/b/ - Random

Pretty freshly 32. It feels like in the past year I've completely reinvented myself. Not in a spending lots of money midlife crisis kind of way but I stopped giving a damn and got over my fear of going out of my comfort zone: dyed hair, cooler DIY clothes, even a tattoo. Things that I WOULD'VE done 5, 10 years ago, but was always too much of a self-conscious wimp to do. I can't believe I let myself be so boring and not outgoing for all my 20s. Hopefully this leads to me finding someone compatible. But even if it doesn't, maybe I'll adopt a cat and just be happier.

Can anyone single in their mid to later 30s here tell me how that's going? I'm still struggling with getting confident enough to live for ME, and not living for the constant dream of a happy marriage or partner.

>>295594
>But I still get the need to socialize and come here.
I fundamentally disdain other people and I hate the base social animal part of me that still needs human interaction to keep me from becoming mentally ill. I have to force myself to interact with people periodically like its medicine. Retarded.

>>295674
Yeah you don't need that. Ever since i learned to cut that out of me my life is better for it. People usually just exhaust you unless its a few rare individuals. You go in expecting fun but its always a swinefest.

>>295674
This site is a pretty subpar substitute for human interaction. But I like the idea to talking to other women while remaining anonymous.
I wouldn't try to make friends from this site, I can't stand some of you and I'd probably despise them in irl.

>>295698
i cant stand me either and wouldnt want to be friends with myself irl too

>>288870
None of this works. I used to get banned from reddit SO much for discussing trans bs. What i ultimately did was get a cheap burner phone from walmart, get a cheap mint mobile plan. its annoying but reddit will ban you from everything especially if you forget you're banned in one sub and accidentally post there.

>>294982
The only way I've found is making multiple burner accounts then deleting them at tranny janny suspicion since Reddit is a shit hole site that censors non pickme women. Reddit is not worth discussion either way and I only use it for educational stuff now and mild entertainment that pertains to personal interests, like looking at cats/news fact checking.

It's too much of a male and pickme driven rape, pedofilia and tranny loving swamp for me to engage in fully unlike lolcur. When there exists whole subreddits for the literal pedofilia of girls, rape of women, tens of dozens of humiliation, and beating, beastiality subreddits but any rare non pickme dissenters can't even have r/female pesissism. And even in that sub, chronic and widespread dominant pickmeism turned it into casual weekly Nigel rants of why doesn't he do the dishes?

>>289528
kekkkk this amount of effort just to talk to braindead redditors is killing me
>>294982
they got rid of the only female communities worth lurking which was r/femalepessimist because trannies got upset but their thousands of subreddits with scrotes sexualizing and objectifying little kids, wanting to rape lesbians into heterosexuality, pornography, disgusting kinks and more degenerate stuff gets to stay on the website. fuck this world, fuck this election, KAM

>>295013
Reddit is trash but at least it isn't DEAD. At least it isn't a shitshow like LC. If you get on subs that don't suck at least you'll meet people and get information. CC is an abandoned wasteland. Half the time nobody will respond to you. Worse than anything else tho, the site itself is sexist for having so depressingly few board topics. What are we demented housewives with no interests? Sometimes i get the impression its even more sexist than reddit for that reason. LC is just as bad

Even after though, CC is like a sub with just 14 subscribers. I wish it wasn't that bad but it is.

Still just yesterday I accidentally responded on 2x, that convicted RAPISTS don't deserve special treatment just because they're trans. I got permabanned from 2x and temp banned from reddit! 2x is run by rape apologist goons and libfems and should be avoided at all costs. Usually I'll just never talk about trannies on there but this conflict pissed me off.

Even so, recommend me a better place to find so many communities and topics on one site. I doubt you can. I don't want to get online to talk about scrotoids and relationshit I want to talk about things i actually enjoy.

>>295779
Reddit is dead, its filled with bots and moderated by troons. Even 2x has troon mods because powermods(troons) force their way into every popular subreddit, just like they try to do with everything else in their miserable lives.

>>133479
damn sounds comfy, love strawberry pancakes

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>>133489
I just enjoyed it. Don't bully.

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Jesus christ not now.. not ever.. I rather think hating most het relationships and relationship dynamics is more constructive.

The things most women put up with in het relationships, are absolutely vile and I don't want to be 80% of them, and I don't want to BE 80% ofthe women I know either. The things they put up with make me gag.

Hey relationships are just repulsive

There is a think called casually enjoying all kinds of erotica from time to time. It doesn't matter if its yaoi or Yuri or yumejo

Most het sex is just as bad, and most men are extremely degrading when you get to know what they want sexually. Don't even fucking start.

what happened to all the resident (definitely female from what i could tell) schizos that used to be on here? they were pretty cool. they made super interesting and entertaining threads.

I had no idea that "country EDM" existed

>>269609

i agree to an extent. a few of my girl friends have genuine male friends who wouldnt try to persue them sexually or romantically. i met those guys they're actually nice but i still think we have nothing in common. and i have no idea how my friends befriended the honestly?? but yeah i feel like being attracted to men while not being platonically compatible with them is a curse. knowing i have to hang out with a guy alone in order to find a bf just makes me want one even less…

I believe in "one guy, one girl"

I don't sleep around and I dislike being touched

I don't get this sex thing. Standing on all fours and letting someone bone you sounds like a humiliation ritual. Having genitals in your mouth is just as bad. Sex is invasive and weird, and it's in no way related to love.

>>295747
>I don't get this sex thing. Standing on all fours and letting someone bone you sounds like a humiliation ritual. Having genitals in your mouth is just as bad. Sex is invasive and weird, and it's in no way related to love.

How do you explain women who crave this humiliation ritual?

thanks for the reminder nona

>>295613
I love omurice

I do but I also add a shitload of butter.

>>295616
I might try that too. Probably tastes like popcorn.

Had a French roomie who would eat white sticky rice with jarred marinara sauce.

>>295646
I'll help society, just must get even with it first, by injecting an ocean of pain.

Wasn't there a medieval case where an entire nun convent was basically a giant harem for the abbess in charge?

Read The Decameron.

It'd be nice if men weren't awful and religion didn't suck.

>hello fellow women, isn't the idea of joining [MY IDEA OF A GOOD MALE-CONTROLLED FEMALE VOCATION] fantastic
>I sure wish that I, who am definitely a woman, could do that
This is the second nun thread I've seen recently >>260672 and I'm starting to wonder now if it's some /pol/ moid thinking he's succeeding in psyopping people into his chosen target. If you browse retardpill boards you can see these kinds pop up with their hot takes on psychology and the opposite sex, most of which are woefully immature/oversimplified/inaccurate. There's always a few of them floating around going "watch guys, if I infiltrate a female community and talk up being <thing> they'll all go 'wow you are right I will immediately go do <thing>' because women are a hivemind herd animal and I am a genius, you guys just aren't handling The Females correctly", and this is on the usual list of shit they like to pick. Tradwifing, stuff involving male religious orders, pushing women onto doing behaviors men personally find attractive, and so on. It's kind of sad.

Will my plan get me the desired results?

ok how about this time?

>>291658
will i make it, sonic totem?

Will everyone on this site make it?

Is it going to be ok?

Because you can get it from drinking tons of milk. And i dont want to go out and get sun damage on my skin. It ages you 10x faster than if you just stayed out of the revolting sun.

I have to trade my 7-dehydrocholesterol to get the calciferol, so it's not free. That cholesterol is MINE and it can't have it.

Why ppl ITT hate sunlight so much? Sun is cool

>>295605
They've been brainwashed by the same people who want everyone to become plant based and weak.

>>295587
silly cat

All according to plan.