>>118871
Please update I’m thirsty

>>118871
Not ayrt but your message is inspiring thanks.’i also hate working and today I’m still notnin my routine but I don’t know what to change!! I will try doing what you suggest but then I have relapse a week later. How do I avoid relapse?)

I did some work not enough and now I’m tired again. Why do I never get tired from being on the inter web

>>119785
what work did you do? :)

>>119787
Writing my thesis

Oke I was gonna write my heart out but I should just put it in the drafts and start on a novel or on a comic instead. Sooo sorry nona’s no fun story to laugh at my life. I’m gonna write something everytime I feel sad. I know this dumb girl that wrote a bestseller this way.

>>119772
Is it a good idea to write my novel in the form of a fml crying terminally online shitpost? Idk. Is it?

>>119768
I have yet to watch the handmaidens tale is it really depressing? I can’t watch depressing shit rn my life is already shitto

>>119768
What job do you recommend for me I mean her… I’m an almost neet so can relate a bit and if begging that hard is more accessible kek then maybe she can’t work a normie job. So influencer? Artist? What job.

>>119775
she's not a neet, she works at a call center though so you can try that. but she has called in for a month straight and somehow managed to not get fired bc of her "Disability", POTS (symptoms: Dizziness, Fainting, Fast or slow heart rate, Anxiety, Excessive sweating, Fatigue, Headaches, Chest pain, Shakiness, and Brain fog.). so she requested to work from home bc she ultimately refused to go in bc she just hated working (don't blame her but its an easy ass job) and it was approved but even her first week of working from home she's called in.
anyway tldr, call center.

>>119780
So what? Sorry to be a pickme but being repulsed by a guy is literally how women put up with scrotes. Sexually not attracted but maybe emotionally or intellectually.

i miss the hold i had over you , the way you would listen to my every word , like a dog waiting to do tricks for a treat . i miss the tears you would shed for me , the way how i wld get under your skin so easily. i loved the turbulence and that was my problem . we couldnt have ever been in a happy stable relationship with the way my brain is wired, the wires in question being frayed and burnt.. lol. i dont regret anything. you disgust me , the both of you guys. so similar it makes my stomach turn . i can lie and say i wish the best and happiness for you both , but i dont. im pathetic in a way, i know. i never said i wasnt. i know what kind of girl i am in a oddly self aware way. i needed the two of yours love and validation. both of the relationships and love i thought was true were pure codependency . i needed so bad, for yall to need me, to never be able to live without me. i loveed the way yall hung on to my every word and pined for my attention.

to m&n, the thorns in my sides

i didn’t die i just gained a new dark secret tonight. cool.

your obsession with me makes me uncomfortable. i don’t want to talk to you i want to be left alone.

All you ever did was try to cut me down to your level. You say I was your best friend but you were only nice to me when we were both miserable. I hope you are still watching, because I am going to become better than you in every way. Your jealousy will rot you from the inside out.

>>119781
Sounds like my ex friend but I had two best friends at one point. Sooo I don’t think you are her.

You can't make everyone happy

I would say the next step would to probably go to a therapist to work on managing overwhelming emotions and thoughts. As well as addressing any issues stemming from your trauma. Just try to be open and honest with yourself and be receptive to change.

Good luck, try not to forget about the good people <3 (but still be mindful of the bad ones)

>>118748
Just find a devoted moid paypig
Worked for me, no risk of cheating, he is smitten by me

>>118777
>>118725
I really want to write smut but I don't thik I am going to be good enough. I really don't like some of the books that are out there and think I could do better but I am so embaressed about getting published and people seeing what I write in my spare time.

I wanted to go to school for biochem but i was a bad student kusogaki brat and got to stressed out.
>>118777
Checked, you hit the jackpot sis you scissoring with lady luck. Keep the moid on a short leash for me.

>>118785
Please do write smut follow your dreams nonnita

I work as an admin assistant. Pretty easy work with lots of downtime. I work remotely so I just read & scroll on my phone for the majority of the work day. I also like categorizing my inbox so that is also a perk.

>>119771
Sounds like a dream, I really want a wfh job but no luck so far. I’m considering working in office or even at a supah.

no

Yes

>>119649
lol no

Agreed but idk who you’re referring to

I do this to try and get to know people and their social lives a little better. Mostly coworkers by asking them what they like to do on their days off.

I kinda have an issue with that, I fail to 'connect' with someone, but my questions are so good they usually start opening up about very personal stuff with me. I've found stuff about people that they haven't said to their family or long-time friends after just talking to them for a bit.

It's a bit frustrating. At some point I get bored but I just keep asking well-placed questions and they're loving it, completely letting it all out. Like g'damn, shut up lol.

I’d recommend trying to better yourself to spite the others that you hate.

>>118687
I take advice from one of my favorite feminist characters and I say "If you are going to kill yourself, at least die doing something cool."

I welcome death when it happens, just not today.

lift weights

it'd helped me lately

>>118813
YES I was worried deadlifts would make me mannish but I have a bubble butt and thick thighs instead. I feel powerful.

>>118812
Which chara said that and what is a cool thing… snowboarding?