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Anyone else think about death very often? Anonymous 8523[Reply]

It really feels like I think about death pretty much everyday. It's not even deep pondering, like I could be doing something banal such as listening to music or sitting outside having a snack and the sudden thought will come to me - "I'm gonna die one day". It doesn't exactly shock me or make me depressed but it does shake me up a little. It's like a reminder that the stuff I'm doing in the present moment doesn't matter and I feel silly thinking it does lol. Does this happen to anyone else? Do you find it really difficult to avoid the thought of death?
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Anonymous 8644

Not much about death or its process, rather the after. I know its most likely nothing, but i flirt with the idea of reincarnation from time to time. Coming from a broken home, naturally i want another life with another body and another more fortunate life events.

Anonymous 11325

>>8644
Yes I agree, I also think about the concept of eternity a lot (look up Googology if you want an existential crisis). I don’t know if our actions have any significance at all or if afterlife / reincarnation are real, I do think the idea of going beyond materialism and merging science and spirituality sounds interesting but I don’t know if it’ll happen, hope it does though but I can’t tell the future

Anonymous 11339

Yes. I was told it was an OCD obsession. Its never negative, more just intrusive ponderings and underlying obsession.

Anonymous 11350

always thinking about death when i was a kid i was constantly afraid of imminent death it was always a background process in my head. now not so much, prob more than average but less than when i was 8

Anonymous 11389

I often think about how in every moment of my life I could make news headlines for being killed in a highly unusual way. Like, being exploded on by a computer or a container falling and hitting me on the head a certain way.



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Scary Phone Numbers Anonymous 10891[Reply]

Know any phone numbers that do creepy or wierd things when you call them?
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Anonymous 11282

I heard if you call this one nine digit phone number, I answer my phone.

Anonymous 11351

>>11273
I know 630-296-7536 is the number from the Boothworld Industries creepypasta
https://creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/Boothworld_Industries

Anonymous 11358

>>10891
If you call 911, you'll have to pay a fine. Scary!

Anonymous 11363

>>10891
1-442-667-2337

Anonymous 11388

814-539-2504

The Johnstown police are the shittiest officers ever, they called my roommate stealing $50 a "civil matter"–THATS FUCKING RETARDED HE STOLE MY MONEY WHILE I WAS ASLEEP!!

Also my mom lied to my college saying I was a boy



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What's the worst thing you have ever done? Anonymous 4763[Reply]

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Anonymous 11312

>>11305
Ngl based

Anonymous 11328

>>11305
So uhhh, how you'd set it up, the whole thing? I've been really tight with money, to the point my mom is legit crying very often over how scared she is of what little we have left, and I seriously thought about doing exactly this because jobs just aren't enough. Those gofundmes always rack up an insane amount of money so why not pretend to be a black troon wanting tits/feminization surgery or a tif wanting her tits removed, so now seeing someone mentioning that it worked……. so yeah, maybe it's not the place but any tip??

Anonymous 11373

Pursued a man knowing that he had a girlfriend

Anonymous 11376

>>11305

did you misread this thread? literally states worst, not the best. (i'm being sarcastic if anyone here's an autist). genuinely would love for you to drop a tutorial cause i'm also in a terrible place rn and 3k doesn't sound so shabby.

Anonymous 11387

I am a surprisingly terrible person. I have choked a puppy and punched it in the throat before.



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Anonymous 2558[Reply]

Do you believe in evil? Do you think it exists?
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Anonymous 2602

>>2593
If you just google it on an English search engine you should get it. If not the novel is called Life & Fate.

Anonymous 3196

If true evil does exist it definitely came in the form of Imperial Japan.

Anonymous 11318

our brains justify things after we decide to do them, i see 'evil' more as wrongly feeling justified. i think its probably the result of either brain structure or upbringing. so its like i think some people are evil the same way i think people who like pineapple on pizza are wrong, yk?

Anonymous 11319

I don’t believe in objective morality but I do believe that there are beings who do things we would traditionally see as “evil” but in their mind they enjoy doing it so much that they don’t care how we see it, guess that’s more sadism but the point still stands

Anonymous 11386

>>2558
Do you believe in Hitler? Do you KNOW he exists?



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How to make a deal with the devil? Anonymous 11281[Reply]

>inb4 therapy and take ur meds/kys

I know some people may be against it, but on my case I'm desperate and I've thought about it since I'm a kid.

The only 2 things that I want is, diligence and stop being in a frozen state due to mental health issues/trauma. Unfortunately tho, diligence is a virtue and not a sin, but since I'm an illustrator and I draw for people indulgence, doesn't that make it a sin at the same time?

The internet is an easy way to get some following, so in that sense if I can attract people to the things, in a way is a form of paying my debt a bit along with my soul but i feel/think that my soul has no value, since I have no family, I live alone, I was CSA and did CSAM from 5's to 9's, suffered isolation at kinder till high school, parents and brother were physically and emotionally abusive with me for like 2 decades and had no friends until recently in real life whom are like 2 fellas, I'm single and of course mentally ill, so I wonder if the devil would be interested in someone that suffered so much and has no love/people around but got the talent enough to attract thousands with art, which if I do I can earn lots of money if I do it constantly so that's kind of a sin too in some sort of sense.

I don't want romantic love, I want to stop being a schizoid bitch and do my job, get fame and bucks but seeing how my life was before I don't think the devil wants something to do with me, I don't know if tortured people are something attractive for demons or the devil to make pacts with.

I always wonder what did I do in the other life to go through so much shit, and I wonder if I'll ever get paid back the good things I deserve since I went through this.

Does the devil like people that haven't sin themselves but went through the sins others did on them? How comes life let the abusers live at peace but the children that suffered won't be able to live without having the sins of others over their shoulders?

Am I worth it for the devil? Or I just got nothing to offer at all?

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>>11281
unironically, abandon the devil, join the Catholic Church instead.

Anonymous 11285

Before you get into devil worshipping …I would suggest normie witch craft with all your heart and a money bowl

Anonymous 11385

There was this boy in high school who claimed he sold his soul to Satan to play death metal music 1,000,000 times darker than Satan.

HE WASN'T JOKING!! One day he sang "Forced Gender Reassignment" at lunchtime and he was much more menacing than the original artist, Cattle Decapitation. He sounded like he meant it.



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Anonymous 10880[Reply]

What's the worst nightmare you ever had?
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Anonymous 11334

>>11310, >>11313
I’ve had them about my father and it grosses me out beyond belief. Dreams of dying and the world/universe ending happen often to me as well and it’s very bad and causes me to constantly wake up in existential crisises

Anonymous 11345

i used to have nightmares daily and i found that hearing about other peoples nightmares would make me have nightmares similar to theirs the same night. i also had the same nightmare every night about my brother molesting me and me not being able to move or scream but i stopped having it after like 10 years
also:
>amputating my own limbs and having to sew them back on
>forced anal penetration or rape by family members
>bomb exploding in my hands and seeing/feeling my maimed bloody fingers
>friend getting hit by a car in front of me and staring into her deceased lifeless eyes and face
>peeling my eyeball like a grape
>decapitating myself

Anonymous 11346

>>11345
can I kiss you?

Anonymous 11349

i have recurring nightmares of getting married.

always to a man, it's always the day of the wedding, and i'm about to walk down the aisle. it's always "we spent so much money on this, how am i going to get out, oh my god the divorce proceedings, what about our families, this is such a waste, my life is over"
absolutely horrifying every time. it's like my version of being buried alive lol i always wake up in a cold sweat and hyperventilating

Anonymous 11384

I was 15 when I had this nightmare. I was being sent to some sort of "correctional institution" by my parents for something I didn't even do. I was taken there on a van and walked in with handcuffs.

When I was taken in, I saw children, some as young as three, having their bodies disassembled with buzz saws and their organs being placed into buckets. Hundreds of children literally ripped to pieces were hung on clothing lines and their organs were being amputated. I cannot unhear the scream in pain I heard when one boy's testicles were ripped off with pliers and then his eyes were cut out.



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What are the darkest thoughts you have? Anonymous 5684[Reply]

Tell CC what you can't tell anybody else.
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Anonymous 11167

I’ve read so much about the paranormal and conspiracies about the afterlife that I’ve seen some horrifying theories for what happens when we die (like that it’s possible to be trapped as a ghost for eternity and never reach heaven/reincarnation). I think a lot about the concept of eternity and how huge numbers can get or all the things that could happen throughout infinite time. I don’t know if any of it’s true but after thinking so much about it you begin to wonder how no one else has lost their minds thinking of the possibilities

Anonymous 11168

>>11167
Absolutely same, it's got me genuinely too afriad to kms despite being insanely depressed lol

Anonymous 11170

>>11168
Anon you replied to and yeah it’s horrifying. The book “Embraced By The Light” by Betty Eadie has put me on a meltdown because she says Mormonism is the closest to the true religion and that scares the fuck out of me. A bunch of celebrities like Oprah Winfrey and Kim Kardashian have boosted her as well, I hope it was made up

Anonymous 11367

What if this really is the best of all possible worlds?

Anonymous 11383

Very disturbing stuff that makes Slayer look like kids' music:

- killing my family
- mutilating corpses to wear their body parts
- eating dead bodies
- sacrificing dogs to Jesus by burning them
- getting horrible periods



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Female Creep Thread Anonymous 2475[Reply]

Has anyone else here just done unabashedly creepy things in their life?
Recently, I saw a really cute guy in one of my Zoom classes, and I feel guilty, but I took a bunch of screenshots of him. Every moment felt like something that needed to be captured and collected. Him holding a cup, standing up, turning to the side, closing his eyes. He looked like a painting or something. The more I think about it, the more I realise that wasn’t a socially acceptable thing to do.
I feel like I should delete them all out of common decency, but then they’re gone forever, and it’s not like I intend to doxx him or anything. Plus, the Zoom itself was recorded, so he might be shown there, anyway. I still feel wrong for doing it at all, though. I know I wouldn’t want to be recorded or screenshotted. Am I the only one like this?
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Anonymous 11348

>>10768
Same
I need to reduce my digital footprint

Anonymous 11375

i had a crush when I was 16, been stalking him since then and it's been ten years. I stalk his girlfriend, family, friends, etc just to see what he's up to. I know I should stop but I can't and it makes me feel sick sometimes, I have sober months but then I relapse heh

Anonymous 11377

i've only ever stalked a single person and i'm so deadset on her its crazy. i legitimately do not know anything about her. we met on a popular gaming site and she initially hated my guts but would also reveal personal details like her weight and height while posting and replied to me about her eating disorder. even better is that she claims to share the account with a good friend of a few years. i stalked her so hard i found a majority of her past comments but i dont even know if its her. what kind of crazy wackass idiot shares a gaming account with a friend?? i'm so sure she's just lying out her bum cause her "friend" and her sound virtually the same. same punctuation, same emojis, same texting pattern. initially, what got me interested were our shared interests and common ground when discussing mental health issues. she reminds me so much of my past self as an insecure preteen, its disgusting. she would even post whenever i posted. mind you, she only had about 6 posts before interacting with me and would always post 1 or 2 days after i'd posted. when i realised, i actively began posting more (which i despise doing) knowing that she'd give a sort of "indirect reply." she even stole my creative insults to refute people in her comment sections.

i feel like a part of me feels terrible for being so mean to her. she hasn't been active in a good 3/4 months and our last exchange was when i called her out for being a tif and told her i wouldn't care if she died. she's made me into such a hideous psychopath. i dislike the use of ai but i even installed chatgpt to make some dumb bot analyze some turbo autist's gaming account. i was already well informed of my stupid savior complex and i hate how badly she made me want to save her. in my eyes, she has no one else to talk to which is why she was so quick to share her personal life with me despite making fun of me altogether. she is so obviously making up her fake friend, i just need her to prove it to me. she's just another narcissistic slaghag with a thing for her haters. and even though i chant it like a prayer, i still wish to know who she truly is. her username is just some vocaloid moid's name- its so infuriating the way i've nothing to go off of. considering i do not even know her age, i know this situation's terrible. to be fair, i taunted her for her age and she simply said it wasn't any of my business, then i told her to die. i know i've gotten myself in such a mess but i remain curious. i hate it Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 11378

when i was fourteen or so there was this boy i stalked. i stalked his insta and sent him a letter in a cesar shift that lead to a throwaway account. he figured out pretty quick it was me because it was a small school and i had just transferred there. for a while i still checked up on his Instagram accounts though. he no longer attaches his name to his Instagram so i cant find it. i know i could but i dont feel like putting in the effort honestly.

Anonymous 11382

Here's some fucked up shit I have done:
- I have stolen my sister's used tampon and stuck it into myself
- I falsely accused a transgender person of being a pedophile because I wanted him out of the women's dorms (his name was Michael but he called himself Michelle)
- I have thrown my used tampon at a boy before
- I have a weird obsession with my periods
- I told a Catholic "God hates us all!" And laughed at her crying

I'm not so sweet after all… under my cute pikachu hoodie is probably the most fucked up thing you'll ever meet.



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Demonically Possessed Dog Anonymous 11381[Reply]

This happened last year during the wintertime. My family dog, whose name I will be changing to "Freckles" is a small shichon puppy. She was 2 at the time but literally will never grow out of being a puppy.

Freckles did something one night that scared the crap out of me. She walked under a bed, but then her eyes turned red and she started biting at me. I realized how lucky I was to avoid it because seconds later she shredded a leg of the bed with more strength than the Rottweiler owned by my family friend!

I am now terrified of my family dog. I'm a rather strong girl, being able to lift the weights more than the men in my family, but this little puppy scares me. I cannot walk to the bathroom alone and I have nightmares.


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Anonymous 11379[Reply]

What websites are best for osint/are free? Are there any i can use on private Instagram accounts? Are there any i can use to find out what instagram someone used to sign up for Instagram?

Anonymous 11380

I also want to be able to find all of the accounts of this person. I know that if an Instagram is private most ways to do osint are not possible, but maybe there is some other way. This person is a creep, and i want to give them a taste of their medicine.



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