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Anonymous 123119[Reply]

how do you come to terms with being too ugly to be loved? how do you accept that you're never going to experience the rush of a passionate relationship? how do you accept that no man will ever be able to look you in the eyes and tell you you're beautiful? how do you live with the fact that even if you found someone its better to leave it at that so you don't have children that will suffer just as you have? i feel so stuck and isolated, ive been isolated my entire life. i dont have the social skills neccessary to be a "personality" "as long as youre happy" girl, so even if i could be seen past that it would amount to nothing. there is nothing i could offer someone past the looks i dont have.

oh and before anyone says some "just improooooove" i starved myself and gymratted to the lowest weight ive ever been, to my peak physique, nothing changed. nothing improved. my bones are completely wrong. this is not a problem i can fix and its getting harder and harder to live with. without love there is no future, our purpose is boiled down to reproducing, continuing our bloodline, finding love. its not something i'll ever be able to do. it's over and done.
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Anonymous 123211

I can relate

Anonymous 123219

I'm in the same boat as you. It sucks. However, what helped for me is focusing on the love I do have- whether that's platonic or familial. Also, fake it til you make it. I know it sounds cheesy but it legit works. My life was going really well when I pretended to be confident. Tho it's a hard skill to keep up.

Anonymous 123220

idk i always just cope

Anonymous 123222

>>123219
>fake it til you make it
>hey kids wanna hear some good advice? just be fake and nobody will be able to tell that you are fake!

what about those who can tell?

>just pretend they can't tell and become even more fake every time someone detects you being fake! just never admit how fake you are.


but doesn't everybody wish for people to be more honest? what about being authentic and unashamed?

>no just be fake instead and insist everything true and genuine is people being crazy.

Anonymous 123223

>i starved myself and gymratted to the lowest weight ive ever been, to my peak physique
The idea that moids like skeletons is bullshit, they dont like whales but you need an ass and a good pair of tits to be attractive. Also have you heard of getting a hobby and finding someone else with that hobby so that you end up in an actual loving relationship based on common interest rather than trying to be bimbo egnough to attract some retarded jock?



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My bf's photo was found on a dating app Anonymous 123154[Reply]

Basically a girl hit me up sending me an unverified profile of a dating account with my bf's name and photo on it.
He hadn't had the app installed on his phone since 2022 nor did he have an account when he redownloaded the app to check the profile.. but it still weirds me out that there is a dating profile with my bf's details on it?!?!

It feels so scary, like a bad omen as we've only been dating for like a month..
what would you do in my situation?

i'm led to believe that it's either an ex trying to split us up, or maybe an enemy of his also trying to achieve the same thing…. but in the back of my mind i feel like an idiot and the wool is being pulled over my eyes but i just don't know what to think.

I do believe my bf is innocent because when i confronted him he seemed worried rather than angry so idk

Anonymous 123155

my condolensces

Anonymous 123157

>>123154
Break up with him.

Anonymous 123216

>when i confronted him he seemed worried rather than angry

that's how you think you can get the truth out of someone? you probably wear a uniform at work…

Anonymous 123218

Ask to go through his phone and see if he has the app. Usually I wouldn't recommend this but since there was some evidence of cheating, it's justified in this scenario. But make sure you ask him in a calm and non judgemental manner and say it's just you give you some peice of mind. If he doesn't understand, he's not worth it



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bf attracted to other girls Anonymous 123128[Reply]

am i supposed to just accept that every guy is going to be attracted to other girls, even while he’s in a relationship with me? people say it’s normal, but honestly, it really hurts. i wish it didn’t get to me, but it does. my boyfriend always follows hot egirls on social media and sometimes even talks about how hot he finds them, celebs or not. it hurts. and yeah, even when it’s a celebrity, it still stings. i don’t really see a difference between him saying that about a famous girl or some everyday girl. it still makes me feel like shit. i’m struggling to come to terms with this ‘norm’, but it feels like i have to. seems like every guy is like this, and there’s no escaping it. it honestly makes me feel sick. what am i supposed to do?
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Anonymous 123203

>>123199
And yeah, OP is clearly insecure, she's not even hiding it
Are you implying she isn't?
And by your logic she is the cuck here.
Sorry, you don't make sense.

Set up boundaries, don't tolerate bs from moids, be confident and everything will be fine. I'm ok with my bf looking at porn, that makes me evil? If anything the opposite would make me abusive in my eyes. At least I would never tolerate cheating, frankly unlike most women who are getting abused daily

Anonymous 123204

>>123203
Implying a woman is abusive for being upset her boyfriend watches porn is absolutely unhinged. That’s not confidence. It’s emotional numbness dressed up as empowerment. There’s nothing secure about tolerating disrespect and calling it growth. That’s just coping. This will be the start and end of my engagement with you. Buh bye now cucky.

Anonymous 123205

>>123204
I'm not implying that? You can be upset, that's normal.
But calling people insecure and coping if porn isn't a dealbreaker in a relationship is too much, even if it is a dealbreaker for you, which again, is ok

And to understand if you're insecure or not think about what exactly makes you upset about moids acting like that. What's the cause of your frustration. I actually don't know which answer you'll come to but don't shrug it off and give it a proper thought

Anonymous 123206

>>123199
Can you even imagine what the conversation would go like if the genders were reversed
People would call OP a cuck a bit but only because he still hasn't burned the gf at the stake
Not actually trying to burn OP at the stake himself for being insecure or whatever lol

Anonymous 123210

>>123206
Uhh. That's not how it would go at all?



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pros/cons of your bf Anonymous 105405[Reply]

can we please start a pros/cons list of the bf you are dating.

i am sick of seeing bf brag threads, we need a counterbalance with the crappy things your bf does on top of the good things. can be as little as pet peeves!
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Anonymous 123110

>>123103
When it comes to trans rights,
I'm a progressive.

Anonymous 123117

>>122115
its fun teasing my boyfriend over it

Anonymous 123118

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>>122115
>give us the ones who are worth something

Anonymous 123200

Pros
>I know that he loves me. Very physically and verbally affectionate.
>Good-looking (to me, at least). My ideal type physically- pale and skinny but still larger than me. A haunted look in his eyes reminiscent of a working-class Victorian child.
>Many cute personality traits, such as being soft spoken and someone who doesn’t get angry easily.
>Service-oriented and enjoys cooking for me, cleaning up, and helping me out when he can.
>Responsible and takes care of his health and hygiene. Doesn’t do drugs and isn’t reckless with money.
>Values loyalty and commitment, even more than I do. Feels very strongly about these two things.
>Similar interests to me. We also both dislike similar types of things like meeting new people and sports and things like that.
>Good relationship with his family. He loves them but also has a healthy amount of distance and independence

Cons
>Doesn’t like the same books, movies, or music that I do, which is okay except that he didn’t make an effort to understand why I like those things
>Doesn’t dress well
>Doesn’t seem interested in understanding me if we had differences in taste or opinion
>Honestly I didn’t feel like I was learning much from him for my own personal growth or development
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Anonymous 123201

>>123103
But that'd make him a keeper. An ideal bf would be truly progressive in every stance, which would include caring for women's rights, which would be you. All troon panderers are misogynists.



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Anonymous 122774[Reply]

Disillusioned. Spent a large part of my life being inclusive to people who are "different" because of feeling like an outcast in childhood. Shit just blows up in my face. I don't consider myself GC or anything like that but I am noticing a sickening pattern.

Why is it that nearly every trans woman I've befriended or have to work with has caused absolutely fucking chaos in my life and acted like they were the poor little victim when I called them out on it. I can't talk about this shit anywhere or I'm a bigot apparently.

I remember when I came out as bi to my friends over a decade ago, my family somehow found out, and then it was a total fucking nuclear explosion of issues. I was ostracized in my small town for something I didn't even want to be known publicly. But now it's some bizarre purity test to be some flavor of queer and if I don't mention it I don't deserve respect?… Maybe it's because I'm so past that point, but my orientation is such a small part of my life and has little to do with how I view the substance a person has.

I don't want to dictate how other people live, whatever you want to do go for it. But I've been used, stalked, screamed at, and professionally sabotaged by people like this more often than the rest of the population, totally unprovoked. Ten in a row is insane and a pattern. I rarely get treated this way elsewhere. Even the men I work with are decent and kind in comparison.

My boss will be pretty assertive with anyone except the trans women on our team. I was being creeped on by one of our clients and one of the trans women basically sabotaged my safety. The other sabotaged me at a public event. Boss just shrugs her shoulders when I bring this up and is way too nice to them. Says some shit about second puberty and calls it a day. What's worse is I think her processing is skewed because she has a trans daughter that's financially and emotionally abusive to her. She is an elderly disabled woman, and I feel like they're only getting away with this because she's walking on eggshells. It hurts to watch because I'm also disabled and was abused by my family for it. But her daughter just gets away with it because “she's going thru a hard time.” That's not love.

Weren't we still expected to have accountability while we were going thru puberty?? I'm so sick of this bs without being able to talk about it.

What do I even do? Who do I even talk to?…
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Anonymous 122814

>>122813

I'm forced to work and perform with them until I can find a better job. I don't really have a choice. I told one of them to stop interacting with me unless it's work related and they pitched a fit with management despite them causing the hostile work environment. All I can do is bitch and moan at home in the meantime.

Anonymous 122837

>>122774
Sounds like you just need to associate with better people, trannies or otherwise. Make better friends and find a better job. Obviously easier said than done, but that's your only way out.
>>122779
You answered your own question.

Anonymous 122873

>>122837

I get the sentiment. But I've associated with all kinds. I think it's just difficult to pick my way thru to find the type of woman that would be around here but in person. I also live in a city that's well known for catering to this crybully bs. Maybe I need to move to the woods and give up on friendships.

Anonymous 123162

>>122873
I suspect you're looking for the wrong thing. I'd certainly not want to associate with the usual types of people who are "around" CC.
If you want to be a recluse, your best option is to remain in a major city. Rural life basically demands that you participate in society, whereas cities allow you to be a lonely hermit.

Anonymous 123164

>>123162

Its not about the city in general. It's about the city in particular. It's basically the trans capital of the US. It's like an echo chamber bleeding into reality.



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Vent Thread Anonymous 120288[Reply]

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Anonymous 123083

This is so pathetic, but whenever my mom plays loud music, I get involuntary flight/fight responses in my body, or the corner of my mouth will turn down as if Im going to cry, and I get very depressed despite trying not to be.

As a child, whether at home or sitting in the backseat of the car on the way to somewhere, mom would play her music super loud, esp if her and dad were shouting/fighting, so my mind connects domestic violence with her music. I had no choice, I HAD to listen to it. Over and over again.

There was a time, mom and her fave male offspring played this newly released moid bands album very loudly, despite me repeatedly telling them it hurt my ears. That was my only way to go out anywhere apart from school, and home was depressing, so I had no choice. My "no" was never respected. Mom pretended to turn the dial down, but the screen showed the volume was unchanged. She laughed off my concerns, and told me I dont know what real abuse was. Another time, I didnt want her playing it loudly inside my room, so in response for daring to set a boundary, she didnt talk to me for 3 days and wouldnt make me or my siblings any food. All that, combined with intense bullying at school, a bad medical issue that ended up needing surgery, and puberty, all made me cry at night for months, wishing I was never born/praying to die.

Moms music is loud angry moid songs, often about violence or misogynistic sexual comments, sometimes depressing or sad songs about death. She explicitly discouraged me from listening to women music artists and is very misogynistic. When I listen to different music I like with headphones, I dont usually get the involuntary fight/flight reactions.

Just recently, I was outside doing yardwork when mom played her shouting moid music out loud for the neighbors to hear, because they woke us up at 7am mowing the lawn. I felt like the neighbors would take out their anger out on me, so I felt uncomfortable and stopped what I was doing, as Im afraid of conflict [I was strangled by a moid classmate when I was around 5]. Then mom went outside, unprompted, bragging to me about how it could have been louder, and laughed that the man next door [he often has loud abusive breakups with women] is going to cry because he turned his music on as a response. Im probably wrong but I feel like she indirectly mocked and bullied me. Mom never does this when her male offspring is outside, as he would be embarrassed, and we cant Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 123090

queen

Anonymous 123107

I'm hungry.

Anonymous 123124

It's almost 4am. I just want to sleep.

Anonymous 123159

>"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for." - Bob Marley
been thinkeng about this quote.



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Abusive OCD bf pt 2 Anonymous 95617[Reply]

>>>/feels/34633
Last thread hit limit and many nonas seem concerned for her safety.

If you see this, we hope you are ok! Please give us an update on the police situation.
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Anonymous 122638

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Hey, OP.
It took me too fucking long to leave my BPD husband. Years. He left me with physical, mental, and emotional scars and he couldn't care less, as long as he could control me. That's the goal.

He wasn't interested in seeking help for himself or "getting better"—they were sweet little lies crafted to keep me enslaved.

Once I left, it.. surprisingly.. my life wasn't that much more difficult. Turns out, not having to cater the demands of a deranged psycho puts everything else on easy-mode.

Will you struggle? Oh, yeah. But guess what? You'll be free. You get your life back. You get to become a person again. You get to take care of yourself.

You deserve the happiness that he has made clear he will NEVER give you!
You're so fucking close! Keep at it! You're almost there!

Life will be so much more beautiful once you're free! I fucking promise!

Anonymous 122826

>>122638
Thanks, I'm trying to remember this. We'll go out and have a good time and I'll think it's all in my head. Or we'll have a fight and I'll get worked up, and then believe that I'm at fault.

Currently every time I come back to the apartment I have to shower, wipe the walls, shower, wipe the walls, shower, wipe the floor, wash feet, wipe floor, wash feet, and wipe the floor.

He claims I decided on this routine and I can't change it because "it's been decided."

Counting down the days until my next meeting with my welfare manager.

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>>122826
"He's upset and it's my fault, because I wasn't supportive enough / didn't do what he wanted me to do / didn't anticipate his needs enough."

Those are all 100% lies I used to believe about my partner, too. It was the mindset that kept me chained in that miserable prison of a relationship.

The times that I viewed as "good" weren't really "good"– they were just breaks from terrible ones. I just set the bar so fucking low. Like viewing your captor as "kind and merciful", because they gave you a piece of stale bread.

Once you escape him, you won't have to walk on eggshells in order to manage his unreasonable emotions.
You won't have to sacrifice your well-being for the basic right to not live in fear.
You won't have to live in a fog of doubt, anxiety, and shame, just trying to hopefully obtain that "good day"— because it can all be shattered in an instant.
IT NOT YOUR FAULT.
Nor is it your responsibility to manage your captor.

You're so close.
You can do this.
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Anonymous 123109

>>122876
Thank you, Nona This means the world to me. I was thinking maybe everything really was my fault (I'm stupid, I'm dirty, my Japanese sucks, I'm loud and rude) and then last night my husband got mad at me for the crime of relaxing at home. (I didn't put ny chopsticks down straight enough). Told me I should always be scared of him. What tge fuck.

Anonymous 123148

OPhere. Last night I stayed at a manga cafe again. It was so relaxing.

When we go out together my husband doesn't bring a bag with him because keeping it clean is too much eork, so I carry his phone. I didn't realize I still had his phone in my bag until I was already at the manga cafe. This morning I stopped at home to pick up clothes and he was crying thinking that I had had another stroke and died. I felt bad so I went to the store and bought him some food and drinks but I just didn't want to engage with him any more so I left.



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Anonymous 123004[Reply]

do any other nonas feel like they’re consistently the most enthusiastic and engaged person in a friendship? I feel like if I just stopped messaging and stopped going out of my way to be a good friend everyone would leave me. sometimes I think I may have bpd, or I’m just crazy. maybe both!
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Anonymous 123037

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coming back to this and I think I need to get evaluated for bpd. I hate my friends but also love them. I wish they just took the time to be my friend. I think the internet has rotted us all because they can just see what I’m up to at all times and choose to not reach out because of it. i feel like I need to scrub all of my social media profiles and just become completely anonymous. it gets to the point sometimes where I want to kill myself just so they feel bad for not reaching out more. I know this is very harmful thinking and not good for anyone but ugh. again, I’m looking into evaluation.

Anonymous 123104

>>123004
You just need to let stuff like this go or you'll end up alone. See the bigger picture.

Anonymous 123106

you're not alone
i had to beg my old best friend of 10 years to have decent conversations with me instead of answering me with a one word reply and she just told me that she's not my boyfriend to talk to me enthusiastically on a daily basis
In my opinion, it's better to not expect too much from people and just treat them the same way they do

Anonymous 123127

>>123037

that's selfish nona
okay so think rationally
let's say HYPOTHETICALLY you off yourself.

What will happen?
FEELINGS ARE REACTIONS
okay let's say they did not care at all. For some reason.

Then why would you do it?

It's stupid. Just live and just move on nona, you surely can be smart.

Do things, move on, like the other nona said.
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Anonymous 123137

>>123106
Fuck that woman.
How will women ever be free, if they can't turn to each other for emotional support?



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HOW DO I STOP CARING Anonymous 122565[Reply]

I’ve come to a brutal but necessary conclusion: kindness is overrated when handed out like free samples at a grocery store. I’ve spent years marinating in people-pleasing, thinking empathy was some kind of moral currency. Plot twist — it’s not. In practice, being an open nerve ending only gets you exploited. People don’t respond to kindness; they respond to boundaries. Harsh truth: excessive agreeableness is not virtue — it’s social self-sabotage.

I simp for validation like a lab rat pressing the dopamine lever, and it’s pathetic. It’s classic intermittent reinforcement — a core concept in behavioral psychology — where unpredictable rewards (a compliment, a message back) condition you to keep chasing. It’s the same mechanism that keeps gamblers at the slot machines, and I’ve basically been gambling my self-worth on other people’s approval.

I’ve also been stuck in a victim identity loop. That’s where you start romanticizing your suffering, treating pity as a currency, and staying small because pain becomes familiar. It’s textbook learned helplessness with a side of digital masochism. No more. Self-pity is a trap disguised as self-awareness. I’m done wearing trauma like a personality badge.
A few days ago, I trusted two people on a new account — max security, minimal exposure — and still got doxxed. That’s not just betrayal, it’s stupidity on my part.
Bottom line: Empathy without discernment is emotional self-harm. Validation-seeking is a rigged slot machine. And kindness? It needs a filter, not a floodgate. I’m done being a walking weakness detector for predators online. New arc: ruthless, aware, emotionally sovereign.
How do I stop compulsively empathizing and people-pleasing when I know it’s just a maladaptive trauma response dressed up as kindness, and how do I unhook my brain from chasing validation like it’s crack? How do i stop caring?
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Anonymous 123114

>>123112
I realize I don’t need other people to make me happy, and I know living in the present is key to feeling good inside. The need for validation comes from wanting to feel content and validated. I don’t mean to sound rude or harsh, and I don’t have any bad intentions, but I do envy people who aren't conventionally attractive but still carry themselves with confidence. I’m working on being kinder to myself, not letting anyone walk over me, and remembering that I should only trust myself, not others blindly.
I have a really loving family, and my sibling is great too. I’m grateful for everything I have and all the support I’ve received. But I made a big mistake thinking that trying to please people would make me feel good inside. It’s more about feeling good because others think I’m good, but in the end, there’s always this unspoken grudge I hold against them.
I’m trying to be a better version of myself. I’m moving to a better place, and I’ve started stepping away from the toxic parts of the internet. I’ve made a lot of progress, but I still need to work on not caring so much, not reacting, and most importantly, not trusting or being overly kind to everyone. I need to stop trying to be the “good” person in everyone’s eyes. I have to start living for myself instead of for others.

Anonymous 123115

>>123113
Hey Nona,
How’s it going? I hope you're having a good day.

I don’t interact with them at all, but they keep talking about me. I’ve tried to stop checking, but yesterday I opened it, and it gave me this weird feeling in my stomach like a mix of nausea and anxiety. With all the AI stuff being used now, I keep worrying about the possibility of them making deepfakes or something. What scares me the most is that it could affect my future. It makes me cry sometimes, thinking they have access to a picture of me when I never wanted it to go that way.
I’m really scared, and I feel like I’m losing control of it.

Anonymous 123116

^-^ Sorry nonas I forgot to mention ^^^ above two replies by the OP
I hope you have a great day.

Anonymous 123120

>>123114
>The need for validation comes from wanting to feel content and validated.

"The bureaucracy is expanding to meet the needs of the expanding bureaucracy"

Anonymous 123121

>>123115

the use of unconsentual technology is out of control these days. it is awful, it makes me want to become an amish just to be away from technology. technology is no longer a friend, it is the tool of oppressors to enslave everyone.

the more i see what they do with the technology the more depressed i become.

i eat at a cafeteria sometimes and every so often some spy bitch is walking around just taking pictures of the hundreds of people eating there. constant surveilance against the humans. maybe time to admit that the people like myself who have been warning of this for many years were not crazy conspiracy theorists? my way of dealing with this is to try to stay away from places where there are many people and just avoid people who use smartphones. if you use a normal smartphone, i don't really consider you part of my species at this point, you are the hostile cattle of the technological invasion.



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Unsent Letter Thread Anonymous 115657[Reply]

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Anonymous 122896

Fuck you Adrijus [email protected]
You deserve to pay for mistreating me

Anonymous 122897

so the heat is making you split on me and j today huh.

Anonymous 122950

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I have to pretend you're dead, mama. I love you so much. But all you do is hurt me. Even now, you don't consider that. You just see protecting myself from you as getting back at you. It's easier to love someone who is dead than to be angry at someone who is alive and refuses to do better. Why do you have to make me defend myself? I never wanted this.

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i don’t say anything anymore and you’ll never stop. you’re terrifying and you need to be sentenced to the kind of court ordered institutionalization where you can be kept permanently until a doctor says otherwise.

Anonymous 123099

i finally had a dream about you where you didn’t try to hurt me or ignore me when confronted or lure me away to have sex with you while everyone tried to stop you or bring me somewhere and abandon me in a place i got hurt.

you just showed me a song and sang along with certain parts and wanted me to understand you. when you stood up because lunch was over i stayed behind. and then i had the dream i was begging to have about my cat visiting me.



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