>>5246
Channel this energy into drawing? Draw yourself a beautiful long golden haired male.

>>5247
based advice. turn the musings into a muse. sculpt, model, dress up characters in games, make up stories and post them anonymously, etc. it is great fun, and if you turn him into a character, he will be a cooler version of that guy.
alternatively, masturbate so much to him that you get bored, it worked for me sometime as i exhausted every fantasy scenario. the best one though is to develop a new crush, one that would get you interested in urbanism or computer science. it could be an attractive teacher, another classmate, or potentially a hot youtuber on this topic. i am not good with forcing crushes but once i am bored of an old one i easily transition to a new crush. i think this dude is just your type and you've discovered this for the first time. i am really into dudes that look like a mexican jesus, so at one point i tried finding models with that style and found some porn list of guys with long hair. i still think that's the hottest look a guy could have and i am kinda ashamed that i am so autistic about a type but if moids can have types for boob and butt size i think this is fine too.

Everyone can be in touch with the spiritual realm, but stupid human garbage and the whiplash of emotions keeps some from ever getting in tune with their powers!!

>I often have the urge to burn all bridges, cut all my friends off from my life, always lie and never reveal anything about myself

This part is just common sense these days with the internet.

>>3193
Depends on what you are trying to accomplish. There's nothing wrong with being a machiavellian liar if it achieves the objective, but what is your objective?

>>3208
nothing. it's just a temptation

>>3209
Ah, well if you have no objective it is objectively a bad idea to be machiavellian then. With no objective you are just unmoored wishing to ride the currents gently where they go, and you certainly shouldn't act like someone with an agenda if you don't have one. All risk, no gain.

If I had to say how I deal with it, it would be, if I'm not trying to achieve something, then don't fucking rock the boat, and realize the most machiavellian thing I could do in such a situation is nothing.

On the other hand, if you're getting random urges, it's probably because you're bored and just want to stir shit up anyway.

>>3193
For me it's this burning temptation to really test the limits of what I'm capable of in terms of manipulation and deceit. Not just playing with people's minds though, but all the technical and practical skills I need to do so, on the computer and in practice.

the more I read about, the more fascinated i become

this is the last one i will post

holy fuckign shit

ashtar sheran is my wife

Christians are one of the weirdest larpers I've seen.

>>1583
you can’t be the nobody I already posted that I was the nobody four days ago on real /x/ stop stealing my kills

I don't know but I don't think it's easy.

Up, Up, Down, Down, Left, Right, Left, Right, B, A, Start

>>4530
No it's down down up upright left right left a b start

>>1583
Isn't meditation the most obvious answer?

>>4881
Because the idea that there is a group fo elites with access to extralegal sex with minors (which is true) got conflated and centered around one pizza place due to Clinton email leaks.

What are your thoughts on Isaac Kappy? His dead man's switch? The circumstances in which he died? There's just too much. I'm convinced that it proves the reality of Pizzagate

I think that Pizzagate was made to sound ridiculous on purpose from the start, so that the rich people actually diddling kids could continue to do so in peace.
>>4879
And this. Pretty sure that someone really famous is scared of getting caught, so he made this thing public in an attempt to get access to the evidence and erase his part in it. Law enforcement cannot be trusted to not to be compliant to him, because he’s so influental, and that’s why so much data ”disappeared”.

>>4868
This is kind of where the pizza thing started. It’s a weird email for sure, and its proximity to the word MAP put people on edge. But I agree with another anon that the actual pizza bit of the conspiracy is just a meme cooked up to make the real part (the fact that elites love fucking children) seem ridiculous.

>>4882
I passed by this place many times before the pizzagate "conspiracy" (read:8chan bullshit) came out, there's nothing special about Comet besides selling overpriced artisanal pizza and being located in a gentrified neighborhood. There's no way someone from downtown D.C. (around the White House etc.) would drive twenty minutes to Comet just to conduct a trafficking ring or something. Not to mention that locals would obviously notice because even though it's a residential area, it's located on literally the most used roadway into D.C. (Connecticut Ave). The people who made up the pizzagate conspiracy were malevolent schizos on 8chan who didn't care how many lives they ruined as long as they got internet clout. Same guys who created QAnon. Now their site is gone and their reputation is ruined all for the sake of an internet larp. I saw the shitposting in real time, it really was just a bunch of retards making shit up

I like bones too, I don't have a huge collection but I'm interested in bones. I'm not deep into the magic that goes behind it all, I just find them fascinating from an artistic perspective. I'm not sure what country you're from so it might be different there, but I'd search for hunters who are sourced and reliable and don't kill just for sport. I hate sport hunting as much as I hate the meat farming industry. Other people collect roadkill specimens but that probably carries some kind of bad juju since the animal died by human carelessness. Hunting for sustainability and food is probably the only ethical way to get ahold of animal bones. The closest thing you'd get to a pig's skull is a boar if you're set on the idea of not wanting to participate in the societal structure of animal harm.

>>5116
One more thing, I'd also suggest scavenging, scavenging in nature will lead you across bones. There are people who scavenge for a living, kind of like roadkill, except these animals died presumingly natural deaths and the only harm done if you believe in the idea of disturbing burial sites. Also just getting a decent book on skulls might satisfy your curiosity if you you're uncomfortable with purchasing.

>>5116
> I hate sport hunting as much as I hate the meat farming industry.
Same, I can't stand people who think it's justifiable to end an animal's life just to get a throphy. People such as these that have no respect for the beings around them disgust me. Also I think that the farming industry is horrible because of the inhumane ways they treat the animals.
The pig I want to get the bones of is one from the farm of my grandpa. I've visited here - the pig is not forced into a cage (they get it inside the barn when it becomes night and it's time for it to sleep, because the village is right next to a forest where there are a lot of foxes and coyotes), it roams the yard and meadows in the farm whenever it wants, they give him fruits and vegetables and keep it's hygine good. They even named it. So I think the pig had a happy life, so I don't think that I'll be haunted if I get it's bones.
>I'd also suggest scavenging, scavenging in nature will lead you across bones.
Tried it, all the bones I find are from small animals and It's from their limbs and I can't identify from what animal it is or what bone that exactly is because most of the time I find them broken. Also I found a dead body of an fox, but it was stinking really bad (I almost could not breathe around the corpse) and it was covered in maggots and other larvas so I could not get the bones (I was afraid of catching an illness or infection).
I think the best option is to buy replicas, or get my bones from the farm and make the skeletal myself. Thanks for taking your time to answer!

I have collected three boar skulls from a field on some family property. These were hunted, a bit sad because they have holes in the skull where bullets have passed through. Though they are invasive to my area, and the hunters cleaned them for meat there and left the bones for other animals to eat.

The most 'ethical' way to source bones is vulture culture, just going out into the woods and looking for animal remains. It is a bit harder to find intact remains unless the animal was hunted or still exist as a carcass. Not sure about getting bad juju from bones but I did find what I'm pretty sure to be a dog skull one time, I did not take it because I felt sad that it might've been someone's pet.

I found a turtle shell while cleaning once and kept it. I haven't actively tried to look for bones though.

Due to the type of "work" she did, she's really probably dead. Will look into the story and come back when I'm done, sounds interesting.

>>475
Did you ever look into it? I'm curious too.

Written in 2011 and published in 2014 on Amazon Kindle ebook Porn Dead: Whatever Happened to Bambi Woods? is loaded with real answers and legally verified information. A fairly recent photo is provided towards the end.

>>757
just like the majority of people involved in hollywood, or tv stars, this is just proof she is dumb and whack as fuck. i never cared about the show, but it is shocking anyway

what a bad way to start a thread
op u didn't even give us a link to an actual article detailing her arrest lol

>>757
https://www.vox.com/2018/4/25/17275930/allison-mack-smallville-actress-sex-cult-nxivm-dos-prison-arrest-sex-trafficking-keith-raniere

https://www.usatoday.com/story/life/people/2018/05/04/more-arrests-expected-sex-cult-case-involving-allison-mack/581322002/

Here are some links, I guess

>>786
OP is a video though

What I have found is that a lot of times when I get it, I had a similar moment in a dream about 3 to 6 months prior.

One theory that kind of lines up with my experience is that our minds go through so many bullshit, hypothetical situations when we sleep and the only ones we end up remembering are the ones that eventually sync up recognizably well with a real life moment, and thusly scare the bejeezus outta me.

>>664

The Brain accidentally interprets stimulation as "already experienced" for a moment. Not spooky at all

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>>667
This, I remember my dreams in detail so when the situation occurs I'm like "oh it's just like my dream".

Some religions / beliefs state if you suicide or, die at the wrong time I guess, you'll be doomed to repeat your life over and over again until you get it right.
Maybe deja vu happens when our spirits (minds? i dunno) recognize the moment as having happened before