I hate my appearance so much i feel like a tranny sometimes when im next to cute girl.
I'm so ugly but having unattractive features isn't my biggest issue, my biggest issue is how asymmetrical my face is, it is very unsymmetrical in every way, I wish I could take a liquefy tool and adjust it a little and even that won't fix everything, my face looks melted on one side, my nose is crooked sideways, I have the darkest, deepest, under eyes which bring it out even more, and my mouth is shaped like a sine function and my jaw itself is crooked also.
I have a raised eyebrow and small round eyes, long face, long nose with added deviated septum, and thin sickly lips.
people always tell me I look sad even when I'm in a good someone would tell me that I look grumpy/tired/sad, and it would ruin my whole day.
If I were to fix my face, I'd have to start with bone surgery for a total reconstruction.
I hate my face so much there is no helping it, makeup only brings out my flaws more, and I'm not keen on losing the extra weight I have because it won't make me attractive.
I'm not 25 yet but I don't see myself getting in a relationship or getting married ever, I will remain a virgin my whole life because not even filters can fix me, no man was ever interested in me and no man will… even girls don't like me because I depress them.
my health isn't great either, I swallow a handful of pills every day and I get sick on monthly basis, I get sick so often I had to change doctors because my doctor doesn't believe I'm actually sick until my symptoms progress too much.
When I go outside by myself or with others and get reminded of what I look like I quickly get so overwhelmed I wish I could be home instantly because even thinking about being preserved by more people on my way back home makes me feel sick.
At this point I'd rather die than to continue suffering because there is no point to my existence, I was never good academically and I excel at nothing, I'm terrible at everything even vidya, I'm just a burden to my parents and the people around me.
I wish I can be a bouncy cute anime girl adored by everyone around her in the next life. or in dreams, I don't ask for much.
Hey Op, don't feel bad. I know how you feel because I have very "mannish" features that I got from my dad unforch. But the one thing that trannies can't erase is that women are adult human females. They are trying hard to erase that fact. They even drag black women into their argument by going "terfs are racist… black women look like men so according to them, they wouldn't pass as females." kek. No. If you're born a girl, your solace is that no matter what you look like, you will be more of a woman than the most "passable" tranny. Even if you shaved your head bald.
You don't "look" like a tranny because you were born a biological girl.