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For ever since prepubescence I have had rape fantasies, at first I tried to repress but when I got into my teens I started to indulge in them.
It startes in a nonsexual manner when I was as young as maybe 7 or 8, I would kidnap women in certain videogames and self insert as the women I was kidnapping in a way, not sexually, I don't understand why.
Then rape fantasies when I was 11 or so.
Now its the main thing I get off to.
Wtf is wrong with me? I get rape fantasies or normal but this shit started when I was SEVEN. No, I was not molested or sexually abused in any way. I wasn't introduced to sexual content t a young age (apart from very crude humor in adult TV programs my parents let me watch, but nothing explicit or graphic)
I also have hypersexual tendencies since puberty. I started masturbating at 11 and would sometimes masturbate 6 hours a day if I had nothing to do. I would watch tv while I did it, I wouldn't even think of anything sexual at the time (I would not masturbate to the rape fantasies and refused to indulge in them and attempted to repress them).
Now its usually 30-120 minutes a day spanning at least a couple sessions, I only miss days if due to yeast infection of some sort.
WTF is wrong with me???

Does anyone else hate blowjobs?
Both the idea and the actual act just seems so degrading and off-putting to me in a way I can't describe it.
Even with guys I was in love with I didn't like it.
My last ex never asked for one, but always went down on me and it was heaven. I don't like topping either, I still want a guy to take control.
Is there something wrong with me? Anyone here genuinely like blowjobs where you're not just doing it for the guy's sake, but because you like the actual act?

Time to choose

would you?

Talk about any unhealthy, taboo or just embarrassing kinks and fantasies you have here. Confess your sins.

I recently discoverd the mechanism of female squiring from /u/.Apparently even if they peed before stimulation ,their bladders were filled before the squirt.
https://www.newscientist.com/article/dn26772-female-ejaculation-comes-in-two-forms-scientists-find/
Some googling led me to find that the Japanese publishted the first medical article on male squirting
https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1002/iju5.12021

I dont want any form of sex other than pegging. I exclusively want to peg my moid and I want the only way he gets off to be me pounding him. Am I a freak?

I've seen pic related going around but I get the feeling this was engineered by a moid to have such results if it's not straight up fake

Post in here when you're horny and state what you want to do and/or have done to you!
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Its like every space meant for homosexuals is filled with biological men claiming to be lesbians and biological women pretending to be lesbians when really they only like biological men who pretend to be lesbians. Sooo… Heterosexuals. Just heterosexuals. Imagine if gay men had to deal with that, a person forcing pussy on them, shaming them for not liking rotdogs.

Really sucks because on the other side of the spectrum is a bunch of a prudes who are anti sex anything and screech about le male gaze. Or try to police what you can or cannot do sexually even though its consensual.

I have very few taboo sexual interests with mostly vanilla stuff yet its like the only way you can explore your sexuality is if you were born straight or born a man. FML, I deadass think about going postal over this. Im tired of being horny with no way out. I live in a small town.

Just want a mommy to hold and love me and fuck me or have me fuck her in that safe controlled environment. I wanna get with women in general but theres something special and healing about having a mommy, its really my main taboo interest. Would love to meet other women too who also have mommies. Ugh. How. Where.

I live in the northeastern side of the US btw, if that helps. I often wonder if any major city here has an underground sexual scene or something meant just for lesbians.