/nsfw/ - xxx

>>14383
>>14445
Someone might say it's the "job" of living things to engage in reproductive acts, no matter the humiliation

>>14447
What is free will?

responding because i love saiki so much but being a virgin felt too stressful for me because i dislike connotations of "purity" and "perfection" because i find it stressful to have this subtle pressure to stay perfect, so i lost it when the opportunity presented itself without much thought afterwards, and no i did not like it, but i do feel more relaxed towards sexuality as a whole

>>14327
Me, I'm not even aroace or anything, I just kinda don't see the point? As a teen I had a lot of crushes but never really did anything with them because it's like I was too aware that we were all dumb teens and any relationship would be superficial and short-lasting, so I didn't bother. Then I got my first bf at 21 and even though I liked him and we did some stuff like me giving him handjobs over his underwear or him sucking my tits (which did feel amazing) I once again saw no point in doing it. I think mainly because of other ways in which he touched me, like I could tell it was going to be awful sex anyway, and since I didn't love love him it was like… idk I just didn't want to, it's hard to explain, I just didn't feel it. Then I was single for many years and got another bf last year but I realized very early on he had a severe porn addiction, the first hint before finding out being that whenever I tried to talk sexy to him he couldn't even get it up and struggled a lot with it, which was honestly pathetic. But even before that, something about him always made me feel off and was also kinda dreading the idea of fucking him.
But yeah a mix of being autistic, of wanting to only have sex with someone I actually and truly love and know that loves me too, and the fact that throughout the years I've been learning more about my body and what I like and how I like it, with my orgasms becoming more powerful each time and only doing it when I really want to it's like, yeah sex is not happening atp. I don't think any man will be able to give me as much pleasure as I give myself, and also they're all fucked in the head nowadays, I seriously think men are incapable of feeling genuine love so I'm making peace with the fact I'll forever be a virgin and single. It used to lowkey bother me many years ago but not anymore, on the contrary, I'm very glad I never gave in.
>inb4 how do you know you're not just a lesbian?
I never crushed on women, and all my fantasies include a perfect man I created in my head and all the ways I want to fuck him so unfortunately I like men. I do wonder if one day I'll happen to kiss another woman or something and some lightbulbs will suddenly light up, but I doubt so.

>>14327
Nice, Saiki.
I once almost had sex, or rather, I was in a situation where I could've had it, but I didn't want to.
And I don't think I'll ever want to, it just doesn't seem appealing to me.
I sure masturbate a lot though.
I like cuddling with people, kissing too as long as it's not on the mouth (I've done that and it was just kinda awkward) and I just never felt any urge to have sex with anyone. I've felt the urge to kiss someone before though. I think I do feel romantic attraction, but I guess nothing sexual towards real people.
>>15183
I totally get that, I despise the virginity label. No, being a "virgin" doesn't make me pure and unblemished or whatever, I masturbate to violent yaoi, my doctor put fingers in my vag, I wear tampons, I eat my boogers, who tf cares if I've had specifically a penis in there, unless I got pregnant from it or caught STDs, it literally would make 0 difference in my life. Virgin just feels like a label invented to further objectify women and pretend their value lies in how often they have or haven't had sex while using the same thing as a symbol of shame for men no one wants; asexual men are pathetic and asexual women are "just naturally asexual, women don't want sex, unless to please a man like they should" it's just disgusting all around. Idc if people call themselves virgins or not but I feel very icky if someone uses that word for me. Maybe I should use having had my doctor's gloved fingers on my vag as an excuse to call myself a non-virgin too, just so I don't have to deal with all that…

I don't like BDSM myself but I've been getting tired of how anti-sex and anti-all kinks, anti-all porn radfems are. Two women being into light bondage, or a woman drawing erotica isn't a sin and I'm tired of pretending otherwise. I think straight radfems in particular have PTSD involving sex and porn addiction and it takes over their entire worldview.

>>15188
No woman or man wants them, and it drives them crazy

I'm not a TERF more like a TE.

>>15190
>pic

this is AI, right?

>>15321

Ummmmm…. yes and no?

I was just playing with my tiddies one night cause I normally got horny through nipple simulation and noticed that my blanket was a lil wet. I squeezed my nipples again and felt my fingers were kinda damp. It wasn't alot but enough to confirm that I was making milk. At the time it was a really hot moment for me.

Now though, my tiddies are noticeably more fuller and i sometimes get a tingly(?) feeling if i dont touch them for awhile. Thankfully its not to the point where Im leaking through my shirt — I'd die of embarrassment tbh and could never live it down due to working at a male dominated entry level position. Also, I've lost some sensation through my nipples, cause me to ask some partners of mine to bite them gently. I'm guessing thats either a side effect of the medication or of lactating. Either way I still think its hawt af of me :)

>>15317
First of all, thanks for reviving a 7 year old thread.
Second, what mental breakdown did you go through? What medication do you take?

>>15326
Damn I really wish I could suck on a girls nipple (especially with milk)

>>15331

It was a psychotic breakdown due to a concoction of stressful and heartbreaking events during the year it happened and (not) dealing with a traumatic event that happened when i was in my late teens. I also smoke weed and have a predisposition to mental illness through family. Not a good combination.

BUT. Im literally living one of my kinks now so I'm not complaining. The Higher Power/Universe works in mysterious ways.

The medication that makes me lactate is Paliperidone. Im on 12mg which is supposely the highest amount you're allowed to take. Its supposed to help with the voices but I still hear them. They're not loud but they have their personalities. Other medications I've heard that help with lactating are Domperidone/Metoclopramide. Haven't tried them yet but when i get my own place you better believe that im gonna stock up on these. Obviously do research cause these do have side effects, yada yada. I think they have the potential to cause heart problems but im not a doctor so i cant really say.

If you cant get either of those medications, supplements/food that are Galactogogues combined with the marmet technique are suppose to help with lactating. Before I was prescribed Paliperidone i was taking Fenugreek inconsistently, and while i wasnt getting as much milk as im getting right now I did get to the point where my partner at the time could taste something when he would suck my tits. It wasnt alot, but it was enough to where it got me feeling on cloud nine.

Ughh I wanna suc tiddy milk so bad

>>15209
Sounds to me like submissiveness can be adaptive in many different ways for both genders. I don't like reducing this to just a few social dynamics from the past personally.

I never had a rape fantasy but in 2022 this one moid I had a crush on stopped being friends with me and was borderline harassing me for a while and I hadn't found another person to crush on so when I was masturbating I was imagining him saying that he'd only leave me alone if I agreed to have sex with him. Idk if that counts, especially cuz in the fantasy I was enjoying it

>>15210
It's not "a few" social dynamics, it is the dominant social dynamic in human history, as well as among many other animals. I don't see what problem you have with this.

>>15225
Because it sounds like just an intellectualized attempt to justify perpetuating shit behavior. It's not correct to begin with and it's more complex than reducing everything to dominance-based dynamics. Even in animals leadership isn't necessarily just a dominance based thing, but also about who has the best skillset for survival.
Rape isn't even a good reproductive strategy for both humans and many animals such as wolves to begin with because both of these require tight social groups for survival that punish antisocial behavior. One can only wonder how this supposed rape-filled psychopathic world led to people developing empathy as the norm.

>>15209
This is not true. Ancestry reveals a different story. We mostly have the same number of ancestors.

>>15152
>viewing me in a negative light over it
same, this alone makes me not want to do it. ive just observed too many coomers and pornaddicts who see it as degrading. and tbh many guys are desperate enough where you can find someone willing to go down on a woman who will never reciprocate

i honestly don't really enjoy getting eaten out, but i love getting choked while sucking dick and i don't know what's wrong with me. probably just stems from hating myself and i don't know if i'll ever be able to really "fix" myself and make myself have a normal sexuality because i'm just too easy to hate

>>15184
fake and gay

>>14825
>ideally you would never
Why does that have to be ideal? Blowjobs aren't rimjobs, anal, or anything that crazy. As long as the penis is hygienic and well taken care of and the moid is willing to return the favor I don't see any problems?

I'm neutral to giving bjs, but I'm not a throat goat.

Its so bad that I literally puked brushing my tongue this morning. Not fun

Don't know if this is taboo but it is uncommon (from what I know): MMF threesome where we all take turns fucking each other and I rim the moids, lick their feet and suck their toes and they finish with one of them fucking my ass and the other fucking my pussy

>>14995
Say it anyway

I want to be fattened up to obesity by a fit, muscular, tall man who is extremely, slavishly dedicated to me and does whatever I ask. All of the fat would go to my ass and tits and a bit to my tummy so I would look like some fucked up fertility idol. I have never spoken about this to anyone but I can't cum most of the time without imagining myself with huge tits. I think a lot of this stems from eating disorder baggage and the fact that I am flat.

I also love a reverse harem situation where I just have like 4-6 husbands who look after my every need.

>>10429
This is also really good and something you don't see very often.

>>2446
Well, that’s not precisely what I meant when I said each sex tries to impose its own experience on the other. The actual analogy to be made with squirting is that men who fetishise it do so on the basis that it’s the woman’s equivalent of a man’s shooting semen, essentially an expulsive act, which intuitively is something men can understand. Another example is how men jackhammer women in sex, presuming that what feels good to the man must feel good to the woman—it’s not that he’s being selfish and using his partner as a fleshlight, he genuinely assumes that what feels good for him must feel good for her, as if the experience of sexual intercourse was the same for men and women, only inverted—symmetrical. So you misunderstood what I meant
Also there is some evidence that squirting is urine so it’s not an unreasonable thing to say, although there is evidence either way. Anyway

>>2431
We thank Mr Kenta Satoh, Mr Masanobu Satoh and Ms Arisa Nakano from TENGA Healthcare Inc. for invitations of the volunteer and the assistant in the study. Support for this study was from institutional sources only.

>>2400
Which post?Sounds fun

>>2451
>sign up as a test subject for a Japanese sex toy company experimenting on men to see if they can force a man to orgasm so many times he pisses himself
This reads like a hentai plot

Isn't this just cumshots?

>>15256
To make fun of fnf fans

>>15259
Fair enough, I didn't even realize that's what it was until you pointed it out.

>>15256
Because I was looking for the meme of that fat guy and didn't realize Friday Night Funkin' was there until too late because I was getting tired

>>15248
i enjoy being helpless and guys with small dicks, the fat hides the dick and hes just so big and squishy and cuddly i bet he could crush me its so hot

3-4-7-9. But I like a thinner waist and nice pecs on a man. Ideal would be 4 with a pretty face, it’s someone who goes to the gym but isn’t anal regarding dieting.

>>15268
I feel like this is the same anon telling older women to become mommy doms in /b/

>>15270
it is! Mommy dom supremacy. I will not be satisfied until I get a mommy dom.

https://www.reddit.com/r/sugarmamas there's lots of subreddits for this type of thing, here's one I found