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>>15831
I don't feel like what happened to me was enough to warrant all this ngl

Is therapy affordable and accessible where you live? If so absolutely go for it. I was convinced my problems weren't "bad enough" to warrant therapy, but it's been absolutely live changing for me so far

>>15833
It isn't. Once I move and am in a more financially comfortable spot, I'd like to go, but I can't really imagine talking about being groomed as a kid to a professional IRL. Maybe an online therapist would be good.

I thought I was the only one who had compulsions like this

Look for Stockholm syndrome support groups

I enjoyed taking virginities when I was younger. I prefer a submissive boy who I can teach to make me cum, than a moid who thinks he can rut away and have it all about him.

>>5551
based
t. >>5534

>>5531
I would personally prefer virgin, honestly, maybe someone can make an strawpoll or something

wow, this thread is so old haha. Based on a lecture my biology instructor back in college gave us (a man btw) he told us that the male brain is more resistant than the female brain. This is why men have a much more difficult time adapting to something new compared to women, men are simply more stubborn. That being said, the idea that men apparently "never forget their first love" is true to an extent. Many women have claimed that their boyfriends still think of their exes or have even named their daughters after women in the past that they have loved. There are also the scrotes who fck any woman possible after they blew their chances with their love. Perhaps I am just more of a misandrist these days, but it is much more better to not date "ran through men". With every girl they fuck, they are comparing her to the last even if he is not conscious of it.

My lust for having a pure virgin guy partner has gotten so bad, I've genuinely started considering ##traveling to a foreign country and finding a virgin teenage guy to have sex with there. I was inspired after seeing Bonnie Blue's attempt to go to Australia during Schoolies week where she wanted to seek out high school grad guys to have sex with. But unlike her I'm not a disgusting whore I've only had one guy I ever had PIV sex with in my entire life and he was a disgusting autistic nonvirgin whore who treated me like shit immediately afterwards and wouldn't even cuddle me after we did it.## What should have been my magical first time ended up being horrible because I gave my v card to an autistic manwhore and who was too autistic to even cuddle me afterwards and do pillow talk with me he told me to go sleep on the couch because he felt uncomfortable "sleeping next to someone". Ever since this I've wanted a do-over and try having a younger virgin guy to have sex with and take his virginity, but unlike my ex I would be sweet and cuddle with him afterwards and whisper in his ear telling him how much I love him. And act as his mommy gf lolll

watch sissy hipno or something

OP here:
I've been meditating this a little bit more.
Im positive that I am not a pooner. I accept my reality as a masculine woman. I think what does concern me is that i in fact find "the male gaze" (or at least what i think it is the male gaze) as an attractive fantasy of mine. Am i no better than a moid?.

This is purely a fantasy, even if i went all into pooning out because no matter what i do, what surgeries i could get, how much testosterone i inject myself, or get the rotdog, that is not gonna make me a man in any meaningful way that would fulfill that fantasy.

This also conflicts a little with my self perception. As I mentioned before i've always been masculine in my presentation. Im concerned if my fetish is an extension of that or if my whole being was all influenced by a dormant fetish. I mean how can someone end like this?

>>15786
I think your post describes things best. Might be an issue with internalized misoginy, although not from a place of opression, more like admiration? I had really good male influences in my life, my dad is probably one of the most awesome people i know. Maybe Im feeling guilty because i dont want to be a misoginyst, which I admit i very well could be in my sexual fantasies

>>15790
I am not watching tranny porn.
Worst fate than being a pooner is becoming a Kikomi

>>15801
Just imagine you're a correctional officer in some jail in Las Vegas and you have to do all the strip searches until 2030
You'd get bored after seeing all those pussies and assholes and butt cheeks bent over and spread

>>15801
This just makes you horny in a masculine way. It in no way affirms a masculine gender. The male gaze is not so subtle as male sexuality.

>>15737
>>15801
Ask yourself this: if you were blissfully unaware of the existence of pooners, how would you feel about your preferences?

People of both sexes can be atypically masculine or feminine in any number of ways and none of that means they're a latent troon. Have some self-confidence and ignore whatever sociological drivel is giving you angst - watch the porn you like and sex the women you like in the way you like while fantasizing about what you like and stop caring about what it "means".

>>12311
I will convert them to the side of light, bending them to my will with my holy sword and turning their weak spots against them until they melt.

YES

No, the idea of pegging really turns me off. I used to be into it when I was younger though. Anything involving penetrating an ass or using your mouth or even fingers on one, I find gross and unappealing.

LIT killah

>>15496
What changed? People don't usually abandon their kinks entirely.

>>15640
dont do it and if you do stick to amateur just do cams at most, chaturbate or something. never accept a moid bossing you they will take most of the profits.

Pros and cons of an Onlyfans racy account?

>>15664
You could get a prostitute/hooker. Becoming a prostitute/hooker is like being a pornstar but with less baggage as long as you fuck clean guys

I found a video by Felicity Feline on Raep Hub which explains the dos and don'ts of the porn industry. Check it out

If you really want to meet people why do porn? Swinger clubs should be ok already for that

When are more characters going to become fuckable??

any other games that are free, can be played on mobile, and have an all f/f options? I like text adventures because the art style can't be a turn off.

>>13746
Robin is the perfect sweet boy of my dreams. I wanna give him everything.

i like making Leighton and Bailey women and put my char in genuine molestation scenarios. sighh i wish perverted older women were real (and into girls)

>>11435
i really adore it in creative mode and i've gotten so much judgement for that idk why!
i hate the rape stuff and the survival aspects so i just play in creative to avoid that
i used to play it like 1-2 years ago a lot
but likee every couple months i'll get on to make cute 2d outfits and some of those texture packs it has are really cute

>I was looking at porn
Ugh gross

>>15772
It's full of bacteria and microbes which will make you sick.
This is why we have a built in disgust for body fluids.

Incest under birth control is only questionable on a moral level.

>>15775
>Incest under birth control is only questionable on a moral level.
There's ways to do scat play safely so you don't get any diseases or anything plus there's way less baggage to it than incest. A lot of people who judge scat fetishists are piss fetishists which makes like no sense as well

some fetishes are just completely retarded and should be ridiculed and shamed, this is one of them

>>15777
I hate DDLG and incest and sounding more than this personally. Scat isn't too bad compared to other things tbh, people into piss are usually douchey as well

Choco Tanghulu, but instead of fruit and real chocolate it's brown crap balls covered in solid transparent sugar
It must have happened somewhere because there was a post on reddit of some girl ordering muffins with chocolate and poop mixed in

2 girls 1 cup

Aaaand we are in with a new one. Spoiler: very depraved content and please put on a mask in case of COVID

>>15624
Genuinely the worst thing I've ever seen. I mean, what the actual fuck

>>15684
>>15624
I like how there's only one room for gay stuff lmao, men will sooner go to the prolapse room than take a dick. I also don't get the appeal of shoving a whole foot up your ass or pussy, just looks unpleasant. R51.com also has videos dedicated to "old cocks and young pussies" "under 20 year old girls" "rotten food (vomit porn)" and "extreme food orgies"

>>15624
This video is genuinely stressing me out

>>15600
>they refuse the next time and just share me as a sub
You were the dom and then became the sub?

>>15600
I guess this is why I never did anything intimate with anyone, can't trust myself in those situations where there is a high risk of receiving damage with people who are reckless, high risks and low rewards all in all

I don't get how some can hate on this type of threesome while being into cucking

This would drive me feral (especially with foot play involved please)

I was watching Wild Things while drinking with 2 guys from work and a friendly argument about failed relationships turned into competitive pussy eating. Having 2 cute guys on their knees in front you competing to make you cum is pretty intoxicating and convinced me to go to bed with them. They wanted to just take turns with me, maybe while I sucked the other off, but I got them to compare cock sizes by baiting them with blowjobs and made them compete for space on me so they had to touch each other all over. I then had them stand right next to each other and edge for me so I could lay back and watch them stroke themselves nice and slow, their cocks practically touching, just to the image of me naked. I was a little underwhelmed when the guy who'd sucked my clit like his life depended on it just kind of sprayed out a little squirt over my thighs, but the other guy shot porno-style thick ropes over my stomach, which I find hot as fuck.