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I'm scared of getting involved with someone I think I know very well but who has a secret life (a second family, a terrible fetish).

>>1221
Why would you even want to get involved with someone like that? If there ever was a deal breaker, those two things should be enough.

>>1222
I wouldn't. That's the point. That's what scares me. I trust and love someone who turns out not to be who I think they are.

>>1035
I'd like to hear your experience anon! I've only astral projected once and I felt like I was finally free and all the world's energy were going through me all at once, which felt amazing. What was it about it that scared you?

Shit ok occultist or spiritual satanist here.
I've had "demon" contact, little fucker helps me with details about what I do.
The "devil", Satanas, Asmodeus, Lucifer, whatever you wanna call them, they are not an evil entity. If you "make a deal" with something that claims to be the devil you are probably being fooled by other entity, and if you worship satan you are just being an edgy christian.
No, what really goes down is much different and I cant go into detail, but know this: not every entity you meet will be what they claim they are, they can even claim they are of "jesus" or whatever you worship.

I also think that "people who sold their soul to satan", i.e. Pagannini or Faust, are just people that worked themselves to death and its all a metaphor.

I could also be delusional given I have several mental issues, but Im quite sure I've met people who agree in a general idea.

Satanism isnt worshiping satan, its about worshipping yourself and grow spiritually with the help of satan. They are really chill by my experience.

Anton LaVey's real last name is Levi and he changed it because he didn't want people to know he was Jewish.

There is no devil, an no demons either.

>>1112

Sorry for late reply anon, being possessed was also my biggest fear but I didn't get results of any kind and I'm glad that also meant no negatives. From what I understand it's EXTREMELY difficult to get possessed by spirits. I've used spells and gotten results but these were white magic and done with good intentions so there wouldn't be a chance of possession anyway.

I've been studying old texts I found online, and I have decided I am going to try summoning a demon. There is a person in my life I want to take revenge against but I am unable to do so in any tangible way so I am hoping this will work. wish me luck.

>>1107
Would you mind giving some details?

>>1107
you bully him/her?

>>1174
>>1175
>>1177
I didn't bully, but I forced them to come out and apologize for scamming and manipulating extensively. Though they already attempted suicide a few times prior to that, so I think it would have happened anyway regardless of my actions.

Is it worse to break a guy's femur in wood-shop by hitting him with a D-clamp, or to sabotage your friend's engagement because it's already falling apart at the seams and you just want them to stop pissing about and end it?

>>1217
The former.

Did you do both of those things? Was the first one an accident?

>>1025
There's no possible obvious explanation for what a flash of light in a storm could have been

>>1026
>>992
I don't think those angels but what would be called "fey" or other such spirits. Of course i'm not here to knock any one's experience but >>1026 especially does not sound like an angel.

>>1038
but it was so close

>>1030
I believe in angels and am non-religious.

>>989
Yes, angels(angles) are the structural entities that maintain the angular composition of the omniverse. With the assistance of lesser entities, elves, gnomes, fey.

>>1186
Yeah I didn't word it clearly. It's not anon in particular, because you see this a lot on gossip sites for example, but the actions with the mindset are… very low tier. Most people try to justify themselves in some way (even if it's fake) but seeing someone openly carefree is a bit different.

>>1187
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/49109958/#q49109958

not fake, that guy who try expose me was an incel who fell in love with the girl (yes I know it was a girl but you have to LARP as a guy on R9K and discords INB4 I am a male)
I did do it to try help a friend at first.

OP of the thread is same guy I was seeding to take drugs and I even manipulated him to stress I shouldnt be doxxed while I told the girl I had to pretend to be scamming her to my "incel friends" or they would disown me


Incels deserve all the hell they get, stupid guys that ignore other girls who are not stacy.

>>1189
You're a bit confusing here, at least to me.

You are all terrible people…

>>1178
>Make someone think I was in love with them for months just to hurt them for fun

what happened to that guy?

I'm very anal about what pictures/information exists on the internet about me, since its insane how easy it is to gather information about someone with only an email, for example. I've discovered some seriously personal information about people ("secret" blogs, profiles, entries etc), and that's only been through googling names, usernames, emails and so on and following the breadcrumbs. And I don't even feel bad or like a creep, because its all out there in the open. They probably feel safe, since the information doesn't have their real names or pictures attached, but its still linked to them and if I knew I had an old blog or a personal profile floating out there I would not sleep at night.

>>1170
Are there many people who re-use one username?

>>1171
NTA but a lot of people have one username because it's their identity or it means something to them and they just use variations or different names when the preferred one isn't available somewhere. It's also a big thing for most people who want to "brand" themselves and try to be e-famous.

Not so related but still belongs here: has anyone had their private accounts found by anyone? I mean, in real life. What did you do?

>>1172
>>1171
I change mine basically every few years just to prevent people from my past finding me again. There's no real reason, i just don't like leaving a trail of all my stupid bullshit on the web

52.479761, 62.185661

>>1212
I'm just focusing on the bear-head shaped outline of the island when I noticed a pentagram on the other island

>>1192
>She wrote that she is tired of step daddy using her
>Saying that he'll buy her things, while sexually abusing her
>Just think that she's all alone somewhere out on the street
>How will this girl survive? She ain't got nothing to eat
https://genius.com/Michael-jackson-the-lost-children-lyrics



uuuh

>>1205
Has anyone watched the doc yet? New thread?

>>1208
I’m watching it rn, just started

>>1209
Please report back with impressions and opinions

>>1210
I finished part one and recorded the second part for another time. From what I saw, it isn’t very compelling. It’s just a string of interviews with Robson and Safechuck and their families about life with Jackson and eventually recollections of being groomed and sexually abused by him. But outside of their testimonies (which mirror the abuse described by Chandler and Arvizo), it doesn’t bring anything new to the table. And I don’t think Robson is a credible source for information.

I’m not a fan of Jackson. I think he was fucked up and emotionally stunted from abuse his father inflicted on him and possible sexual abuse, but I don’t think he molested kids. It would take a more credible testimony from someone who was around him more, like Culkin or Barnes, or finding actual CP (not just photobooks) to convince me.

>>434
Yeah that site is some MRA bullshit, I wouldn't give it too much credit.

>The site was intended to focus on historical documents that document the falsehood of “herstory” in general and to present the outline of the early stages of the men’s rights movement

kek

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Shanda_Sharer

Shanda Renee Sharer (June 6, 1979 – January 11, 1992) was an American girl who was tortured and burned to death in Madison, Indiana, by four teenage girls. She was 12 years old at the time of her death. The incident attracted international attention due to both the brutality of the murder and the young age of the perpetrators, who were aged between 15 and 17 years old.


read the whole thing.

>>446
All four girls had troubled backgrounds with claims of physical or sexual abuse committed by a parent or other adult. Hope Rippey, Toni Lawrence, and Laurie Tackett had histories of self-harming behavior.[47] Tackett was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and suffering from hallucinations.[17]

Melinda Loveless, often described as the ringleader in the attack,[48] had the most extensive history of abuse and mental health issues.


man….

>>447
This shit is terrifying.

I only recently learned this about one of my mother's favorite authors.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anne_Perry#Murder_and_trial
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parker–Hulme_murder_case

>>586
he's working on a new episode of salad fingers. it's coming soon. i'm so excited

Does anyone know what became of this woman? Her FB profile is gone.

http://zombo.com
there is no secret to this site past what's available, but it is still kinda creepy