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Intrusive and obsessive thoughts Anonymous 5246[Reply]

>be me, 3/10 stinky urbanism nerd
>studying cs in uni, freshman year
>see a beautiful moid with long (like, really long) blonde hair
>he is in my program so we are having lectures together
>no common friends so i don't talk to him and just enjoy his presence
>no stalking or intrusive thoughts
>maybe some staring… and head turning..
>guy suddenly drops out
>experience loss of overall satisfaction
>start obsessing over this guy, he now lives rent free in my head
>all constructive thoughts escape my mind, intellectual productivity drops to 0
>start stalking
>develop ethnic supremacy values
And these thoughts seem to never leave my mind. I would explore philosophical and urbanistic questions before he had left, now all i can think of is blonde supremacy, this sounds so fucking stupid. Why would i become like that? I would still never get a chance with someone like him, first - i am not the most pleasant person both physically and emotionally, second - moids aren't pleasant as well. Is there a way to get this obsession out of my mind? Pic unrelated

Anonymous 5247

Channel this energy into drawing? Draw yourself a beautiful long golden haired male.

Anonymous 5251

based advice. turn the musings into a muse. sculpt, model, dress up characters in games, make up stories and post them anonymously, etc. it is great fun, and if you turn him into a character, he will be a cooler version of that guy.
alternatively, masturbate so much to him that you get bored, it worked for me sometime as i exhausted every fantasy scenario. the best one though is to develop a new crush, one that would get you interested in urbanism or computer science. it could be an attractive teacher, another classmate, or potentially a hot youtuber on this topic. i am not good with forcing crushes but once i am bored of an old one i easily transition to a new crush. i think this dude is just your type and you've discovered this for the first time. i am really into dudes that look like a mexican jesus, so at one point i tried finding models with that style and found some porn list of guys with long hair. i still think that's the hottest look a guy could have and i am kinda ashamed that i am so autistic about a type but if moids can have types for boob and butt size i think this is fine too.


Is the spiritual realm accessible to all? Anonymous 5230[Reply]

Just as there are physically and mentally disabled people, are there spiritually disabled people? Such that only a select number will ever be in touch with the spiritual?

Anonymous 5231

Everyone can be in touch with the spiritual realm, but stupid human garbage and the whiplash of emotions keeps some from ever getting in tune with their powers!!


Machiavellian temptation Anonymous 3193[Reply]

I often have the urge to burn all bridges, cut all my friends off from my life, always lie and never reveal anything about myself, manipulate people around me etc. The way I handle this temptation is by doing the exact opposite; I rarely lie (to the point of everyone around me knowing me as a very blunt person), I am very outspoken and straightforward about myself, I don’t even flatter my way to top -let alone manipulating. And don’t get me wrong, it’s not a mask or anything, both people are still me. But I feel like I’m conflicted and I’m going to slip out. Especially since I’m going to live in a new place soon. Do you also have these temptations? How do you deal with it? Do you think I am wrong to hide this side of me completely?

Anonymous 3195

>I often have the urge to burn all bridges, cut all my friends off from my life, always lie and never reveal anything about myself

This part is just common sense these days with the internet.

Anonymous 3208

Depends on what you are trying to accomplish. There's nothing wrong with being a machiavellian liar if it achieves the objective, but what is your objective?

Anonymous 3209

nothing. it's just a temptation

Anonymous 3210

Ah, well if you have no objective it is objectively a bad idea to be machiavellian then. With no objective you are just unmoored wishing to ride the currents gently where they go, and you certainly shouldn't act like someone with an agenda if you don't have one. All risk, no gain.

If I had to say how I deal with it, it would be, if I'm not trying to achieve something, then don't fucking rock the boat, and realize the most machiavellian thing I could do in such a situation is nothing.

On the other hand, if you're getting random urges, it's probably because you're bored and just want to stir shit up anyway.

Anonymous 5209

For me it's this burning temptation to really test the limits of what I'm capable of in terms of manipulation and deceit. Not just playing with people's minds though, but all the technical and practical skills I need to do so, on the computer and in practice.


Universe People Anonymous 4725[Reply]

How based are they? Are the things they are telling true? Should we praise Ashtar Sheran? They even have a website: http://www.angels-light.org/
I really wonder what miners think. Insanity or the ultimate truth?
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Anonymous 4728

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the more I read about, the more fascinated i become

Anonymous 4729

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this is the last one i will post

Anonymous 4850

holy fuckign shit

Anonymous 4940

ashtar sheran is my wife

Anonymous 5205

Christians are one of the weirdest larpers I've seen.


Anonymous 1583[Reply]

how do i hack the simulation, get access to unlimited data and become a demigod? im pretty sure this is my life goal and if i fail this there is gonna be another pandemic like corona but this time everyone dies and our timeline resets once again
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Anonymous 1768

you can’t be the nobody I already posted that I was the nobody four days ago on real /x/ stop stealing my kills

Anonymous 3742


I don't know but I don't think it's easy.

Anonymous 4530

Up, Up, Down, Down, Left, Right, Left, Right, B, A, Start

Anonymous 4531

No it's down down up upright left right left a b start

Anonymous 5204

Isn't meditation the most obvious answer?


Pizzagate discussion Anonymous 4868[Reply]

I'm not even sure if I should make this thread considering how dark and disturbing the subject is. I wonder how deep the rabbithole goes. I already know some things but I still feel like I'm only at the tip of the iceberg. Do you believe in this conspiracy /x/ ? I do. If my thread gets deleted because of the deeply disturbing subject I can understand.
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Anonymous 4882


Because the idea that there is a group fo elites with access to extralegal sex with minors (which is true) got conflated and centered around one pizza place due to Clinton email leaks.

Anonymous 5026

What are your thoughts on Isaac Kappy? His dead man's switch? The circumstances in which he died? There's just too much. I'm convinced that it proves the reality of Pizzagate

Anonymous 5031

I think that Pizzagate was made to sound ridiculous on purpose from the start, so that the rich people actually diddling kids could continue to do so in peace.
And this. Pretty sure that someone really famous is scared of getting caught, so he made this thing public in an attempt to get access to the evidence and erase his part in it. Law enforcement cannot be trusted to not to be compliant to him, because he’s so influental, and that’s why so much data ”disappeared”.

Anonymous 5074


This is kind of where the pizza thing started. It’s a weird email for sure, and its proximity to the word MAP put people on edge. But I agree with another anon that the actual pizza bit of the conspiracy is just a meme cooked up to make the real part (the fact that elites love fucking children) seem ridiculous.

Anonymous 5197

I passed by this place many times before the pizzagate "conspiracy" (read:8chan bullshit) came out, there's nothing special about Comet besides selling overpriced artisanal pizza and being located in a gentrified neighborhood. There's no way someone from downtown D.C. (around the White House etc.) would drive twenty minutes to Comet just to conduct a trafficking ring or something. Not to mention that locals would obviously notice because even though it's a residential area, it's located on literally the most used roadway into D.C. (Connecticut Ave). The people who made up the pizzagate conspiracy were malevolent schizos on 8chan who didn't care how many lives they ruined as long as they got internet clout. Same guys who created QAnon. Now their site is gone and their reputation is ruined all for the sake of an internet larp. I saw the shitposting in real time, it really was just a bunch of retards making shit up

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Is collecting animal bones bad? Anonymous 5094[Reply]

Am I going to get bad spirits after me or get cursed if I collect animal bones? I recently got very interested in the hobby. I'll have a strict rule to not collect bones from animals that are known to be used in dangerous rituals.
In my country we have a lot of holidays where animals are killed and eaten, if I ask my relatives to give me the bones after they're ready eating the animal, will it be dangerous? I'm also thinking of buying replicas, but they're harder to find. What if I buy real bones from websites or private sellers? I don't want to disrespect the animals I get the bones from.
I also have a very particular interest in pig's skulls and bones, even if I don't eat anything from them because of religious reasons.

Anonymous 5116

I like bones too, I don't have a huge collection but I'm interested in bones. I'm not deep into the magic that goes behind it all, I just find them fascinating from an artistic perspective. I'm not sure what country you're from so it might be different there, but I'd search for hunters who are sourced and reliable and don't kill just for sport. I hate sport hunting as much as I hate the meat farming industry. Other people collect roadkill specimens but that probably carries some kind of bad juju since the animal died by human carelessness. Hunting for sustainability and food is probably the only ethical way to get ahold of animal bones. The closest thing you'd get to a pig's skull is a boar if you're set on the idea of not wanting to participate in the societal structure of animal harm.

Anonymous 5117

One more thing, I'd also suggest scavenging, scavenging in nature will lead you across bones. There are people who scavenge for a living, kind of like roadkill, except these animals died presumingly natural deaths and the only harm done if you believe in the idea of disturbing burial sites. Also just getting a decent book on skulls might satisfy your curiosity if you you're uncomfortable with purchasing.

Anonymous 5123


> I hate sport hunting as much as I hate the meat farming industry.
Same, I can't stand people who think it's justifiable to end an animal's life just to get a throphy. People such as these that have no respect for the beings around them disgust me. Also I think that the farming industry is horrible because of the inhumane ways they treat the animals.
The pig I want to get the bones of is one from the farm of my grandpa. I've visited here - the pig is not forced into a cage (they get it inside the barn when it becomes night and it's time for it to sleep, because the village is right next to a forest where there are a lot of foxes and coyotes), it roams the yard and meadows in the farm whenever it wants, they give him fruits and vegetables and keep it's hygine good. They even named it. So I think the pig had a happy life, so I don't think that I'll be haunted if I get it's bones.
>I'd also suggest scavenging, scavenging in nature will lead you across bones.
Tried it, all the bones I find are from small animals and It's from their limbs and I can't identify from what animal it is or what bone that exactly is because most of the time I find them broken. Also I found a dead body of an fox, but it was stinking really bad (I almost could not breathe around the corpse) and it was covered in maggots and other larvas so I could not get the bones (I was afraid of catching an illness or infection).
I think the best option is to buy replicas, or get my bones from the farm and make the skeletal myself. Thanks for taking your time to answer!

Anonymous 5193

I have collected three boar skulls from a field on some family property. These were hunted, a bit sad because they have holes in the skull where bullets have passed through. Though they are invasive to my area, and the hunters cleaned them for meat there and left the bones for other animals to eat.

The most 'ethical' way to source bones is vulture culture, just going out into the woods and looking for animal remains. It is a bit harder to find intact remains unless the animal was hunted or still exist as a carcass. Not sure about getting bad juju from bones but I did find what I'm pretty sure to be a dog skull one time, I did not take it because I felt sad that it might've been someone's pet.

Anonymous 5194

I found a turtle shell while cleaning once and kept it. I haven't actively tried to look for bones though.


What happened to Bambi Woods? Anonymous 474[Reply]

Bambi Woods is a former pornographic actress and exotic dancer best known for her appearance as the title character in the 1978 film Debbie Does Dallas. Her meteoric success in the Golden Age of Porn, and disappearance intrigued adult industry writers and caused interest in her whereabouts, and a myth about her having met a sordid fate several years after her heyday began to be accepted as fact.


Anonymous 475

Due to the type of "work" she did, she's really probably dead. Will look into the story and come back when I'm done, sounds interesting.

Anonymous 498

Did you ever look into it? I'm curious too.


Written in 2011 and published in 2014 on Amazon Kindle ebook Porn Dead: Whatever Happened to Bambi Woods? is loaded with real answers and legally verified information. A fairly recent photo is provided towards the end.

Smallville Actress arrested Anonymous 757[Reply]

for being the co-leader of a Sex Cult


Anonymous 765

just like the majority of people involved in hollywood, or tv stars, this is just proof she is dumb and whack as fuck. i never cared about the show, but it is shocking anyway

Anonymous 786

what a bad way to start a thread
op u didn't even give us a link to an actual article detailing her arrest lol

Anonymous 910

Anonymous 911

OP is a video though


Deja Vu Anonymous 664[Reply]

What causes it?
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Anonymous 667

What I have found is that a lot of times when I get it, I had a similar moment in a dream about 3 to 6 months prior.

One theory that kind of lines up with my experience is that our minds go through so many bullshit, hypothetical situations when we sleep and the only ones we end up remembering are the ones that eventually sync up recognizably well with a real life moment, and thusly scare the bejeezus outta me.

Anonymous 731


The Brain accidentally interprets stimulation as "already experienced" for a moment. Not spooky at all

Anonymous 808


Anonymous 869

This, I remember my dreams in detail so when the situation occurs I'm like "oh it's just like my dream".

Anonymous 877

Some religions / beliefs state if you suicide or, die at the wrong time I guess, you'll be doomed to repeat your life over and over again until you get it right.
Maybe deja vu happens when our spirits (minds? i dunno) recognize the moment as having happened before

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