i'm not looking for advice, just want to vent, and I felt this was too nsfw for the regular /feels/ .
ever since I got into escorting and sugaring i've come to find out just how truly depraved and insufferable moids can be. like I always knew they were disgusting and idiotic but holy fuck this was a new low. not only do I have to fight my bodies natural reaction to reject these guys during sex, but I have to feed into their egos at the same time.
you have the forty year old divorced dads with Peter Pan syndrome, the ugly bastard tech bros that are one failed arrangement away from being full fledged incels, the hopeless romantic soy boy that so desperately wants to play mr save a hoe for any freshly turned 18 year old with an ass still tight from varsity volleyball, and of course the "feminist" cool/chill guy that like totally understands the inherent power imbalances in sex work and how he wants to only practice it ethically and blah blah blah.
one time I had a sleazy type of client; some fat ass asian moid with a tacky looking Rolex and Dior savage permeating from his pores. we started off hanging out at a casino he had chosen and he did numerous things to piss me off throughout the night; trying to short my rate, not wanting to wear a condom, trying to go multiple rounds- worst of all was when he asked me if I had any girl friends who would be down to come with me next time we met and I told him no, that none of my friends did stuff like this. he then being the weasel that he is tried playing it off, saying something along the lines of "oh well you can just bring them and we'll have a fun time in the casino and see how the night goes." which to that I said, "my friends don't know I even do this stuff, they'd wonder how we met," what I actually wanted to say was "why the fuck would my friends want to hang out with an old ugly fat fuck like you?" but I held back. he responded something like "just say we met online, we'll all get together and have fun, once the drinks start flowing see where it goes," now my friends have fucked some questionable looking moids, but this moid was delusional off the ass if he thought any girl wouldnt have to be roofied and blacked out to fuck him for free. before I could respond back he added on, "I'll pay you an extra $300, you keep the money for yourself and not tell the others." his audacity truly shocked me. I replied in a very calm and slightly quizzical voice, "so you want me to pimp out my fr
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