I'm a wagie but it's all wfh since 2020 so it feels like being a bedrotting neet anyway, but also I have to do boring stuff all day. It's terrible

>>128736
Is this little guy dead? I hope so.

>>128738
No he's getting an x-ray under anesthesia. Also rude

Im a neet for like 10months now because i had one too many mental breakdowns working with my dad. I mostly try to help around the house and take care of myself. I cook, clean, talk with friends on discord game, make art, read, but ive been going out on walks to get some exercise and fresh air. I gotta get my resume updated and start applying but im afraid to.

fuck around on the pc, browse my phone, smoke pot, harass my cats. I do occasionally go out for walks at the park and I definitely plan on being more active in the summer

my witch fren made an altar for me this full moon. not sure if it worked (or is working) or not but it's nice.

nona you should hire me

No, we have witches at home

>>129407
>I decided to try and be normal
I think you did the opposite. You tried conforming to the abnormality in this world. Couldn't handle the loneliness, got swayed by temptations.

>the thought of him looking at another girl makes me physcially sick
same.

I use OF and streamers as a litmus test for men, because it's very telling about their online behaviour and relationship to women. Having multiple favourite streamers he religiously watches full streams of is obviously massively unhealthy, and if it's softcore porn or political slop reaction content, then all the worse. Paying any kind of subscription to a woman media personality is instantly a red flag and can't really be excused in the vast majority of circumstances. It's just admitting he sees sex as a transaction: he pays her money which gives him explicit approval, consent if you will, to use her for his pleasure, and allows him to make a claim to some small part of her body and life. There's a reason he's not just jerking off to free internet porn.

>I decided to try and be normal
You can still date while being weird, but it sounds like you're overcompensating by trying to date "normal" men, who are in fact degenerates that trawl dating apps and will take a shot at any woman, or vaguely woman-shaped thing, that lets them get close enough.

>>129407
there’s absolutely no reason your boyfriend needs to be following girls who stream on twitch for any reason. like ever… loser behavior. most women who stream on twitch are goon farming for simps. & i don’t really blame them cause men are pathetic enough to actually engage in this kinda stuff.. but yeah don’t ever let him try to convince you he’s not just following/engaging with these girls cause he finds them hot. cause that’s exactly what he’s doing.

You're not crazy for not wanting your boyfriend to have a digital harem
They will claim it's just goonslop to have a quick release but in reality they can't even stay hard during real sex because they trained to find a screen with tits in it more arousing than a real woman in front of them
I found that after porn became a global phenomena male sexuality became less distinctive and grounded as hetero/gay/bi, and more about dopamine chasing from increasingly taboo content or increasing amount of porn they expose themselves to.
After knowing that you might have a dissonance why some man who watches juggling black midget clown orgy porn still decides to date a straight woman. It's because they need an emotional pacifier and there's no better emotional pacifier than a straight woman.
Once you realize men are just slaves to quick hits of dopamine and use relationships for status and emotional labor from your part it all clicks and makes it so simple. it's really not because you're not goon material or your tits aren't big enough, it's just that your role in their life is mommying them and pacifying them and making them feel like they're not horrible people.
It doesn't make dating any less depressing though. We all still want to care and be cared for, while all men can offer is trauma

I hate dating too, i tried to find a guy through dating apps but theyre all terrible. Theyre either hot assholes that just wanna bang and forget about you, or some losers that have no confidence and are scared to flirt back. I had a guy i thought was decent and had everything going for him, except he wasn't very attractive to me. Not ugly but i just couldnt get myself to be into him. Maybe i really am only into girls

>>129404
why are you worried about hurting the feelings of some moid who’s acting like a whiny entitled retard. just stop messaging him and befriend a girl. men aren’t your friends

>>129404
>Moid friends
Are you that naive? Maybe its an ego boost talking to a guy thats desperate to have sex with you but thats as far as the friendship will ever go.

This guy is whiny and entitled, nothing positive will come from talking with him. Ignore and dont reply

>>129426
satc is a show written by a gay moid. and it’s obvious

I don't (and never will) believe in having ONS with men, but I've always wanted to at least try having an ONS with another woman. I've been screwed over so many times I frankly just don't believe in romantic relationships anymore. Plus I've been stuck my whole life just being "bicurious". I feel like when I can finally have sex with another woman I can finally proudly call myself bisexual

I only had casual sex with my long distance bestie when we visited each other. We both were single and knew the opportunity wouldnt come up for a while, and we both didn't want to be seriously dating. Tbh she was very lonely and i wanted her to have a good experience since she mostly had creeps and ppl using her in past and not truly loving. I still talk and flirt with her often and nothing really changed from our friendship. With guys tho idk it feels weird and scary to think about that. I only did it with bestie because her and i are already so close so we felt safe with each other.

It's like any addiction. You start when you are young and dumb.

I didn't have a whole lot of casual sex but I've had a fuckbuddy or two before. I have an avoidant/anxious attachment style, hell, it's taking me a while to actually feel something for the moid I'm with. I always have walls and barriers up because I know I'm going to be left behind and I don't want to get hurt.

>>126444
It is ALL in how you see it. I don't see myself being penetrated; I see myself absorbing and swallowing the man's power within me. I don't see a blowjob as subservient but as using my power over him to make him beg for more. And surely a guy who goes down on you is acknowledging your dominance and practically worshipping you

Sex is YOU conqquering HIM - absorbing, engulfing, stealing his power

Tie him to the bed and blindfold him.
Now you can do what you want without any pressure. No female role, only your own desires at your own speed. You don't even need penetration.


>>129203
>And surely a guy who goes down on you is acknowledging your dominance and practically worshipping you
Make him deserve you. He show some devotion or he won't feel you.

>>126444
I used to be afraid of sex myself. Now, after many years of abuse, I think "if only I was raped, I could sue that man in court and get a ton of money!"

>>129522
You don't need to be raped to do that, and you won't be getting money unless you extort him out of court.

>>128239
Mom,
The older I get the more I understand you and realize the things you tried to tell me all along.
I see myself slowly become all the things I used to hate about you.
I was not a good daughter.
I sit and think about all the times you have asked me to come home. They play through my head and it hurts. I'm sorry I hurt you and I know you're right.
I'm too prideful to admit I was wrong.
I love you.

https://www.tiktok.com/@etherealsyd/video/7606845906981309727?_r=1&_t=ZT-94CgREpsT4Y

No, I'll never give the hunt up, and I won't muck it up
Somehow this is it, I knew, maybe fate wants you dead too
We've come together in the very same room, and I'm coming for you
Do you think I'd ever let you get away with it, huh?
He swooned in warm maroon
There's gas in your barrel, and I'm flooded with Doom
You've made a wake of our honeymoon, and I'm coming for you

You barely sound like a native speaker of your only language, how could you possibly think you're qualified to decide what counts as proper english?

>>129275
me when my enemy makes a spelling mistake

if you were going to tell me to kms you
probably should have hidden your offline status and not needed to aggressively kill stuff in a game afterward for the first time in a week. i meant that shit i said to you. i’m going to outlive you.

they truly have the ugliest faggiest voices. i hate how hard they try.

imma say this is fake
youd not talk to him if you didnt want to

>>129465
fr tranny cadence is always detectable

Just stop talking, if they or others whine then you can tell them you're not comfortable with the things theyre saying and leave it at that. Don't let others run your life for you, spend time with people that add to your life and want to be around

>>129459
Just admit that you don't want anything to do with them and who are if they use a word against you?
They want to gain power over you, you don't have to respect them.

Majority in populations have been automatons since times beyond record, but now thanks to corporations you can easily recognize them right away. How convenient!