Female Creep Thread Anonymous 2475[Reply]
Has anyone else here just done unabashedly creepy things in their life?
Recently, I saw a really cute guy in one of my Zoom classes, and I feel guilty, but I took a bunch of screenshots of him. Every moment felt like something that needed to be captured and collected. Him holding a cup, standing up, turning to the side, closing his eyes. He looked like a painting or something. The more I think about it, the more I realise that wasn’t a socially acceptable thing to do.
I feel like I should delete them all out of common decency, but then they’re gone forever, and it’s not like I intend to doxx him or anything. Plus, the Zoom itself was recorded, so he might be shown there, anyway. I still feel wrong for doing it at all, though. I know I wouldn’t want to be recorded or screenshotted. Am I the only one like this?
481 posts and 68 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.Anonymous 11515
>>11514Which thread is that do you mean the MTF thread?
Anonymous 11521
>>9936<It doesn't hurt me or harm them as well.
Seeing and old post from myself here and whoa was I a big fat liar. I still do this— cyberstalking I mean— to this day (I mean, I always did) and mostly is due to self sabotage from a down low self esteem. I keep track of everyone from my past and their friends. Always on the lookout. If they have a public profile I am almost certainly there. I remember I also invaded my first boyfriends game account and bought something there with game currency that was on the account just so he knows there is someone there.
I would really call myself a big fat loser, though.
Anonymous 11545
what mental disorder can make you prone to stalking people? i feel like i just fall in love so hard i can become obsessed, i wish it was temporary limerence but it literally lasts years
Anonymous 11555
>>11545this is just a guess, but in my experience i would consider stalking an avoidant trait. this doesn't mean that everyone who has [cyber]stalked someone has AVPD but that's pretty much the only thing that springs to mind. i also fall in love for years since i was really young. i have always been someone prone to pronounced emotional reactions, paired with low self esteem and extreme shyness that, after my teens, became an avoidant streak that i haven't been able to get rid of. to me it's almost like a way to experience love with total control. it's also a way for me to spend my time and daydream and it's definitely served me as a way of escaping my "real" problems and/or procrastinating. so there's also that. would love to hear your insights though
>>11459i would suggest not stalking him if there's a possibility of actually becoming close to him. since you're most likely to do it anyway you should at the very least not post about him except anonymously. good luck!
Anonymous 11559
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I once found out where the guy I liked lives by finding his plotaroute account and checking the beginning of all of his uploaded routes (to make sure they match up) then loading the route onto google maps, going into street view and finding the house that matches up where he starts his routes.
