>>11985
can someone explain in depth what the appeal of this is? i cant understand

>>18327
It implies they come from good families with money.

>>13288
Aw yeah, thats it. Short shorts w great legs. Like Tom selleck in magnum pi. So much body hair, peak sexy for me

>>18327

Not only what >>18343 said, but there's also a certain 'youthfulness' implying that the boy hasn't had to grow up early facing hardship. He's playful, a bit naive, and tries to act like a gentleman.

>>18615
Idk anon this kind of outfit always makes me think of a middle aged manchild who engaged in date rapes in college

Probably a 3-4. Cute face, bad body

I could be a model if I lost weight, so that's my plans for summer. now it's 5/6.

0, all around ugly garbage

Honestly 8/10 appearance-wise. I have a model-like facial structure with a slender frame and a bubble butt that's gotten me quite a bit of attention. I have a fairly high muscle tone despite lack of physical activity. Only downside is a pretty flat chest and knobbly knees. However, I'm an annoying sperg who's shit at masking so my good looks don't even really matter in the grand scheme of things. They only garner me lots of negative attention from others. If I were neurotypical with the same appearance, I'd probably be an evil Stacy sorority bitch who bullies spergs like me.

uhh like a 6 because I have a pretty good body and some nice facial features but my face can improve. I have terrible eyesight so I have to wear ugly ass giant glasses but i'm going to start wearing contacts instead soon and work on skincare and stuff

>>18655
>sleeping schedule
Real life is all that matters. If your internet friends are detrimental to your sleeping schedule, you should put your needs first. At your age you need 8 to 10 hours of sleep every night. Unless you want early Alzheimer's, cardiovascular problems, depression, and back shot to all hell from spending that much time in front of the screen, you should sleep more and retire to bed at the same time.
>snacks
Okay, I see you don't like cooking, so I'm not going to suggest it. Here's what you need to include into your "diet": bananas (at least 1 per day, every day), apples, dairy (!!!!!!), any and all fresh veggies and fruits you can find that don't require cooking (cucumbers, tomatoes, lettuce, oranges, etc.). If you have enough money, consider buying baby formula. It has a ton of vitamins and will help you recover, although it is rich in calories too, so I would suggest you consume less formula than a baby would.

>>18657
If you feel like you can't do it on your own, ask for help. Parents, family, real life friends, anyone. You are very young still.

>>18658
Follow up: forgot to include meat. Make sure you eat meat at least 3 times a week, preferably every day. Anything will do, including those cancer-ulcer-diarrhea-inducing chain store sausages, because they are still better than this thing you've got going on. Also buy canned peas, that's protein.

>>18658
sad to admit but my online friends are the only people I get to talk with, I'm a shut-in and I have one real life friend and we aren't really meeting up or talking outside of school as I'm graduating in like two weeks.
and in regards to the diet, I'm gonna work out this summer so I think it will be best if I will start the diet once I start working out because I am overweight. but I'll keep all of those in mind, thanks a lot! ^_^

>>18673
Please buy something healthy the next time you get your groceries. You have to promise me, anon.

>>18674
next time my mom goes to get groceries I will tag along, thanks a lot nona!

Botox too.
Also why does your image have 5 pixels total.

lul

Anti-psychotics

>>18634
what is funny about this

>>18644
The OP images make a funny human

might seem a bit dumb but I lost 30 kg last year and while I expected buying new clothes, I didn't expect that my rings are too loose now. I don't know my ring size either

I lost 50 lb in my early twenties and honestly felt so much better about myself. I gained it back tho.

I'm not sure if I've lost weight but I've definitely gained muscle/recomped and my belly button looks different now.

>>18643

Gaining muscle is better in the long run. Good job!

>>4878
I've lost 28 lbs (130 → 102) and I didn't expect to lose my hips. I went from a spoon shape to a slight inverted triangle. Also, my boobs are so small now.

Soooo…. my medication is out of stock. Literally in all of my country. Friends from other countries told me it's out of stock there too. I rely on this medication for my day-to-day life. I have to take it multiple times a day. When I stop my illness comes back so strongly it's terrifying and disrupts my daily functioning so much. How fucked am I now? What can I do? I'm tired of rushing to the hospital every single time, I almost start to feel like I'm rude. It's literally a monthly occurence. My multiple doctors all decided to fuck off somewhere else because reasons?? so I have to wait at least a month to see them. There's so little doctors that even if I try to find new other ones my next appointment can only be multiple months later. I've tried to find ways to purchase medication online, but meds are very regulated in the EU so I can't really do it. Unless I just don't know how to bypass this. I don't know. I feel so powerless. Living with an invisible disability is literaly hell. Especially as a woman. No one takes you seriously. It is so isolating. At this point I wish I wasn't born.

I've been forgetting more things. Usually small stuff like what I ate for breakfast yesterday or today. But sometimes important things like someone coming over and having a whole conversation with me in my apartment. I'm really scared. I feel like I will be completely incoherent within ten years.

>>18621
If it can help i can suggest you keep a memory journal. It can be with the help of a phone app or with a real journal you can decorate. My illness gives me troubles remembering things too so maybe it could help you as well.

I've got my fair share of meds. What I hate the most is that I have to take them with a pretty substational (not necessarily calorie wise but size wise) meal otherwise I'm gagging on acid all day. Anyone know of low acid, high satiety foods to take with them instead? Thinking about almond milk yogurt but that shit is nasty

>>18638
The meds i take are technically supposed to be taken with a meal but I just don't do it. Supposedly not taking them with a meal would cause me to have nausea. It doesn't though. Have you tried taking your meds alone?

Got diagnosed with Grave’s Disease at 15. Had all of the symptoms save for the eye-bulging. Literally couldn’t sleep some nights due to the insomnia and heart palpitations. I’m in remission for the third time now, but I’m honestly thinking about just having my thyroid shrunk since I’m tired of hopping on and off my medicine when it resurfaces (always mild, thankfully). Still heat sensitive, so that’s a bitch in the summer.

>>14886
Anon maybe ask a psych about BPD. Sounds like depression/mania

Chronic fatigue. I haven't found anything to cure it. I think it's due to a vitamin d and iron deficiency. I technically have tablets for that but my tablets taste so awful that I don't want to take them. I'll try to find a way to make them taste less horrible.

Gastritis and bad acid reflux. I can't eat shit and have been fighting it for almost two years now, good fun! It wouldn't be as bad if it didn't burn my esophagus and affect my breathing.
Also have had skin issues of some sort for my whole life. I had psoriasis as a child (it still acts up in the winter) and have had some form of acne for 13 years now. Last summer the heat also inspired eczema in my body so I'm getting the best of everything.

Mostly my body functions though and I do love her.

>>18617

Same on the acid reflux. Have you tried cutting out chocolate, tomatoes, that kind of stuff? Stress is also a big part of it. Get it treated asap because it can fuck up your teeth and give you throat cancer.

anyone has tips for working out at home? i want to start exercising but there are no good gyms near my location (+ i am scared of gyms and people looking/judging other’s bodies, moids hitting on you, etc).

i have at home a treadmill and a power cage that i could do arms, legs and back exercises, but i genuinely don’t know where to start. are there any websites or apps i could use to help me build a workout schedule?

>>18557
Thank you! I really ramped up my routine and have been doing it daily. I've also been working my arms and riding my bike almost daily as well.

>>18514
No they hurt my hands more than barbells (no idea why).

I only got 2 hours of sleep but I still got my workout done. I know missing sleep isn't good for gains, but it was out of my control. I. Will. Not. Give. Up!

So far I've worked out every day this month. I can't always do it at home so I use a little garage space behind my apartment that nobody uses. Unfortunately I live with someone who is a major crab in a bucket and doesn't want me to work out at home any more. It's still cool enough to workout outside but once summer hits I might have to start working out on my lunch break or working out at the community center. The only gym by me is an expensive boutique gym. There is a 24 hour fitness by my work but gym memberships are such a hassle and previously mentioned crab probably wouldn't want me to join.

no wait, the flour i bought said it's gluten free.

>>18666
I think three months can be enough time. I had a hippie teacher who said she took a trip to Africa to live in a village and I think it was only for a few months and now she can't eat any bread. She was also crazy and broke her neck doing a handstand on a desk so whatever. She was also mean.

always hated sugar and high gluten foods then i found i was prediabetic, maybe thats you? did you starve yourself? it fucks with your pancreas apparently

>>18669
apparently that condition is common within my family, I asked my cousin about it and she also said that this disease is metabolic.
What she has is hyperglycemia, which just seems to be prediabetes, but also Coeliac disease.
This just sucks.

It's not so bad. Stuff like tofu is cheap. Permaketo looks expensive, but the smaller portions needed to stay full help to balance things out. I eat a lot of kale salads, and, while avocados seem expensive, one is enough for, like, two meals. You can also look into things like blueberry smoothies. Blue berries, a lot carb nut, yogurt, and ice makes for a great and fast meal.

I’m back at it like a crack addict

>>18561
nooo the kitty

BMI 17 I said screw this and started forcing myself to eat donuts and pieces of cake every day and I'm chubby now I can't see my ribs anymore now BMI 27

i have binge eating disorder, but with an autistic "it must be in my limited palate or i will starve myself and binge worse" twist
it developed because i lived with my abusive grandmother for two years, and she would forbid me to eat at all so long as she was awake. i was only chubby, and yet she was paranoid about me becoming diabetic, because i ate a single grape. she'd threaten me constantly, too. so i could only eat while she was asleep.
i had from midnight to 5 in the morning to eat anything at all, for an entire 24 hours. i never lost a single pound due to the amount i'd eat.
she was also extremely upset that i'm a ssa female with gid, a ftm, a lesbian, whichever you choose or believe, point stands she didn't like i wasn't trying to marry a man and wasn't trying to be ladylike. she kicked me out over this, and i gladly left.
but despite the cause being separated, i was still struggling with binging. and still am, a year and a half later. it even got worse.
so that's approximately three years with it, and i haven't attempted recovery, if only because i don't know what to do and my psychologist recommended i, someone with both caffeine induced anxiety and a potent caffeine/soda addiction, drink one cup of coffee for a full meal replacement and eat one small plate of healthy food a day, and only one plate a day. this obviously doesn't work for someone with a bmi of 38 and a violent reaction to hunger due to their medication. (intense shaking/jittering, lots of salivation, confusion, loss of balance, et cetera.) so i'm pretty much fucked from the get-go. no idea what to do.
i also absolutely love my current weight and how it looks, i'm 5'7-8 and have a weight of 240 exactly. (gid effects genitals and the perception of others, not weight, thats bdd/bidd), but i don't want to go through 3 people's worth of food every sitting without my body spazzing out. if i lose my figure that way, so be it, but it's annoying, expensive, and deeply disturbing if you ponder it long enough. and god, the hunger pangs. you could have just eaten and your body still feels like nothing went in. and one bite more and you feel like you're ill because the nausea, you can feel. but the fullness? completely doesn't occur. i never feel "full." i lack the ability to, i always have. i was very thin untill i was about 14-15, and now i'm an adult. my body's negative reaction to hunger started at around there as well, andPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>18491
I looked at this last week amazed that I hadn't purged not too long after posting it yet I'm now back ejecting a sleeve of cookies.