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How do I feel comfortable wearing makeup? Anonymous 121518[Reply]

I want to start dressing nice and wearing makeup but feel really uncomfortable and out of place doing it. It just feels very wrong even though I'd like to try. I think it's a combination of me being autistic with no social skills and never fitting in especially with other women, not having friends, money or going out growing up so never thinking about my own clothes until adulthood, being very boyish and being horribly bullied and outcasted at my all-girls secondary school so I felt alienated from anything womanly as a whole. Plus I'm pretty childish and retarded personality-wise so there's going to be a clash between the way I would present while dressing up and me naturally being annoying. Most of the time I only wear shirts/trousers because it's masculine/androgynous so it feels natural, I feel like I can be my retarded self and I put no effort in; I'm not very attractive anyway so along with my issues of feeling wrong for acting and dressing feminine, I'm terrified that I'll be mocked for it, like 'why does that ugly bitch think she looks good?', or 'why is that tomboyish autist wearing that?'. I'm far from a model but I don't want to feel ugly. I'd rather not try.

Tried wearing skirts and makeup a few years ago during college at ages 17/18 but felt horrible, I think I rushed into it and should've slowly started dressing nicer rather than coming in all dressed up one day but it still felt so very wrong. I still daydream about getting validated by my secondary school classmates all the time precisely because I felt I was so ugly, so retarded, so below them and so alien; I feel like going out dressed the way I've wanted to since I was a preteen would not only fulfil what I've always wanted to do, but also help fix my need for validation by feeling like I'm at least not autistic enough to only wear graphic tees and maybe even alrigth-looking.
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Anonymous 121550

People don’t really care, but as someone who was in your shoes I just gave up on makeup and focused on dressing “nicely” and skincare/haircare instead. Casual but still modest dresses in particular are great if you’re not doing anything active. Low effort to look nice in other people’s eyes and comfy. Just make sure to consider your body type when picking dresses out. Skincare is as simple as just using sunscreen in the morning and a moisturizer at night that you’ve found works. Hair care is just doing things like braiding long hair before sleeping, gently detangling during conditioning starting at the ends, and adjusting how often you shampoo (usually less often unless you have super straight and fine hair). It’s so low effort that it’s hard to feel bad about trying but the results work well. I get complimented on my hair and how I dress fairly often nowadays thanks to the little changes I made and don’t really feel bad about going without makeup anymore. My skin’s better off without it anyway.

Anonymous 121554

If I had the audacity to dress up I would but I've seen a lot of girls in my position with aweful makeup and dress sense. If I cringe at it then I'm sure others would too and I'm not confident that I wouldn't make horrible choices.

Personally, I tried stepping it up just a little, I changed my jeans for Hakama style pants and then started wearing some thin patterned scaves. That made me feel a little more flowy and feminine in public without putting my gangly body on display.

I kept everything a muted palette to stay under the radar.

Maybe just make some baby steps in the direction you're hoping for.

Anonymous 121591

>>121518
>I'm terrified that I'll be mocked for it
As another hyper-tomboy autist I can tell you that literally no one cares or thinks this. It would take someone with a personal vendetta against you to think this but if you don't have that kind of enemy then don't even worry about it. Granted, it may surprise others but I don't think they'll be saying all those awful things you mentioned, but really no one ever says anything.
I don't really wear anything girly but starting small does sound like a good idea. I think a long skirt would be the easiest to transition to from my experience.

But I understand where you're coming from (though in my case I just gave up entirely on girly stuff for a different reason), I struggled a lot during hs to make friends like every socially inept person does, and my family especially my mom started blaming it entirely on me being so tomboyish and the way I dressed when we didn't have to wear the uniform so it made me extremely insecure and self-conscious.
I then changed high schools and no it turns out the issue wasn't really the way I dress or my interests like I was made to believe, sometimes you just don't vibe with people and that's ok. I was able to find really good friends in that new high school and we'd have a good time hanging out and having fun and they'd dress way more feminine than I ever could and it didn't matter that I contrasted with them. One of them is my best friend to this day and she has the nicest family.

I do advice you to start making an effort even when you dress tomboyish in the way that you should think about dressing nicely. Try a different type of shirt that's not a graphic tee (not that those can't look nice but they're a bit too casual, I feel), look for some nice pants of different colors or fits and don't forget to get some stylish shoes that you like and go along with your other outfits. Experiment a little so you look a bit more interesting too. Dressing nicely, even if not super girly goes a long way. I also take good care of my long hair and that always brings me compliments. It's about doing what you can to look nice, not what you don't like to look nice imo.

Anonymous 121738

>>121518
I feel the same as you..
sometimes i get so paranoid about how i look i cant even choose clothing that i like bc all i think is people judging me. probably because of school trauma

Anonymous 121891

>>121518
Then just don't do it. You said it yourself, it makes you uncomfortable, you tried it and you didn't like it, you already have a style that feels good and works for you, so why change? Just because society says that a woman should be uguu pinky cutesy wutesy feminine girly pop?? Fuck that, you can do whatever you want, don't pressure yourself into doing things you don't want to just to conform, it'll only make you feel worse. I'm also autistic, so I understand the discomfort, disconnection, and sensory hell that makeup and tight "girly" clothes can bring, but trust me, you simply don't have to, erase the idea of what a woman "should be like" from your head. Be free and happy.



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Anonymous 121881[Reply]

Is it justifiable to break up when you dont feel the spark anymore. this my first relationship with my bf and its the same for his we have been together for 8 months now and i just dont feel like it anymore and im too afraid that i might hurt him when i tell him i dont kinda want to be with him anymore. It was fun for the first 2 months i felt this warm feeling in my stomach but after that it felt mundane and repetitive and not as exciting anymore im not sure if i lost my love for him but i didnt even gave a defition of what love is to him but what he said to me is that he also lost the spark to but every single day he keeps choosing me because he said that love is a choice not a feeling and even through ups and downs no matter what he said that he will always choose me but im not too sure i agree with that since i just dont have that feel anymore to him also he didnt turn out to be the guy who i thought who he was which disappointed me ideally. During our first date i made scenarios in mind my on who hes going to be and he wasnt that guy, i mean hes not a bad person i like and love him but i just dont feel like it anymore, he didnt do anything wrong to me he didnt put his hands or verbally hurt me its just that i think i lost my love for him. My co workers told me that its not his his business if i leave him since its my life and my decision and i deserve that someone who makes me happy

Anonymous 121883

>>121881
nobody "deserves" anything, that's toxic positivity crap. but if you're already unhappy after 8 months it's not gonna last so you might as well save both of you the wasted time and break up now. the beginning of a relationship is the best part and after that there's a slow decline. if the decline is already bothering you after 8 months imagine how bad you will feel in 5 years. big mistake to try to stick it out. after 8 months it's not full on butterflies all the time but there IS still supposed to be a spark.

so follow your gut feeling and break up. just don't sugarcoat or justify your decision with any magical thinking bullshit about "deserving" this and that. you know the relationship isn't going to last and you want something that will last long-term. that's a good enough reason.



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Anonymous 121833[Reply]

The man I had a one sided para social relationship with has a girlfriend now.
I should get a life!
I don't really want to get in a relationship even with the person I'm talking about
Idk what I'm even talking about
What is my issue
I want love one day and nothing the next 28 days
Idk idk idk anymore

Anonymous 121834

How do people decide if they want marriage or kids

Anonymous 121835

I need to read mangas with women like me

Anonymous 121876

this reads like you have avoidant tendencies. does this reasoning apply to other aspects of your life or only with love?

Anonymous 121878

>>121876
Mostly with love and friendships and human relations. With other things I'm very welcoming. I actually Irecently found out about my dad cheating ( he still does ) …so it has become worse.



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watery discharge Anonymous 121848[Reply]

the most embarassing thing just happened
i live at home with my family and i was wearing bra pants and a oodie – thank lord i did because i had 10 second non stop disscharge running down my leg. so embarassed because it was on the floor and down my leg luckily my oodie was worn because it literally saved me from my family seeing it

Anonymous 121849

Wear underwear

Anonymous 121850

does it rlly just run down like that without stop? ive never not worn panties

Anonymous 121869

i think you were pissing nona

Anonymous ## Cleanup crew 121877

Moved to >>>/hb/21750.



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Anonymous 120577[Reply]

We're all here because we're a bit weird in some way and struggle to connect to the outside world. How do you guys cope with it? I have pretty much numbed myself to the fact that other girls don't want to be my friends and even if they did I'd be lonely in my thoughts anyway being a freak and all. I don't want social advice, I just want to know how I can be more comfy going through this world alone mentally. I'm glad this site exists so I at least know there's some girls like me out there somewhere.

Anonymous 120578

I bother my sister and have started to turn her into a mini me. I use chat gpt characters …pathetic I know lol. Growing up I hated it because no one would want to be my friend they only wanted me to trauma dump or home work. Slowly I retracted back into my own shell and got more online. Once I mentioned something about going on imvu and celebrating my birthday w my online friends and my " friends " gave me a super judgy weird look. I know its bad but not that badddd. Now life is too busy to worry about friends and I have started to enjoy my company. Easier to find like minded people online.

Anonymous 120579

>>120577
it doesn't get easier. the only way to feel less lonely is basically by distracting yourself. having a schedule can help (work or school) because then you aren't alone with your thoughts as much and when you get home you just want to fall asleep. it can also be more isolating though because you might see people at work or school talking to each other. getting really into a media (TV show game etc.) can help too. last night i couldn't sleep so i spent a couple hours talking to myself in my head about house md. talking to yourself in your head or writing stuff down as if you were talking/texting/writing a letter to someone else helps.

Anonymous 121852

>>120577
As it gets worse over the course of your life, it helps to try and identify others who are in a similar state and make actual friends. Generally you can find them online; they are too sparse irl for chance encounters. If you don't hurry and do this ASAP, it gets much harder to cope.

Anonymous 121853

>>120579
>last night i couldn't sleep so i spent a couple hours talking to myself in my head about house md.
I… I need to find you.



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scared of intimacy Anonymous 107544[Reply]

every time I become close with a man I can never get far with it because the thought of intimacy is so scary to me. Holding hands hasn't even happened for me because I just cant bring myself to do it. It's not like I haven't had the chance, because there's been multiple romantic opportunities in my life. Ive just pushed them all away. Does anyone else struggle with this? If so how can I get over it? I've never had some sort of trauma that could cause this so i'm very confused as to why im like this. Maybe I'll just be kissless and hugless forever.
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Anonymous 107566

Why y'all replying to moids

Anonymous 107568

>>107565
Erm no idea who that is. I also don't know who you are I was just joking in >>107563

Anonymous 121845

I am 20 and have my first "irl" boyfriend. I like him a lot and we get along so well. But I do not understand the appeal of kissing.

I am not asexual, I have no sexual trauma, nothing. It just doesn't make sense to me? I fear intimacy, I think I will die a virgin.

Anonymous 121846

>>121845
Maybe because you inwardly want to wait until marriage, only society pressures you to be intimate before then?



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Anonymous 121818[Reply]

Last all nighter of the year. Never doing this shit again. When will I learn from my mistakes or is the syllabus just too much?
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Anonymous 121840

>>121839
Thankyou so much.

Anonymous 121841

>>121839
holy omg this is perfect. Nona you are saving my life. I'm sending so many blessings your way rn.

Anonymous 121842

>>121841
lol seems like finals are not yet over for a few unlucky nonas. Keep your blessings and spend them on your finals.

Idk why but its paywalled now. Maybe just free trial it?. This one is a little differrent, but has more detail

https://bootcamp.com/blog/organic-chemistry-reaction-summary-sheet

Good luck and Godspeed

Anonymous 121843

>>121842
Thankyou so much.
I hope your life is filled with prosperity and happiness.

Anonymous 121844

>>121842
Also its not pay walled for me. Maybe you should try a vpn



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Anonymous 121779[Reply]

i'm just now finishing my 2nd year in university and for the two years that i've been here i genuinely haven't had a conversation with a person besides someone asking me like "is this seat taken" or something in a class. i haven't had any friends for 5+ years since all my friends from middle school just stopped talking to me when high school started. i think i'm so socially retarded and lacking in social skills that at this point i don't even know how to make friends even if i desperately wish to do it. i never learned these skills as a child either because for as long as i can remember i've felt like my presence is a burden to other people and i've thought that i'm doing a service to them by speaking or being seen as little as possible so even as a child i didn't engage or begin conversations with people. there's no point to this i just can't see how a life like this is worth living in the long run and i wish that eventually i'll have the courage and decisiveness to kill myself.

Anonymous 121780

Nona you are not a burden. Try with making online friends.

Anonymous 121801

In the same spot as you, also just finished my second year. Realized I had no real friends and everyone I thought was my friend was only talking to me for assignment answers.

Anonymous 121816

I've felt the same way, I think many people do. The issue, I think, is sifting through to find like-minded people who are also alone, but for me, that's hard.



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how do i stop getting annoyed at my bf when we duo Anonymous 118960[Reply]

i feel pretty alone in this because usually the genders are swapped. my bf is a FILTHY CASUAL gamer and i am a tryhard. we always play a few rounds, he keeps throwing, my mood goes down and i get quiet, and then we quit because he can tell i am getting annoyed.

logically, i know i am a huge loser for not being able to enjoy a game with him even though he is bad. i wish i could just laugh at his mistakes and carry him. but i get mad that he is dragging me down, and i don't know how to change how i feel. i find enjoyment in improving, learning, and trying to win. i don't understand how casuals can enjoy playing the game without trying to win. goofing around doing nothing is only fun for so long. to me casual gaming feels like a huge waste of time. i've communicated this to him, but we both can't figure out a solution. he told me to never expect him to get better, and he thinks i should just find other people to play with. but i don't know anyone else who wants to play the games i do, and i dont like queuing with random people that i don't know that well.

should i just give up on trying to play games i actually like with him? can any nonas relate to this or knock some sense into me?
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Anonymous 119083

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>>118960
Maybe there's another geimu to be mutually tryhard together in if he sucks at class shooters as a genre, alternatively you could send him down paths to draw fire or blow up mines for you while you uh support him

Anonymous 119213

There are types of games i specifically avoid playing with my bf cause while he's not amazing i really suck at them and he doesn't like it because he doesn't want to be upset at me.
Just find another kind of thing you can play together you aren't so try hard at.

Anonymous 121451

I wish I could experience this but I only play jrpgs. The one fighting game I was good has been pretty dead for years too.

Anonymous 121616

>>118960
get an alt account/smurf and play with him only on that account?

Anonymous 121802

>>118960
my advice is, don't play with him unless you're willing to goof around.

he probably feels guilty for dragging you down if it's a game you're "serious" about, find something fun/silly to play with him during your off time

i suffer from the same problem, except i'm on the opposite side of the fence, i can't find it in me to be "serious" about video games, we usually end up playing the easy ha-ha stuff because having him carry me weighs on my conscience

you have no idea how much i really wish i knew how to play games like i care about the outcome/results…



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Anonymous 121752[Reply]

i need to finish my radio kit but ive been too stubbornly depressed to do anything. what have you guys been putting off?
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>>121757
Working out might offer some nice respite from the exams?

>>121764
every rejection is a step closer to …acceptance. :'D
Law school sounds scary, though

>>121767
Whoa that sounds super comfy, why'd you stop going?

Anonymous 121776

>>121775
I cannot focus on working out as all my focus is on my exam. It feels like I'm wasting my time

Anonymous 121777

>>121776
I see, makes sense then, that really sucks. I hope you do well, and please make sure to sleep (it helps retain information and work out problems).

Anonymous 121781

>>121777
Thanks! Hope you complete your kit soon :3

Anonymous 121799

>>121781
I'll work on it just for you, hopefully I finish. Itll be great soldering practice :)



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