>>129444
If faggots like you got treated like a woman for a few days 95% of you would end your lives

My personal tinfoil but I genuinely believe that his channel was an incel psy-op astroturfed by YouTube to get more sympathy for incels in the world. Even when he uploaded his stupid wedding video the official YouTube headquarters channel commented saying "Congratulations!
Oh and let's not forget he even managed to get another girlfriend, a blonde American girl named Luna, before he met the current 7/10 wife that he's with. He uploaded some videos of Luna before he deleted them all and I guess the current wife came into the picture.

>>129315
No it would've been rip her dms you hate incels but keep gender reversing their talking points

Keep proving us right lol

>>129315
I'm not mad because I'm not bitter.

I hate people who are condescending in a cheerful and friendly way. It shrivels my soul.

I see a therapist and she’s very nice and understanding. I’ve never been really into therapy much (only started to go into it about a year ago). Even now, I don’t really buy into it. I don’t think it does much for someone unless they truly want help and I think it only really helps people who suffer from things like PTSD. But I can’t get over how I think she must be annoyed by me or put off especially when I pull my weird “poor attempt at larping as a normal person” bullshit once I get uncomfortable in any capacity. It’s weird because she was just telling me that I’m a very nice and pleasant person to speak with, but it’s like there’s this voice in my head that tells me otherwise when I notice that I’m being slightly awkward, and my perspective immediately goes 180. I think I might have this weird form of autism where I’m like overly neurotic and have to walk on eggshells when talking to every single person or else they can see how weird fucked up and awkward I am. But it just makes me behave even more strangely ironically. It’s like the opposite of autists who are socially unaware and can come across as rude and too blunt. I also do this shit where I’ll just say words for the sake of saying it just to fill in the awkward silence when talking to others. I had to embellish details in my life or else I wouldn’t have had anything to say to my therapist during our 40 minute session. I’ve basically done this in every social interaction I’ve ever had in my life. It’s the equivalent of trying to hit the word limit on a school assignment. I can’t just be fine being myself and not having anything to say, I must always have something to say or else the social situation becomes too much for me to bear. This probably makes people perceive me as either someone who’s talkative and ditsy, or as someone with some kind of mental disability. I feel like I’m in this never ending negative thought loop. I wish I could have somebody in my life where an awkward silence between us wouldn’t be considered awkward, and where I wouldn’t have to put on this front of pretending to be something I’m really not. I just want to be comfortable with the silences that happen and not having anything to say all the time, while still enjoying their company.

>>129588
Yes.

>>129635
the solution to this is basically just to resign yourself to the idea that people can and often will see you as awkward or stupid or whatever. it's much more effective than trying to dissuade yourself from the fear that people are judging you, and more effective than trying to learn to be more cool.
that goes whether they really are or are not in reality.

He is angry! Poor little fella, he almost killed me and his child by driving so badly but his feelings are hurt! so sad

>>129637
You have to work-out, be skinny and always take care of your body for that. No other way

>>129643
also look 17 forever

get on benefits and leech off the system.

>>129637
literally just go on 4chan and ask, it will take you 15 minutes.

That's elliot page you homophobe

>>129658
same thing

Fixed it with one conversation because I forgot my boyfriend is an autist that needs me to be direct with my wants and needs 👍

>>129612
Any reason to not be direct? Maybe the autist is you.

We did it s, we saved her relationship!

dopamine spikes when you first meet, then you get comfortable with each other and see the flaws. the question is will you stay, or leave to find someone new and chase that high

>Why would anyone so unreliable like that?
It's like slots. Winning is addictive.

Start with love bombing then trauma bond and keep up with intermittent reinforcement

Personally I like a bit of edge, not full on delinquency though. Usually "bad boys" are associated with high energy thrills, being buff or having kind of a messy aesthetic that some people like

feels like a moid typed this

>>129636
Yeah, that's good advice honestly
… it just bums me out. Especially since that vocaloid server is the biggest one with 80k members. Thank you though <3

>I hate how normalized it is, it feels so weird to be in the same space as those perverts,

find a better and safer hobby space. sometimes it only takes a few bad apples to ruin it for everyone

porn is one of the most harmful things to our society and creates zombies

>Why are they fine with the server being run by a chronic exhibitionist gooner?

Because they're also gooners

>>129642
That's kind of the problem, porn has zombified the majority of people and even when enjoying something considered safe or inoffensive you still run into porn at least every now and then

I was browsing a meme subreddit about animals recently and you'd think it'd be simple animal memes but I still ran into a video although not nsfw but strongly resembling porn

>>129646
porn has zombiefied the majority of men. they are worse than they ever have been, in part because they expect women to act like their porno movies

It's been a month since I've stopped flushing the toilet. I hope you get the message

Come back to me. Come back to me so we can finish what we started. I know you still want to finish it. Don't even lie to me. Don't pretend you don't care. And honestly, I know I still tug at the back of your mind, but you won't admit it to yourself. So come back. Just for a little bit.

>>129616

Ima pretend this is him speaking to me.

I'll keep you around to regulate me but I will never ever be close to you again. I will never be vulnerable around you or allow you to touch me again. Keep thinking I forgave you but I'm actually gonna use you like you use me. And no matter what you promise I know you will run away again but I won't chase

my dear I miss you so much

It's been almost half a year since we last talked. Even longer since we were friends. I know you still like me. I can hear you start to talk louder when I'm around at school. During geography you avoided eye contact while bringing me my test but I could see you smiling. I was smiling to you too. You follow me every so often on spotify. Changed your bio to send me messages. You're so endearing, I wish you weren't so shy.

I know it is kind of my fault things ended but I couldn't keep waiting and only texting online. I want real contact. I think you understand that too. I was always planning efforts to talk to you, for example before exams. A shame you kept coming in late and had to sit in the front.

I miss your humor. You were so fun to talk to. Sometimes I read back our old, now ancient, conversations and find myself smiling. Somewhere I also think I might've took you for granted. I didn't see your spirit at the time. Now I see how sweet you were to me.

I wonder what I have to offer to you though? Looking back on our messages you were mostly carrying the conversations. I feel like I am too,, mentally ill. You are shy and have no experience while I've been in too many toxic relationships- though you don't know that yet. I'm afraid you might not be able to handle it, and support me right. I don't want to "infect" you either. Sometimes you skipped school after I did and it felt really shitty because I don't want to influence you like that. And what if you are just in love with the idea of me or the idea of having a girlfriend? Would you be okay not having sex? It is my greatest fear. I am too afraid to share all of my history with you- but that should be a part of having a partner.

I don't know. I also don't want myself to keep making excuses and not try anything due to my fear of abandonment and pushing people away. I mean, I'm not (yet) scared you'll leave me but more so, that we wouldn't work out and both end up very hurt. There's lots of "practical" reasons why we are "too" different to work but I still feel so strongly about you- that I wonder if I should just give it a shot.

I am planning on making more contact with you- just you wait. But you need to stop being shy. I hope that if you see I like you too- you have more courage to be direct.

When I can't sleep at night I think of you. I fantasize about us finally talking, going on a date. I want to hug and kiss yoPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>127744
> Is it possible to not care about this, even temporarily, without convincing yourself that you’re pretty?
Dear nona, I have some insights for you, do with them as you please. I want you to look back to yourself, as a child. Do you have any pictures to look at, or can you picture yourself in your mind? When you look at her, I hope, you probably think she's quite cute, still happy. I hope, you wouldn't say such harsh things about her, as what you may tell yourself now.

You might think how that's way different. You're older now! And you're right. What was the age you started becoming self conscious? For me it was pre-teen, I think this is similar for everyone, perhaps teen years. While we grow up, and our brains develop, we can process our life experiences and become aware of certain expectations. This is my insight: Unfortunately all suffering and misery can be led back to other people, and the pressure of the expectations they hold. I'm not necessarily talking about a certain person in your life, but how all people basically act and think due to how our society is set up. (and remember: women are, still, always at a disadvantage!!)

So When you feel sad/or are picking yourself apart, think about why? It isn't even making you happy! So why are you doing it? try to remember when you learned to see that aspect of yourself as negative, or even 'important' to think about. A nose is made for breathing for example, why do we care if it small or big? You will find out it will always be due to ideas from other people (either direct or indirect), and even though you can't do anything about this, it does redirect the 'fault' from you, to, well, others. This has made me at least feel better, because I, nor you, don't have any inherent faults or uglyness. It is always a result of societal pressures.

And social media doesn't help this at all. unfortunately the majority of people you see online are -in terms of beauty- exceptional. You don't see these people in regular life, but online it's become 'normalized'. It is a bit cliche, but recently I have completely deleted all social media (even messaging apps) , and I cannot begin to describe the benefits it has brought me. Aside from my immensely improved focus, not having something/someone to compare myself to (sub consciously even) has also incredibly helped my sPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>127744
It’s like what people say about grief. You don’t get over it, you just learn to live with it. Just give it time is what I am saying, live life.

i constantly wear a full face of makeup and always have my hair done while only keeping heavily angle and lighting frauded photos in an attempt to delude myself into thinking i am prettier than i am. ofcourse, it doesnt work and leaves me with intense feelings of guilt due to being a catfish. I also try comfort myself with the idea that in the future ill get all these surgeries to fix what ive got going on, but in this economy i wont. being a 4/10 lanky, socially inept teen was a traumatic experience.

no matter what, I never seem to look put together ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ Worst part about having shit genetics