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Anonymous 452[Reply]

Have you guys ever had any delusions? Episodes of psychosis? Paranormal activity?

I haven't really shared this story with anyone I know in real life and I'm a little nervous to post it, honestly. I'm sorry it turned out so long.

For a couple of months when I was around fourteen, I started to have trouble sleeping. I was a bit depressed and friendless, normal teenage girl. I sat around and played Gaia Online instead of going outside, lol.

I started to have more and more bad dreams. It kept getting worse and worse. At a point, after getting maybe an hour or two of sleep every night, I started to feel a… presence. Something had its eyes on me.

As this went on, I slowly started to piece together that the thing "watching" me was a demon. I deduced that there was a portal under my bed, leading to some kind of demon dimension. I felt one presence in particular. I named her Millie. My heart was pounding every night as I felt eyes on me.

This went on for days. Weeks. Months. My grades slipped. Different demons started to emerge from under my bed, watching me at night. I drew pictures of them. I wrote poetry about it. I wasn't sure what they wanted.

I tried to go to my guidance counselor and emphasized I was really depressed and needed help, but I was kind of brushed aside. I started to have anxiety attacks. I asked my mom for help, but she thought I was joking.

I started asking for help from my online friends. It was embarrassing to talk about and no one really took me seriously. I poured my heart out to an older, wiser woman I trusted. She revealed she had experience with such matters and witchcraft. She decided to have me do a cleansing ritual.
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Anonymous 915

>>890
>>835
Anon here. A few days ago, I heard the radio turn on. I was like, okay, probably some alarm, I need to go turn it off. I walked into the room where the radio was and as I go nearer to the radio, I hear this clear as a bell, audible "Heyyyy" in a weird voice. It sounded like it was right next to me. My friend was all the way on the opposite side of the house in the bathroom, so he couldn't have gone to where I was so fast, but I called his name anyway because I was so scared someone somehow broke into our house. I went to the bathroom my friend was in and confirmed he was there. He checked the room for me and turned off the radio. No one was there.

Later that day, as I was going to bed, I saw a man sitting on my bed and some object on my bed. I don't think this is weird, though, because I was probably falling asleep.

Anonymous 916

>>836
I never responded to this, sorry. Since my early/mid teens?

Anonymous 1340

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Dead thread but reviving it.

I believed in a Mind-Hole that prevented me from thinking about God and my existence in reference to him. He was controlling my thoughts and plans and inserting ideas into my head about homicide and suicide. I truly believed that I was being tested by him to do harm against others or myself and that if I passed the test, I would pass the material world into a higher world and become a god myself.
I believed only myself and God were real, and that everything around me was fake and part of the test. Everything I googled did not show up online and I believed that God purposely removed them so I could not find an easy answer.
I died when I was 8 falling down the stairs and ever since then I've been living in his test.

I was hospitalized shortly after an episode and after I was released, I believed the police was following me. I saw police cars constantly and police men in multiple establishments around where I lived that would stare at me. I also thought people were taking pictures of me in public when I was smoking. People in transit that held their phones towards me were taking pictures of me as well.

I think I'm better now. I don't really have these delusions as something that I feel to be real but I still think about them some time, like I was "deactivated" for some time further. Sometimes I freak out because I hear weird sounds that aren't there but it doesn't really get in my life.

Anonymous 1341

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/x/ is best board on Crystal cafe

Anonymous 1354

i once saw a tiny elephant in my room when i was on acid


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Deal with the devil/Demon contact Anonymous 1081[Reply]

How do you make a deal with the devil? And what sort of deals can you make? Does selling your soul mean you lose your ego or sense of self?

I came to the conclusion that if there is in fact a devil, I am guaranteed to go to hell. So why not? Only concerns are getting possessed and ripped off, or having some kind of sly genie trick happen with my wish.
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Anonymous 1168

>>1112

Sorry for late reply anon, being possessed was also my biggest fear but I didn't get results of any kind and I'm glad that also meant no negatives. From what I understand it's EXTREMELY difficult to get possessed by spirits. I've used spells and gotten results but these were white magic and done with good intentions so there wouldn't be a chance of possession anyway.

Anonymous 1227

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I've been studying old texts I found online, and I have decided I am going to try summoning a demon. There is a person in my life I want to take revenge against but I am unable to do so in any tangible way so I am hoping this will work. wish me luck.

Anonymous 1235

>>1227
without long-term spiritual preparation it won't work, you'll see no effect during summoning and after - this is the best scenario. Or believe you "felt something" and loop in your own mind and feelings. The worst, you are going to be fucked by the spirit you are evoking. I do not reccomend evoking demons and other dark entities for the first time!

Anonymous 1241

>>1235
How could I go about this in the long term?

Anonymous 1353

>>1227
Love your enemies. Pray for those that persecute you. We are all connected even if we don't realize it. Any ill will, will hurt yourself as well. Do not be overcome with evil but overcome evil with good. Love mercy, and seek justice.


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Conspiracy theories Anonymous 386[Reply]

Which ones do you believe in?
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Anonymous 1348

>>1343
>>1343
>America is to cover up Epstein and Pedo island and his eventual "suicide" before his trial

Is everyone going to just ignore the fact that this post was made 4 days ago, but Epstein was only found dead yesterday…

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>>1348
no the two previous posts also commented on this…

Anonymous 1350

>>1348
I think it was inevitable that someone with so many powerful connections who could have been affiliated with the scandal “killed himself.” Idk how it works for the rich but I’ve seen how suicide watches are done in jail on a county level and it’s pretty much impossible to blink without someone eyeing you. I think it’s sus that he got off of suicide watch so early.

Anonymous 1351

>>1130
Interesting. YT's killed the video and channel. Archive.org archived it:
https://web.archive.org/web/*/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ziQ_XHf1PBc
Yet when you load the page, it says they don't have it. Even though it starts to load and shows the video run time (1:17:57). They also won't load the name of the video or the name of the channel.
If they hadn't indexed the page, none of that would be there and they wouldn't show the page at all. Sometimes they'll index a page but only have the thumbnails, but not links to full images and videos. But that's not the case here. They're blanking out text on a page they clearly saved.

If the posting anon ever comes back, would you give us a run down of what was in the vid and if you remember the name of the channel.

Anonymous 1352

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Epstein is still alive. The man photographed on the gurney was a body double. He’s probably in Paraguay right now.


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Creepypasta and other scary stories available for online reading. Anonymous 16[Reply]

Borrasca -
https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/3e2zje/borrasca/

A great, atmospheric story. In my opinion, the ending was a bit heavy-handed and relied to much on shock and female torture, but aside from that, it had me hooked.
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Anonymous 1074

I got pretty into this but the last two or so chapters just fell flat for me. I liked that the Mc realized how gross he had treated Aline, but I thought that would somehow tie into the clockmaker's story. Am I missing something, or was it just not wrapped up in a satisfying way?

Anonymous 1085

>>1074
Which of the stories are you replying to?

Anonymous 1169

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Has anyone watched the now-cancelled Channel Zero on Syfy?
It's a TV show based on creepypastas, one pasta per season.

>Candle Cove
>Nowhere House
>Butcher's Block (originally Search and Rescue Woods)
>The Dream Door (originally Hidden Door)

Anonymous 1338

https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/9k6jhx/faeriefruit/

Anonymous 1339

>>1338
That was cute. Lizzie got BTFO'd


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weird world wide web Anonymous 538[Reply]

post odd things you found online
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Anonymous 1310

>>1307
this shit is so larger than life, i couldn't help but laugh. I'm sorry,
Artie. that really is a weird find, but i feel like it must be trolls.

Anonymous 1311

>>1310
I don't think they're trolls, there's someone who's written tons of fanfic about them living in a group home. Some of them give me huge CWC vibes.

Anonymous 1312

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>>1307
>>1308
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Anonymous 1313

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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCi6A60owzgeZ7SSWIwRe6ig

I was refreshing that site which shows you youtube videos with no views a few weeks ago and found this channel. This guy has made these weird biblical/hotep/math themed scrapbook pages and made a few videos reading them out. It sounds like some sort of code but I'd have no idea how to solve it.

Anonymous 1337

>>1313
it seems like its just a mentally ill person


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Female killers general Anonymous 429[Reply]

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Anonymous 446

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Shanda_Sharer

Shanda Renee Sharer (June 6, 1979 – January 11, 1992) was an American girl who was tortured and burned to death in Madison, Indiana, by four teenage girls. She was 12 years old at the time of her death. The incident attracted international attention due to both the brutality of the murder and the young age of the perpetrators, who were aged between 15 and 17 years old.


read the whole thing.

Anonymous 447

>>446
All four girls had troubled backgrounds with claims of physical or sexual abuse committed by a parent or other adult. Hope Rippey, Toni Lawrence, and Laurie Tackett had histories of self-harming behavior.[47] Tackett was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and suffering from hallucinations.[17]

Melinda Loveless, often described as the ringleader in the attack,[48] had the most extensive history of abuse and mental health issues.


man….

Anonymous 469

>>447
This shit is terrifying.

Anonymous 1207

I only recently learned this about one of my mother's favorite authors.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anne_Perry#Murder_and_trial
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parker–Hulme_murder_case

Anonymous 1336

>>1207
Be sure to watch the movie, it's good.


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? Anonymous 1321[Reply]

Do any of you wish you could rape someone in hopes you'd feel in control again of something? I do. I doubt I'll ever be able to, because I hate hurting people and my stature can't easily overpower people.

But I can't help but feel envy towards my ex, who was sexually abused and also raped as an adult, who raped me. I bet it felt wonderful. Like he was able to affect my psyche in how his psyche was permanently altered. I myself have also been sexually abused as a child.i just hate feeling permanently affected in that way. I am scared of men, have awful dreams, and it feels like I'll never be able to move on. I am terrified that in my new relationship, I'll slip up and not be in control as much as I am now. I feel like men at their base level want to dominate, and I despise that and want to beat them down in their efforts to do that to me. But I know it'll never happen, I'm far too physically weak. I wish i could mar one of those fuckers and make them hurt every time they get reminded by something trace that is reminiscent of their experience with me.
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Anonymous 1323

>>1322
Yeah, multiple times. He also filmed it. Sucks to suck.

I feel like a self-respecting guy wouldn't go for BDSM stuff. I would never want to be a sub given my experiences.

Anonymous 1324

I understand, and the answer is yes although I've never had such things happen (it was another type of trauma) I do have issues with men and control. Luckily I am quite large though so feel secure with small men.

I think other anon is right that maybe you'd be best off with a more submissive man? They certainly exist. You shouldn't feel pressured to be in a submissive position yourself, especially after what you've been through.

But overall, though I hate to say it, as it seems right now perhaps you're not ready for a new relationship. It's hurting you and you want to hurt others, so what benefit does it bring?

Anonymous 1327

>>1326
This. Quit being obsessive, and get over it. Seek out some professional help, and put these horrible things behind you.

Anonymous 1333

>>1321
You could probably drug people if you were worried about overpowering them.

Also I don't think this is paranormal or a mystery of any sort, but this board is dead as fuck anyway so who cares I guess.

Anonymous 1335

This is horrifying and makes me hate and fear you a bit, but that makes a good thread for here.


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Mediums Anonymous 1317[Reply]

have you ever seen a psychic or medium who seemed real? what did they tell you?

I saw one last year who gave so much correct info including names and places. She told me stuff I couldn’t even confirm until I talked to my family. She also predicted when I’d meet my soulmate and gave me information about her life and experiences that I found out was all right

Anonymous 1318

>>1317
I guess I’ll start it off

>right off the bat psychic says my dads name
>grandpa is looking after him and you
>says he was watching my last abusive relationship and he wouldn’t have let that happen
>grandpa says “being a hardass didn’t work”
>the only thing I know about him is that he was a hardass
>”there’s a Sarah or a Sylvia looking after you. She wants you to start cooking”
>later when going through a family cookbook that has family photos w my dad, he points out a woman named Sylvia
>”she was always, always cooking”
>unrelated but dad says she was so sweet and his favorite aunt so I’m glad she’s looking after me
>psychic says family wants to keep an Italian, country bloodline
>mentions farms in rural America (been in family for generations)
>psychic says my maternal great grandmother is looking after me
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Anonymous 1319

I’ve never had any experiences with psychics but my friend would religiously go to one. She would always call her during exam weeks to ask what she would get on exams and according to her, the psychic was always spot on. Anyway last semester her psychic told her she would get a grade on an exam that would give her an A (93 for our class) but she got a C on the exam which tugged her final grade down to a B and she almost had a breakdown. I don’t know if she’ll continue contacting the psychic, she’s a very consistent person so I can see her going back in the future.

Anonymous 1334

>>1317
I went to a palm reader, but I suppose it isn't the same thing. Regardless, it was a waste of money. The woman was picking up on things I said and telling them back to me in a slightly different way, as if she had figured it out herself. She would pick up clues to my life and run with them. I honestly believe she wasn't so much a palm reader as she was a people reader.

It's interesting. She thought that I was intelligent and on my way to success due to the fact that I was dressed very nicely and that I was in college, but at the time I'd been failing every course and often wore the same clothes every single day beyond that particular day.


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Monster girls Anonymous 206[Reply]

Post 'em
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Anonymous 989[Reply]

Any experience with Angels?
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Anonymous 1219

>>1030
I believe in angels and am non-religious.

Anonymous 1224

>>989
Yes, angels(angles) are the structural entities that maintain the angular composition of the omniverse. With the assistance of lesser entities, elves, gnomes, fey.

Anonymous 1244

Was reading for hours about angels in my bed, when i heard a voice saying “you are beautiful”

Anonymous 1315

>>1219
What do you believe they are?

Anonymous 1316

>be me
>in hs, don’t believe in anything
>go to lake to sulk
>sky gets grey and yellowy
>heat lightning
>wtf I’m scared
>drive home
>almost get into bad wreck
>missed by a literal inch
>feel weirdly calm
>I’m never calm I’m edgy damaged teenager
>ask myself why am I so calm
>hear very clearly a voice in my head that isn’t mine
>”archangel Michael”
>yo what
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