/feels/ - Advice & Venting

This thread is intended to be a safe and relatable place for only children to share their unique experiences and perspectives.

felt like this should be a thread tbh
what's everyone up to? i'm thinking of downloading tinder again

With boyfriends

If you have a boyfriend, where did you meet him? Do you think he’s attracted to you? Or do you think he’s using you? If you’re insecure, what made you feel like he actually liked you? Like what did he do?

Without boyfriends

If you never had a boyfriend, do you think anyone has ever had a crush on you?
Did you have an opportunity to be in a relationship? Why or why not did you take it?
Do you feel like life is heavily geared to couples and isolated?

Please be more cognizant of your own sanity. Please do more to protect it. It's not a joke. Block whoever you need to block, don't interact with anything that gives you excessive, undue feelings. Maintain a balance.
I'm thinking about the fact that there's nothing really stopping me from committing an act of horror besides my own sanity, and I am shocked at how poorly I've treated it over the years. The things I've seen, the information I had no business learning, who and what I've heard out, the time spent on frankly thankless tasks. What was it all for? To get a rise out of myself? Did I think I was making myself stronger? Was it a test? One thing more important than knowledge is knowing what you actually plan to do with it!
I'm a little scared of what might be to come, but it'll probably be okay in the end.

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ive been with this guy for 6 months now and i’ve never felt so fucking horrible in my entire life because of him. we were dating but then he ghosted me for 5 days because i hung up a call to talk to my friend real quick. i was literally gonna call him back and that call only last 10 minutes. after that everything went to shit. he was saying he didn’t love me anymore out of no where. i felt like i got stabbed in my heart 5000 times. i begged him not to leave, bawling my fucking eyes out on call. and he did. so now we’ve been talking and flirting but to him we’re not official, to him we’re “just friends” despite how fucking much he flirts with me. the love he gives me doesn’t even feel real now. also i don’t know how to time all of this, its a lot, i’m sorry. but also i think i may have bpd or something i don’t know. it’s like all the littlest things he does makes me feel like shit and then i bawl my eyes out and start cutting myself. whenever he doesn’t wanna call i do that. or when he slightly sounds like he thinks another girl is attractive or something even though he’s not directly saying that. but also he views women in a very object way. because of that i cant really see men the same either. he’s told me whenever he saw a girl that he thought that was hot, talked about the porn he watched. i felt horrible. i loved him so much i didnt even think of any other guys i just thought, “wow this guy is so fucking ugly and boring my boyfriend is so much better” whenever i saw other guys. and he doesn’t even feel that way back. and when i told him about how i felt about it he just brushed it off saying it wasnt a big deal saying all men do that. but anyway, me and him just got into an argument because he promised me to call but he said he didn’t want to and i started crying and cutting myself. he didn’t even comfort me. he never comforts me. i feel like if he did i wouldnt even care that he didn’t wanna call. but its the fact that it’s like wow he just doesn’t give a shit about me. i just blocked him. please tell me am i fucking crazy? am i overreacting? i’m also partially asking this because he thinks i’m crazy.

Again because we need a gazillion of these
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I'm a NEET. I live with my mother and she's the only one I talk with. Give me life advice.

Share the good, the bad, and hell of pursuing a degree. Whether it be living in a dorm with a horrible roommate, classes kicking your ass, or something happening relating to school that has filled you with joy.

I've come to terms with the fact that I will forever be alone. Being forced to move as an expat and sheltered ruined all social skills (that I never even had) and detached me from my birthplace, breaking all connections I had. I'm not a likeable person, even online, and I don't even know why. In a group full of people, I always have a notion that I am hated and nobody likes me. I swing from being very proud to ashamed in interactions. My family doesn't like me either. I've been made a lolcow on several occasions. I haven't had a real friendship since I was 13. I'm about to go to university and I genuinely feel like ending it to save myself from the suffering ahead of me.