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unsent letter Anonymous 121934[Reply]

You'll find that I'm losing myself more & more, not because I'm incapable of loving anyone else but you – but I'm forgetting you, I can't even remember what nicknames we had for each other unless I really sit and think, or if I go beyond my notes. I hate that I can't think of you and see your face anymore, your face is such a blur which is weird to say when your face is everywhere online. You and your friends can block me from your life, and you can think I can forget you but the fame you hold is to an extent where I can hear from you, or what you're up to. I wish one day you'll come home. I don't care how dirty you did me, all I request is a kiss


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Anonymous 121599[Reply]

Cried about dad cheating on mom. I haven't told anyone yet. Just spiralling and asking chat gpt how this can affect me and what preventative measures I can take. When should I tell my mom. Should I ever tell her. Ugh. Now all day will be spent drinking coffee because I did not sleep and I have to study for an exam. I want a fat greasy pizza. This is my sign to work even harder in uni. Girls is such a fun show. I need a tarot card reading. Chewing five pieces of gum will really hurt your jaw.

Anonymous 121600

The more I think about it the more it comes together. Things that have happened since my childhood upto now makes so much sense. I will confront him one day for sure. I cannot let him leave this earth without knowing that his image is sullied in my head. I will tell everyone. The reputation you care about will not exsist.

Anonymous 121879

Mr. Presisdent the sibling has just discovered this too.

Anonymous 121930

i was sorry to read this, this happened to a friend of mine and it was painful for her but you will get through it for reasons you don't understand right now, good luck

Anonymous 121933

>>121930
Thanks :'( …
Even looking at his face is hard



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/rock bottom/ - general Anonymous 76609[Reply]

This thread is for people who have hit rock bottom. Not people who are having a bad day, but people who are living in the depths of despair. Whether you're a nona who is struggling with serious addiction, mental or physical illness that severely precludes your life, constantly feeling suicidal, whether you're being abused, have any other serious life issues or if you are simply unable to function and don't know where else to turn, vent here and let's try to support each other.
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Anonymous 121612

>>121583
Most places hold your application for 6-12 months. I reapplied yearly for several years before going WFH. I should have been clearer. There are WFH jobs with few credentials but it's not easy, as I already elaborated on.


> Years pass. Decide to try a test

The years later thing was a test to see if he'd still sabotage things.

>>121584
> do you believe every thing out of a homeless man’s mouth too?
This is what I was replying to.

>you’ve had twenty years to get in these programs like please.

And I've been passed over for that long despite reapplying and checking in on my applications.

>>121585
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Anonymous 121855

>>100265
I hope things have gotten better for you.

If you want a friend, we could be penpals. Can drop my email if you're interested.

Anonymous 121861

>>121855
>>100265
yeah same here, i havent been active on cc much except for the last few weeks so i never got around to reading the posts on this thread. but im also an autistic girl and id love to give you or anyone here support

Anonymous 121863

>>121608
Jesus, show some compassion. Just because someone has what you don’t have doesn’t mean they’re not missing something vital in other areas. Obv bait, but I would hate to see anyone even consider this line of thinking.

Anonymous 121931

>>121564
Thirding this, also my life, only smoking weed helps and that makes me even more asocial, what pure mockery



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how do I begin to heal Anonymous 121912[Reply]

I'm sure the subject I'm using has been posted here at least a hundred times but I believe this a slightly more unique situation.

For context, I met this guy online. Keep in mind he's much older than I am. (I have a preference…) We met online and chatted for about 6-7 months. During that time, we discussed me running away with him. Sure, I'm ready for a shortcut to escape my issues. I'll take whatever opportunity you give me, Mr. Sir. December of 2024 is when that internet idea came to real life. I ran away with him. I smashed my devices and left no trace of where I was last or where I was headed. No note. No verbal confession of either. I left with my last words being "I'll see you guys later."

I went on the run with him. I knew he was being looked for by the feds but didn't think much of it considering he convinced me it was purely over some discord scandals that happened years prior to us meeting. Sure, it struck me as odd but it sure as hell wasn't my first time running into somebody in the mix with the law for the wrong reasons.

We fled together. He did not tell me where we were going initially while we were online.. understandable lol. I loved this man dearly. We had our hiccups but, we always managed to overcome them.. When we got in person I didn't expect abuse as he assured me that he wasn't that way whatsoever. I was wrong to convince myself he wouldn't do that to me as he did. I was gone for just a month and a half but it felt like years. I ran to escape the exact things he would do to me. Eventually.. the case went national as they figured out I was no longer in the state. The fbi got involved and we were found after someone gave them a key lead.. his "identity."
We were detained at different times. I'm not sure who was first. I was taken by undercover law enforcement from the place we were staying and questioned about if we had any "activity" together by male officers after requesting female law enforcement.. I guess that's the least upsetting part of the whole thing..
I was returned home after questioning and holding. I still lied for him and covered his ass. I was not giving up the truth for anything. Not long after I returned back to my state, the lead detective on my case contacted my family and requested to see me.. nobody would tell me what for. So, I began to worry and get ahead of myself. A very long and excruciating hour and a half later, they arrived and I was met with the question of hisPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 121913

>>121912
im so sorry that happened to you nona
i uh……………. have no words. im speechless.

but
>much older than you
>the feds were looking for him
>didnt inform you of where you were going
yeah these are some extremely huge red flags you never should have ignored

>how to heal

seek therapy. talk to friends and family. but most of all, promise yourself to never make the same mistake of ignoring red flags in men. you WILL heal in time, everyone does. and hes just some worthless faggot who deserves to rot in jail. he would just have dragged you down. i feel bad for his ex. what a disgusting creature

Anonymous 121916

>>121913

Really, I wish I had never ignores those signs. I was very clearly being decieved and allowed myself to fall into it. I loved and still love him and I do not know how to make these feelings go away. I guess the first part in healing is making these feelings go away. But I don't know how.

Anonymous 121918

>>121916
this sounds recent so it might take you months to fully process. try to occupy your time with things you enjoy doing like your hobbies or interests. i know this is very cliche advice but even just going to the gym 3 times a week can be enough to get you on the right track of trying to get your mind off him. try to seek out support groups of domestic violence. try to tell yourself that you were never truly in love with him, because like you said he was deceiving you. you were in love with a fake, made-up version of him. the true him is an abusive murderer, basically the lowest of the low. he succeeded in deceiving you because he found you in a vulnerable state of mind and manipulated you.
its easier said than done when youre experiencing something thats as emotionally taxing as this, but you just cant give up.

Anonymous 121928

>>121918
It's difficult to let go of something I loved so much. My heart aches to think about it. I've been worried I'm going to do something that is irreversible and it's eating at me. I just want to forget it ever happened and move on.



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pros/cons of your bf Anonymous 105405[Reply]

can we please start a pros/cons list of the bf you are dating.

i am sick of seeing bf brag threads, we need a counterbalance with the crappy things your bf does on top of the good things. can be as little as pet peeves!
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Anonymous 121865

>>117325
>Men prefer cringy teenagers over disillusioned, grumpy older women.
???? following that logic:
said potential cringy teenagers (as another nona mentioned), are the ones who might be desiring the top 1% chads and are making these threads on cc. is that rlly smth you think moids prefer?
but either way, i do think some of the posts in this thread are real, and i do think women have high standards and thats a good thing

Anonymous 121871

>>121825
it must feel very certain and comforting to make such a definitive statement

Anonymous 121872

>>121871
sometimes delusion does feel certain and comforting. i get why you’d cling to it.

Anonymous 121886

>>121872
humans and human relations are complex, not easy and boiled down like terminally online people put them

Anonymous 121927

>>121886
ah yes! women who notice harmful patterns are “chronically online” while men who excuse them are just being “nuanced”. funny how nuance becomes a shield the second someone’s comfort gets threatened. i’m not “boiling things down”, i’m just not sugar coating them. thanks for the textbook response.



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Anonymous 121744[Reply]

The whole phenomenon of this dude is proof that standards/body-shaming/fatphobia don’t exist for males. If the original post had been of a woman it would be like any other post and be lost to time. But because someone had the audacity to try to socially enforce any rock bottom, bare minimum physical standard for the sacred male, everyone threw a fit and he got a whole media festival of events, money and opportunities thrown at him for weeks on end. In real life a female is torn to shreds for not spending most of her mental energy on appearances, but something as febrile as “hey maybe a male shouldn’t be so fat he can barely walk” is completely socially unacceptable and would get you fired while every handmaiden within ten miles performatively throws themselves on his gangrenous fat-entombed micropenis.
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Anonymous 121751

>>121749
i promise you that you can easily find an attractive moid nona. thats the only type of men you should ever date tbh

Anonymous 121914

>>121751
Dating is for retardpilled worthless eaters and it’s completely irrelevant to my post
Sorry I forgot 99.9% of people are illiterate mongoloids and tried to have a discussion about something

Anonymous 121915

>>121914
lol okay but i will continue to oppress fat ugly men like picrel by rejecting and ignoring them for the rest of my life and so will most women. i love fatshaming men

Anonymous 121923

>>121915
Your individual actions aren’t relevant to the discussion of collective societal actions you self obsessed fool

Anonymous 121924

>>121923
I mean use your brain for 1 second. If society doesn't agree on an ideal body type for men, why are male models required to be skinny or fit? Why are characters meant to portray attractive men in shows and movies often slim, fit and tall? If you look at any female centric media youll see that the moids there are conventionally attractive, not fat pigs. You can look up various studies that shows women's prefefence for lean muscular men but perhaps you'd nitpick those studies as well.



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Positivity. Anonymous 116556[Reply]

Share any positive feelings or positive things.

Garden your soul garden.
Every focus is infinite multiverses.
Keep watering the ideas/plants that make you feel the loveliest love


Here’s a thing that has made me feel so good and is important to me:
Thousands of Polska girls and Belarus girls are covering my NorthAmerican city with graffiti. They’ve somehow clearly gotten the idea to all become collectively like a splatoon. It has changed the energy immensely and really improved the omnipresent feminism quality~level vibe. These girls have religions about ancient euro queens and it really shows, lots of ethereal stuff.. I see so many soulful girls are more comfortable loitering around and making anywhere a party! That’s SO important! Sovl
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Anonymous 121002

I've been having sinus/throat problems all week but suddenly they seem to be getting better!

Anonymous 121343

Five years ago a nona here was nice to me on my birthday. I think about her every year.

Anonymous 121359

>>118890
congrats!!!

Anonymous 121360

>>118890
congrats!!! wish u the best

Anonymous 121920

I'm wearing a new dress for the first time and I feel so pretty!



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looking for betterment advice Anonymous 118711[Reply]

I have pretty much no family that cares for me, I'm sure I've lost my partner at this point, I have basically no friends. And of course, it is my fault. I am extremely mean to the people around me and push people away with how insane and insulting I am.
I pushed my partner away because I am insanely jealous (over nothing) and I start arguments (over nothing) and I am extremely selfish. I do not want to be this way forever. This has gone on so long my partner does not believe I can change. I know I can change, I want to change.

I have nothing left, I'm afraid it is already too late to prove I can change. I have been seriously considering the obvious. What do I have to lose anyways? Who cares?

I just want to be better for my partner, I want to be able to have a healthy relationship. I want to stop being so mean. I want to change my behavior. Therapy and medication do not seem to help. I just do not know what to do at this point. I can't eat and despite only getting two hours of sleep, I am not tired. I am wide awake, I am starving, I am nauseous, and I am full of hate for myself.

How can I make myself better? I am a reflection of my mother and I do not want to continue living this way.
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Anonymous 118721

>>118714
It was originally created for borderline personality disorder but people with ptsd or generally struggling with overwhelming emotions have found it effective. I’m not a great believer in talk therapy but DBT is more about building practical skills you can use everyday

Anonymous 118734

>>118711
>> I'm afraid it is already too late to prove I can change

How old are you? It's rarely too late for change

Anonymous 121910

hi guys.. OP here. He actually kidnapped me and is now in police custody for identity theft and evading police arrest for 7 years. I'm doing fantastic now! I'm going to be starting therapy and moving on with my life. I've definitely changed a bunch.

Anonymous 121911

>>121910
I don't believe you but I'd still like you to explain further

Anonymous 121917

>>121911

hi! I just posted about it in feels with the frog as the cover photo! I can give you his name if you'd like



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Am I not depressed enough to get help or something? Anonymous 121823[Reply]

I understand obviously there's people with a lot more issues in their lives but I don't understand why I've been waiting so long for help despite actually seeking it out. Its been over a year without so much as a peep and I've been so super low it sucks. Do they want me to try to kill myself again or something? Do I need to go back to chopping up my arms? What's going to trigger them to get me the help I need?

Anonymous 121828

>>121823
What if you go and get help and then you tell us in this thread how it went? We will be here waiting.

Anonymous 121907

>>121823
Help is not coming. You must self rescue.



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i am getting more autistic as i age Anonymous 121894[Reply]

22yo autistic girl diagnosed at 16. up until last year i never thought anything of it. that it was just some stupid label given by the doctors to label me as difficult and stuck up.
but now it seems my autism diagnosis wasn't actually a lie. i never had friends that i could get along with like other kids since i was 5 until now. people talking hurts my ears. i didn't really like any of my peers, they were always too outgoing and bright for me. they always did unsoliticed physical contact that made me so uncomfortable i ended up not leaving the house for the next few days. for some reason i cannot handle theatre audio systems anymore. i have to wear ear plugs just so i can watch movies on a big screen in film quality. everything sounds too sharp, like nails on a chalkboard. i cannot maintain eye contact with my psychiatrist and my therapist while talking. i talk staring at my hands while i fold and unfold the paper with my queue number on it (i bought a fidget cube so i can stare at my hands doing useless shit for as long as i need, paper degrades too easy). making exaggerated facial expressions like other people has gotten impossible. (people have gotten worried because my face is unmoving while i interact with them)
i feel like myself in high school where i hated everyone because i couldnt understand them for being so excited and so loud. now im in college and i can understand them more due to reading more philosophical/psychological topics on the human mind. but no matter how much i fucking "nerd out" i can never be truly human and day by day i feel more and more detached with humanity.

i'm turning into a sociopath. the more i have to make myself acceptable to society the more i feel like i am disappearing. this sucks. what if i really disappear and when i do have a chance to be a mother to a daughter, my rhetorical daughter will hate me for being so emotionally flat/empty/dead inside?

say that my dreams of raising a daughter better than my parents raised me will never come to anything. it'll hurt and i'll cope with that but, there are some days i feel so detached and not myself i have this slight unease if i murder family. i already hate my parents so i feel like they'll be the victims foremost if i do lose myself. but what i'm scared of is being so far gone. i commit murder in catatonia and get assessed in court in a catatonic state. no longer human, no different than an animal.

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Anonymous 121900

>>121894
the early 20s is when people usually start figuring themselves out, but it takes a while and that process may be longer or harder for someone with autism/social difficulties. there is nothing wrong with being withdrawn or disinterested in popular hobbies/activities. look for things you like doing, appreciate the time spent doing those things, use your time wisely to cultivate your skills.
eventually you'll find like-minded people and form sincere friendships with them, but if you're not interested in that, there's nothing inherently wrong with it either.

if you still live with your parents, try to limit your time around them until you manage to live by yourself. understand people unfortunately will always have certain expectations, but not meeting them doesn't determine your self worth.

focus on what you can do to feel better and build a routine that isn't distressing to you, since you have a lot of sensory issues.
if you truly dream of having a daughter, dont give up on it because of current limitations. but for now you should focus on yourself. once you improve your situation then you can start thinking about that.

being scared of hurting others/going crazy are common fears for people who have gone through abuse. that drives you closer to humanity, not further from it

take care



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