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Vent Thread Anonymous 120288[Reply]

Previous thread >>117577
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Anonymous 123064

>>122985
It's scary looking at how fast 5 years went by and realizing you're only maybe 10 of those periods away from dying. Worse yet, how you're exactly the same place you were 5 years ago and probably will be in the next 5.

Anonymous 123083

This is so pathetic, but whenever my mom plays loud music, I get involuntary flight/fight responses in my body, or the corner of my mouth will turn down as if Im going to cry, and I get very depressed despite trying not to be.

As a child, whether at home or sitting in the backseat of the car on the way to somewhere, mom would play her music super loud, esp if her and dad were shouting/fighting, so my mind connects domestic violence with her music. I had no choice, I HAD to listen to it. Over and over again.

There was a time, mom and her fave male offspring played this newly released moid bands album very loudly, despite me repeatedly telling them it hurt my ears. That was my only way to go out anywhere apart from school, and home was depressing, so I had no choice. My "no" was never respected. Mom pretended to turn the dial down, but the screen showed the volume was unchanged. She laughed off my concerns, and told me I dont know what real abuse was. Another time, I didnt want her playing it loudly inside my room, so in response for daring to set a boundary, she didnt talk to me for 3 days and wouldnt make me or my siblings any food. All that, combined with intense bullying at school, a bad medical issue that ended up needing surgery, and puberty, all made me cry at night for months, wishing I was never born/praying to die.

Moms music is loud angry moid songs, often about violence or misogynistic sexual comments, sometimes depressing or sad songs about death. She explicitly discouraged me from listening to women music artists and is very misogynistic. When I listen to different music I like with headphones, I dont usually get the involuntary fight/flight reactions.

Just recently, I was outside doing yardwork when mom played her shouting moid music out loud for the neighbors to hear, because they woke us up at 7am mowing the lawn. I felt like the neighbors would take out their anger out on me, so I felt uncomfortable and stopped what I was doing, as Im afraid of conflict [I was strangled by a moid classmate when I was around 5]. Then mom went outside, unprompted, bragging to me about how it could have been louder, and laughed that the man next door [he often has loud abusive breakups with women] is going to cry because he turned his music on as a response. Im probably wrong but I feel like she indirectly mocked and bullied me. Mom never does this when her male offspring is outside, as he would be embarrassed, and we cant Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 123090

queen

Anonymous 123107

I'm hungry.

Anonymous 123124

It's almost 4am. I just want to sleep.



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Anonymous 122630[Reply]

I wish all men looked like this
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Anonymous 122980

>>122933
We should actually be judging them way more, men criticize absolutely everything in women, including having pores (oh the horror, a human being) while they go out there to the world as the ugly, unkept ogres that they are. Men are fucking hideous and we SHOULD shame them more, we SHOULD be calling them disgusting fatasses, making fun of them being bald, of their beards that look like pubes, maybe then they'll shut the fuck up. Women are too kind to these pieces of shit.

Anonymous 123066

>>122980
It just sounds like you run on spite. Im not interested in hating others in retaliation. Its a waste of time. nothing changes that way. consistently picking at others will probably just make you a more miserable.

Anonymous 123076

>>123066
i disagree, i think the only thing that wont change anything is being nice to them tbh. judging or criticizing them definitely hurts their ego the way they hope to hurt women. treating them kindly while they mistreat you is kind of pitiful because theyll use that as proof of their superiority over you

Anonymous 123087

>>123076
I'm not saying be nice to people who are cruel to you, I'm saying you should show basic respect towards people that you don't know. It shouldn't be considered normal to go around picking at everyone's looks

Anonymous 123123

his pecs are too small, waist too big, thighs not as thick as it should, he looks 175+, too tall, he probably would hit you to death



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Anonymous 123119[Reply]

how do you come to terms with being too ugly to be loved? how do you accept that you're never going to experience the rush of a passionate relationship? how do you accept that no man will ever be able to look you in the eyes and tell you you're beautiful? how do you live with the fact that even if you found someone its better to leave it at that so you don't have children that will suffer just as you have? i feel so stuck and isolated, ive been isolated my entire life. i dont have the social skills neccessary to be a "personality" "as long as youre happy" girl, so even if i could be seen past that it would amount to nothing. there is nothing i could offer someone past the looks i dont have.

oh and before anyone says some "just improooooove" i starved myself and gymratted to the lowest weight ive ever been, to my peak physique, nothing changed. nothing improved. my bones are completely wrong. this is not a problem i can fix and its getting harder and harder to live with. without love there is no future, our purpose is boiled down to reproducing, continuing our bloodline, finding love. its not something i'll ever be able to do. it's over and done.

Anonymous 123122

>our purpose is boiled down to reproducing, continuing our bloodline, finding love. its not something i'll ever be able to do.
well… that's just not really true. I've seen some monkey looking people with kids in subways. Like no offense to them or anything, of course.

I know that me saying this probably doesn't help, though. I'm sorry, nona. I would love to say something that would restore your faith in yourself, but I don't know what that is.



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HOW DO I STOP CARING Anonymous 122565[Reply]

I’ve come to a brutal but necessary conclusion: kindness is overrated when handed out like free samples at a grocery store. I’ve spent years marinating in people-pleasing, thinking empathy was some kind of moral currency. Plot twist — it’s not. In practice, being an open nerve ending only gets you exploited. People don’t respond to kindness; they respond to boundaries. Harsh truth: excessive agreeableness is not virtue — it’s social self-sabotage.

I simp for validation like a lab rat pressing the dopamine lever, and it’s pathetic. It’s classic intermittent reinforcement — a core concept in behavioral psychology — where unpredictable rewards (a compliment, a message back) condition you to keep chasing. It’s the same mechanism that keeps gamblers at the slot machines, and I’ve basically been gambling my self-worth on other people’s approval.

I’ve also been stuck in a victim identity loop. That’s where you start romanticizing your suffering, treating pity as a currency, and staying small because pain becomes familiar. It’s textbook learned helplessness with a side of digital masochism. No more. Self-pity is a trap disguised as self-awareness. I’m done wearing trauma like a personality badge.
A few days ago, I trusted two people on a new account — max security, minimal exposure — and still got doxxed. That’s not just betrayal, it’s stupidity on my part.
Bottom line: Empathy without discernment is emotional self-harm. Validation-seeking is a rigged slot machine. And kindness? It needs a filter, not a floodgate. I’m done being a walking weakness detector for predators online. New arc: ruthless, aware, emotionally sovereign.
How do I stop compulsively empathizing and people-pleasing when I know it’s just a maladaptive trauma response dressed up as kindness, and how do I unhook my brain from chasing validation like it’s crack? How do i stop caring?
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Anonymous 123114

>>123112
I realize I don’t need other people to make me happy, and I know living in the present is key to feeling good inside. The need for validation comes from wanting to feel content and validated. I don’t mean to sound rude or harsh, and I don’t have any bad intentions, but I do envy people who aren't conventionally attractive but still carry themselves with confidence. I’m working on being kinder to myself, not letting anyone walk over me, and remembering that I should only trust myself, not others blindly.
I have a really loving family, and my sibling is great too. I’m grateful for everything I have and all the support I’ve received. But I made a big mistake thinking that trying to please people would make me feel good inside. It’s more about feeling good because others think I’m good, but in the end, there’s always this unspoken grudge I hold against them.
I’m trying to be a better version of myself. I’m moving to a better place, and I’ve started stepping away from the toxic parts of the internet. I’ve made a lot of progress, but I still need to work on not caring so much, not reacting, and most importantly, not trusting or being overly kind to everyone. I need to stop trying to be the “good” person in everyone’s eyes. I have to start living for myself instead of for others.

Anonymous 123115

>>123113
Hey Nona,
How’s it going? I hope you're having a good day.

I don’t interact with them at all, but they keep talking about me. I’ve tried to stop checking, but yesterday I opened it, and it gave me this weird feeling in my stomach like a mix of nausea and anxiety. With all the AI stuff being used now, I keep worrying about the possibility of them making deepfakes or something. What scares me the most is that it could affect my future. It makes me cry sometimes, thinking they have access to a picture of me when I never wanted it to go that way.
I’m really scared, and I feel like I’m losing control of it.

Anonymous 123116

^-^ Sorry nonas I forgot to mention ^^^ above two replies by the OP
I hope you have a great day.

Anonymous 123120

>>123114
>The need for validation comes from wanting to feel content and validated.

"The bureaucracy is expanding to meet the needs of the expanding bureaucracy"

Anonymous 123121

>>123115

the use of unconsentual technology is out of control these days. it is awful, it makes me want to become an amish just to be away from technology. technology is no longer a friend, it is the tool of oppressors to enslave everyone.

the more i see what they do with the technology the more depressed i become.

i eat at a cafeteria sometimes and every so often some spy bitch is walking around just taking pictures of the hundreds of people eating there. constant surveilance against the humans. maybe time to admit that the people like myself who have been warning of this for many years were not crazy conspiracy theorists? my way of dealing with this is to try to stay away from places where there are many people and just avoid people who use smartphones. if you use a normal smartphone, i don't really consider you part of my species at this point, you are the hostile cattle of the technological invasion.



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pros/cons of your bf Anonymous 105405[Reply]

can we please start a pros/cons list of the bf you are dating.

i am sick of seeing bf brag threads, we need a counterbalance with the crappy things your bf does on top of the good things. can be as little as pet peeves!
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Anonymous 123101

>>123100
Depends on what he's conserving.

Anonymous 123103

>>123101
If he's conserving trans rights I'm out.

Anonymous 123110

>>123103
When it comes to trans rights,
I'm a progressive.

Anonymous 123117

>>122115
its fun teasing my boyfriend over it

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>>122115
>give us the ones who are worth something



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Abusive OCD bf pt 2 Anonymous 95617[Reply]

>>>/feels/34633
Last thread hit limit and many nonas seem concerned for her safety.

If you see this, we hope you are ok! Please give us an update on the police situation.
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Anonymous 122605

OP. My next meeying is in two weeks, I'm not going to let myself convince myself I want to stay. I will say I want to leave.

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Hey, OP.
It took me too fucking long to leave my BPD husband. Years. He left me with physical, mental, and emotional scars and he couldn't care less, as long as he could control me. That's the goal.

He wasn't interested in seeking help for himself or "getting better"—they were sweet little lies crafted to keep me enslaved.

Once I left, it.. surprisingly.. my life wasn't that much more difficult. Turns out, not having to cater the demands of a deranged psycho puts everything else on easy-mode.

Will you struggle? Oh, yeah. But guess what? You'll be free. You get your life back. You get to become a person again. You get to take care of yourself.

You deserve the happiness that he has made clear he will NEVER give you!
You're so fucking close! Keep at it! You're almost there!

Life will be so much more beautiful once you're free! I fucking promise!

Anonymous 122826

>>122638
Thanks, I'm trying to remember this. We'll go out and have a good time and I'll think it's all in my head. Or we'll have a fight and I'll get worked up, and then believe that I'm at fault.

Currently every time I come back to the apartment I have to shower, wipe the walls, shower, wipe the walls, shower, wipe the floor, wash feet, wipe floor, wash feet, and wipe the floor.

He claims I decided on this routine and I can't change it because "it's been decided."

Counting down the days until my next meeting with my welfare manager.

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>>122826
"He's upset and it's my fault, because I wasn't supportive enough / didn't do what he wanted me to do / didn't anticipate his needs enough."

Those are all 100% lies I used to believe about my partner, too. It was the mindset that kept me chained in that miserable prison of a relationship.

The times that I viewed as "good" weren't really "good"– they were just breaks from terrible ones. I just set the bar so fucking low. Like viewing your captor as "kind and merciful", because they gave you a piece of stale bread.

Once you escape him, you won't have to walk on eggshells in order to manage his unreasonable emotions.
You won't have to sacrifice your well-being for the basic right to not live in fear.
You won't have to live in a fog of doubt, anxiety, and shame, just trying to hopefully obtain that "good day"— because it can all be shattered in an instant.
IT NOT YOUR FAULT.
Nor is it your responsibility to manage your captor.

You're so close.
You can do this.
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Anonymous 123109

>>122876
Thank you, Nona This means the world to me. I was thinking maybe everything really was my fault (I'm stupid, I'm dirty, my Japanese sucks, I'm loud and rude) and then last night my husband got mad at me for the crime of relaxing at home. (I didn't put ny chopsticks down straight enough). Told me I should always be scared of him. What tge fuck.



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Anonymous 123004[Reply]

do any other nonas feel like they’re consistently the most enthusiastic and engaged person in a friendship? I feel like if I just stopped messaging and stopped going out of my way to be a good friend everyone would leave me. sometimes I think I may have bpd, or I’m just crazy. maybe both!
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Anonymous 123015

>>123012

I think it might be time for me to accept that. It sucks.

Anonymous 123016

>>123015

Socializing has been really fucky lately, don't be hard on yourself nona

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coming back to this and I think I need to get evaluated for bpd. I hate my friends but also love them. I wish they just took the time to be my friend. I think the internet has rotted us all because they can just see what I’m up to at all times and choose to not reach out because of it. i feel like I need to scrub all of my social media profiles and just become completely anonymous. it gets to the point sometimes where I want to kill myself just so they feel bad for not reaching out more. I know this is very harmful thinking and not good for anyone but ugh. again, I’m looking into evaluation.

Anonymous 123104

>>123004
You just need to let stuff like this go or you'll end up alone. See the bigger picture.

Anonymous 123106

you're not alone
i had to beg my old best friend of 10 years to have decent conversations with me instead of answering me with a one word reply and she just told me that she's not my boyfriend to talk to me enthusiastically on a daily basis
In my opinion, it's better to not expect too much from people and just treat them the same way they do



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massive used laptop almost for free Anonymous 122991[Reply]

when i see allegedly intelligent people at university with their stupid 1000€ to 2000€ laptops it gives me the creeps. they pay so much to have the latest tech plus they subscribe to programs and apps and services. screens at ridiculous high resolutions, that's how they trick em. these laptops are designed to be difficult and expensive to repair.

meanwhile i bought a used thinkpad with a large screen that even has a numpad, which i appreciate for typing numbers🥳🥳🥳. how much did i pay you wanna know of course: 150€. that's a tenth of what the average hoe or hustler is paying for theirs and what can they do with their machine that i can't? nothing. i can't think of one thing. i don't get it. i guess they don't know. anyways consumers gonna consume, hooray for me. i am currently writing this on the big screen.

would love to hear about your wise techchoices but please don't talk about your apple products or your other consumer-grade disgraces
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Anonymous 123070

>>123060
i have not found a tablet for ebook reading that i could stand for almost a decade now. probably i should just try to find a x220 with the nice reversible touchscreen instead and call it a day.

Anonymous 123074

>>123070
>just try to find a x220t

turns out those aren't easy to find😅

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Anonymous 123102

>>123092
🥳😆 i wish i knew more tech like that. old, cheap, sturdy, reliable, mostly self-repairable. too bad they don't make water kettles, juicers and blenders like that.



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Unsent Letter Thread Anonymous 115657[Reply]

Previous Thread >>2119
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Anonymous 122896

Fuck you Adrijus [email protected]
You deserve to pay for mistreating me

Anonymous 122897

so the heat is making you split on me and j today huh.

Anonymous 122950

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I have to pretend you're dead, mama. I love you so much. But all you do is hurt me. Even now, you don't consider that. You just see protecting myself from you as getting back at you. It's easier to love someone who is dead than to be angry at someone who is alive and refuses to do better. Why do you have to make me defend myself? I never wanted this.

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i don’t say anything anymore and you’ll never stop. you’re terrifying and you need to be sentenced to the kind of court ordered institutionalization where you can be kept permanently until a doctor says otherwise.

Anonymous 123099

i finally had a dream about you where you didn’t try to hurt me or ignore me when confronted or lure me away to have sex with you while everyone tried to stop you or bring me somewhere and abandon me in a place i got hurt.

you just showed me a song and sang along with certain parts and wanted me to understand you. when you stood up because lunch was over i stayed behind. and then i had the dream i was begging to have about my cat visiting me.



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