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>>827
She's supposed to be "really dead this time". https://lolcow.farm/snow/res/602401.html#750518

>>819
I still remember when Tourettes Guy was said to be dead on his website then came back years later.

>>819
i've known someone who killed himself. And i honestly pray for this to be fake. It would be so much less burden on my heart to know if this person faked it all. I wonder if anyone is going through something similar.

I am :(
<3

>>1394
how long has this person been dead for you? for me it has been 2 years. And i still get dreams where he might have faked it all, and that one dya i just randomly meet him on the street.

>>793

Damn that sounds interesting. Have you found it anon? You've made me really curious and thirsty for it now haha

It's very fitting Halsey is in the picture, she has made up so many lies of how she was homeless, kicked out of her house, got bullied in school etc. And how she's marketing herself towards 14 year old SJW edgelords with her bisexual/bipolar act and getting fake outraged over little things on Twitter because that's trendy nowadays and draws in a large crowd

>>771
Like Lana del rey?

>>793
On youtube someone wrote 21 pilots are suppose to fill void my chemical romance void. As it. Never can happen.

>>754
I don't really like the term "industry plant". I feel like the term is being miss-used a lot by people nowadays. I, of course, will not deny the fact that there are plenty of artists who got more than enough incentives and had the perfect conditions handed out to them in order to reach top charts while in contrast acting as if they worked really hard to do so.
However, that said I still think that the "fabrication" process
of building up the persona of someone to be something more interesting then they actually are (someone that most of the times is completely different) isn't really applicable to that many artists.
Take >>764 Avril Lavigne for instance, before she released her first record "Let go" she was actually already into her whole tomboy way of dressing/acting (heck, even before she denied working with the first record company). Then, 2007 comes along and she started releasing records like "The best damn thing" with the song "girlfriend" which feels as cookie cutter and generic teen girl pop as it can be. Heck… she even dubbed that song (in the most awful way) in like what? 8 different languages? Then she continued her transition into pop and now… she's pretty much only criticized.
One might say "hey but wasn't she a catholic or whatever singing in churches?" so was Justin, but guess what? that's when they were really young (under 18), people grow up and like I said, she had the whole tomboy thing going for her before even working with music professionally.
If anything, Avril was fabricated post 04 into becoming just another overly marketed pop symbol for teenage girls.

Now, the new hot thing is calling Billie Ellish a industry plant as well. I honestly don't know her past, how she used to dress/talk/act back when she didn't work professionally or when she still wasn't famous. So honestly, I can't really give any opinion on her. But frankly, I cannot see how being an "industry plant" affects an artist's work. I can't see how it makes their work less enjoyable or how it takes away talent from them.

>>1382
I don't really have a dog in this fight but I can see the argument for why being an "industry plant" would detract from the art. I'd argue that art is degraded if it's attached to a sold package or product, and the sold product that it's a part of (celebrity image, personality, a fantasy,) turns out to be false a.k.a. false product.

So, if you just dig the art (void of the image or package attached to it) then the art is not affected for you.

Dead thread but reviving it.

I believed in a Mind-Hole that prevented me from thinking about God and my existence in reference to him. He was controlling my thoughts and plans and inserting ideas into my head about homicide and suicide. I truly believed that I was being tested by him to do harm against others or myself and that if I passed the test, I would pass the material world into a higher world and become a god myself.
I believed only myself and God were real, and that everything around me was fake and part of the test. Everything I googled did not show up online and I believed that God purposely removed them so I could not find an easy answer.
I died when I was 8 falling down the stairs and ever since then I've been living in his test.

I was hospitalized shortly after an episode and after I was released, I believed the police was following me. I saw police cars constantly and police men in multiple establishments around where I lived that would stare at me. I also thought people were taking pictures of me in public when I was smoking. People in transit that held their phones towards me were taking pictures of me as well.

I think I'm better now. I don't really have these delusions as something that I feel to be real but I still think about them some time, like I was "deactivated" for some time further. Sometimes I freak out because I hear weird sounds that aren't there but it doesn't really get in my life.

/x/ is best board on Crystal cafe

i once saw a tiny elephant in my room when i was on acid

>>1340
I believe in your mind hole too. I have a suppressed superstition that there's something I'm not allowed to think about, that both my thoughts and my speech is blocked. the thoughts are delivered through a sieve, I can touch that they were once there, but I can't express them. I wouldn't be able to say exactly what I can't think, but power over consciousness to this degree is attributable only to god or to the sum of humanity, which must be the same thing. I think we are all suppressed this way, because I really do think it is global consciousness itself, the spark that produced sentience, which is permanently unhinged and attempting to repress the disruption as not to further the fissure.


but to no avail, something's coming

>>452
I was half-asleep in my bed when suddenly I heard a voice in my mind telling me to let them in. I knew that if I did I would die. I was starting to lose control and I felt myself slipping away and I got so scared I think i woke up some kind of last second strength and I managed to fight it off.

Still no idea what the heck that was but I really think I almost died that day.

>>446
All four girls had troubled backgrounds with claims of physical or sexual abuse committed by a parent or other adult. Hope Rippey, Toni Lawrence, and Laurie Tackett had histories of self-harming behavior.[47] Tackett was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and suffering from hallucinations.[17]

Melinda Loveless, often described as the ringleader in the attack,[48] had the most extensive history of abuse and mental health issues.


man….

>>447
This shit is terrifying.

I only recently learned this about one of my mother's favorite authors.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anne_Perry#Murder_and_trial
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parker–Hulme_murder_case

>>1207
Be sure to watch the movie, it's good.

>>447
those girls were so messed up beyond all belief because of evil people in their lives. I'm not condoning their behaviour whatsoever but they were victims too.

>>408
It's from a small town on an island…I really feel like I'd be giving my identity away if I told you. Sorry, anon.

>>409
ahh noo ive been looking for it for like 2 hrs already. feel free to shove me off a turret, i think im ready
it's a great story,p. you're so lucky to have old ruins around, they have that peculiar atmosphere when you can almost physically feel how old this place is, like an imprint left by ages and people who dwelt there

>>410
aaaa I'm sorry. Okay your clue is that it's in Ireland

I really love ruins, they're incredible. They're the only thing from distant history that you can touch, really. Everything else is behind red rope or glass. I once went to the Colosseum and it blew my mind that I was standing in the same spot gladiators and spectators would have stood.

There's another ruin (this time of a house) near my bf's house and we took a hike up to see it once. The story goes that it once was used as a meeting place for occultists who got up to all kinds of fun like dressing like Satan and inviting him to join them at meal times. One night a man walked in, intending to stay the night and asked the men for a game of cards. He was exceptionally good and the other men suspected he was cheating. One man drops a card, bends down to pick it up and notices that the stranger has hooves for feet. As revenge for what the man had seen, the devil burns the house down and that's why it's a ruin (so they say). I'd say that was just a story made up by the locals who thought it was a bit queer that someone would choose to live up a mountain and away from society and felt like whoever lived there "had what was coming to them" due to superstitions, but that's just me.

People say that if you do certain rituals, you'll see the devil. Or it's possible to see ghosts. Myself and my bf messed around for a bit and although it's pretty creepy, I didn't experience anything spooky. Cool place to hang out on a nice day, though. I also think it's funny how initially the place was associated with anti-social behaviour (like drinking, occult activities, gambling, orgies…etc) and in a sense it still is because kids keep hiking up at night to have raves, get drunk and do drugs. Kind of sweet to keep up the tradition, lol.

There are other myths about giant black demon cats roaming around at night and all kinds of other wild mythological stories. I love it. Honestly, after staying at my bf's house overnight I can kind of see why people came up with all of these stories. The sounds of foxes crying and bats screeching at night always freak me out.

I came across this, and thought of this thread:
http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/canadian-government-gag-order-mk-ultra-1.4448933

A relatedly personal side is that I used to be friends with an Aboriginal girl whose mother had similar symptoms to what the testing program's victims describe in the article, and the mother had spent time in the Canadian Residential School System/Sixties Scoop as well as hospitals for anxiety. If this was happening in hospitals to white people, then based on the shit way Aboriginal people were treated for so long in Canada it wouldn't be surprising if Aboriginal "orphans" were used as test subjects as well.

Some links:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canadian_Indian_residential_school_system

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sixties_Scoop

http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/a-history-of-residential-schools-in-canada-1.702280

>>1377
sew edgy

grow up

What kind of post? If it's something against the law usually the mods report it themselves.

You can, there's a way to report to the FBI online, but I'm a yuropoor so I don't recall the exact site.

Can we report the woman hate thread posters to the fbi while we’re at it?

>>1358
I don't have the gif but I know what you are talking about. It's from a radiohead promotional.

>>1360
If you look up Radiohead, tinker tailor solider sailor rich man poor man beggar. You get the video, I can't find the gif because I am phoneposting at work and my high speeds data is spent.
Hope this helps.

>>1359
I believe I could make it rain. I practiced a rain spell three times in my life, all on sunny day and it would rain later on day.

>>1362
what kind of spell would you do to make it rain?

>>1362
One time it would with a group of friends holding hands and reading from some new age spell book. It was some cheesy chant.
The other two times evolved me being alone in the my backyard burning stuff (dried leaves, flowers, a letter, ect. to show how dry the ground is). And calling out to the god on the clouds.

>>1042
Thanks for posting this. I grew up close to Death Valley, and this story gives me a mixture of nostalgia and envy. One must love a good mystery.

>>1112

Sorry for late reply anon, being possessed was also my biggest fear but I didn't get results of any kind and I'm glad that also meant no negatives. From what I understand it's EXTREMELY difficult to get possessed by spirits. I've used spells and gotten results but these were white magic and done with good intentions so there wouldn't be a chance of possession anyway.

I've been studying old texts I found online, and I have decided I am going to try summoning a demon. There is a person in my life I want to take revenge against but I am unable to do so in any tangible way so I am hoping this will work. wish me luck.

>>1227
without long-term spiritual preparation it won't work, you'll see no effect during summoning and after - this is the best scenario. Or believe you "felt something" and loop in your own mind and feelings. The worst, you are going to be fucked by the spirit you are evoking. I do not reccomend evoking demons and other dark entities for the first time!

>>1235
How could I go about this in the long term?

>>1227
Love your enemies. Pray for those that persecute you. We are all connected even if we don't realize it. Any ill will, will hurt yourself as well. Do not be overcome with evil but overcome evil with good. Love mercy, and seek justice.