>>>128885
Also I found out he’s autistic (did a little digging) but he never told me. I also think he might have some sort of other mental illness here and there.

pros:

>helps me with everything I need, I never have to lift a finger if I need information or if I need something done
>he calls me sweet things like sweetheart, baby, etc
>he's beautiful, he has crystal blue eyes and the most beautiful eye shape
>he's okay with me liking childish things like sanrio, LPS, stuff like that
>he has the softest lips, his hugs are so warm and nice and he smells so good
>his kisses are amazing
>he holds hands with me when we're out together
>he lets me talk about my special interests freely
>we could talk for hours everyday and never get bored
>he's super smart and funny and nice
>very nerdy but in a cute sexy way
>looks at my pictures when he's doing stuff to himself
>is okay with my fetishes
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>>128898
Keep him.

>>128898
>>128901
He seems neither unusually good or seriously bad of a boyfriend. Not much to brag about, but not really to complain about either.

>>128901
I was planning to ^_^ he's really sweet

>>128911
Not as meaningless as your post.

>>128908
only lifelong conservatives say this quote

Conservatives are people who like hurting others and hoarding money.

>>128913
Nonsense. The thing is, you look at that quote and automatically put it in context of american two party system and contemporary politics.

>>128916 Because they’re an American. One is more inclined to perceive things from the context they are in rather than one they are not, its human nature. Though, I do agree that we need to a more fluid approach to politics, I think it’s truly fucking stupid to get on someone for speaking through their context. I wouldn’t expect someone from Europe to perceive politics through somewhere in bumfuck Africa and vice versa, same thing with Europeans and America, were separated from a sea, no one knows as much as they swear they do about American politics. Nothing at all. We have third parties, they are never voted in, but they make our politics function by being a buffer.

>>128917
Let correct myself: ocean

Love is a lie. Love is what you feel when a moid manipulates you right. Heartbreak is what you feel when you find out.

friend of my friend.

Jesus, what a faggot…

it’s genuinely obvious and i enjoy it. have fun thinking of me.

>>128880
Really chuckling at the idea of opening the post one day to find a hand written, unsigned letter reading "Jesus, what a faggot…", and nothing else.

Stop spamming your bullshit everywhere, retard.

>>128879
I should add that I'm 22 and don't have any stds

I've only slept with women, I'm afraid to go the full way with a guy

I identity as bisexual but I'm sexually confused, I'm not sure if I'm a lesbian

I live in a town of sorts so there's not really a local lesbian scene for me to explore

I feel creepy for being attracted to women, the majority of women I've crushed on weren't interested in me at all and I easily obsess

How do I tell which women are lesbians without asking?

sure ya are not of the troon tribe

>>128902
wow women aren't allowed to be horny?

>>128902
People irl think I'm a ftm pretty often

I like dressing in suits and stuff

I have very mixed feelings on trans people, I've had some really bad experiences with trans people

most of them unattractive to me

tbh sex/fucking =/= love in 99.999999% of cases and a lot of guys pretend to love you because they know you'll give them access to your body so they can use and discard you and probably cheat on you.

romance media is all BS and if you speak to a lot of women irl they'll tell you that they've had to endure a lot of disrespect and subtle infidelity, while also performing sexual acts they don't want to do in order to keep their partner.

men aren't all they're chalked up to be and i honestly wish i could go back in time to before i dated anyone/was sexually intimate with anyone. don't feel too bad nona

you will have to understand that normies are sociopaths
anywhere from 25-50% of people have ADMITTED to cheating on their partner
the normie libido is sky high
you will have to date autistic christian men to have something like what you want

Same, but I've gotten so used to being by myself that I don't think I'd actually enjoy sharing my space with someone else, maybe if it's for brief periods it might be tolerable

Love isn't real. There's just sex and there's manipulation.

>>128867
autistic men have the same libido as normal, so do Christians and Christians sin more because christ forgives then

>>128893
Break up with him. I don’t know why people bitterly complain about being in shitty relationships, know it’s shitty, and then don’t just leave. Being single would give you less of a headache, his fucks aren’t better than a vibrater let me assure you.

>>128894
/feels/ is for venting too, I just felt like venting since I'm too passive to bring it up to him.
If the post bothered you, you could simply ignore

>>128895
No I get it. I don’t mean to insult, you’re allowed to vent, vent all the way. I just wished young women would just stop with these moids as soon as possible. You sound hurt, and tired, and I don’t think love or relationships should be like that. Love is supposed to bring you life, even its difficulties should, I just don’t want anyone to torture themselves for a moid. You shouldn’t be drinking Whiskey and watching Gilmore Girls, it’s more him im annoyed at, not you, but I wrote it to sound like you.

FUCKING
DUMP
HIM
NOW

I'm so fucking sick of my pickme coworkers, one pickme from my shift is friends with two guys who hit on me in the past, I refused one of them, I was dating the other one but nothing sexual in terms of genital contact happened between us because a) he turned out to carry a dangerous STD (I asked him to get tested and even after we knew he's carrying the STD, he was still pressing me to give him oral and was guiltripping me and calling me an egoist when I refused to touch his genitals. I still had a health scare though, because I thought I caught something just from him touching me because I got a damn infection. But thank god it was just something bacterial bc the scrote didn't wash his hands before touching me, of course. I tested myself for STDs for my own sanity and thank god I was all clear. I know there's a small risk for transmission through fingers but it's still a risk) and because b) he was toxic and idolized Andrew Tate lol. So I stopped dating him. I'm still a virgin but I bet the scrote either told her he fucked me or that I treated him very badly because she has a strong dislike for me for some reason, and she still claims the scrote is such a "good guy" and women are so pathetic and evil for not giving him a chance. I also dated our mutual coworker but again, nothing sexual happened between us, just kissing. But from the way she treats me I just know she thinks I'm a dirty whore who jumps from one man to another kek. She makes fun of feminists and women who sleep around, and I know she already put me into the second category. I'm not friends with anyone from my shift and the other 2 female coworkers and our shift leader have a very good friendly relationship. They love to gossip about other people's relationships and do pickme shit like calling sex pests "good guys" and shitting on women who don't want to date them. I just know they talk about me. I wonder if this one pickme knows that her male friend carries STDs and wants to give them to women in a fully aware way? I wonder if this is something he gladly tells her, since they're SUCH good friends? People are so pathetic. When I finally decide to quit this job, I have a feeling I'm gonna just call them names on my last day and say everything I had on my mind for this entire time kek. Just so they know they're retards in my eyes before I leave

>>128859
Imagine if you were a politician or famous to some degree, people would talk bad things about you nonstop, if famous people can go unaffected by something like that, then so can you, don't let it get to your heart. NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.

>>128862
Thank you anon, I will try. Still though, rich people have enough money to separate themselves from those who gossip about them and I have to work with them, at least for now lol

I'm so tired
Every other day I have a new type of cancer
I can't calm down even if I suspect that it might not be the case
what if what if what if what if what if

I have such bad anxiety lately over dying, conspiracies, and the afterlife. Genuinely the fact that we know so little causes me so much stress and anxiety. My only copium is knowing I'm still relatively young so I won't be dying anytime soon but still the anxiety is just looming over me

>>128837
Yeah, I also feel this way. The thought of living my whole life without ever experiencing it because it's kind of plastered all over the media, in books, movies, music, even irl people place such importance on it that if you miss out on it you might feel like there's something wrong with you or you're unworthy or something. But honestly I think most people live without ever finding actual love in general. Most relationships seem to be just out of convenience or hierarchies or shallow shit. Or maybe I'm just trying to rationalize it idk. I mean even if you try to be realistic about it it's still a scary feeling. But at the end of the day I feel like most people feel this way deep down. Its a very human feeling I think