man, or the fourth incarnation of Thoth) that you are deeply intrigued by the words on this page. Otherwise, you would have stopped reading by now. Stop reading. Did you stop? Would you ever let someone, that you’ve never met, tell you what to do - like that? No? Then why do you obey, every single day - you stare at that damned screen and don’t question a thing?!

So why are we here? What are we alive for? Why must we suffer? I don’t know, man; I didn’t do it. Or did I? Or was it you? Maybe it was us when we were I? I couldn’t tePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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