Anonymous 13735[Reply]
at what age did start getting an interest in sex, porn etc.?
Was it embarassing to you at first? or how did you feel about it
17 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click reply to view.Anonymous 14454
I think I accidentally discovered masturbation when I was around the age of 7. I don't remember exactly how, but I remember very clearly that my grandma gave me a severe beating because I kept humping a desk and took my pillow away for like a year for the same reason.
Then when I was around the age of 10 my mom would let me borrow her laptop pretty much every day, so I kept looking for pictures of Card Captor Sakura, Ranma and Sailor Moon. Somehow I ended up in a hentai site and became so infatuated with it that I wanted to look at it 24/7. This was also around the time I was learning about reproduction at school so it was kind of eye opening.
It was extremely embarrassing and something I only shared with my best friend at the time.
Anonymous 14455
I first saw pornography through a gay cam pop up scam when I was 7 or 8 while trying to download Final Fantasy VII on to a PC at my mother's workplace, lulz. I clicked out of it super fast because I knew I'd get in trouble but it sort of stuck with me mentally because it was the first time I had seen a man without clothes. I didn't actively search for it again until I was 10 when I sort of binge-watched across all sorts of categories to see what I would like but found it all weird and off-putting, which I still do. I spent a lot of time on the computer quite young and saw a lot of things very early, I had a fascination with watching gore around age 10/11 as well. I don't say that to be edgy, I feel like it wired my brain quite badly and I wish I hadn't gone down that path. I remember when I was 12 on a Skype call with a friend who was 15, we were going through that 'run the gauntlet' challenge together and I lightheartedly made fun of him for having to look away from the screen and he said something about how most people would and that was the first time I realized my interest in those things was actually pretty abnormal. I also didn't understand that incest and, to a lesser extent, rape were wrong until someone explicitly told me because both seemed normalized to me through the content I consumed. I tried masturbation for the first time when I was 10 but didn't orgasm until I was 12.
Wow it feels weird to confess this, never really had female friends with whom I could just talk normally about things like this.
Anonymous 14670
16, i used to torrent old playboy magazines and before that i just had 2 pages from a fashion magazine i had where the pose of the model was sensual in nature
Anonymous 16055
Deadass I think I've known what sex is since I was like 5
Anonymous 16071
I was raised in isolation from 3-14 and left totally unattended in town for 1 day every 2 months, so that stage at like 8 years old where you're just discovering boys and you're meant to hold hands and say "I like you", was instead spent around a lot of teenagers. Being very tall for my age, extremely confident, shameless and totally unknown to most boys had the predictable consequences. I never realised anything was wrong with what I was doing until one day when I was 12, the hotel kicked my dad out so he couldn't spend all day gambling, and he found me in the back of a car with a boy and flew into a rage. He dragged me naked from the car and made me dress in front of 20+ people all around us, staring, as he called me every name under the sun and repeatedly slapped me across the face all the way back to the car, then all the way home, just constantly hitting me and telling me how I'd ruined his reputation. My only sex-ed until that point was a biology textbook, so I'm not entirely sure what he expected to happen. I still didn't get it until he sent me to a girls' boarding school where I had an actual sex-ed class and learned about all the stigma surrounding sex. Given the school was religious, they bullied and shamed me into total abstinence for the next decade. That whiplash, all before the age of 14, kind of fucked me up.
