Please answer my email. You were right about everything. Please just reply to me.
- NP

I’m online now please just email me back. -NP

I am sorry and want to talk to you again before I make a post apologizing publicly. Please stop ignoring me. - NP

Please at least tell me you aren’t coming. I still wait for you at our spot multiple times a week. I long to run into you. Please just reply. - NP

I’m online now. Please just let me apologize to you properly. - NP

Question- does your friend care about how you're feeling? Enough to ask how you're doing? Basic empathy stuff.

Also, if he's just ramming it in without using foreplay or even lube, he hates you and is only using you for your youth. Do yourself a favor and leave before he baby traps you

>>129432
Not OP, but… uh oh… I met him when I was 18 and he was 25…

Other women are so mean, I want to öike them but they're literally horrible to me

>>128801
I recently let him go. I smelled something fishy, more than being just onlyfans producer, so I checked his pc and found a video folder separated from the rest.
It always struck me in a weird way how after every session, when I come home, he rushes to kiss me deeply and passionately. I always thought "well he just watched a lot of naked women, he must be horny".
The videos are all a close up of the gaping asshole of almost every whore and him eating, tongue fucking and licking the walls of the asshole. So he had a fetish of kissing me after doing that everytime I came from work. Which while I admit its fucking hot, it is also cheating. So we parted ways.

>>128645
Unless you're Michelle Khare you can't pull that off

>>129475
horrible day to have eyes

I relate to this a lot. Where do I even go from here? I don't have the motivation to go out and get a job but I also don't know what else to do other than rot in bed and play games 24/7. Being a NEET is honestly pretty hard

>>128773
OP HERE… so my male friend finished bootcamp and i was able to call and play video games with him recently but hes barely the same person. He seemed uninterested to talk to me and empty? fml. I think im gonna lose him soon as well

>>129469
They broke his spirit. He got what he asked for.

>>129469
maybe he thinks youre not interested so the army is all he really got

>>129165
Part time job as a waitress or cleaner

Getting exposed as not being transphobic is worse.

…??? why not just stop talking to it? if people think you're transphobic, even after explanation of boundaries being pushed, then they're retarded and u should surround urself with better people. people who think others are transphobic for this are morons and not worth your time.

they truly have the ugliest faggiest voices. i hate how hard they try.

imma say this is fake
youd not talk to him if you didnt want to

>>129465
fr tranny cadence is always detectable

>>128898
>we're both virgins, I really want to try sex, he doesn't want to yet
How is this a con? Also if he didnt say ily back at least hes not just just using you for sex.

pros:

>taller and older than me
>has a steady income and can support me
>not bad looking, he's fat but losing weight
>has the cutest kitty (picrel)
>treats me like a princess
>I actually vibe with him very well
>not cishet

cons:
>will probably get tired of me eventually
>has a shit kink (but doesn't force me to indulge in it ofc)
>wants kids in the future, I don't
>makes comments after sex that… should not be said right after sex
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>>129454
Girl, just get a part time job in something. Get your bread up, not some guys dick. No judgment, just don't let a man be your whole world.

>>129466

thats the plan

>>129422
It's not, I should've put it on a neutral one. Yeah, I'm very happy he's not

>>129436
yup this simple truth kek

>>129436
You are the one bullying the guy for being ugly right now, retard.

>>129444
Go back, moid

>>129444
no where in that comment is anon bullying him. in fact no one in this thread is ridiculing him for his looks. you seem a sensitive.

if this was a male thread and the woman was ugly, there would be comments
>calling her a whore
>describing how she deserves to die
>threating to rape her
>ridiculing her race
>with shitty edits of her in humiliation porn
>ridiculing her partner as a cuck
>detailing how they cyberstalked her sm to harass her
this thread is tame so far.

>>129444
If faggots like you got treated like a woman for a few days 95% of you would end your lives

>>129440
SSRIs are mental castration. gen modern day lobotomies, shit is turning us into cattle Its not too late to get off fren

to be fair, you've only been on the medication for a week. it's generally advised to wait it out until around the 4th week, MAYBE 6th if you can handle it. I do agree that it's practically a modern day lobotomy but frankly it's better than being suicidal

Stop taking that shit right now and dump it in the trash. Don't listen to anyone saying you need to reduce the dose gradually or whatever. Quit now. Drink a lot of water and eat a lot of food and exercise over the next few months afterwards to really get it out of your system.

>>129455

quitting cold turkey can be incredibly damaging and do more harm than good. don't quit cold turkey when it comes to SSRIs. tapering is important to prevent major withdrawals. please stop telling people to just "quit", this is terrible advice.

op, I'd just talk to your doctor (or get another opinion if that's an option for you). definitely do research into these medications and side effects.

>>129455
Throwing stuff like that in trash or flushing it down the drain poisons the environment, most water purification systems aren't designed to deal with such elements. It would be best to find an apothecary that accepts expired medications for utilization.

>>129408
it doesn’t sound like op hates men at all lol.

>>129407
>I decided to try and be normal
I think you did the opposite. You tried conforming to the abnormality in this world. Couldn't handle the loneliness, got swayed by temptations.

>the thought of him looking at another girl makes me physcially sick
same.

I use OF and streamers as a litmus test for men, because it's very telling about their online behaviour and relationship to women. Having multiple favourite streamers he religiously watches full streams of is obviously massively unhealthy, and if it's softcore porn or political slop reaction content, then all the worse. Paying any kind of subscription to a woman media personality is instantly a red flag and can't really be excused in the vast majority of circumstances. It's just admitting he sees sex as a transaction: he pays her money which gives him explicit approval, consent if you will, to use her for his pleasure, and allows him to make a claim to some small part of her body and life. There's a reason he's not just jerking off to free internet porn.

>I decided to try and be normal
You can still date while being weird, but it sounds like you're overcompensating by trying to date "normal" men, who are in fact degenerates that trawl dating apps and will take a shot at any woman, or vaguely woman-shaped thing, that lets them get close enough.

>>129407
there’s absolutely no reason your boyfriend needs to be following girls who stream on twitch for any reason. like ever… loser behavior. most women who stream on twitch are goon farming for simps. & i don’t really blame them cause men are pathetic enough to actually engage in this kinda stuff.. but yeah don’t ever let him try to convince you he’s not just following/engaging with these girls cause he finds them hot. cause that’s exactly what he’s doing.

You're not crazy for not wanting your boyfriend to have a digital harem
They will claim it's just goonslop to have a quick release but in reality they can't even stay hard during real sex because they trained to find a screen with tits in it more arousing than a real woman in front of them
I found that after porn became a global phenomena male sexuality became less distinctive and grounded as hetero/gay/bi, and more about dopamine chasing from increasingly taboo content or increasing amount of porn they expose themselves to.
After knowing that you might have a dissonance why some man who watches juggling black midget clown orgy porn still decides to date a straight woman. It's because they need an emotional pacifier and there's no better emotional pacifier than a straight woman.
Once you realize men are just slaves to quick hits of dopamine and use relationships for status and emotional labor from your part it all clicks and makes it so simple. it's really not because you're not goon material or your tits aren't big enough, it's just that your role in their life is mommying them and pacifying them and making them feel like they're not horrible people.
It doesn't make dating any less depressing though. We all still want to care and be cared for, while all men can offer is trauma