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Anonymous 3459[Reply]

I literally constantly think. I can genuinely imagine massive stories and scenarios vividly, all while simply walking to the bus stop. I often am completely detached from reality, other than simply walking/staring because i am fantasizing something. I constantly think about the inner workings of stuff. For example if i see a car i start thinking of how it's engines work, if i see a musket on a parade i start thinking of it's mechanisms.
Often while i imagine an apple i can kinda taste it? Idk how to explain.
I've been told it's because i am autistic, but i always thought everyone was capable of this.
I randomly went on 4chan's /x/ when i saw this thread discussing it. Someone mentioned seeing the "static", and i instantly knew what they were talking about.
So i was wondering. Am i the weird one or can the majority of people do these things?
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Anonymous 6046

Glad you relate, its always nice to not feel alone. I suppose balancing it out and doing it for fun every now and then is the way to go rather than going completely clean at once. The first step to not let it consume your life is being aware of it and you already have that down.
>I can only do it regarding banal, mundane every-day shit
Same lol, it was all self indulgent fantasies for me, nothing really worth sharing or turning into art.

Anonymous 6053

The static is just something called visual snow. I have it too. It's strongly associated with autism

Anonymous 6058

I relate to this but im not autistic. i was also on 4chan and saw other people mentioning this and it seems at least somewhat common. I am schizophrenic if thats a factor in this but im medicated and it seems like other neurotypical people experience this just as much.

Anonymous 6059

something i dont know if other people relate to or not though, is not being able to see in real life when im seeing in my head. ive never asked anyone about this before so i would love to know if you cant see in your head and in real life at the same time either.

Anonymous 6072

For me it's like I only have so much attention. I can see reality and my imagination both at 50% clarity or I can see only one at 100% vividness. I can't see both 100% at the same time.


crystal dream diary. Anonymous 3081[Reply]

whenever you remember a dream, log it here.

picture used is tako otoko from yume 2kki.
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Anonymous 6012


I had a dream where I found someone’s workplace address on a website and I was trying to find their real address but woke up before I could. It was a weird website. It had little boxes that you could click on to join a gc with them too, like lots of them. It was and old friend I don’t really see that often anymore and have some beef with so I was hesitant. Also, it looked very old school, and there were things in the back you could click on to find out more about them, like dirty laundry and stuff.

They were an accountant at Chevy btw, which is definitely not the job they have irl.

Anonymous 6013


I had a dream Adam Sandler is a pedophile.

Anonymous 6034

I dreamt that i found a bunch of kittens in a cage somewhere in some abandoned shed that has a screen that displays a jumpscreen to scare the kittens when you try to open it, there was a dude in there who came out of no where and threatened to rape me and murder me if i took them out then i pulled a gun from god knows where and shot him dead. It was so vivid i was panicking and wondering how to get rid of his body lol

Anonymous 6060


Anonymous 6071

I dreamt last night that I became friends with Bella Hadid. She was really kind and down to earth.

Then I woke up and remembered I have no friends.


Proofing God through Satan Anonymous 3574[Reply]

I've been thinking a lot about this one. In theory, if God does not give me any signs of his presence than his antithesis may proof his existence. I'm speaking of summoning demons to proof God. Heresy, I know. But Jesus is supposed to forgive any sin as long as we believe in him. Thus there is no risk attached… right? ;)
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Anonymous 6052

Then what? What if you pick the wrong religion and end up in hell then?

Anonymous 6064

I find the idea of demons really childish lol.

Anonymous 6067

Just because you can summon demons, doesn't necessarily prove the existence of god or the proof of any one religious doctrine, unless of course the demons are up for a little Q&A session

Anonymous 6068

The demons are probably as clueless as we are tbh

Anonymous 6070

Fun fact: Lucifer is the planet Venus, not the devil


Major Arcana Tarot Reads Anonymous 6054[Reply]

Taking queries. DUMB QUESTIONS ONLY!

Anonymous 6055

just why

Anonymous 6061

What's the best way to cook potatoes?

Anonymous 6066

the devil. you are a slave to vices stop touching ur pee pee so much

the lovers
with love
but i like them boiled.

Anonymous 6069

Can't go wrong with love

As for another question,are children good people or servants of the devil?


Bigfoot/sasquatch Anonymous 5764[Reply]

What are bigfoot/sasquatch/yetis/yowies/yeren?

A.) The missing link?
B.) An extant species of great ape?
C.) Interdimensional energy beings?
D.) None of the above?
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Anonymous 5776


The weird thing about squatchers is how many of them seem to totally want to fuck the bigfoot.

Just listen to moids talk about female bigfeet and how they "go into heat" and have powerful "musk" on their podcasts. All Gas No Brakes has an episode where a guy buys gorilla menstrual fluids to try to attract a Bigfoot.

Moids can't enjoy anything without wanting to fuck it.

Anonymous 5782

>a guy buys gorilla menstrual fluids to try to attract a Bigfoot.
KEK, what a sentence

Anonymous 5813

I truly believe they are interdimensional beings. I've been getting into cryptids recently and there's much overlap between these crytpid stories and accounts of things happening on Skinwalker Ranch. I highly recommend looking into the "hitchhiker effect" that people(particularly government officials) who visited Skinwalker Ranch reported. Paranormal shit essentially latches onto people who visit the ranch and they bring it home with them. There are reports of neighbors of government officials, who had no idea the kind of work their neighbor had been up to, having poltergeist activity immediately upon the return of said government officials. Classmates of one of the officials' children also reported seeing cryptids(particularly wolf man and mythical birds). Shit is fucking nuts and I can't believe that I actually believe it is real.

Anonymous 5968

high strangeness is all connected. the deeper you dive the less random these occurrences seem. ufos will bee seen in the area preceding a bout of bigfoot sighting, or people who report seeing bigfoot will report that their sighting coincided with strange lights, strange mechanical noises, strange odors – like sulfur/brimstone, which is connected with other forms of paranormal activity, and so forth… interesting stuff. even if i don't believe in it.

Anonymous 6065

this is a good rundown of modern bigfoot lore


Cyberstalking Anonymous 140[Reply]

I do it, do you?
I love finding hidden accounts and secret blogs and I dox just to see if I can (but never post it or interfere with the person otherwise)
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Anonymous 5990

this thread inspired me to stalk an internet person i despise. now i know the town they live in and where they went to post-secondary. thanks folks!!!

Anonymous 6008

i cyberstalk literally anybody i find even a little bit interesting and gather every piece of information i can find on them, until either they do something or i find something mildly annoying and i lose all interest. it's like i get fixated on new people until i can confirm they're as much of a loser as the rest of them.

i did this with my boyfriend before we started dating, tho he has a really minimal social media presence. found his linkedin and family socials n stuff, home address before he gave it to me. i don't need to do it as much anymore bc he's really just an open book to me now. i think if we had any less contact with eachother i'd be more insane about it though.

something that i've really been trying to get over is one of my online friends, who's really private about his security. i think he's fascinating, and i don't even think it's in a crush kind of way, but just that he's genuinely interesting and we're into a lot of the same stuff. but he's literally so intent on keeping his online and irl life separate that he doesn't even share his voice publicly, let alone selfies/other personal info. a while back he slipped up and posted a link to an instagram acct that i could assume he was following. cross referencing the followers list with other small snippets of information that i knew about him led me to finding what i'm literally 98% certain is his irl instagram account. i was really hoping he was ugly so i could stop fixating on him, but he's actually gorgeous, just kind of unkempt. really pissed me off, i literally have to force myself to ignore his messages whenever he sends me anything i think is cool because i know how easily i could get out of hand.

Anonymous 6057

> i did this with my boyfriend before we started dating, tho he has a really minimal social media presence.
are you e-dating then? if so, is it possible you can give tips on where to find interesting/noncoomer (i'm assuming) men?

Anonymous 6062

i just cyberstalked someone in-depth for the first time and holy shit it is addictive.

Anonymous 6063

I'm not so interested in a specific person right now, but the need for tools and techniques to find information like this always comes up. Anything useful for finding people?


Conspiracy theories Anonymous 386[Reply]

Which ones do you believe in?
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Anonymous 4796

It's still fucked up though - there is a reason why they have said that wives should submit to their husbands and love them as they would love lord and not just partners needing to submit to each other and love each other as they would love lord in the first place. And it wasn't in any way "feminist" for that time (like even before xtianity ancient egyptians had a verse about husbands needing to submit to their wives lol), except perhaps for some ancient earthkistan, like the romans, so there is no excuse for that sort of message. I think the fact that the bible had a lot more books that it does now (the most -potentially- misogynistic books were cherrypicked by the church) and also was retranslated a bazillion amount of times could support your notion about it being less misogynistic in the past than it is rn though.

Anonymous 5133

COVID is a psyop and pedophilia is being promoted via mainstream consumerism through the LGBT community. I'm not anti-gay but it's easy to see this abuse with stars like Desmond is Amazing and drag queen story hours. I'm particularly fond of the Deprogarmer on YouTube as she makes informative videos particularly on the sexualization of children. It's easy to see how all similar conspiracy theories relate that aren't absolutely insane when it comes to understanding propaganda and how it's use to control the masses. I'd suggest reading Edward Bernays and researching how his techniques fueled consumerism over the last 100 years. The pedophile ring hits home for me because of personal ties I have to it, nothing more then anyone else whose been victimized by it has though. Rich and powerful people are connected, that much is simple and when you're family becomes involved in ways were people end up dead and you never see or hear from people agajn, it's not that hard to believe that these sorts of things aren't incidents in isolation. Either way, I think it's foolish to say these are conspiracy theories but that's me, I can't convince people of anything, I would hope the curious would look it all of it a bit more though.

Anonymous 5253


Mossad did 9/11

Drag has kinda been coopted for str8 entertainment, I'm not sure how much I'd count it as part of the queer community anymore. All of the trans people I know certainly hate it. I agree with you about covid, though. My town just now ended its mask mandate and I'm so relieved
What do y'all make of the argument that hijab can be empowering in the right context? I definitely think it's worn due to social pressure in the Mideast but in the West it's pretty against the grain. I live in a college town too so standard attire for girls my age is short-shorts and cutoff tees
I mostly just cover everything because it's comfy but I have noticed that it gets me more attention from rednecks and black guys lol. I had a guy try to flirt with me once by talking about how dirty he gets working on cars

Anonymous 6036

On drinking? Apart from a few hillbilly states with "dry" counties (that have lots of loopholes and are flagrantly violated anyway), nowhere in the US has notably strict drinking laws. The only real differences from state to state are in whether it can be sold outside of liquor stores. Some states (like Utah) are pretty lame about that while others (like Louisiana) will literally let you buy a flask of whiskey when you fill up at a gas station. That's fun and all but the practical effect isn't much, there is little deviation from the 'you can buy whatever you want if you're 21, just don't drink it on the street' model, as states without open container laws still have local laws most places you might actually try it.

Anonymous 6050

Do you guys ever try explaining the conspiracies that you believe in, and even provide evidence to substantiate what you believe, yet no one is really receptive to it?


Anonymous 5958[Reply]

What do you think happens after we die?
Have you ever had a near death experience?
Discuss death and the afterlife
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Anonymous 6011

Lets meet on the other side

Anonymous 6044

Do you guys believe the whole "brain floods with DMT" thing

Anonymous 6047

What happens to fire after it dies? Is there a heaven, hell, or other form of afterlife for fire? When I snuff out a match, what happens?

Anonymous 6048

I haven’t looked into it but it explains the before death visions

Anonymous 6049

Fire goes to hell when it dies obviously

Heaven to us is what Hell is for fire. It's a paradise for fire sprites.


Anonymous 5467[Reply]

I'm hurting the people around me by my negative thoughts.
I have thought of bad things happening to me and they happen to people around me not long after, i have caused chronic illness, strokes, and death of family members to people around me by thinking these things upon myself but it deflects and hits other people to teach me that I shouldn't think of these things either by worrying about getting them or wishing for them.
I feel guilty because these people get the exact same illness I worry about getting, the stroke caused a relative of mine to lose ability to speak and had to relearn with difficulty after I had fantasized about becoming mute, my friend's dad died after I had wished mine would, another got cancer, and another got penumia after I had worried about having it.. and many other instances I can't recall right now that can't be just coincidences.
I want to stop this, I want to stop having negative thoughts because I feel terrible about putting people in these situations because of me.

Anonymous 5468

Lol, I bet you really hate thinking you have unprecedented and impossible supernatural abilities. Don't convince yourself you're some vengeful goddess. If it was happening, how is it happening? What exactly are you doing to "cause" these things?
You don't need to do anything because you aren't doing anything. Sounds like you could do with counselling to deal with grief, and also for guilt.

Anonymous 5790

Vanilla sky was a decent movie
It needs tits tho

Anonymous 5793

youre schizophrenic babe

Anonymous 5814

I went to work once in the worst mood of my life, kept it polite but brief with the people around me, and a freak accident happened causing my boss to break her foot right next to me.

Also, people who've humiliated or tried humiliating me in the past have a habit of dying premature deaths or having freak accidents happen to them. Can count on two hands the times this has happened.

I wonder if there's some entities that feel protective of us? Or at least in my case it feels like there's some darkness looking out for me. Maybe start showing yourself love instead.

Anonymous 5815

If you're really determined imo, Only way to heal that is buddhism but mahayana, like Chan or some tibetan branch. Not a woman-fearing branch. It's true that you can worsen things for others by having bad thoughts and it's commendable that you want to stop.


Deity devotion Anonymous 3239[Reply]

Thread for women who worship deities from any pantheons (not counting Abrahamic religions)

>Which deity/deities do you worship?

>How and when did you start?
>How is she/he?
>What offerings do you give?
>Do people around you know?
etc etc tell us about them!
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Anonymous 5224

That's a cool story anon. Your life seems exciting with all those traditions around you. I myself would like to have an altar of some sort to a goddess or female spirit but I need to do some research first.

Anonymous 5486

>Which deity/deities do you worship?
Faceless god.
>How and when did you start?
Been worshiping way longer than I can remember.
>How is she/he?
It is wonderful.
>What offerings do you give?
I justtry to do what I'm asked.
>Do people around you know?
Everyone who explicitly did with the exception of a child is dead now.

Anonymous 5573


I'm trying to learn as much as I can about Bona Dea, a deity that was worshipped in ancient Rome.
>Her rites allowed women the use of strong wine and blood-sacrifice, things otherwise forbidden them by Roman tradition. Men were barred from her mysteries and the possession of her true name.
>The house was ritually cleansed of all male persons and presences, even male animals and male portraiture. Then the magistrate's wife and her assistants[16] made bowers of vine-leaves, and decorated the house's banqueting hall with "all manner of growing and blooming plants" except for myrtle, whose presence and naming were expressly forbidden. A banquet table was prepared, with a couch (pulvinar) for the goddess and the image of a snake. The Vestals brought Bona Dea's cult image from her temple[17] and laid it upon her couch, as an honoured guest. The goddess' meal was prepared: the entrails (exta) of a sow, sacrificed to her on behalf of the Roman people (pro populo Romano), and a libation of sacrificial wine.[18] The festival continued through the night, a women-only banquet with female musicians, fun and games (ludere), and wine; the last was euphemistically referred to as "milk", and its container as a "honey jar".[19] The rites sanctified the temporary removal of customary constraints imposed on Roman women of all classes by Roman tradition, and underlined the pure and lawful sexual potency of virgins and matrons in a context that excluded any reference to male persons or creatures, male lust or seduction.[20] According to Cicero, any man who caught even a glimpse of the rites could be punished by blinding.[21]
> Nothing is known of its architecture or appearance, save that unlike most Roman temples it was walled. It was an important centre of healing; it held a store of various medicinal herbs that could be dispensed at need by its priestesses. Harmless snakes roamed its precincts. Men were forbidden entry but could dedicate offerings to the goddess,[44] or, according to Ovid, could enter the precincts "if bidden by the goddess".[45]
Sounds very cool, too bad it's lost in time.

Anonymous 5632


I really want to explore my inner worshipping tendencies again, it's been a long time since I did it. Do you have an altar at home? Is it in your bedroom or in a different room? What do you keep on it?

Anonymous 6039

I keep an altar in my bedroom. It features offering water jars, other offering items, and appropriate devotional objects. Sometimes I'll put other things on there to take on the altar's energy.

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