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This is bullshit. I've never had an orgasm. I've given many, but never gotten one. No one has gotten me close. I've gotten myself what feels like some of the way there but it's like there's a barrier preventing me from going forward. I feel like I get closest when I'm ovulating but I've never actually gotten there. What do I do? I just want to know what it feels like. I just feel broken.

would you?

Anyone else just not enjoy sex?

I don't have any fetishes. I don't like blowjobs. I don't like anal sex. I don't like being degraded. I don't like dick pics. I don't like dirty talking.

I think over the years of being too online I have realised that women suffer from porn addiction too but it is not talked about enough. I'm not talking about reading romance novels, fics, yaoi etc. I'm talking about full blown dependency. I know someone from an online community who was looking at Steven Universe nsfw when the next day she had final exams. I used to come from work and waste 2-3 hours everyday looking at weird shit and interacting.
I'm almost there where I break away from my demons and I feel so light these days. It took a lot of journalling and self reflection but I'm satisfied. I cringe at my past self. What brought me to seek improvement was how fast I was adopting fetishes and kinks I never had. But the worst part was losing my focus on work. Its getting better now but I have a long way to go. My cause of issues was my inability to get into romantic relations but instead of trying to form them I replaced it with this.

I (22F) have been with my boyfriend (23M) for almost two months. We’re both virgins, and over the past week we've tried to have sex on two separate days, but each time we've tried it’s been really painful for me (like, a burning pain. It almost feels like he's hitting a wall at the entrance) Even when he was just fingering me it would hurt at first.

The second time, we used a lot of lube since I’d been pretty dry before, and while that helped maybe marginally (it got a bit further this time and hurt a bit less), it was still painful. I’ve always had trouble inserting things (I could never use tampons) but I sorta just assumed that was normal and that sex would just somehow like, work out(?)

After reading about pelvic floor tension online, I’m starting to wonder if that could be the issue? When I’m completely relaxed, we’ve been able to get a finger in (I've tried both on my own and with him), but it’s not really consistent.

My boyfriend keeps telling me that it’s normal for it to hurt the first few times and told me he loves me and doesn’t want me to stress about it, and that we'll figure it out/it’ll get better with time, and that even if it doesn't we can do other things, but I’m still worried.

What should I do? I'm supposed to have a gynecologist appointment in January (this was the soonest possible time) but…

Do you like them?

How much hornier than average are women supposed to be when ovulating? I have zero sex drive, so I was wondering if anyone could clue me in.

i'm not looking for advice, just want to vent, and I felt this was too nsfw for the regular /feels/ .

ever since I got into escorting and sugaring i've come to find out just how truly depraved and insufferable moids can be. like I always knew they were disgusting and idiotic but holy fuck this was a new low. not only do I have to fight my bodies natural reaction to reject these guys during sex, but I have to feed into their egos at the same time.

you have the forty year old divorced dads with Peter Pan syndrome, the ugly bastard tech bros that are one failed arrangement away from being full fledged incels, the hopeless romantic soy boy that so desperately wants to play mr save a hoe for any freshly turned 18 year old with an ass still tight from varsity volleyball, and of course the "feminist" cool/chill guy that like totally understands the inherent power imbalances in sex work and how he wants to only practice it ethically and blah blah blah.

one time I had a sleazy type of client; some fat ass asian moid with a tacky looking Rolex and Dior savage permeating from his pores. we started off hanging out at a casino he had chosen and he did numerous things to piss me off throughout the night; trying to short my rate, not wanting to wear a condom, trying to go multiple rounds- worst of all was when he asked me if I had any girl friends who would be down to come with me next time we met and I told him no, that none of my friends did stuff like this. he then being the weasel that he is tried playing it off, saying something along the lines of "oh well you can just bring them and we'll have a fun time in the casino and see how the night goes." which to that I said, "my friends don't know I even do this stuff, they'd wonder how we met," what I actually wanted to say was "why the fuck would my friends want to hang out with an old ugly fat fuck like you?" but I held back. he responded something like "just say we met online, we'll all get together and have fun, once the drinks start flowing see where it goes," now my friends have fucked some questionable looking moids, but this moid was delusional off the ass if he thought any girl wouldnt have to be roofied and blacked out to fuck him for free. before I could respond back he added on, "I'll pay you an extra $300, you keep the money for yourself and not tell the others." his audacity truly shocked me. I replied in a very calm and slightly quizzical voice, "so you want me to pimp out my frPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Why do men love to stick random shit up their asses constantly?

Not sure if I should post this here or in /media. Has anyone played DOL here? I hate that I like the characters and lore because it's such disgusting coomer game popular with troons. I wish the degeneracy wasn't there and it was a dating sim with NSFW elements instead of a porn game with dating sim elements.