>>4569
Ngl i think that's kind of hot. I would be terrified but very into you if i was her. Don't do that though, she's probably not as unhinged as me lol Keep that shit for yourself.

>>140
holy shit this thread is three fucking years old
anyway i would cyberstalk my online friends social media when theyd get mad at me and i was worried they were gonna block me, its also fun to look up old friends once in a while to see if anything new and dramatic has come up in their lives but its a rarity

>>145
huh?

>>4584
Can't you just down a whole bottle of sleeping pills and call it a day?

>>4584
this. most of the time you'll just vomit uncontrollably and survive

>>3588
Thats the dumbest shit I heard all day.
I wanna kill myself because I don't even want to get out of bed most mornings, living is exhausting effort. Don't tell me to "lol but pursue ur dreams" you fucking retard

>>4587
No, I think it's also painful as hell
It'll only probably work if your liver is that of a 60 year old I guess

>>3975
why is sodium nitrite a meme?

>>4306
Well that exact 3D CGI CP pic was posted two times there and hasn't been cleaned up like other imageboards do. Maybe it's just a dead board…. doesn't make it any less alarming.

>>4307
I just wanted to add that the fact that that DameIB has a whole lolicon board is also fucked up.

God I miss Geocities

>>2399
lol
I recognize sound from thet webm
some russian jumper over a fence and proceed to put hand into cage with bear
you can guess the results by the sounds

>>4288
https://youtuube.neocities.org/homepage.html
i tried looking up youtube and got this instead

>>4583
Do you have any data to back this up? Every single shoplifter in this thread has never mentioned anything about being poor and needing food. I have not seen a single god damn post made in this thread that they were "poor and hungry" and stole an apple or loaf of bread.

>>4579
>spoiler
Based

>>4590
Person who I replied to didn't differentiate between those things. And by poor people I don't necessarily mean people on the verge of starving to death, I mean poor as in they steal food to save some money.
>>4592
See what I wrote above. I don't use statistics I'm talking about my personal experience, ppl from this thread don't have to be poor or live in a poor country.

Well, I…

>>4597
>Person who I replied to didn't differentiate between those things.
well they were replying to someone who was complaining about being scalded for stealing the 50 cent makeup

my one "bad" friend and I used to steal stuff from TJMaxx in high school. Nothing big or expensive, just small things so we could feel the thrill and have fun trying to get each other to laugh the whole time.

>>4601
Just to add another example, Jesus said if a man looks at a woman with lustful intent he has already sinned ("committed adultery")
And that is far more feminist than what people are saying now about "it's a woman's fault if a man sexualises a woman wearing revealing clothing"

>>4602
'the making of biblical womanhood' goes into some of it, but also had blog-ish parts. https://www.patheos.com/blogs/anxiousbench/2016/07/the-tniv-revisited-medieval-style/ is by the same author and talks about the ESV and other translations. Many things played into this. For instance, when secular noblemen were trying to use the church for their own power, they didn't want women to get positions. Then, to allegedly combat that, the church said all priests had to be celibate in order to try to make it so only people who really wanted to serve enrolled. Priests just ended up using this to further demean women and took mistresses anyway. Fucked.

>>4603
He says '28 But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29 If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. 30 And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.' aka not 'you're sinning' but directly telling the men it is their fault and if they try to say 'ohhh she just looked so great my hands moved on their own uwu' he's like 'well then cut off your hand you FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT' (but we all know their hands don't move on their own, they know their hands don't move on their own, and if they did truly think that then cutting it off would make perfect sense.)

>>4601
>>4603
>>4606
Based Jesus.

>>4607
look at how your bible is broken up into sections as well. In the original texts they had books, but not sections. In most translations 'Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ.' is separated by a heading from the following verse 'Wives, submit yourselves to your own husbands as you do to the Lord.' to justify the idea that a woman submitting to her husband is a seperate, more extensive submission than all members of the church should do to each other. In the actual text, these two verses are literally right next to each other. Then there is a long section explaining to those men (who were told that women were essentially foul, failed men by roman teachings) that they should love their wives like jesus/god loved them. This is a reoccurring theme (love/forgive your neighbor as god first loved/forgave you) and was deliberately twisted to mean something more condescending than what is repeatedly preached in every other part of the bible.

A lot of modern feminist outrage is directed to school dress codes targetting girls. A lot of feminists talking about how they should be able to wear whatever they want. I agree with that, but I think we should look at WHY girls want to dress as they do. When I go into a target, all the girls' clothes reveal way more skin, are more formfitting, are more sexualizing than the boy's clothes. They boys at schools are wearing baggy gym shorts and t shirts and they are marketed as having cool slogans and being comfy. Why do girls feel the need to dress cute always? It seems obvious to me that the patriarchy is involved in this level as well. They convince you that YOU want to dress like that. Men look for women who have a hard time defining what they want vs. what the men around them want. This means their dress is inconsequential (if they are in a burqua vs. booty shorts vs. a gown) except as a signal to men in that area that they have been brought up in a system where they are participants in their own subjugation. Idk how to identify these flags. I think you just have to go through self-examination and rebuilding until you can separate your wants and desires from others'. Not that it's bad to dress to please a man you want to attract, but you should be aware you are doing it and not insist it's not the case.

I dreamt that myself and an un-identified person which I knew well in the dream got into an argument. I felt that it was going to get bad so I started running away from them. Another person who I knew in the dream also started running away from them but the person we were running away from pulled out a gun and aimed it at me. I then thought distinctly "Its my dream, no way Im dying. I never die in these"
They fired the gun and I could feel it in my back like an expanding black hole.
So I guess I can die

pic unrelated but thats the first thing i saw after waking up and it was the funniest thing

I rarely see long and consistent dreams, so this is pretty interesting.
In that dream, the society collapsed, and I had to leave with my family. We lived in the wilderness, starving sick and cold, for years without meeting anyone else but each other. Building huts from cardboard boxes and tree branches.
Some kind of creature was after us. The creature first appeared when we settled into a cave, It visited sometimes, to scratch the cardboard and silently screech from the other side while we were sleeping.
I were walking ontop of that cave with my brother, and stepped on a covered sinkhole and fell into a deep dark section full of glowing web-like fungus. Brother was freaking out, but couldn’t reach my hand. I felt the presence of the creature, and wanted to die rather than face it.
Then I woke up. It was kinda scary lol.

Me and some random faceless people were lined up against a wall preparing to be shot down. I was really scared at first, but with each person executed I calmed down, and when it was my turn I closed my eyes before falling down with a hole in my stomach. Somehow dying felt really good, my whole body was relaxed and it was blissful, I didn't feel any pain or such.
The bad/nightmare-ish part is when my soul was transported to the sky and then I fell back on Earth to be reincarnated. I screamed "NO, NOT AGAIN" the whole time and then I woke up.

Had a really weird dream that there were these North Korean exiles on the loose and that they were trying to kill a bunch of people. For some reason I was living with my parents in our old house and the whole time they were looking for metal to slip under the frontdoor to "stop" them or something. In the dream I kept asking why can't we just leave the house before the North Koreans come and my mom kept saying "because of the acetone". I also asked my parents where were the cops/swats/feds etc and they just laughed in my face and said "do you really expect them to do anything?". In the dream I also kept watching the news (it was basically a count down until they found our apartment, according to my dream-dad) and they had driven all the way from like Texas? after they decided to go on a killing spree. Anyway, the whole time I'm very nonchalant and don't help my parents at all as they look for like, metal to put under the door. The end of the dream was the most vivid, which is really weird since I never have vivid dreams. Basically, I decided to take a shower for some reason, and as I get out I hear the North Koreans begin to enter my apartment and kill my family. The whole time I'm pushing against my bathroom door and trying to figure out ways to hide from them (inside the cabinet etc). I ultimately give up and then I woke up. The dream was so vivid though that I had to look up news about North Korea because it felt so real.

>>4595
i want to go back to that feeling.
i really hope i have this dream again (i'm too much of a pussy to actually kms), it was the most pleasant feeling i've ever experienced in my life, even now as i'm typing this i feel like i'm being dissolved into blissful static and i love it but it's not even remotely comparable to that feeling in my dream
i shall fall asleep to claustration I again and if it doesn't work i'll go back to mastering lucid dreaming

i almost constantly have an urge to bite something. not something solid, not just food, just something like a pillow, my own arm, or things like biting my nails. i’m not a glutton or anything, it just seems so appealing to me to bite stuff

>>2695
I sometimes have fantasize where I pull all my teeth out and I can feel the pain and the tangy taste of blood. I just feel really frustrated because my teeth are perfectly shaped and straight, but all of my back teeth have cavities and these big black stupid fillings.

>>4455
I used to purposely losen up my teeth and then let them re-root.
Once you start its hard to stop and let them heal, its like a scab you have to pick at.

>>2695
I feel the grips of bony hands as I'm walking sometimes. From the mountain of dead the world is built on.

>>2700
Every time I see one of my guns I imagine picking it up and just blasting myself in the side of the head. I like to imagine it's some 'lure of the void' type action that my brain is trying to warn me not to do it? But it only started after I was suicidal ideation mode for a while and had to hide the guns to stop myself from imagining it. (I'm not suicidal ideation mode now)

>>1866
If you dream of her, usually you want her. You probably regret not talking more to her. Everyone else has satisfied you socially. Also you really must have gotten some trauma from that "one friend" that time.

>>1866
They say that if someone keeps coming into your dream its actually them missing you

>>1867
>>1868
Yeah, that makes sense. I do miss her. Our friendship ended on a bad note sadly and its mostly my fault, hence why I avoided her because we couldn't get along anymore and want to stop making her feel hurt. A year later, She greeted me with a smile and told me "Anon, we haven't talked in a long time!" And I just smiled back. Now I regretted it and wished I said something because maybe she misses me too.

About the "one friend" nah, wasn't traumatized lol. 2 years ago he just mildly annoyed me because he has a staring problem (he does it to everyone) I openly stated that I really hated him for it hence why he feared me a bit at one point. We're now super close of course, but he's like that most of the time in my dreams and I don't know why I always dream of him like that.

Lately I've been smelling and tasting stuff in my dreams.

>>1708
I dream a lot about her, what does it mean?

>make caramel latte
>get high
>remember caramel latte

thank you past me

Back in like 2013 I made homemade DMT out of acacia confusa bark that my friend got online.
>scrape off crystals
>put in a bowl with weed above and below
>everyone gathers round to see if what I made worked or not
>everyone staring at me
>smoke a few big hits
>nothing happens for a second
>people are still staring, now looking a little disappointed
>suddenly feel very heavy, yawn very hard
>sit down in my chair
>the room starts going black
>…
>…
>…
>blast off
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>>4141
>>4143
reporting back to say that I did not take LSD and have since done ket twice. First time was a small key bump at a houseparty, second was two bumps at a rave. Very similar to alcohol at these low doses, which is not bad, but not really great. It does feel novel and goofy somehow. I'm curious but unsure whether I should try to pursue experiencing a k-hole using my new connect or worry about possible habituation despite not liking the substance much. I think I'd rather just do psychedelics, but my connection there has unfortunately dried up.

>>4547

I've tried most drugs, except for the really hard stuff like H, crack, etc. I personally wouldn't recommend going any further with K. I've been in a few K-holes and they were never a pleasant experience. Not bad either. For some of my friends, that was the appeal. They'd come out, couldn't put it into words, and would want to go back in. The problem is the body builds up a tolerance to K pretty quickly. So if you get hooked on exploring K-holes, you'll need more and more of the substance to get the same hit. This happened to a group of people I knew who then started injecting to get their hit. One of them then moved onto H, and died of an OD. I know you said you can't get psychedelics, but I'd suggest waiting till you find a deent supplier again and starting on shrooms with good friends. I'd pretty much recommend any other drug (other than the really hard stuff) over K, but I had a front row seat to how bad it could get.

>>1850
Anyone tried MDMA while having brain problems (bipolar, depression, anxiety, etc)? Did you notice any unbearably negative effects? I guess I'm scared of the crash because when I go low I go low-low.

>>4472
Thank you, I'm >>4466. I announced my decision earlier and ended up saying almost the same thing you wrote, but only just came here to see your response. Funny how that works

Anyone down to give me a reading please? I'm wondering if the person I'm currently with is my soulmate/the right match.

If I travel to the place I intend on traveling to, what’s gonna happen?

What's the best way to learn the meaning behind tarot cards? Does anyone have any good website recommendations?

I read online that a good way is to take a single card out every morning or once a week, study it and try to use the lesson as inspiration for your day. I've been doing that for about a year but I still rely on looking them up for readings.

>>4568
Annotating, looking for visual cues on the card and associating it with your own keywords that you can remember more easily goes a long way.
I used to play the Rider-Waite and am now learning Lenormand, and the RW is definitely much harder because the visual cues aren't as obvious, so associating it with my own keywords made things easier in general. Before that i only read from random sites, i think biddytarot was the one i took cues from the most lol. I had no one to teach me really so it was mostly just shooting in the dark. Good luck nona!