/feels/ - Advice & Venting

>>120936
Rooting for you!

I'm scaring myself into staying…

I only make about 260,000yen a month after taxes. Our current apartment is 90000yen/month. Share houses start around 40000yen a month… I don't have much savings. Maybe I could rent a room with someone but I feel that will be hard to arrange on the DL. Manga cafe is 3000yen/night on weekdays. Hotels are more.

>>120943
You can look for help here

1. https://telljp.com/

2. http://shelter.or.jp/

3. http://wn-kobe.or.jp/

4. http://osaka-shelter.jp/

5. http://ywca.or.jp/

6. https://www.gender.go.jp/policy/no_violence/e-vaw/siensya.html

>>120944
Some errors here use this in place of number 2.
http://www.nwsnet.or.jp/

>>120945
https://nwsnet.or.jp/
Sorry the 's' was missing

>>120913
<3

>>120931
I like how my message number ended in 13 and yours in 31^^
<3

>>120902
This is how I am with my writing. Sometimes you just don't have the inspiration or motivation. Let me know if you find a way to get it back nona

>>120902
You just have to start. Tell yourself you're only going to do a simple sketch, and momentum will carry you. It's like when I don't want to clean. I tell myself I'm just going to dust a bit of one room, then it's all the rooms, then the house is basically done.

>>120841
I think porn could be used in moderation, that is when you're actually horny. Most people just look at it when they're bored and not horny.

>>120852
Yeah but I'm the kind of person that struggles with moderation so I'm always at the extreme end of things I hate it so I would rather avoid it. Its the same reason I have never attempted smoking or drinking. I think theres an addiction problem in my family so I think it is something genetic upto a point

Moved to >>>/nsfw/14858.

I identified as asexual for many years because it was easier to assert my repressed sexual desires as nonexistent than to deal with the deeply seated discomfort I feel towards my body and physical touch in general. It felt better to have a non-sexuality than a failed one.

I won't be bother by it if any other online person who claim to be it just use it as a front to be gross and talk about fetishes and sex stuff under the guides of "fetishes aren't something inherently sexual", I used to have this online friend who was FTM and she always derailed conversation into something sexual and/or fetishistic and when I call it out she called me a prude and when I asked about her so claimed "asexuality" she said she just finds sexual stuff quirky and has an "autistic" fascination with it and that she doesn't get any sexual pleasure from it, I am too timid to seek out any friends be it online or off so I put up with it for about 3 month, don't get me wrong I have no problem talking about sexual stuff is just that I prefer to do it with a person I already know for a long time and I am comfortable around it's a part of adult life and I understand that, also of course this is just one person but I seen so many twitter artist who draw sexual stuff and swear to God and back they are asexual and you are just a creep for seeing it as sexual.

I think it's fine to use it as a label and it's a real thing not to experience any sexual attraction. but I don't think it should be part of the queer community

>>120362
Demisexual has always been weird to me since I'm bi and it could describe my attraction to men but not to women (I'm just attracted to women normally). I think it's retarded to label this as a sexuality but I don't really know why it's like this for me either.

i would consider myself asexual because i've never had a crush on a real person. people my age often talk about fantasizing about others, but i've literally never done that before. but, i think that the spectrum of asexual identities are way too wide.

This is what trying to go cold turkey on sugar will do to you. Cannot wait for college. I want to lay in arms of a man that luls me to sleep

I need to eat more fruit and more coffee yeah yeah bzbyyyyyy
This world is not your clay anymoreeee stick to the path pleaseeee

I wish I was normal about food. Hmmm I need to wash my eye mask and some other clothes. Cotton is so fuckimg expensive these dayssss I WANT A BAJILLION DOLLARS N0W

I quit listening to music. At max only podcasts. There is something so hypnotic that it leads to me day dreaming.

Nobody is coming to save me You need to fight your vices on your ownI cannot have a balance I need to leave entirely I need stimulants I need to run in park like its 2014 with heavy raining I never want to see bad things ever again God help me

i feel chronically empty all the time i feel nothing at all and it is everything at the same time at once . im literally biblical depictions of the devil incarnated into a girl

I used to feel the same. Getting professional mental help helped me.

Me for love. I can't fathom living with someone or not having a bedroom to myself. I want to be in love but I can't imagine myself pursuing a relationship in the way that others do. I get very irritated when around someone nonstop for over a week, even if I care for them. I always joke that I should date a pilot

i fel you nona im considering renouncing any type of relationship ever. its like im in a desert island away from everyone i know and i cant reach anyone, nor anyone can reach me. i tried but im tired of trying.

I can relate I always self sabatoge every relationship I have whether it's platonic or romantic it's horrible

I once dreamt of meeting a lizard person, she hypnotised me and used her long tongue to probe my brain through my ear and I passed out

Hi, fellow lizard. What kind of lizard you are by the way?

Same

My cats. One of them is super finicky and aggressive at times so I think if I died he would probably too. When I adopted him the shelter nearly discouraged it. I can't even imagine him going back as an older cat.

>>120703
Why were you in a coma, nona? Are you okay now?

>>120709
It’s very embarrassing, but I tried to kill myself with pills. I’m doing much better now, thank you for the concern :)

>>120721
(I’m not anon120709 but) My condolences, I’m glad you’re doing better ^^ I’ve had something similar happen to me. Even though it’s been a long time since then it really has made me question if my “close ones” would really miss or be affected by my passing, especially my friends. I would like to think at least my mother and my pets would care :)

nope