>>122112
You should have left him as soon as you discovered he was a R*dditor but better late than never I guess
>Why lie?
He wanted to smash that's all there is to it

>>122375
real revenge route is simply suddenly leaving for someone else, straight up

which would work since he's possessive

in fact the real problem is that this dude is possessive lol

>>122375
I feel like a lot of women know very little abt moids and how to "get back" at them bc doing that would very much wound his ego like nothing else. they are deeply hypocritical creatures and you can look at their behavior to figure out what hurts them most.

>>122379
Op here. Yes he's allowed to ogle video game characters but as soon as I do the same to male characters he gets upset with me. He also has a lot of female online friends he used to play with…

>>122388
>He also has a lot of female online friends
ew… cmon nona you dont need this

You just had to make a thread for this?

>>122395
Yes what about it

>>120945
https://nwsnet.or.jp/
Sorry the 's' was missing

op Here. I let my husband convince me I was the problem again. I convinced myself if I did better he would treat me better. I stopped fighting. I went along with everything. We had more good times, but he would often just turn cruel without warning. And when I didn't give into his baiting he would punish me.

Tonight I agreed to throw out some "contaminated" trash and do extra cleaning. I followed all his instructions. While I was cleaning he was watching tv, eating, and drinking. He kept accusing me of not cleaning and lying. When I finished a task he told me I didn't actually do it. Then he told me I finished too fast. This happened repeatedly until he set a timer and told me I had to spend 2 hours cleaning the entry way ( about a 1meter x 2 meter space including the genkan). All the while calling me a bitch and a liar. He was using headphones so I quietly put on some dirty clothes from the hamper and ran away. I turned off my phone. Bought food because I wasn't allowed to eat until I finished cleaning. Now I'm at a manga cafe. I feel a lot lighter even though I have no plan. tbh the thread of that girl who was groomed and kidnapped who had first made a thread about how to fix herself was running through my head.

>>120944
Sorry for not replying earlier. Thanks for the support. I've spoken with the shelter in my area and they will take me but I have to quit my job which I can't do right now.

I have no plan and I have a medical test and have a big work thing this week but I7ll manage.

>>121922
How often are you going to crawl back to your husband and then come here to cry about how he abused you again.

What's your home country?

>>121950
US. I came back, we alreadh had a huge fight and the police got called. Police were not helpful at all. Earlier that same day I talked to a social worker at the hospital who told me to wait for my paperwork to go through and then she can hook me up with resources to leave and set up a place to live.

OP here. My paperwork came through, but my next appointment with the welfare manager isn't until July. I don't know if I can wait but I'm scared of being homeless. Every night I have to shower 3 times and wash my feet twice between cleaning the walls and floors. I get berated for alk my "mistakes" before I can sleep. Living out if a manga cafe would probably be easier but I'm scared.

>>122238
Yes like not pretty enough to date but just doable kind of thing

>>122331
did you try getting a boyfriend?

I really really wish I was born a guy but I have no one to talk to about it. I'm not gonna transition but I wish I could vent about my feelings to someone. Internet spaces are full of fujoshis and irl I do not know anyone who would really understand. Guys turn me off but being with a girl just doesn't bring the relationship dynamic I would want, it just hammers in the fact that I'm in a female body.

I wish I didn't have to spend the rest of my life being told the things I've said back to me as if someone else came up with them

I wanted to just walk away and sleep at a hotel tonight so badly but it would've made everything worse.

>>122370
kudos to you for having the confidence to leave a relationship you're dissatisfied with

I wanted to be more sympathetic, like you deserved it or something. Like you deserved to be treated with kids' gloves, you're fucking 30. A 30 year old, drugged out waste more interested in playing outlaw, fucking up running a meth lab than you are helping yourself. You let me get hurt again, and again, and you made me cry for daring to have reservations. For rejecting hospitality, not wanting to sleep in a shack full of rats 3 miles outside of city limits, right after I just watched you hit the pipe.

I'm glad you're in jail. I'm glad all it took to break this off was blocking the jail's number, and everyone else's. I'm sick of having my strings tugged by someone who can talk sweet and nothing but. The more I look back, the more manipulative you seem, myopic as it may be. and if it took a murder investigation? I don't care. People other than you have to get on with their lives, and if you want to keep touting being a broken shell, then by all means, keep doing so. You'll just keep cycling through people because they will all, eventually, see you for what you are, a cheap facade.

I'm stupid for losing my first kiss to you, for thinking you just needed help, and for feeling guilty when it failed. I should have recognized that you didn't want it in the first place.

Never contact me again. I need someone who cares for more than just what they see in the mirror, or a pipe.

what if something you knew was unacceptable and you couldn’t live with happened again but this time you were ready how would you charge it? can time be turned back? if big events like death probably shift us into new timelines, how do i get into a time line where he didn’t die??? it hasn’t been that long. i don’t think any big events cementing his death permanently have happened. please how do i escape his death and protect him knowing how he died??? it’s not like it would be a big deal to change what happened. he’s not the president. i’m not the president. it’s fine. why can’t we just change what happened.

>>118331
I love you.

i'm worried that if you don't love me, with your neverending affection and support, the way you take care of me, all the wonderful things you've done for me… If you don't love me, if you never say it back to me, if those words never leave your mouth … it is proof that no one will ever truly love me. how can anyone ever really love me if you, gorgeous, don't?

now that i have a bf and 1 guy friend who are very normal humans (trust me on this nonas), it makes me hate all other men even more!!! i love hating men i love hating men :3 Total female domination!!!!!

>>122352
>now that i have a bf and 1 guy friend who are very normal humans (trust me on this nonas)
yup
dats what made me start hateposting on men

>>122352
>i hate men!!1!
>i'll still keep dating and fucking them tho cause this one is different!!
fake misandrists stfu challenge

>>122365
sybau

>>122352

Men hate each other.

I hate men back, and women deserve to hate men back if are hated.

Forgive me father, for I have sinned. Yup, a big sinner. Did you put money in the box? yes. Then you are pardoned my son.

Let's just treat men like dogs. They deserve it.

My husband was so strange today. He asked me for the weather, I said the weather. Then he asked me something, I said yes and then other thing, and I said no.

He is complicated, he then said "god why are you answering so cold" who understands men? i answered, I bought him clothes, I let him live under the roof, I pay bills and he thanks me like this?

Like that. Men are always happier when being slaves.

can't you just tell your doctor your symptoms? just be like "yeah i hear voices sometimes and also i think i am the lizard queen" or whatever. they'll probably just refer you to a specialist

You don't want antipsychotics, they're not good for the brain

>>122358
>schizophrenia
>defense sector
Honestly, being trans is probably going to be a bigger barrier to working in your preferred field in the coming years.
>symptoms of auditory and visual hallucinations, paranoia, and delusions
The fact that you're capable of recognizing them as such means that you do not have a significant disorder. Just keep quiet about it and let it be someone else's problem if it ever gets bad enough that you can't live with it (unlikely). Many people live happy/normal lives with these minor symptoms.
If you are high-iq enough, you can also try self-medicating if it bothers you.

>>122363
>>122358
Also, I forgot to mention, you can just fly to a different country for healthcare as well.

>>122358
t-minus a few hours