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>>14236
I don't have DID, so that's not it.

>>14275
nta but DID introjects are different, they have sort of own identity/self awarness.
normal introjects don't have that they could just be an idea or a way to think about yourself

>>14268
what kinks?

I think I accidentally discovered masturbation when I was around the age of 7. I don't remember exactly how, but I remember very clearly that my grandma gave me a severe beating because I kept humping a desk and took my pillow away for like a year for the same reason.
Then when I was around the age of 10 my mom would let me borrow her laptop pretty much every day, so I kept looking for pictures of Card Captor Sakura, Ranma and Sailor Moon. Somehow I ended up in a hentai site and became so infatuated with it that I wanted to look at it 24/7. This was also around the time I was learning about reproduction at school so it was kind of eye opening.
It was extremely embarrassing and something I only shared with my best friend at the time.

I first saw pornography through a gay cam pop up scam when I was 7 or 8 while trying to download Final Fantasy VII on to a PC at my mother's workplace, lulz. I clicked out of it super fast because I knew I'd get in trouble but it sort of stuck with me mentally because it was the first time I had seen a man without clothes. I didn't actively search for it again until I was 10 when I sort of binge-watched across all sorts of categories to see what I would like but found it all weird and off-putting, which I still do. I spent a lot of time on the computer quite young and saw a lot of things very early, I had a fascination with watching gore around age 10/11 as well. I don't say that to be edgy, I feel like it wired my brain quite badly and I wish I hadn't gone down that path. I remember when I was 12 on a Skype call with a friend who was 15, we were going through that 'run the gauntlet' challenge together and I lightheartedly made fun of him for having to look away from the screen and he said something about how most people would and that was the first time I realized my interest in those things was actually pretty abnormal. I also didn't understand that incest and, to a lesser extent, rape were wrong until someone explicitly told me because both seemed normalized to me through the content I consumed. I tried masturbation for the first time when I was 10 but didn't orgasm until I was 12.
Wow it feels weird to confess this, never really had female friends with whom I could just talk normally about things like this.

>>14327
I don't really know if this counts or not, but I've never had sex because I want my first time to be a woman, and despite being a woman myself I grew up in a house full of brothers and work in a male-dominated field so I don't ever really meet any other women. I dated a man once in my teens and even kissed him but I always hated doing it, so when he brought up the topic of sex I broke up with him rather then lose my v-card. I'm too scared to go to lesbian meet-ups because I'm scared it'll turn out that I'm not actually attracted to women after all, and I don't wanna fuck with someone like that. I'm pretty ugly so nobody wants to experiment with me, and at 22 I think I'm kind of too old for that anyways. I don't plan on ever having sex with a man, and I don't think any women will come my way, so that's that.

>>14383
Men craving this humiliation ritual too. And I don’t understand it.

>>14382
Sex is never fun

>>14383
>>14445
Someone might say it's the "job" of living things to engage in reproductive acts, no matter the humiliation

>>14447
What is free will?

You're asexual and aromantic, a zero and a neutral force in the dating and loving game
That'll be 50 dollars plus tip

Do you have a history of trauma, mental illness (ex. autism/ADHD), or have been on medications or birth control? You might be one of the rare truly asexual people, but most I've known with sexual anhedonia had the previous problems. I used to have severe sexual anhedonia from SSRIs and disliked touching due to autism, but thankfully it wore off.

>>13648
I feel a similar way.

I have never been physically attracted to someone or consumed material like porn, erotic writing, etc. They do nothing for me. But I still have a high libido and it feels like a chore to relieve myself when I masturbate. I hate it, and I would rather be fully asexual.

>>14435
I have ADHD and am medicated, but my issue has never been feeling overstimulated. I just lose shit all the time kek.

>>14432
cc is mostly virgins, don't you know

>What makes good sex into great sex?
Spontaneity, excitement, novelty and high emotion. At least, that's what makes extremely memorable, pulse-pounding sex. Really, the best sex is pretty unmemorable, because it's the regular kind of maintenance sex that keeps relationships going through the worst times because it makes you gush with love and affection.

>What is the best sex you've ever had
I can't say it's the best, but it instantly sprang to mind, so there's that.

My best friend bought his house and I was desperate to guide his decorating so he didn't end up living in a residential psych ward with a PC on a folding table and a deck chair as his only furnishings. We'd spent all day buying, putting together and refurbishing some nice furniture, so we collapsed onto the lounge with beers and he just kept looking at me, smiling. He asked "Do you want to have sex?". It took me completely off guard and I just started laughing, but he just kept looking into my eyes. I asked why and he said "I just know I'll regret it forever I don't ask now". I was immediately self-conscious about being covered in sawdust and dirt, with awful unwashed hair, no makeup, stinking from a full day of sweating, while dressed in very unflattering gym clothes that hadn't seen much use, as evidenced by my suddenly very embarassing protruding belly and flabby thighs. I was extremely nervous and stuttered through a joke about my BO, so he just leaned in, wrapped his arms around me and sniffed me saying "Nope. Doesn't bother me", then kissed my neck with tongue and said "You even taste great", at which point I felt like my insides turned to jelly. We started kissing and he slipped a hand between my legs, which I then guided past my underwear, and in under a few minutes I was shaking like a leaf from the adrenaline and quivering every time he moved his fingers. I literally couldn't stand with how much my knees shook, so we slid onto the floor. He gave and I recieved oral for the first time, which made me come so hard I actually pulled a muscle. I just pulled him to me and we had extremely risky, stupid, yet fucking incredible unprotected sex. He pulled out but, if I'm honest, I really didn't want him to. He rolled over to let me lay on top of him, so I wouldn't have to lay on the hard ground, and we just kissed and grinned at each other until I could walk again. We went to his bed, intending to sleep, butPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>14432
Two different scenarios come to mind.

If we're going by orgasms, I was experimenting with a bunch of new things in the bedroom with my ex and during a single day, we fucked about 5 times and I can't count the number of times I came on both hands.

If we're talking about love and emotion, my current partner. We were fwb and having regular sex one day. I was really into him but thought he just saw me as a bestie who occassionally fucked him. Until he accidentally said that he loved me mid-fuck. We stopped and talked seriously and found that we both wanted more than just sex and that the whole fwb thing had come about because we both really liked each other but thought the other was emotionally unavailable. We had sex again later that day and it was the most intensly emotional sex of my life, and I even said I loved him when I came. Nothing has really ever quite hit the high of the butterflies from that initial 'he loves me back' feeling.

Best sex? The night I became pregnant with my daughter. Whenever I came home from working away my fwb would make a romantic production out of it and we'd just be with each other for a few days. He took me to a building that used to be an office, actually on the dunes that overlooked this huge stretch of empty beach. We ate dinner and talked but when I started feeling him up he was just so gentle and loving when he was usually energetic and fun. This huge storm rolled in and we really made love for the first time to flashes of lightning in the sky and the sound of rolling waves and distant thunder. He usually tried not to be sappy, but he just kept telling me how much he missed me, wanted me, loved me. I thought it was impossible for me to get pregnant (medical issues) so we didn't use protection (I was on the pill though) for the first time and I just felt like something clicked into place between us as he filled me. When I found out I was pregnant (literal millions:1 odds) it was like the universe was saying everthing I felt was real and it was a sign we needed to be together.

I've gotten my long distance moid to buy a timed lockbox for his. I make him send videos oversnapchat of him locking up and sealing the keys away for as long as I want.

mine wears one but he can just slip his dick out of it when it's soft. any ideas? I want to actually have it under lock and key

>>14264
he needs a smaller ring size

>>13447
this photo is making me feel things I've never felt before

>>14264
Dick piercing that you then lock to the cage, then it's real when he has the perfect motivation to keep it right where it belongs and you happy

>>14254
Fax

>>14254
No doubt that males posted in this thread but it's not like women would never talk about this topic.

ywnbaw

Foreskin just looks kinda gross. The dry look on a cut penis is easily fixed just by like, rubbing his pre around on it.

Foreskin just looks kinda gross. The dry look on a cut penis is easily fixed just by like, rubbing his pre around on it.

>>5996
>This graph is fake btw and not based on the study given.

i found it

https://www.academia.edu/download/98375231/s0005-7894_2805_2980039-520230207-1-19adkxk.pdf

"Forty-six subjects (57.5%) exhibited sexual arousal in response to the child consenting tapes that exceeded their sexual arousal in response to the contrast tapes"

"Most subjects (n = 63) used a cognitive method to inhibit sexual arousal (e.g., distracted self with neutral or aversive thought)"

>>12023
oops, meant https://scholar.google.com/scholar?as_q=Sexual+Arousal+and+Arousability+to+Pedophilic+Stimuli+in+a+Community+Sample+of+Normal+Men. and there you click the .pdf academia.edu on right side

>>5293
i always hear it in connection with cars.

Could be that guys are just traumatized by the driver license education videos which teach you that
>oh there is a child near a street BE CAREFUL IT WILL TELEPORT IN FRONT OF YOUR CAR
like seriously. Also hitting a child with your car is like a death sentence no matter how stupid the child was. For an adult you could always say
>that retard didn't watch properly
but for children you lose in pretty much 100% of cases

>>5313
This is a fake graph that has been circulating on 4chan for years.
The actual study proves no such thing, nor does it present its data in that way, there was absolutely no talk about the actual age of depicted women/children. (you can google it since its name is literally on the pic)

The study was looking at 4 different types of erotic content (audiotapes); adult consent, child consent, child rape and child assult and the order of desiribility was as stated. It did however show that 26% of participants experienced the same or higher arousal for child content as opposed to adult content.

As for my conclusion, people get aroused to sexual content period. There is data that some straight men get aroused from gay porn, people get aroused from videos of animals having sex, they get aroused from the idea of inanimate objects being sexualized. Im not sure this necessarily proves nor does it disprove that men are pedos.

>>14387
Also, forgot to add, same goes for women. There was a study where they showed people, men and women, heterosexual and homosexual, videos of bonobo chimpanzees having sex and all groups experinenced genital arousal. Both female groups experienced higher arousal to female chimps too.

So yeah, doubt that means that people are zoophiles either.

Also, the preparation theory is an interesting explanation.

Robin Scherbatsky's secret

i have this fetish as well, but this may not be ethical. but you did say that he's aware of your fetish, so maybe he's allowing you to feed him without the weight gain part? can't say for sure

>>12610
Please cease to exist

>Is anyone else here attracted to fat or to making people fat?
Yes, but because it is dangerous I keep the extreme to fictional only, but I let myself fantasize about irl chubby and overweight men. There used to be this Chad that was into my ugly self in high school because we had the same interests and when he asked me out I ended up rejecting him because he at the time, was just way too handsome and it made me so nervous, but I never told him that because I knew I was stupid. I still am. Anyway, I check up on him from time to time and I'm happy to see he's doing well. He has a child now and looking at that I knew we wouldn't last long because I don't want children. ANYWAY, GETTING TO THE POINT. He seems to have been extremely comfortable because he got CHUBBY. It was so bizarre to see the first time. He used to be thin, fit and somewhat muscular. My goodness, I could touch myself just thinking about it. His girlfriend is so extremely based if she made him blow up like that. His tummy looks ready to be rubbed and played with 24/7. I know this is weird because he has a family now so I don't lurk their pages as often anymore ever since they had their child. Anyway, he probably would've ended up the same way if we dated.
>Am I a freak?
I guess? You're not alone at least.
>AMA
I don't know if you're still here, but are you still in a relationship? What is his size now?

I've had this fetish for some time now and I think it all started from watching mukbangs when I was in my early teens. Something about watching a man I find attractive, whether it's 3D or 2D, eat and witnessing the tummy growth does things to me. Just watching them eat in general ignites this warm feeling inside of me. Anyone been on the feeder/feedee side of Tumblr? Some of the men that have selfies as their profile pictures are really cute, but it's rare to see one. It's a pleasant feeling to come across one though!

Pic unrelated. I just wanted to post Oscar Isaac's tummy. Spoilered for beard.

I can sort of kind of relate but not really?
I posted about this on /feels/ but my bf (who I love very much) used to be chubby but recently lost a lot of weight. I'm glad he's healthy but I don't enjoy physical contact nearly as much. Hugging, cuddling and sex feel like a massive downgrade. And to be honest I genuinely think he was hotter when he was chubby.
Last weekend we went out and I purposefully ordered large portions and asked him to help me finish my plate. Then I did the same with ice cream and cake. I kind of felt like things would go back to normal but he decided to fast for 48 hours and go back to his chicken and rice afterwards.

Eh try acting submissive/babygirl with him when you're not having sex so you can introduce him to being dominant in bed as well.

>>12229
this. op you should honestly rot

How come seemingly all the girls here have hot tall respectful boyfriends with huge dicks and only extremely minor character flaws?

>>13393
Anyone gushing about their bf isnt going to say they're short or have a tiny dick, they're just going to list the positives. Ask about exes and you'll hear more about short, tiny dick, asshole, smells bad etc.

I wish my man was more dominant in the bedroom. For how much of a control freak he is it's kind of disappointing how passive he is in the bed. He doesn't like how submissive I am, he wants a more dominating woman. I tried but he shoved me off.
I can't win.

>>14313
wtf is this cuckquean propaganda being pushed here?

>>14320
there's no cuckqueaning in that scenario, just the threat of it.

>>14313
I thought it was going to turn into a threesome fantasy but this is just slut training fantasy.