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>>1195
Oh yeah I forgot about her. Maybe Facebook took all of her stuff down

>>1439
I actually found this pretty interesting, did you come across anything that explains the phrase in the banner "Celebrating K in a world gone w(r)ong?" I guess the brackets is just meant to refer to jews? does the R mean anything specifically? What is K?

>>1447
not that anon but r and K is a theory, based on animals, prey being r-type and weak, while animals like wolves are K-type and strong, they are seperated by their respective traits. People think you can base this on humans aswell thinking that left-wing people are r-type and right-wing people are K-type I don't know too much about it but thats the general jist

Aren't r selected species ones that reproduce a lot but don't care a lot for their young whereas K selected species only make a few young but care for each one a lot? If anything I'd say that at least left-wing people have less kids than right-wing people tho.

>>1455
You seem to be right. There are a myriad of images like this one floating around low IQ conservative circles.

>>1423
BPD, or borderline personality disorder, and bipolar disorder are different from one another, Anon.

I manipulated someone into sustaining my neet life and giving me money sex etc for an entire year. I didn't once feel love or even happiness.

This kinda' stuff never works out for the "manipulators" it's some Wile. E. Coyote shit where he always fucks himself over in the end. Grow up

>>1423
You don't even know the difference between Bipolar and BPD. kek.

>>1426
Is it possible to learn this power?

>>1434
Right? I mean the universe is so huge. It'll be ridiculous if we were the only ones to exist.

>>1435
I wonder if any lifeforms out there would be as intelligent as us though. More intelligent even? We seem like an anomaly though, there aren't many animals on our own planet that come close to human intelligence, nevermind alien planets.

>>1436
I like to believe so.
Although I think humans would be the invaders and not the invadee?

Yes but I have doubts about whether UFO sightings and alien abductions are extraterrestrial in nature or not. I'm pretty sure at least some of the craft that are spotted are just secret government shit. Maybe there's something to do with aliens but maybe they had a much bigger military tech boom during/after WWII than they've ever let on.

I think alien abductions are related to historical reports of faeries and that they may be the same beings, but I can't hazard a guess as to what kind of beings they are. It could also be they're a hallucination or some other neurological effect tied to a very specific kind of experience, in the same way that people commonly report seeing tunnels and bright lights on DMT/during NDEs, but also kind of like McKenna's machine elves. I don't know what experience would trigger that, but it'd have to be something that people have had for centuries. Part of me wants to say that they're being victimized by someone and that their brain makes up a story about aliens/faeries to protect them from the trauma, but some of the abduction stories are so damn weird I'm hard put to explain them away like that. Group abductions like the Coronado abduction are pretty hard to write off.

When I was a kid, I used to fantasise about what I'd tell the aliens in order to convince them that we're intelligent and not kill us lol. Maybe write a few lines in different languages, draw some star constellations, draw things you can only see under a microscope like plant cells or dust mites, write a few lines of poetry, draw a map of my country with all its mountains and rivers… I think if I was an alien, I'd have so much fun trying to figure out what all these symbols and drawings mean. It would show them that even a random child has a basic understanding of the world around them and that we've created these complex ways of speaking to each other and that we can create beautiful art. I always prayed that I'd be the first to make contact and not some shitty adult who would try to kill or exploit them.

Apparently I have a thing for symmetrical faces

>>967
I don't want this thread to die.
Drawfriend are you still here? I had a very busy time and had not posibility to post but now I am back.
Does your offer still stand?

>>968
I think it's gorgeous

Do fantasy races from video games count?

God I want a lizard daddy

Imagine being roasted to death within this thing surrounded by hot metal. Medieval torture methods were brutally creepy in their own way. Fuck scaphism, quartering, Judas cradle, and the heretic's fork too.

>>719
This is heart-wrenching

>>725
I've seen them in person and it's the most claustrophobic place you can be in.

>>291
Reminds me of Twistee Treat

>>1448
Try lucid dreaming. It'll give you control over your dreamstate and you might be able to find out how deep your rabbithole goes. I've had regular dreams predict reality in the same way you mention it, minor seemingly meaningless events. Since I've started to go after lucidity, my dreams have been a lot more intense and unreal. It might sound insane, but some of my dreams feel a lot more real than waking reality itself does. It's a great experience and I would recommend it.

> How do you cope with death?

Not too well.

> Have you lost someone close to you?

I lost both of my grandparents in the same year of 2015. My grandpa died three days before my birthday and was buried on my birthday. Months later, my grandma died. I was very close to them so them passing was hard for me.

> How do you feel about dying?

Well I have been suicidal throughout most of my teen years, but I’m now kind of just floating. If I were to be in a life threatening situation I wouldn’t mind if I died. I feel pretty awful saying that since I love my parents and I have a loving boyfriend.

> Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?

Um, I’m not sure.

>>1382
I don't really have a dog in this fight but I can see the argument for why being an "industry plant" would detract from the art. I'd argue that art is degraded if it's attached to a sold package or product, and the sold product that it's a part of (celebrity image, personality, a fantasy,) turns out to be false a.k.a. false product.

So, if you just dig the art (void of the image or package attached to it) then the art is not affected for you.

the entire music industry is plastic as fuck. rule of thumb is, if you find yourself reflexively calling a musician an 'artist', they are a corporate product. the music industry and media define who gets to be an 'artist' and is to be taken seriously, versus who is merely an amateur.
whether they come from humble beginnings or not is irrelevant, they aren't an 'artist' until the industry brands them.

>>754
>>764
lol

>>1398
I'm not sure if the only people who can shit out artist titles are those in the music industry. If anything, what you're saying would work best in defense of small artists that haven't been knighted.

They are artists BECAUSE no one in the music industry acknowledges them. It is exactly the moment they're swallowed up by labels and corporations and whatever else that they're nothing but a product to be sold.

>>842
That makes so much sense. They got popular between 20012-2014. MCR split up in 2013. I used to be a huge MCR fan back in middle school. Anyway, its obvious the Gerard was wanting something different than everybody else. Their Danger Days was definitely them trying to keep their shit together and get as much money as they could before the split. I think their recent get togethers is just to make money but idk.

I've been having recurring nightmares that I am being stalked, they are all kind of similar but different. Lately they have gotten more violent and they end up with me getting raped and then murdered and getting my limbs chopped off and put inside drawers, I take the same rout to/from the gym and work so it's pretty scary, the alternate route is even more desolate than my main one.

>>55
Last night I dreamt, I woke up alone in a black room without a discernible end or beginning. On the floor at my feet was a pill bottle, I felt a sort of pull, almost instinctual urge to open it. Unable to resist the itching temptation, I popped the lid off and the bottle spewed it’s beady and circular contents outwards, forcing me backwards and flying out of my hands like a deflating balloon as it sporadically jerked every which way. Soon the pills came like a wave out of the bottle, enveloping me, trapping me, drowning me. All the space around me was filled with pills, the pills became as the air, filling every vacuum, forcing themselves down my throat, and as I choked and coughed under the weight of the ballpit of drugs, I felt something that I haven’t felt in a long time, not during movies, not during walks late at night, or even car crashes, complete and utter fear. I began uncontrollably shaking, spasming, like there was some sort of vibration in my chest, and woke up crying.

I was hanging out with a friend, who tells me about a game/contest organised by our college that would take place in a few hours. I agreed to participate, despite not knowing much about it - she refused to offer details.
The game took place in a special area on the outskirts of the city and was based on exploration: we had to go on streets we didn't know and a series of buildings that looked like a labirinth. The first person who reached the end would win the prize.
Unfortunately, only a few people would make it alive in this contest, because there was a "person" assigned to follow us and kill everyone who was too weak or slow. The key was to run as fast as possible, hide if needed, and by the time you reached the end you would be still alive even if you were the 2nd, 3rd etc. person after the winner.
The person was staring at me an I asked "why are you staring?" He said "I've never seen a human like you", in a disgusted tone.
Shortly after the game started, I passed by a girl that was found and killed in the middle of the street. An old woman who was standing there said something like, "God bless her". I started to run faster while he was still focused on the victim so he quickly lost track of me.
I reach the buildings mentioned earlier. Most of them had three rooms on the lower floor, and two staircases, one of each side. I had run in and out of buildings until I arrived to a building with only one door. When I opened the door, there was another one, and another one - the rooms were separated by tiny hallways and spiral staircases.
I finally reached the last room, a dead end. It was quite high and had an extremely small window. I couldn't go back and try a different path because it was too risky. I decided to try and jump anyway, so I broke the window using my feet.

>>1418
gonna write about this maybe
it sounds cool

Do you stalk people you hate, or end up hating them? What do you do with the information?

>>1292
Sometimes I hate-stalk, but it's not the norm. I stalk when someone interests me. I just like to learn about people, I haven't abused it often.

I know it’s weird but I cyberstalk estranged family members and people who bullied me in school.

>hate my dad, he’s a prolific internet user
>uses the same name everywhere - literally
>after divorce, found his TypePad journal that he made during the 4 years my parents’ marriage started falling apart
>he was having an affair with someone he called ‘wonder woman’ and only mentioned my mother once in passing, he never acknowledged my existence which confirmed a lot about our relationship
>found other places where he commented using the same damn username, like kink and cheater sites
>his ‘surface’ accounts are all religious crap with him in church acting holier than though rambling about politics and gossip

I like using sock puppets to look up people who bullied me or that I just didn’t get along with as their accounts are always lulzy and dumb and it’s interesting to discover how insecure they are, they can’t spell, they’re boring, stuff like that. People post their insecurities online and it changes my perspective on someone who acts one way in public, only to discover they’re not what they seem to be face to face.

It’s made me aware of not leaving paper trails for people to find. I’ve always deleted stuff like LinkedIn, Insta, Facebook if I am not using them consistently, and try to use fake names and make throwaway emails so I don’t have to worry about abandoning accounts.

I don’t cyberstalk as much as I used to, but when I did I would stalk people who were assholes to me, some “popular” people, and this one girl that I didn’t even know irl. I was obsessed with her for a long time and it was because I thought she was so pretty and I wanted to be her.

My obessesion started when I found her on Twitter in 2014. Since then I would keep tabs on her. It got so bad that I would sometimes catfish using her pictures. I also would go through her friends’ social media and her father’s Facebook account just to see more pictures of her.

Anyway, around my late teens is when I forced myself to stop stalking these people. It was hard because I wanted to see what all these people were up to and I wanted to know how she was doing. But I’m doing much better now.. I just hope I don’t fall back into my old habits in the future.

How does one find accounts linked to an email?