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>>3312
the most based possible answer

I can be any of these depending on the day

I guess I'm between 3 and 4. I believe aliens exist but not angels and demons. I wouldn't really classify myself as spiritual at all.

im on tier zero but very open to disscusions of conspiracy stuff and esotericism. i feel like everyday im battling with myself bc i have this inner skeptic in me but also the fear of missing out on some really important universal truth

tier 5, witch but still learning. I'm trying to make the world bend to my will little by little

>>11936
i've never heard of him. tbh i've never given much thought to spiritual gurus outside of Neville Goddard. it seems like the books focus on esoteric secrets of the Yaqui people? i'll give them a shot.

>>11939
what i like is that there is no proof for or against it, and even if there was i wouldn't care. call it AP or lucid dreaming, i'm looking for the experience. idk why i, as an agnostic who shuns most forms of spirituality, believe so heavily in shifting. i've been deep in the shackles of manifestation/shifting for years, so i guess if you believe you believe. i also don't want to live forever. reincarnation seems like a worser hell, idk what my 2024 self was thinking.

>>11942
>secrets of the Yaqui people?
The guy who taught Castaneda supposedly was an old Yaqui indian and some sort of shaman, but it might as well be that he only manifested as such in the eyes of Castaneda. Supposedly, people who saw the old fellow at the same time could later disagree on what he actually looked like, they would describe different clothing, mannerisms, some would even say he was a young man.

>>11942
>reincarnation seems like a worser hell, idk what my 2024 self was thinking.
You must be my alter ego nona, I was hoping for it in 2024 as well but now I honestly fear it. Of course I also find the idea of heaven and the idea of ceasing to exist to both be pretty scary. I do wish science would explore beyond the material though, some of the "quantum woo" stuff seems fairly reasonable. Maybe we're getting there, I do feel we've made some progress since 2024 even if only slightly but maybe that's just me

We should talk more about reality shifting here

>>11956
We should talk more here in general because this board is dead as fuck

>>1317
This sounds made-up

Most of them are scammers so no

Most are scammers but some may be real. I wouldn't doubt if there is some spiritual world that you could tap into it with enough focus

Do not believe anything they tell you. They may be in contact with demons. I used to be a "psychic" and it is not what it is portrayed to be on television. I was overtaken by demons very quickly.

>>1318
Kind of believe in this but I'm wondering how they actually know anything. If they're watching you and taking in the world in a different state of being then I'd their knowledge all still based mainly on witnessing events externally or do they have any greater sense of your internal experience?

Neoplatonism >>>>>> gnosticism


Matter is actually good because the gods created it and are right here with us. Humans choose to be good or bad. Enjoy your stay.

I arrived to a similar conclusion and worldtheory by myself without having ever heard of gnosticism beforehand, so when I learned about its existence I was quite glad. I

>>11881
Something I've noticed is that most Gnostics these days (at least in the prison planet circles) have a habit of blaming their own poor living situations on God rather than looking around them. My boss is gonna fire me? Must be the demiurge, can't be that my boss chose to do that. I won't say this is the only or best place to be reincarnated into but I will say acting like there's only evil at work is a poor mentality to have. It doesn't help that many are depraved and have a habit of getting off to stuff like rape porn or are some flavor of bigot, you'd think they'd want to avoid contributing to the system that's apparently keeping all this going

It's baby's first step into enlightenment, I was also into Gnosticism but now I am Lutheran.

Saw an experience that lines up very well with the current Gnosticism/Prison Planet stuff. Do take note that this was caused by a half dose of shrooms and according to the OP the hospital said "mushroom toxicity" caused this, don't know if this was actual death though

>>573
Could be potentially easier and cheaper by setting a controlled fire inside your car and locking everything, but dont do it

>>9856
>>6598
Back on this thread 3 years after my initial post. Relationship fell apart after 2 and a half years and I'm living alone in a city with not a single friend or support system. I'm doing uni and even started an antidepressant in hopes of improving my mood but I'm still suffering from the same issues, unable to perform most tasks, can't engage with hobbies and interests etc. I am not really alive, just here.

Suicide is such a beautiful dream to escape into. Dreaming about waking up dead, being hit by a car, dying of disease and finally having some physical manifestation of what's going on inside. I'm craving an end to pain. I'm not fully committed to the idea as I don't think I've hit rock bottom just yet. I still crave love and conncetion though it's extremely far out of reach. Do you guys feel like it was doomed from the start? When I recall my memories it seems there was always a veil of tragedy and quiet alienation over my life. I'm going to keep trying for now but I'm researching methods in the background for when I inevitably give up again.

>>11758
i recommend sasu forum. i hope you find the peace you are looking for.

every now and then I hear about a bunch of dumbasses die because they ran their car in a garage for warmth
makes me wonder is it really that easy to die sometimes

>>11778
>makes me wonder is it really that easy to die sometimes
Yeah it is. I lost my grandma because she got a fucking bug bite while on a vacation and contracted a rare strand of cancer from it. That could've been anyone, you, me, someone we know, literally anyone can die that way and it's horrifying. Makes me feel almost agoraphobic.

I wish I wasn't so scared of death and what happens after so I could just kill myself and get life over with. I feel existential lots of the time because it's likely there's nothing after death which just makes death and loss more difficult. I don't kill myself because I'm scared of everything just ending and also I'm scared of possible repercussions after death

>>11908
I also wouldn't trust men to tripsit, I've seen many men admit that raping someone who's on drugs is their fantasy

>>11876
I had one by accident, I got weed that was laced with it. It was one of the worst experiences of my life. Literal hell dimension.

>>11926
Yeah I've heard lots of stories about people who feel like they visited the afterlife and how hellish trips make them never want to die

My theory based on stuff like near death experiences is that they have some underlying issues that causes their negative emotions to flare up and form into a realm/creatures but that's a complete conspiracy and I have no real proof for it honestly. Maybe it's a prison planet or it's just our brains being weird, who knows

>>11929
For me personally it felt very distinctly (don't ask me how I knew, I just did) that I was being trapped in a "punishment dimension" that was made out of every negative thing I ever did or thought or had happen to me, like a culmination of all the negative energy I ever encountered. I'm not spiritual in the slightest, I think it's interesting how drugs have very specific ways to interact with the human brain and I guess this is just what salvia does. I was trapped all alone in the universe knowing I would never have a human experience again like talking to friends or eating, I was fully isolated and removed from a physical body experience, and at the same time I could look around myself (not in the room I was in but drifting through a landscape) and everything was just covered with a thin veneer of normalcy but underneath I could see flesh pulsing. It was awful because I knew I was tripping and thought I had just smoked a normal joint, which wouldn't even get me super stoned usually, so I thought I had fried my brain the way you sometimes hear it with people who develop a weed psychosis or something. So I was 100% aware of what was going on and my only logical conclusion was that I was experiencing locked-in syndrome and wouldn't come out of it. I was visiting my mom at the time, and she woke up somehow and found me wheezing on the ground, when she found me it exacerbated my panic because I was convinced she would have to call an ambulance and they would put me away in a ward for people who broke their brains irreparably. If I had been alone maybe I would have killed myself from the hopelessness of it all.

>>11932
I think it's been proven psychedelics reduce brain activity (or possibly reroute it) so it's very possible you entered some weird realm of your thoughts. Then again some experiences are super random like people fighting with SoundCloud rappers or hallucinating bags of onions talking to them, some accurately produce near death experience results like tunnels, life reviews and seeing deceased loved ones

The funeral industry is exploitative and full of people using society's "don't talk about death" stigma to push Christian shit onto the dead even when they didn't follow that religion. I remember seeing a story of a taoist woman who was given a Catholic themed funeral, it's pretty clear this industry is full of some nasty behavior

>>11930
Relatives alone are responsible for carrying out the last will of the deceased. If relatives fail to do so, getting sent off according to local customs shouldn't come as surprise.

He is the type of guy that will hire impersonator just so people will talk about how he got killed and replaced by a double.

Not her but agree with >>11911
He is the kind to make up conspiracies about himself or do retarded shit just to attention whore

>>11909
I think the Jim Carrey nona has been MIA since 2024

>>11914
Couldn't blame her for being MIA. He seems like a psycho