Yes, but I'm beginning to reject those fantasies.
I'm someone who is always in a relationship, or always has suitors (even when I'm unavailable in one way or another). Actually finding someone
to marry is easy. However, the thought of life
after marriage is what I'm beginning to find unattractive. Especially if I were to marry a scrote, I just can't shake this feeling that I'll always be unhappy. Now, whether that's because I'll be doing more work than him, I'll be victim of his insecurity (I like to go out and socialize ^_^), or because I'll get cheated on, or even worse, femicide. I just can't stand the thoughts of putting myself in these situations, when I could maintain more peace in my life by remaining single. Because of this, I've noticed myself become more avoidant in relationships.
I'm often making decisions based on the thought, "If I were on my deathbed, would I be happy if I did x?" Oftentimes, I come to the conclusion that I'd die happy if I traveled and partied a lot, more so than if I lived a quiet life being a wife who shrinks her social circle for the comfort of a scrote.
Nevertheless, I still value the closeness of being in a monogamous relationship. I like the exclusivity. I like the loyalty and the trust. I like always having someone to pour into, and support, and surprise with acts of service and kindness. And then I think: maybe I could do all of that with a female roommate, or perhaps I'm just a closeted lesbian.
For now, I don't see the point in getting married
(in most cases)! As gay and libtarded as it may sound, marriage historically was a system to maintain the ownership of property. To own a nice house, or a boat, is not only capital, but also a status symbol. It's the same thing to own a woman, and the children she bears.
And for woman, she could not obtain capital independent of her father or a husband. The wealth and property of a family is then passed down to children, and the cycle repeats.
At some point, ((they)) have had to convince women marriage is more about romantic love than it is about the maintenance of and distribution of property to a family. I don't think I'm so blackpilled that I believe all scrotes are incapable of being as heckin wholesome as this fantasy may imply. But, I do think many scrotes do still view marriage as a way to secure property and status. Does that oppose the fantasy?
I cannot
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