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Did you mean conspiracy theories or people like Plaaastic who pretended to commit suicide only to come back under a different persona, OP?

>>821
The latter but I don't know about Plaaastic, please elaborate if you like

>>823
Okay! Plaaastic is a Vietnamese girl that amassed a following by posting edgy pics on IG. She had her own fashion brand and an autobiography. She also had lots of drama related to her background: her parents abused her, she was homeless for a while and her husband serially cheated on her. She was pretty open about her mental illnesses but one day a picture was posted in her IG account that claimed she had taken her own life.


People mourned her death but a few months after a similar edgy aesthetic account called nitenite99 started posting pics with the same props as Plaaastic and even the same room and tattoos as her. People on PULL and Lolcow ended up discovering it was truly Plaaastic and that she had lied about many, many other things about her

Sorry if this isn't very clear, you can find more info on those sites!

>>821
>>823
>>827
omfg I feel so gratified right now. I remember when everybody on PULL Was poring over her translated autobiography and I remember thinking ffs, this is too over the top and extreme (whether or not she was dead or not). No one would allow any criticism of her and so I just stopped following the thread. haha, I knew something was up, I was so sick of how everybody idolized and made her out to be this uwu angel even when she was alive.

>>834
Read the thread now, everyone has pretty much turned on her, it's an amazing shitfest. I read her PULL and lolcow threads after reading >>827 and it's been some of the most intriguing drama I've seen, especially considering (like you said) the amount of support she used to get.

Yeah.

That said, I don't think we're all quite as free as we're led to believe.

>>828
That story saddens me, anon, but why? Why did you do that? What made you that way?

>>829
I don't know, I just couldn't keep myself from believing that he never cared about me and only wanted to fuck with my head. I knew it wasn't true but I just could help but believe it.
So I lashed out in ways I didn't want to, and just really lost myself.

>>831
There's got to be a reason, anon. Nobody just acts that way out of the blue. Someone must have said something to you. It can't be your fault.

I want to know if this is serious or not.

When I was in high school, I seriously saw a straight up ghost. It freaked me the fuck out. I saw it a distance away from me and then it turned a corner and I when I looked down where it would have traveled, there was nothing there. That freaked me out because I kept on telling myself as I was walking after I saw it that I must have seen a white car that I somehow mistook for a ghost, but no, if there had been a car, I would have seen it by the time I looked down the alley. I remember the ghost so vividly. Its robe was flowing with the wind and shit.

Anyway, so I've always dealt with many stupid fears like seeing my reflection or other reflections of demons in the glass at night, feeling like something is outside, etc. but recently it's gotten extremely bad. I'll see these shadowy sort of human-like figures quickly run from one shadow to another, but I think I must be freaked out and conjuring it up in my head. It's happening more often, and I'm trying to not care about it because I don't want to encourage my mind to generate these stupid shadows, but the problem is, when it happens, I feel so terrified and as if I'm going to die.

I also will try to go to sleep and I'll stay up for hours with my covers over my head convinced that someone is outside with a gun and that they're going to shoot me if I move. It's stupid and I don't think that's a delusion because I'm making it up, but idk. For fuck's sake, I wish I could stop thinking about this stupid shit.

>>835
How early back can you recall seeing these visions?

>>213
that doesn't look like a girl

I met this guy and I can't stop stalking his profile. I'll even check his friends profiles to see pics of him that they have there. I've been doing this quite often lately that it's taken up so much of my time. I wanna stop because I know it's just a waste of time to stare and find new pictures of someone but I enjoy it too much.

I feel like the only way to overcome this would be by actually developing a relationship with him where we text and whatnot, but I'm way to nervous to actually initiate things with him.

I posted a vent in /feels/ about this a few months ago, but I've been able to track down almost every crush I've had in the past few years on social media. The latest one I didn't even know the name of, but was able to find his three facebooks via his workplace. It's ridiculously easy since most people have a facebook or an instagram, and super useful for avoiding wasting your time on someone you'd be incompatible with anyway. Because I'm very tfw no bf I still keep tabs on these guys, one who I'm pretty sure experienced a downfall in the time I've been fixating on him. I think he was fired from his job because all he did was post about drugs, then he deleted all the shit off of his socials because someone was using his selfies to gay catfish with. Wild.

There have also been 2 artists I've been able to find after they deleted their blogs and reinvented themselves just by keeping track of their friends'/enemies' social media. Another just stopped posting altogether, but due to remembering their father's name which they posted temporarily on their personal blog, I was able to find their facebook. I just wanted to know that they were okay (they had suicidal and SH tendencies).

One of the aforementioned artists' (ex) friends also became a bit of a personal lolcow for me. She was originally just an average tumblr mtf who posted brash, angry things and vents on her blog, but recently got into hard drugs and prostitution. I guess that's more sad than anything, though.

I kind of wish I was more tehcnology-minded so that I could actually dox. It seems fun.

I used to date a guy who had a really weird ex, and I started stalking her blogs. I even kept going well after I broke up with the boy and stopped caring. I stopped a long time ago but she was so odd it was weirdly interesting

>>822
What was odd/interesting about her?

>>825
This was some years ago, and we were in our late teens back then, a lot of things, anon. She had really bad people skills and she'd always talk and talk and talk about how big her boobs were, she'd even force boys to touch them or nag them to do it, even her friends. She was one of those people who really thought they were a cute anime girl irl and didn't shower and was very inappropritate all the time. She behaved in a very strange way, even for a weeb (and I should know, I am a weeb)

>>754
im not very fond of the music industry but i remember when JB exploded and people said Usher found hin and was his pupil and shit.

I understand he did have talent (
he was a fantastic drummer) but that part of the story was fabricated and it was confirmed now.

i also remember avril lavigne, she was fabricated too and sold as organic.

Most of them, especially the ones that have their 'humble beginnings' pointed out in ads and shit

I saw this long post on tumblr about how 21 Pilots were a manufactured band created for a very specific demographic, and have become successful simply because everything they did was planned out to appeal to their fans. Im gonna look for the post again, it was actually pretty interesting

>>793

Damn that sounds interesting. Have you found it anon? You've made me really curious and thirsty for it now haha

It's very fitting Halsey is in the picture, she has made up so many lies of how she was homeless, kicked out of her house, got bullied in school etc. And how she's marketing herself towards 14 year old SJW edgelords with her bisexual/bipolar act and getting fake outraged over little things on Twitter because that's trendy nowadays and draws in a large crowd

>>771
Like Lana del rey?

Before I moved I would have episodes where I'd stay up all night and randomly around 12 AM -4 AM I would start hearing dogs barking and then a little girl saying "hello" repeatively like she was looking for someone, last time it happened was really bad since I woke up at 3:30 am on the dot and heard it, I tried ignoring it but my dog started going crazy until I woke up and turn the lights on and it stopped


that's my most recent one at least besides dreams and whatnot, I've always been the type to attract ghosts and it was worse living in my old house and I've heard paranormal stories from neighbors as well that were insane, dunno if anyone would like to hear though because its gonna be long af

>>803
Interested as fuck if you have the time.

Also, 3:30am is right in the middle of Witching Hour so who knows what kind of crazy shit was happening.

>>804
I live in New Orleans so spooky shit happens here a loottt


story 1:
me and some friends stayed over when I was 14,we were fucking edgelord idiots and decided to play with an ouija board, basically we asked the name, it spelled out "agal" asked age, said 18, asked if it was a good or bad spirit, and it spelt out bad, we asked for proof and my friend had her bf on skype and the computer shut down as soon as we asked
the rest of the night my guitar would play randomly and we all had really bad nightmares

after that it was typical haunted house stuff, doors slamming, dogs barking at nothing, lights going crazy, things moving and whatnot, I would hear footsteps running up and down my hallway to

when I was 12 I would have sleep paraylis in a dungeon with a weird symbol where my closet door was supposed to be, once I woke up, I wasn't in paralysis but my dog was barking and I saw a man in a hoodie at the foot of my bed, once my parents went out of state and I slept in their room and I would see a silhouette of someone hanging from a noose, I've gotten a few pics of figures before and this bird thing (it wasn't there irl only in the pic) I wish I can find it again :-(
I'd ALWAYS have nightmares in this house, ones I would wakeup crying, I'd hear voices of a woman telling me to hurt my dad, but a figure of this one woman would always pop in my dreams, tall, slim, curly long blonde hair, sharp face, hair split down the middle, 70s type clothes, when I was little I use to see her laying next to me in my bed

story 2: from the neighbors
basically this old lady down my road, she was chill af, ex hippie and stripper, I would help her walk dogs and she would tell me stories about how she will see black figures run down the street at night, how she was sitting on the porch and saw a pair of glowing feet walking towards here, the weirdest thing she told me is that she use to communicate with her dead sons through street lights and her kitchen light, even showed me a video of her communicating with them, she would ask questions like "are you having fun with daddy" and it would make this weird halo flashing thing, and how she would hear things break, and also me, her, my friend, and another kid I'm about to tell stories about all agreed that there was this certain section of the road at the end of it we would all get very creeped out whenPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>804
oh and I use to travel a lot as a kid
once I was staying at a hotel and I woke up and saw a weird, kinda jesus looking figure with black eyes, after staring at it for a few minutes it "zapped" off if that made sense but held it's arms out

another time I had a really bad paranoia episode and my friend was taking a bath in this hotel, I went to go get food and came back and she asked if I came back and i was like what are you talking about, and then she asked if my parents came back and they said no, she told me that while I was away she saw a shadow figure in a window next to the tub and a light flash

it freaked us out, then a few things fell off the counter, pillows were stolen from both her side and my mom, I would feel like something is chasing me and it felt like I was being chased, given I was having a paranoia episode so probably not the best thing to believe

>>809
>>810
fuck. it's stories like these that make me both want and not want to have a paranormal experience.

Art is by @segseu, by the way.

What I have found is that a lot of times when I get it, I had a similar moment in a dream about 3 to 6 months prior.

One theory that kind of lines up with my experience is that our minds go through so many bullshit, hypothetical situations when we sleep and the only ones we end up remembering are the ones that eventually sync up recognizably well with a real life moment, and thusly scare the bejeezus outta me.

>>664

The Brain accidentally interprets stimulation as "already experienced" for a moment. Not spooky at all

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>>787
I made others believe I was a sociopath. Lol

I'm the type of person where it shows on their face what they think so I never really attempted to manipulate people.

This is bad but sometimes I kind of wish I was good at manipulating. Others have done it to me so often, I want to be able to do it too as some type of weird revenge.

>What's the most extreme manipulative scheme you've completed?
I developed sorta an army if that makes sense, think regina george, despite being bullied most my life I ended up being the alpha of my posse
>How did it affect the people involved?
we would fight random people, do sexual-motivated things, blackmail and dox people, made a couple break up with fake shooped screenshots
>Would you do it again?
yee
>Do you feel guilt manipulating people?
no
>What are your feelings in general regarding manipulation?
it's wrong but I feel in certain situations people can have good intentions
>If others were severely harmed in some way because of your manipulation, would that matter to you? Why or why not?
depends on who
>Have you been manipulated in an as extreme way as you've manipulated others? What happened and how did it affect you?
yes and badly
>Do you take pride in manipulating people?
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i know this is child's play in terms of manipulation. this is more of a confessional. i hate myself for it but i couldn't stop.
>What's the most extreme manipulative scheme you've completed?
well… i was in love with a man so i told the girl he liked he wasn't interested, then told him the girl wasn't interested. broke up dude and his girlfriend beforehand. i wanted him more than anything. i faked screenshots, broke into his friend's accounts for DMs with his current girlfriend and them, skewed actual evidence to my whims and wants, all because i didn't have what i wanted. i didn't physically hurt anyone but i was awful, manipulative and abusive. but we've been together since high school now. he's the love of my life.
>How did it affect the people involved?
the boy was depressed for about two weeks hardcore then we started dating and everything was peachy. possibly ruined something beautiful between them because of jealousy and possessiveness.
>Would you do it again?
i don't know. i would if it meant having someone i loved. i can't stop.
>Do you feel guilt manipulating people?
yes. a solid yes.
>What are your feelings in general regarding manipulation?
i wish i could stop. this probably isn't even the worst i've ever done. it just sticks with me.
>If others were severely harmed in some way because of your manipulation, would that matter to you? Why or why not?
i don't really know how to answer this because my guilt won't let me.
>Have you been manipulated in an as extreme way as you've manipulated others? What happened and how did it affect you?
no, i recognize my own manipulative tactics too well.
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>>792
I was in a similar situation when I was in HS and the hard truth of what really helped me was being honest with myself and being honest with the people around me.

Being able to not only acknowledge my wrong doings (which you've already done) but change the way I act because of what I have done was super helpful in just getting over myself.

worms
I never knew why, if I see one I stay as far away from it as possible, I clean and bleach everything daily to prevent worms in my house, at my worst stage of psychosis I was convinced I had parasites and would eat very little and take a lot of laxatives

I'm better now but I still clean a lot and avoid certain foods

windows, even with curtains or blinds. also front phone cameras and webcams. i guess it stems more from fear of being watched and not actually being afraid of those specific things, but yeah

alien abduction :(

intimacy and being vulnerable.
but what's the difference, eh?

>>647
one gurl's fear is another gurl's fetish…